Come to Me Alive Excerpt

 

Enjoy this excerpt from Come to Me Alive and get lost in the romance of a country star and small-town teacher. Available.

 

Bryce ran down the court, dribbling a basketball with his right hand. Six feet from the basket, he jumped up from off his left foot, threw the ball against the backboard and swoosh, a perfect layup. The ball rolled, finding its own resting place. He walked to the bench where his towel and sports drink waited. He sat down and wrapped a towel around the back of his neck, bringing the ends up to wipe the sweat from his face.

Louisiana summers were brutal, even at eight in the morning. Humidity made the air sticky and by noon, the outdoors would be a miserable combination of bugs and sultry dampness. A swarm of dragonflies was circling the basketball court, a sure sign, in his experience, that rain would soon be coming. Good thing Gram and Gracie were going berry picking this morning. He’d tried to join them, but Gram had shooed him away, said Gracie needed some girl time with her great-grandmother.

That could be true. Other than sleeping, his daughter had been by his side constantly for two weeks. Who could blame him for keeping her close? He had a month off, then it was back to work. He’d be lucky to see his daughter a few days at a time between shows and obligations.

Caroline, his manager, hadn’t been happy when he’d told her he’d be unavailable for four weeks. She’d become downright angry when he refused to tell her where he’d be spending his vacation. Not even the band knew his whereabouts.

He had to protect Gracie and do what was best for her. His daughter’s well-being was his first priority. Until he could figure out how to be a single dad with his career, he would continue to keep her a secret from everyone in his life except Gram, Gramps and their trusted friends in Oden Bridge. Even his parents hadn’t been told they had a grandchild. Like they would care anyway. Their lives were much too important, in their opinions, to care about anyone beyond themselves. Thank God for Gram and Gramps. He meant it with all his heart. Last year, when his world turned upside down, they’d stepped up. Not only did they save him from himself, they took in Gracie so she wouldn’t be subjected to the press.

The arrangement couldn’t last forever—he didn’t want it to, nor did he try to pretend it was an acceptable long-term solution. His grandparents were outstanding people, but expecting them to take care of his daughter in their advanced years wasn’t fair. More than that, he was the only parent Gracie had left, and she deserved all of him. He couldn’t continue being a part-time dad, but he was still trying to sort out the pieces of his new life.

Faith was new to him, and he was relying, heavily, on it to carry him through this phase of his life.

Clouds shifted, exposing the morning’s sun. On the other side of the ball court, the light bounced off something metallic and sent a beam of light his way. He looked up to find the source. His heart rate picked up speed and the hairs on his neck rose. He squinted his eyes. No, he wasn’t imagining the vision. All week, he’d brought Gracie to the park in hopes of seeing Sophie again, but with no luck. Admittedly, a trifle weird of him, but he couldn’t push aside the jolt he’d experienced that day. She had radiated innocence and purity. Her bright green eyes had glimmered with peacefulness. She was everything he didn’t see in himself.

Now that he had seen her, should he go to her? What would she think? Man, how come he could sing in front of a sold-out arena without a second thought, but approaching Sophie sent him into a panic of deliberation. What’s the worst that could happen? Get shot down? Wouldn’t be the first time. Granted, it had been a few years. Nowadays, girls flocked to him, regardless of the fact that he’d ignored them for the past year.

He made a decision. He was going for it. Twenty feet later, he stopped short, realizing he was wearing an old shirt with the sleeves cut off and a raggedy pair of athletic shorts. Sweat still beaded on his forehead and he probably reeked of it as well. In his present condition, any impression he made wouldn’t be the one he hoped for. But what if this was his only opportunity?

“Hey, duck man, is that you?” Sophie held a hand to her forehead and peered his way.

Too late to escape now—she’d made the decision for him. He put on his best smile, not hard to do since the sight of her brought it out.

“Not sure how I feel about the name, but I’m guessing you’re talking to me, assuming you haven’t had many other encounters with ducks.” He walked toward her, his smile widening.

A soft laugh escaped her perfect pink lips. “There have been no others.”

“I promise— no bread today to make the ducks mad.” He opened his fists, palms facing out. “See, nothing.”

“And here I was, hoping for some excitement today. Guess I better look elsewhere.” A mischievous smiled played against her face.

“If it’s excitement you’re looking for, just say the word.” The shameless flirting lightened his mood.

She shook her head and sucked in a deep breath, a grin on her lips when she exhaled. “I’m not sure. I usually only go for excitement once I know someone’s name.”

“Sure, take all the mystery away.” He’d hoped for a delay in telling her. Sure, he could lie and tell the truth later, but that didn’t sit well. The problem was, he’d seen too many times how someone’s attitude changed toward him once they realized who he was.

“Where’s your daughter today?” she asked, graciously not pushing the issue.

“With Gram, picking berries. Strawberries, I think.”

“Sounds right for this time of year. You’re not a berry-picker?”

“They booted me out, called it a girls’ morning.”

“In that case, I can see how you wouldn’t qualify for the excursion.” She lowered her eyes, using the veil of her eyelashes to disguise her assessing gaze.

He coughed. Like a deer caught in the headlights, she froze and her cheeks turned an adorable shade of pink, bringing out her freckles. An energy arced between them, their easy banter brought to a pause.

Speak up, man. Don’t chicken out now. “Would it be totally weird to admit that Gracie and I have come to the park every afternoon hoping to see you again?”

“You have?” She didn’t look at him like he was a creep. That was a good sign.

Unrepentant, he nodded. “Sad, but true.”

She blinked, breaking eye contact and then tucked her chin down, stuffing her hands in her pockets. “Then I should confess I have as well. Except, I’ve had to come an hour earlier the other days because of my schedule.”

He cast her a wink, replying, “And here I was, thinking I was the crazy one.”

“There’s a walking path over there.” She removed her hands from the pockets and jerked a thumb to a section of the park he’d yet to explore with Gracie. “Well, more like some pavement lined by trees. You can join me if you’d like.”

“I’m game. There’s nowhere I have to be for a few hours.”

“So I’m just a consolation prize?” she asked.

“No, no. That’s not how I meant it,” he tried to backtrack.

Her fingertips grazed his arm. “I was kidding. Really.”

“Do you mind if I check my phone first? I’m sorry to be rude, but I want to make sure nothing’s happened to Gracie. She’s probably fine, but she hasn’t been away from me in weeks.”

“Sure.”

“It’s in my truck. Need a drink or anything?” he asked.

“Got one.” She held up a bottle with a pink label that he was certain contained a fruity drink.

“I’ll be right back.”

As he jogged to the basketball court, he noticed more people arriving at the park, probably trying to beat the insufferable heat that would come in a few hours, making the hot morning feel like winter in comparison. He found his basketball, picked it up, and threw out the empty bottle. His crew cab truck was parked right behind the court. The sun’s glare on the black paint made it appear much more metallic than it actually was.

He threw the basketball in the backseat and checked his phone. A missed call from Caroline and Jay, his drummer—calling them back could wait. He closed the door and didn’t bother locking it. No one ever locked doors in Oden Bridge.

Sophie was waiting for him, right where she’d been standing previously. “Let’s go.”

Side by side, they walked until they reached the beginning of the path. Aged magnolia trees with their glossy leaves and scattered white blooms stood tall and proud on either side of the asphalt. Their branches hung overhead, creating a canopy to block out the brunt of the heat.

“Are you from here?” An overwhelming desire to learn everything about her took over.

“No, I’m from outside Lafayette, but this is where I found a job. You?”

“Gram and Gramps have lived here their entire lives. My dad moved north as soon as he hit eighteen and never turned back. I’ve spent most my life in the suburbs of Richmond.”

“I thought I detected an accent, but I couldn’t place it. How’d you end up back in Oden Bridge?”

He took a deep breath. This was one of those moments of truth— he could be honest or cover up past mistakes. Trusting that his instinct wasn’t playing games with him and there was something to explore with Sophie, he knew what he had to do. “Gracie lives with them.”

Sophie paused her steps and looked at him. “What do you mean?”

“It’s a long and complicated story.”

“Oh.” The disappointment in her voice was palpable, but it encouraged him—it meant she was interested in knowing more.

“I see a bench up there. Let’s sit down and I’ll tell you.”

The bench was a cement fixture with a plaque attached to the front in memory of a donator’s deceased family member. Once Sophie sat, he followed. He leaned forward, clasping his hands together. How did he verbalize the turmoil that summed his life this past year? What was he thinking opening up to a virtual stranger? By telling his story, he’d be placing an inexplicably high level of trust in her, yet it felt right. Finally, he sat up, making eye contact.

“I wasn’t aware of Gracie’s existence until a year ago.”

Sophie blinked at the revelation but remained silent.

“Her mom was an old friend, best friend, someone I’d known my entire life. I was moving out of town and that night I had a going away party. There was alcohol flowing, and I had more than my share. Back in those days, I did a lot of things I’m not proud of.” He searched her eyes for any sign of disapproval but found none.

“Most of us have memories of things we’d rather forget,” she told him in a soothing tone that made him believe she understood.

“Shelly, that’s Gracie’s mom, and I, were best friends. The alcohol’s effects made us a little more reckless with our behavior.” He stopped talking, leaned against the back of the bench, and clasped his hands behind his head, bringing his elbows together. It took a few minutes to work up the guts to tell the remainder of the story. “I can’t believe I’m telling you all this.”

Sophie placed a soft hand on his forearm. “You don’t have to continue.”

“No, I want to tell you the entire story. I can’t explain why, but I want you to know.” He continued on, all too conscious that her hand remained touching him. “Things with Shelly went too far, and she wound up pregnant. By the time she found out, I was long gone, and since no one knew what had happened between us, they never suspected me as the father.”

“She never told you?” Wide eyes stared at him with incredulity.

“No.” He shook his head side to side. “Four years of my daughter’s life torn from me. In all those years, we never spoke again. I tried calling her but eventually stopped because she’d never return the calls. Eventually, I came to the conclusion that single night of impaired judgment had ruined our friendship.”

“Then how did you find out about Gracie?” Sophie sat up straight, listening to his every word with rapt attention.

“In the spring of last year I received a phone call from Shelly begging me to come home immediately. She wouldn’t tell me anything over the phone, and I caught the next plane to see her.” All air left his lungs, the familiar pain returning. “She was dying. The best friend I’d ever had was dying of cancer and I couldn’t do anything about it.”

A small gasp came from Sophie.

He stood—grief thundered in his chest as it always did when he dwelled on it. “That’s when I found out about Gracie. She hid my daughter from me, and I couldn’t even be mad because she was dying and had only done what she thought was best.”

“Why would hiding your daughter from you be best?” Sophie asked. Her expression held no judgment, only the will to comprehend something that was obviously unfathomable to her.

After all these years, he still felt a loyalty to Shelly. “I don’t agree with what she did, but I understand why. I left to chase my dreams, and she thought telling me about Gracie would ruin those dreams.” He sat back down, burying his face in his hands. “Didn’t she know I’d have given it up in a heartbeat? Maybe I just like to think I would have, I don’t know, but I wish she’d given me a choice. Nevertheless, a week after I returned home, Shelly succumbed to cancer, and I was left with a daughter I’d known all of six days.”

He looked up to see tears brimming in Sophie’s eyes, tears that silently said I’m sorry. A squirrel ran in front of them, passing from one tree to another. He took the distraction as an opportunity to regroup his thoughts.

His fingers pressed into his neck, rubbing at the tension brought by the memories. “I was lost. I left town with Gracie before anyone could confirm I was the father. If anyone asked, the answer was Gracie would be living with her grandparents, letting people draw their own conclusions. Shelly’s dad is retired military and lives in Florida so it was plausible. And that’s the long story of why Gracie lives with my grandparents.”

“Can I ask another question?”

All or nothing, right? He raised a single shoulder in a mild shrug. “Yeah.”

“Why the secrecy? Wouldn’t your friends back home be a support system?” She kicked at a small pebble, waiting for him to answer.

Inhale. Exhale. He cracked his knuckles and took his time in answering. “I’ve told you my sad story, but yet, I haven’t told you my name.”

“No, you haven’t. Please tell me you’re not an escaped convict on the lam. Are you?” Her small attempt at humor lightened the heaviness surrounding them.

“Nah, nothing like that.” The frown he’d had while recounting his story turned to a half-smirk. “Hand me your phone.”

She wrinkled her nose and looked at him skeptically but pulled it out and passed it to him.

He stood and took a few steps to the right. Her phone was the same model as his, which made it easier to find the song for which he was looking. He slid the lock function and pressed a few keys. In seconds, Come to Me Alive was playing from her phone. In an impromptu serenade, he sang along, matching note for note.

Come to me, come to me now

Let me love you, bring you alive

Yesterday’s Gone and Tomorrow’s not here

Don’t just live, let me awaken your soul

Ignite every ember, fan every flame

Don’t settle for ash, when you can be the glow

Come to me now, come to me alive

Mouth gaping, she stared at him. The information sank in. She blinked several times and pointed a finger. “You’re… you’re…” She couldn’t get the words out.

With his arm extended and hand poised for shaking, he officially introduced himself. “Nice to meet you Sophie Thatcher. I’m Bryce Landry.”

The initial shock wore off and a slow, cautious smile spread across her face. At last, he could relieve the breath he’d been holding. She stood and grasped his hand “Nice to meet you, Bryce.”

“I probably should have told you sooner.”

“Doesn’t make a difference.” She rubbed her hands against her shorts. “Not really. I mean, it’s a little strange to me, but you’re still the same person as five minutes ago. I’m a little embarrassed you heard your song as my ringtone, but it’s not that big of a deal in the grand scheme of life.”

Those were the words he needed to hear. Wasn’t that what he’d been searching for? Someone to look beyond the fame and dollar signs and see him for who he was when not on stage. Too many times he’d fallen for the act, only to discover he’d been wrong. Sophie, on the other hand, genuinely meant it. That he knew with absolute certainty.

“Why Oden Bridge?” she asked, bringing them back to the original conversation, barely acknowledging that she’d just found out he was country music’s current most popular artist. “Why your grandparents and not your parents?”

“Gram and Gramps were the only people I could confide in about Gracie and Shelly. My own parents are very detached. Both have prominent careers in law and find me to be an embarrassment.”

“An embarrassment?”

“They see no merit in my style of music, or me.”

“That’s sad they can’t see your talent.”

He shrugged again. “I’ve come to terms with their parenting style, or lack of one. They still don’t know about Gracie. I can hear their accusation and judgments and I won’t subject Gracie to their degradation.”

“You mentioned your Christian birthday is coming up. What brought you to that decision?” She looked at him with such hope in her eyes

The years, especially months, leading to that decision were ugly. His testimony was a true testament of God saving the worst sinner. “Let’s walk and I’ll tell you, if I haven’t scared you off yet.”

“It takes a lot to scare me off.” Suddenly shy, she lowered her voice and looked further down the paved walkway. “Actually, that’s not true. I’m freaked out, but it has nothing to do with who you are or what you’ve done.”

He understood. The power of the instantaneous bond between them scared him as well.

The pavement came to an end, along with the shade of the trees. Dark clouds had overtaken the blue skies of just a short time earlier.

“I think we’re in for some bad weather,” Sophie said, scanning the horizon. As if on cue, the skies opened, pouring out a deluge of rain. “Of course,” she muttered, then began to laugh, throwing her arms out to the falling streams. “I jinxed us.”

“Come on.” He grabbed her hand, pulling her in the direction of the nearest pavilion. They ran fast but not enough to stay the least bit dry.

Under the cover of the picnic shelter, Sophie used the back of her hand to wipe the drops of rain from her face. He performed a similar action. They looked at each before letting out unrestrained laughter.

“You look like a drowned rat,” Sophie teased.

He smirked. “And what do you think you look like?”

“Probably a drenched circus clown.” She pulled at a strand of her hair, which had curled under the wetness, and gave a lamenting sigh.

“A drenched circus clown could never look as beautiful as you.”

She lowered her brows and crossed her arms, staring at him. “I bet you tell all the girls that.”

“Only the ones crazy enough to compare themselves to a clown,” he shot back.

“And you’re a smooth talker.”

“For the record, I do think you have beautiful hair.” He waited, watching for how she’d respond, strangely pleased when she seemed at a loss for words. He took a seat at the picnic table, sitting on the top, with his feet on the bench. “Your turn. I’ve told you about me, now tell me what makes Sophie Thatcher, Sophie Thatcher.”