CHAPTER TWENTY-SEVEN
Becca in her lab coat was more erotic than anything he’d ever seen. It was crazy, nuts, but Sterling had never wanted a woman the way he wanted her, never burned inside out. Never felt as if he might stop breathing if he didn’t kiss her. But right there, then, with her on a damn lab table of all places, he was ready to ravish Becca.
“I want you,” Sterling growled. “Here. Now.”
Her fingers curled in his shirt, the heavy-lidded, desire-laden look she leveled on him telling him she was feeling pretty damn hot and needy herself even before she panted, “Yes. Please. Now.”
He kissed her before the final word was completed, touched her tongue with his, and then caressed it nice and deep. Her hands, soft and delicate but not gentle, threaded through his hair and caressed his shoulders, his neck. Her touch drove him crazy. His cock stretched against his zipper.
Sterling pressed his hands beneath her jacket and filled his hands with her perfect high breasts, her nipples pebbling, hard little rosebuds teasing his palms. It was all he could do to keep from ripping off her shirt.
Forcing himself in check, he kissed a path down her neck, pressing her backward so that her hands rested on the table. Silky, raven hair cascaded behind her. Damn, he loved her hair—couldn’t wait to have it draped over his chest. His mind raced with that imagery, but he was living in this moment. He kissed one of Becca’s nipples through the thick pink T-shirt, nipped it with his teeth. He shoved off her lab coat and let his hand settle on the soft curves of her stomach. Why was she still wearing her shirt? He shoved it upward.
“Take it off,” he ordered, reaching around her, already working on the hook for her bra. Both were gone in an instant. He tugged his shirt over his head as well and tossed it aside, burning for her skin against his.
He paused in admiration of her damn fine breasts with nice, plump nipples. He touched them and let their weight fill his palms. Becca covered his hands with her own as she fixed him in a heavy-lidded stare brimming with a raw, earthy quality that he could drown in—a happy man.
He kissed her, drank her in like the fine nectar she was, even as he pinched her nipples and stroked her breasts, rewarded with her soft, hungry moans, with the arch of her back, the touch of her hands. And he kept kissing her—her mouth, her neck. Lingering by her delicate little lobe he whispered in her ear, “You aren’t going after Dorian.”
Steel behind those words. She pressed her hands to his face and forced him to look at her. “Yes. I am. And you know it.”
He inhaled, slid up her body, and pulled her hard against him, his hand raking her spine, molding her nipples to his chest. Lips lingered above hers. “No. You aren’t.”
“Another bet you shouldn’t make,” she told him.
Damn it to hell. Damn it to fucking hell. “No.”
Her hand went to his face. “Yes.”
He’d show her yes. He pressed her backward. “Lie down.” He unzipped her pants and stripped them away, along with her shoes. “No panties,” he said, upon that hot little discovery.
He spread her legs and stepped between them at the same moment that she sat up. “Panty lines,” she explained, her hands going to his shoulders.
“I’m not complaining, sweetheart,” he said, stepping back and easing her legs wider. “Open for me. Let me see my prize.”
“Sterling,” she whispered shyly.
“Your prize is coming too,” he promised, mercilessly inching her knees wide. He was angry. At her insistence she put herself in harm’s way. At Caleb’s insistence there was no other answer. At the existence of a fucking disease called cancer. His gaze raked the pretty pink folds of her body. “Beautiful.” His hands inched up her thighs. “How wet are you, Becca?”
“I can’t believe I’m doing this,” she said, her voice quavering. “We’re in a lab on a table.”
“And I’m about to do all kinds of naughty things to you on that table.” His fingers stroked along her core. She gasped with the contact. “Oh yeah. Wet.” He took her hand and guided it with his. She tried to pull away. He leaned forward and kissed her, a short, hungry tasting before he said, “Give yourself to the moment, Becca. Give yourself to me.”
“Yes,” she said, her mouth reaching for his. He gave it to her, that momentary escape she wanted. Then, lips lingering above hers, he guided her hand again, sliding their joined fingers along her slick, wet heat. She was breathing hard. Hell, so was he. He moved their hands together. Caressed, explored, and delved until she arched her hips against the touch. She was wet, so wet, but not wet enough. Sterling pressed her backward onto the table.
He reached for her legs and lifted them over his shoulders. “Sterling, what—”
His mouth closed down on her nub, ending any questions, any objections. He licked and tasted, caressing her with tongue and fingers, her soft little moans driving him crazy until she stiffened, and then shattered into orgasm. He took her all the way to the top and pulled her back down, unzipping his pants as he did, anticipating the moment he would finally be inside her.
He kissed a hungry path up her body and pulled her to a sitting position. “I have never needed to be inside a woman as much as I need in you right now.”
“Yes,” she whispered, sliding to the edge of the table and welcoming him.
He guided his cock inside her, intending to go slowly, but the wet heat of her was too much. She practically climbed on top of him, wrapping her legs and arms around him as he drove inside her, lifting her slightly off the table, pumping into her even as she rose to meet him, deeper and harder. Their bodies pressed tightly together. Their lips, hungry, molded in intimate, hot kisses.
She crashed into a sudden orgasm, her muscles grabbing his cock and pulling his release from him. Ripped it right from the core of his cock, and shot pleasure through his entire body. He buried his head in her neck, moaning with the intensity, spilling his seed inside her.
For eternal moments, they clung to one another. Emotion replaced the pleasure, expanding in his chest as he rested his forehead against hers.
Her fingers curled on his cheek. “I have to try and capture Dorian.”
“Not exactly the after-sex praise a guy likes to get from a woman,” he teased lightly, leaning back to look at her only to find stark determination in her face. And he saw more, something he didn’t want to see, but couldn’t ignore. She needed a purpose, a reason to keep fighting, and she needed him to understand. “Then we’ll do it together,” he said. “But don’t expect me to let you do the kind of crazy stuff I do out there.”
She smiled. “I promise to only do crazy stuff while I’m with you.”
“Add ‘in bed’ to that promise, and we have a deal.”
“And here I thought that rule only applied to fortune cookies.”
“Now you know better,” he said and kissed her.
Early evening ten days later, Becca sat in the Cityscape conference room surrounded by Caleb, Michael, Damion, and Sterling. It was a miracle to her that, thanks to Sterling and Caleb’s training, she was able to be here with them, able to control her abilities. And fortunately, increased doses of ICE had her feeling herself again, aside from a little nausea, which Kelly said was from her partial bonding with Sterling. And it was a good thing she was, because the four of them together was a lot of testosterone to swallow in a small room. Especially considering every last one of them was on edge and opinionated after three more Clanners had died. All of whom were packed up and toted away by the army before the Renegades could get to them.
And Sterling, well, he had done his best to keep her focused on science in the lab, or focused on him in his bed, and he wasn’t pleased that it wasn’t working—trying to convince her to stay out of the physical battle with the Zodius. But she’d continued training and felt more capable of using her skills in a confrontation each day. She knew her purpose in all of this, and it was about stopping Dorian, which was exactly why she’d been invited to this meeting.
“We have to shut down distribution,” Michael said, a steely, determined set to his jaw. “Screw finding Iceman. Screw discretion. We’ll send out a couple dozen Renegades today. Infiltrate the clubs and resorts. Let Adam know we mean business.”
Caleb waved off that idea. “You’ll force him out of the city and right into another one. Or two. Or three. Where we won’t have the resources or manpower. It’s too big a risk.”
“I’ll work Marcus harder,” Sterling offered. “He’s a greedy bastard. I’ll up the pot of gold. Tell him my client is desperate for a large stock of ICE and willing to fork over the cash.”
“He’s probably having the same problem as us,” Caleb said grimly. “Iceman is screening his users so well we can’t find his dealers.”
“We still have Madame,” Sterling reminded him.
Damion tapped the table irritably. “She’ll call back after a few more people die? Well, a few more have died. Where the flip is she?”
“She was taunting us,” Michael said. “I doubt she ever intended to help us. Iceman was playing with us, or setting us up, trying to get close to our operation, and Caleb shut him down before he got out of the gate.”
Becca cleared her throat, shoving a wayward strand of dark hair from her eyes. “There’s really only one answer,” she said. “The one you’re talking about because I’m here, even though we all know it’s the reason I’m here in the first place. We have to deal with Dorian.”
“Becca—” Sterling said.
Discreetly she removed her hand from the table and rested it on his leg. “I’m ready, Sterling,” she said, finding his eyes with hers, willing him to accept what he couldn’t change. She was touched by his concern, but mad at herself for being too selfish to leave his bedroom, too selfish to put distance between them when she knew it would be better for him in the end. “I’ve been working with Caleb. He’s taught me a lot about control.”
“That fluctuates in between the three ICE doses a day you’re taking to fight off the cancer.”
“Which could become four or five. Or kill me.” She straightened her spine, determined, not willing to give in. “We need to do this. We need to deal with Dorian.” Her gaze went to Caleb, telling Sterling this was happening with or without him. “What’s the plan?”
She saw Caleb eye Sterling—the two men sharing a silent conversation only they understood, before a nod. “We get you outside Neon, making your presence known. We’ll keep you under surveillance. Dorian will come for you, and we’ll be waiting.”
“We don’t know what he’s capable of,” Sterling argued. “We have no idea if bullets, even Green Hornets, will slow him down. We know tranqs won’t work.”
“A nicotine dart,” Becca said. “Kelly’s been working on it after we tested it in the lab.”
“Nicotine?” came the surprised rumble around the table.
Damion asked, “As in cigarettes?”
“Right,” she said. “Same substance, different composition. Nicotine depletes vitamin C, and as we all know, the GTECHs are vitamin C deficient. Boost them with nicotine, and the effect is weakened muscles and slowed organs, which is corrected only with the replacement of the missing C.”
A stunned silence blanketed the table. “I want to be happy about this,” Michael said. “But frankly, a weakness isn’t something I enjoy. And his weakness is ours.”
“Yes, well,” she said cautiously. “We don’t know if Dorian shares this weakness. He’s not like the rest of you, or we wouldn’t be dealing with ICE in the first place. It’s a risk. We can’t promise it will work.”
“It’s brilliant,” Caleb said approvingly.
“And Kelly’s idea,” Becca said. “I simply introduce concepts related to different life forms. She made the magic happen. She’s working with one of the engineers at Sunrise to create the dart and weapon to administer the nicotine, which apparently isn’t a difficult task. It should be ready soon.” She laced her fingers together on the desk. “Unfortunately, an immunization isn’t as quick. It’ll happen, but not fast enough to solve our problem. Not when we’re accumulating a body count. But we now know that it’s the combination of the ICE’s effect on the body’s organs at the same time the boost is used that causes the fatalities. Get rid of the ICE, and you stop the fatalities, assuming the one tox report we have is accurate. We still don’t have the army’s data.”
“Riker still won’t return my calls,” Sterling confirmed, speaking to the room in general.
“Yeah, well,” Caleb said, with a frustrated grunt. “I’m right there with you. No one is returning my calls either. Evidently, the government doesn’t want to hand over those reports.”
Completely baffled, Becca shook her head. “I don’t understand. How do they expect us to operate like this?”
“They work with us when they’re afraid Adam will kick them in the teeth,” Michael explained. “Ultimately, they want us dead or controlled, just as they do Zodius. Truth be told, they’re likely researching ways to use ICE to recreate the Super Soldier program they lost when the GTECH revolt occurred.”
“We trade information for information,” Caleb said. “Which is what we’ll do now, if we can get a return phone call. We know about Dorian. They don’t.”
Sterling’s cell phone beeped with a text message, and Michael grumbled, “Why do you always get these calls in the middle of meetings?”
“It’s a text, oh dark and grumpy one,” Sterling said, reading it. “Marcus wants to meet. Says he has a contact to get me that stash of ICE for a fabricated buyer.” He pushed to his feet. “Gotta run. He wants to meet in fifteen minutes.”
Becca stood as well. “I’m going with you. And don’t say no, or I’ll just…” What would she do? She glanced at Michael—big, intimidating Michael. “I’ll have Michael take me.”
Michael lifted his hands stop sign fashion, surprising Becca by laughing—something she doubted, until hearing it, he ever did. “I’m not touching that one with a ten-foot pole,” he said. “Never get between a GTECH and his woman, but speaking from experience, Sterling, take her. It will be far less painless than fighting about it.”
Becca’s eyes narrowed on Michael. He arched a brow. He knew. He knew she and Sterling were Lifebonds. Her heart all but exploded in her chest. Sterling grabbed her hand. “Come on, woman. Before you make me have to kick Michael’s ass.”
Michael actually laughed again. “Like you have a chance in hell.”
“Don’t bet on that,” Sterling called back over his shoulder. And despite the fact that she was about to become bait for quite possibly the most dangerous living being on their planet, Becca laughed too. She just hoped it wouldn’t be her last.