Chapter Twelve
Kennedy—Mason TX.
I CAREFULLY PUSHED HIM OVER and looked down at him. His dark eyes staring back at me and his short curly hair was screaming for me to run my fingers through it.
“I closed my heart off to any thought of loving anyone ever again. But then you came driving down my road, scaring the crap out of me when you hit that tree. I thought you were crazy, flying all the way down here to bring me a CD that I never really wanted. But there is something about you. I am drawn to you, can’t keep my eyes off you. I feel calm yet electrified when you touch me. That has never happened to me before.” He ran his finger down my cheek, tracing my lips. I flicked my tongue out to touch his finger. I can feel his erection against my leg. I leaned down and kissed him, running my tongue over his lip then biting down on it.
“Let’s go inside where we can get more comfortable.” I smiled and slowly stood up, and he followed. I grabbed the flashlight out of the basket, we folded the blankets and headed into the house hand in hand.
The door wasn’t even closed before we were taking each other’s jackets off. Walking backwards we headed down the hall, kicking off our shoes. I took his hand and lead him into my bedroom. I lit candles while he stayed right behind me, running his hand down my back.
“Are you sure about this Kennedy?” he asked in a deep voice. I felt his breath brush against my neck. I turned around and looked into his eyes, that were dancing in the glow of the candlelight. I slowly unbuttoned my shirt, letting it fall open to show my black lace bra. He placed his finger on my lips, tracing them before running it down my chest to the front clasp of my bra, before unhooking it. I looked up and watched his face. He was just staring at me. I let my shirt fall to the floor before reaching up and carefully pulling off his shirt. I stared at his tattoo while I traced it with my finger.
“Maybe some day you will tell me about this?”
“Someday, but baby you are killing me by going so slow.” He wrapped his arm around my waist and pulled me towards him. I reached up and caressed his cheek, feeling the stubble under my hand.
“This might be fast and it might be crazy but it feels so right.” He captured my lips in a searing kiss that I felt all the way to my toes. His hands were in the waistband of my jeans, cupping my ass and lifting me up. I wrapped my legs around his waist, bringing me closer to his hard length. God, he’s so big. It’s been a long time since I had sex.
He stopped kissing me and looked into my eyes. “What’s wrong?” I looked away, “Baby, tell me what’s wrong. You just got tense.” He walked us over to the bed and carefully sat me down before sitting next to me. I fell back on the bed and covered my eyes.
“It’s so embarrassing.” I couldn’t look at him now. I reached for the blanket that was across the bed and tried to cover myself up but he stopped me.
“Don’t feel embarrassed with me.”
I looked at him and saw so much compassion in his eyes. “It’s umm been a while.” I said as he caressed my face and kissed me so softly.
“I don’t ever want to think about you being with anyone else but me. I don’t care if it’s been months, or years. I promise that this time is the only time that will matter for both of us.” I felt the tears building in my eyes.
“Are you for real? Do guys like you really exist?”
“Oh baby, I’m real. The only other guy I know that fell hard for someone was my brother Eric and I watched him pour his heart out to Avery. I thought he was crazy but now that I have found you, I see why he put it all on the line for her.”
I felt his hand move against my stomach, I reached up and brought his mouth down to mine. His fingers traced around the tip of my nipple, causing it to pucker. I ran my other hand up his bicep and across his chest. Flattening my hands on his pecks. I could feel the muscles rippling under my hands. When the need to breath overtook us, we ripped our lips apart and he started on my neck, nibbling and soothing with his tongue. He ran his tongue over the slope of my right breast before taking my nipple in his mouth. Sucking and swirling his tongue around it until it popped out of his mouth. He did the same thing to the left breast, causing me to arch my back this time. He took the opportunity to reach under me and squeeze my ass again. My nipple popped out of his mouth and he ran his tongue down the center of my body. Over my stomach to the top of my jeans.
He tugged on my pants with his teeth until they popped open and then he slowly moved the zipper down. Looking back up at me he smiled. Trying to gage my reaction, I bit my lip and nodded. He peeled my jeans off me revealing black lace panties. He moved his hand up the inside of my leg just stopping short of the fabric. He stopped, got off the bed and took off his jeans. He pulled a condom out of his wallet, placing it on the bed and then he came back to me, he dipped down and touched my clit with his finger. I raise my hips off the bed, needing more. He kept running circles around my clit which is now throbbing I watch him lower his head. Oh god, no.
“Jeremy, I’ve never . . .” He looks up at me, still playing with my clit and smiles.
“You never what Kennedy, tell me.”
“I never let a guy do that.” Bending his head, he runs his tongue over my clit and then down.
“That?”
Oh My God, I can’t believe he just . . . he did it again but this time he sucked my clit between his lips. I couldn’t talk or breathe.
“Baby, breathe . . .”