Mary suddenly found herself wishing for charades, no matter that she was horrible at it. She’d never quite seen the humor in the game Alicia chose: “Questions.” They all sat in a circle. Sixteen people. She hadn’t meant to place herself between Fitzwilliam and Sebastian. It had simply happened that as they’d taken their chairs so they had ended up in the same area. Each of them held a card with a unique number on it. In the center of the circle was a stack of cards.
The game was simple. Someone posed a question, turned over a card, and the person with the corresponding number had to claim the question.
“I’ll begin,” Alicia said. “Who is the silliest person in the room?” She turned over a card bearing the number three and glanced around. No one responded, and Mary had her first sense that this game was not going to go well at all.
Alicia frowned. “Who has the number three?”
“I do,” Tristan said.
She scoffed. “You’re supposed to put your card down and say, ‘I am the silliest person in the room.’ ”
“But I’m not.”
“Doesn’t matter. You see, that’s what makes it funny. The question doesn’t apply to the person who answers, and therefore, it makes us laugh. Now you ask a question and draw a card.”
“Any question?” he asked with a devilish glint in his eye.
“Any question.”
Tristan lowered his gaze into a sultry invitation that Mary could not help but believe had lured many a woman into his bed. “Who does not wear undergarments beneath her skirts?”
One lady gasped, a couple tittered, and Alicia smiled broadly. “That’s the spirit.”
He reached out and turned over a card. Five.
“That would be me,” Fitzwilliam said, clearly irritated as he tossed his card on the table.
Tristan grinned. “I should have known you’d fancy wearing a skirt now and then, Fitzwilliam. Do you don a corset as well?”
“Watch your manners, lad,” Fitzwilliam growled.
Mary placed her hand over his. “It’s all in jest.”
“Of course it is,” Alicia reiterated. “Don’t take offense, Fitzwilliam. It’ll ruin the fun. Now ask your question.”
He took a moment to regain his calm. “Who smells like roses?”
“Boring,” Tristan muttered.
Beside Mary, Fitzwilliam stiffened. Before she could wonder overly long as to why Fitzwilliam had chosen her cousin’s fragrance and not hers of orchids, she quickly reached out and flipped over a card. “Six.”
“I smell like roses,” Lady Kathryn answered. Only she didn’t. She smelled of vanilla. “Who snuck out of the music room earlier for a secret tryst in the garden?”
She turned over a card. “Twelve.”
Alicia laughed and revealed her card. “That was me! Quite the trick, wasn’t it, to do so while I was playing the pianoforte?”
Mary laughed. “Your mother always claimed you were good at handling more than one task at a time.”
Beside her, Fitzwilliam relaxed. “A very useful talent to have indeed.”
“You make me blush, my lord. Now, who is the handsomest devil in London?” Alicia asked and flipped over the number ten.
Sebastian went so still that Mary wasn’t certain he breathed. Dear God, no. She wanted to snatch the number from his clenched fist.
“The hour is late,” he said, bringing himself to his feet. “If you’ll be so good as to excuse me, it’s time I took my leave.”
Alicia appeared stunned. “But we’ve not finished the game.”
How could her cousin not realize who held the number ten? “Alicia—”
“My brother is quite right,” Rafe said. “If you’ll excuse me, I, too, must depart.”
He didn’t wait for a response, but followed his brother out. Not certain what to do, Mary rose. She couldn’t let them leave. Not like this. “Excuse me.”
As she was walking out, she heard Tristan say, “Lady Alicia, perhaps you would be kind enough to oblige me and allow me to teach you a game I learned in the Orient. It involves a blindfold and . . .”
Mary didn’t care what else it involved, although she suspected it would be scandalous. She hurried into the hallway, only to find it empty save for a footman standing at attention. “The Duke of Keswick.”
He stared at her dumbly. She touched the left side of her face. “Scars. Where did he go?”
“Through the front door, m’lady.”
She dashed out, saw him standing in the drive, and raced down the steps. “Sebastian!”
He turned. The gaslights were kind, only revealing his unmarred side. She was struck with the realization that he had been the handsomest man in the parlor. Although he and Tristan were twins, something in Sebastian’s features was nobler. Had always been so, but was more pronounced now.
She brought herself to a staggering halt before she rammed into him. “Don’t leave. Not like this. It’s only a silly game. It doesn’t mean anything.”
“I’m too old for games, Mary.”
“You’re what? All of six and twenty?”
“I have been on the earth for that many years, but within a few days of leaving Pembrook I grew into manhood. Add twelve years to that, and I would say that I’m well into my thirties. I have no time for nor any interest in parlor games.”
“Come back inside. We’ll find a quiet corner, sit, and talk.”
He laughed darkly. “And how do you think your betrothed will welcome that notion?”
Not well, not well at all, and her father would be even more furious. “You’re my friend. You will always be my friend. I wanted you to feel as though you belonged here.”
“I don’t. Not yet. But I will in time.” He touched her cheek, and she felt the sweep of his thumb over the spot where she knew a freckle resided. His fingers were rough, callused. She wondered when he’d removed his gloves, was ashamed to admit that she was glad he had. They’d held hands as children and thought nothing of it. “Thank you for tonight, Mary. Thank your aunt as well.”
Before she could say anything, he was walking toward a carriage that was barreling up the drive. As it slowed, he climbed inside with a grace she’d seldom seen in other men. Of course most of them had the good sense to wait until the vehicle came to a halt. She took a step forward, not certain what she planned to do. A hand came to rest on her shoulder.
“Give him leave to go,” Fitzwilliam said.
She rubbed her brow. “It was such a ridiculous game.”
“Not as ridiculous as the one his brother wished to play. I swear to you, Mary, that when I take my place in the House of Lords, I shall see to it that a law is passed that will allow only charades to be played in parlors.”
She couldn’t help it. She laughed lightly and leaned against him. He wound his arm around her shoulders and pressed a kiss to her temple. “You can’t protect them anymore, dear girl. They need to make it on their own now.”
As he guided her back into the house, she knew he was right. Still it was so very hard to stand by and watch while they floundered.
Mary was sitting up in bed, brushing her hair, when the clock chimes rang through the hallway announcing the arrival of midnight. A servant would soon be about to quiet them until late morning. Mary wasn’t certain why her aunt insisted that they be allowed to clang until the end of day. Her father insisted on silence much sooner.
A knock sounded on the door. “Yes?”
Alicia peered in. “Are you terribly angry with me?”
“Not too terribly.” She shook her head at her cousin’s crestfallen expression. “No, not at all, really. It wasn’t your fault.”
Alicia darted across the bedchamber, jumped into bed with her, and snuggled beneath the covers. “I’m so glad you agreed to stay the night. And I’m so sorry about the silly game. It never occurred to me that Keswick would be holding the card. It was a rather stupid thing to say. I wanted to be clever, like Lord Tristan.”
“I don’t know if he’s so much clever as he is wicked.”
Alicia grinned, her eyes sparkling with mischief. “He is, isn’t he? He wanted us to play a game with a blindfold. We would have to caress someone’s face and guess who it was, but Fitzwilliam said we’d had enough of games. Then he went in search of you, but I think he must have found Mother first because she came in and said it was time for refreshments.”
Alicia sounded so terribly disappointed. “Then Lord Tristan took his leave. The evening wasn’t nearly as much fun after that.” She grabbed a pillow and held it to her chest as though it were a lover. “I thought the dinner at least went splendidly well. The Pembrook lords are not quite so frightening when they aren’t brandishing pistols about. Although Lord Rafe confessed to me during dinner that he had one on his person. And a knife.”
Mary was not surprised. They left Pembrook in fear of their lives. How difficult it would be now to trust anyone.
“Were you and Keswick making eyes at each other during dinner?” Alicia asked.
Mary’s heart galloped. She had little enough reputation as it was, with everyone speculating as to why her father had never given her a proper Season. She certainly didn’t want Fitzwilliam to doubt her. “What? No. Why would you think that?”
“You kept looking in his direction.”
“He sat across from me.”
“So did I yet you hardly looked at me at all.”
Mary plucked at the bristles on her brush. “I just wanted to make certain that he was comfortable with all that was happening around him.”
“I don’t think Lord Fitzwilliam likes Keswick.”
“I daresay you’re right on that count. But it’s only because he doesn’t know him. Once they get to know each other better I think they’ll become chums.”
“I’m not so certain. I think he noticed you watching Keswick as well.”
“I gave him no reason to doubt my affections.” Although she couldn’t deny that he’d been far more relaxed and pleasant after the brothers had all taken their leave.
“I’m quite fascinated by them. They appear to be gentlemen and yet one is left with the distinct impression that they are not. I daresay they look to be quite skilled at ruining a lady’s reputation.”
Ah, yes, quite skilled. Mary thought they could do it with little more than a look.
Sebastian sat beside the fire in his library, savoring the flavor of whiskey on his tongue, and attempting to push back the memory of Mary’s soft skin beneath his fingers. He’d been a fool to touch her.
The door opened, but he didn’t look away from the fire at the echo of Tristan’s resounding footsteps. As soon as Sebastian had arrived home, he sent his carriage back to Lady Ivers’s residence so Tristan would have transportation.
His brother settled into the chair across from him, reached for a glass, and filled it with whiskey. “You should have simply tossed down the card, made light of it.”
“Do you not think it would have embarrassed the girl?”
“No more so than she was already. It was a game, Sebastian. It meant nothing.”
He knew that, but he was not yet to the point where he could laugh about his disfigurement. He didn’t know if he ever would be.
“What did you think of Fitzwilliam?” he asked, to direct the conversation away from his poor handling of the situation.
“Don’t like him.”
Sebastian studied his brother who was studying his glass of whiskey as though he could read the future in it. “Why not?”
Tristan lifted his gaze over the rim of the glass. “Do I require a reason?”
“Opinions are usually based on some foundation.”
“My gut.”
“Surely there was more than that.”
“I don’t need more. I trust my instincts.”
“Do you think he will make Mary happy?”
“I think you would make her happier.” He tossed back his whiskey as Sebastian grunted.
“We hardly know each other any longer.”
“Yet you seemed incapable of taking your gaze from her.” He held up a hand. “Not that I blame you. She is quite fetching.”
“She’s more than that. She’s beautiful.”
“You noticed.”
“I’m only half-blind.”
“There you are,” Tristan said with a grin. “Exactly what you should have said during that wretched game. ‘I’m only half-handsome.’ People might have laughed.”
Sebastian scowled. “I don’t enjoy people laughing at me.”
“Which is why we must laugh at ourselves first. But then you were always the more serious.”
“I had heavier burdens to bear.”
“That you did.” With a sigh, he rose. “I’m off to Rafe’s for a bit of sport. Care to join me?”
“No.”
Tristan glanced around. “The place doesn’t smell as much like Uncle tonight.”
No, it didn’t. “The servants worked hard to achieve that end. Perhaps they disliked his stench as much as we do.”
“I rather think it’s more that you terrify them. Which is not always a bad thing.” Before Sebastian could comment, Tristan said, “Was your man able to follow him?”
“Yes. He moved into a room at a boarding house on the outskirts of London.”
“Didn’t go far then. I’d advise you to sleep with one eye open.”
Sebastian saw that his brother regretted the words as soon as they were spoken. He held up a hand to forestall any forthcoming apologies. “You have no need to watch your words around me.”
“You should have gone to the sea and I to the army.”
“Our fates might not have changed. I’ve seen seamen aplenty with only one eye. Besides I have a tendency toward seasickness.”
Tristan stared at him. “You’re jesting.”
“Afraid not. I spent most of my journey back from the Crimea with my head hung over a bucket.”
Tristan craned back his head and released a bold laugh. His legs were braced far apart as though even now he stood on the deck of a bucking ship. When only the crackling of the fire in the hearth again filled the room he said, “Good night, Brother.”
He strode purposely from the room, leaving Sebastian to his demons.