Chapter One – Evan

“I’m not negotiating with you,” I yell firmly down the phone. “I’ve given you my offer and that’s the end of it. I think you need to remember here that you need me way more than I need you.”

My heart thunders in my chest, boiling hot blood shoots around my body at a million miles an hour. I twirl the phone chord around my finger in a way that probably appears anxious... but anxiety isn’t how I’m feeling at all. It’s anticipation, adrenaline, excitement. I love it when a deal comes together, especially when it’s in my favor which this one definitely seems to be. I know how to get what I want and how to wrangle the best out of everyone. It’s what has made me so damn successful. Tech start-ups are never easy, but I’ve damn well done it and I’m proud of that. DeBroils Enterprises is successful because of me and me alone.

“Erm, yes, right, I see,” the weedy guy on the other end of the phone stammers like he’s crapping his pants purely because of my words. “I understand that, but my boss…”

“Are you not in a position to make any sort of decision?” I mock. “Do they not let you have that sort of power? I thought I was speaking to you for a reason. Please tell me I’m not wasting my time talking to you. I really wouldn’t want to hear anything like that.”

“No.” He sighs, I can hear the defeat in his tone. “Do you know what? Yes, that’s fine.”

I bang my hand down on my desk with glee. “Brilliant, thank you very much.”

Once I hang up the phone I cackle to myself. Maybe it isn’t the most ethical way to behave, railroading these weaker business owners, but to be honest they should know what they’re up against. I do have a reputation for putting myself and my company first, and I do know I’m not the worst. These people need to toughen the hell up. I sure don’t feel guilty. I had to learn the hard way too.

I have stakes, I need my company to succeed. Nothing else will ever matter.

“Knock. Knock.” The smile on my face only gets brighter when I hear the silky-smooth voice of my extremely well chosen personal assistant.

Ally, pops her head around the door. “Can I come in?”

I lean back in my chair and run my eyes all over her. Her heavily made up face excites me, because I know she does it just for me, especially those painted red lips, she knows I love them. They turn me on like crazy, no matter what.

“Yes, please do. You know my door is always open for you.”

I mean that as well. I hired Ally over many other more qualified candidates because of those stunning good looks of hers. That, and the fact that she instantly made it clear that she had the hots for me. I always like to have someone who’s up for it around me. Just in case. She’s good enough at what she does, I pretty much always know where I’m supposed to be and when. And the best thing I like about her are those sexy lips. When they are wrapped around me… well, there’s nothing better!

“I’ve just come to let you know that Mr. Wong has cancelled your conference call this afternoon, citing family issues, so you have the whole afternoon free now.” She perches on the edge of my desk and leans forward so her cleavage pops out the top of her shirt. Her blonde hair falls forward, but luckily for me it doesn’t get in the way of the incredible view. The only thing distracting me is that awesome slit in her skirt. “So, you can do whatever it is that you want.”

“Oh I can, can I?” I wiggle my eyebrows suggestively at her. “Hmmm what shall I do?”

Ally flips her hair and pushes her breasts out even further at me. “I have a few ideas…”

This is the best thing about Ally. She is always up for it, no matter where, no matter when. It can be right now in my office, when everyone else could hear us if they really wanted to, or when I’m on a business trip making it much less boring and painful, but she also doesn’t mind if I hook up with other people. She even encouraged me to hook up with that girl from accounts at the Christmas party. Actually, if I remember rightly she joined in… Ally doesn’t ever ask any questions, she doesn’t want to know about my life, she doesn’t want any commitment, which is perfect because I don’t want to give any of those things. I’m only in it for the fun side of things. Nothing serious, ever.

Ally sway her hips as she struts over me, licking her lips as she does. Almost instantly my cock stands to attention in my pants, crying to be freed. The closer she gets to me, the more I tremble with excitement. Thank fuck Mr. Wong cancelled. Talking to him is a buzz kill compared to this.

As Ally gets nearer to me I can see the thick lust in her eyes. She presses her hands onto my knees and drops to the floor in front of me, instinctively knowing what I want without me even having to ask. My hands work their way into her hair as I prepare myself for what’s about to come. My mouth waters with need, I didn’t realize how much I needed this until this very moment.

“Oh fuck,” I murmur in anticipation as she fiddles with my zipper. This really is the life. I do have it all. A good business, awesome women around me… it’s amazing. If I focus on those incredible things then I don’t need to think about all the aspects that could do with being filled in. “Oh, Ally.”

Eventually she pulls me free and she gasps out in delight as she does. I love the way she makes it obvious how much she adores my cock, it turns me on even more, and it reminds me what a powerful man I’ve become. Her hand runs up and down my length, making me shudder. Her wide brown eyes meet mine and she licks her lips again, somehow leaving a perfect redness behind just for me.

“Stop messing around,” I gush as my hips take on a like of their own. They buck towards her needily. “Just take me in your mouth now, will you?”

Luckily for me, Ally knows when I’m not in the mood for teasing and playing, which is one of those days today, so she does as I command. She puts her warm wetness right around me and slides me down to the back of her throat, opening herself up for me as she does. She can definitely handle more of me than she used to be able to, which is awesome. It feels fucking incredible to be balls deep inside her. Especially when she flickers her tongue everywhere, all over me like she wants to taste me everywhere. She probably does, the filthy woman that she is. God damn it, I love it.

I fist her hair as I control the speed that she bobs her head up and down. I know that Ally doesn’t mind my control freak side, which is great because I don’t know how to reign it in. My thighs tense and I can feel myself trembling. I know that I’m close but somehow that doesn’t feel satisfying enough. I feel like I want more… so I tug her back rapidly.

“Bend over my desk,” I command. “Spread your legs wide and place your palms on the desk.”

Ally smirks and struts over there. She peers over her shoulder as she does and gives me the sexiest fucking look I’ve ever seen. Before parting her legs and placing her hands on the desk, she wiggles down her lace panties and kicks them across the room. I hope that she remembers to pick them up before she leaves because she doesn’t always… and it’s led to some awkward conversations.

As I stand and I growl with lust, my trousers drop to the ground and I slide my boxers along with them. Then I reach into my desk and I grab a condom from there which I rip apart with my teeth and I slowly roll it down over my cock.

“Oh, I love watching you do that,” Ally says with a seductive ass wiggle. “It’s so fucking hot.”

I don’t answer her. I just move closer to her and grip my hands next to hers on the desk, then I slide myself into her and I thrust hard and fast. Being with Ally is awesome, it’s so easy and familiar, I like it, but it’ll never be a long-term thing. We both know that. One day, she’ll fall in love and she’ll move on, and I’ll find someone else to fool around with. Simple.

“Oh fuck,” I grunt as I bang her hips against the desk. “Fucking hell.”

Ally pants too, so I reach around to her front and flick her clit to bring her to the edge harder and faster. I might not necessarily worry too much about her pleasure in all of this but I still want her to keep coming back for more, and this is just a part of that. This does the trick and soon she flicks her head back as the pleasure starts to claim her. Her breaths come out raggedly and she begins to cry out with bliss. This gives me the opportunity to let go myself. The tension floods from my body and I explode free inside of her, seeing stars as I come. God this feels so good, it feels so fucking freeing… I needed this more than I knew. Ally seems to understand me better than I do myself.

Either that, or she’s just horny all the time. That might be just as much possible.

Once we’re done, Ally sorts herself out as I do too. This part is always done alone without us even looking at one another, I don’t know why, it isn’t like I’m ashamed of my post coital body, it’s just the way we’ve always done things. Luckily, this is a habit that doesn’t feel like a rut.

“Right,” Ally declares as she straightens down her skirt. “I better get back to my desk, answer the million voice mails that I’m sure I’ve gotten since I’ve been here.”

“Yes, of course.” I nod slowly. “Sounds great.”

As she leaves me alone, walking with the same swing of her hips that always gets me going, I sit back down at my desk with a deep sigh. I feel good, all deflated and satisfied now. I really could probably leave the office now that I have no meetings for the rest of the day but I can’t let go the control of this place. I’m sure the company won’t fall apart without me but I just hate to give any of it up for even a second. It’s something that I’ve worked so hard on, I can’t just let it go now.

“Right,” I mutter to myself as I glance around the room trying to work out what needs to be done. “Email, filing, check in with all the managers, see what’s going on in all the departments, and then… home.”

Home.

Home is still a good place for me, I have a lot of reasons to go back there, but there are also a lot of sad memories too. Things that I find it hard to be near, that I want to just forget. There are times when my heart still really hurts but I have to keep going. There are too many people that need me.