M y room was dark, lit only by the moonlight when I woke suddenly. I was about to let out a scream when I saw a shadowy figure moving across the floor towards my bed .

A hand reached out and lightly covered my mouth. I instantly recognized the blue eyes looking at me. “Shh! It’s just me .”

“Why are you in my room? And why are you still here?” I asked keeping my voice low .

“I told Cal I was too drunk to drive and he offered me the sofa. An offer I couldn’t refuse,” he said, grinning .

I tilted my head to the side. “This isn’t the sofa .”

I pulled my blanket over myself, suddenly conscious of what I was wearing. If I had known I’d have company, I’d probably have worn something else. All I had on was an old body-hugging t-shirt with a hole in the sleeve and my underwear. Even though I was sitting there with the guy who gave me my first orgasm, I still felt under-dressed .

“I hated how we left things. Can we talk? I’m totally sober now,” Doug said .

“I’m not going to tell anyone what happened if that’s what you’re worried about. I don’t want Cal to find out either.” I exhaled slowly. “It was just an accident. Shit happens. You were drunk. I was lonely. Trust me, I’m totally over it .”

“Well, I’m not over it. Can I sit ?”

I shrugged. “I suppose. Where is Cal? What time is it ?”

“It’s late. He went to bed… passed out. Cal kept drinking even after I stopped. I don’t think he’s going to wake up anytime soon .”

The bed squeaked when Doug sat down. I cringed at how loud it sounded, even though it probably wasn’t .

“I know this is going to sound totally crazy, but I can’t stop thinking about you. You’re in my every thought. I’ve known you for so long, and now this. I’ve been fantasizing about what you were up here doing, and if you were thinking about me .”

“Not really,” I lied. I had, in fact, I’d probably only managed to fall asleep a short time ago because of how much Doug had been consuming my thoughts .

“Oh,” Doug said, and I could actually hear the disappointment in his voice. “I guess I must have misread the whole situation. It seemed like you were into me just as much as I’m into you. You were so fucking wet. I just thought ….”

I turned toward him slightly. “Well, I did enjoy it, but I know this can’t happen. You have a life, a job, and I’m still trying to figure out what I’m going to do. I only get one year off before college, and I don’t even know what I’m going to go for .”

“You’ll figure it out. When I went I didn’t know either,” Doug said, taking my hand into his .

My insides tingled at his touch. Visions of his hands all over my body popped into my head, and I felt that same twinge I’d felt before between my legs. I shifted my legs nervously .

He reached out and twisted my hair between his fingers. It was almost as if he could tell where my mind had gone .

His hand moved over my shoulder, and my whole body ignited. He looked so good in his tight boxers. His thick cock filling stretching the fabric so far it looked like the seams could bust .

Doug put his thumb on my chin and tilted my face towards his. “Like it ?”

He was grinning. Clearly he’d caught me staring at his cock .

“Well, I ….”

“Go ahead,” he said. “If you want to of course .”

I tightened my hands into fists under the blanket, so I didn’t reach out for it. I was nervous, but God, I wanted to feel it .

Outside I’d had his pants between my hand and his cock, but this was different. His boxers were so thin .

If I told him I’d never been with anyone before, that I’d never even touched a cock before, he’d probably lose interest. He’d laugh at me and leave the room. It would be so embarrassing. I’d never be able to look him in the eyes again .

“OK. I’m sorry I came up here. I guess I was wrong, but Lissa, please, I don’t want things to be weird between us. I think you’re great. You’re so beautiful. I didn’t mean for any of this to go to a place that made you this uncomfortable. We’ll just never talk of any of this again. Goodnight,” he said, placing a gentle kiss on the top of my head .

Doug stood up, and I couldn’t take my eyes off of the bulge in his boxers. He was so ready for me. I couldn’t believe anyone would have that much desire for me. Doug wasn’t just some dumb kid, he was a man, and his erection was because of me .

He walked across the floor quietly and reached out his hand for the doorknob. It felt as though something had taken over my body. The word just came out before I’d even considered it .

“Wait,” I whispered .