ONE
Of all the postings in all the world, Emma Wright had somehow ended up in a country made up of more than seven thousand islands. She chalked it up to fate, which she’d learned by age twelve had an extremely twisted sense of humor.
Emma forced her shoulders to relax as she strode across the airstrip. She approached the pilot, and the glimpse of her reflection in his mirrored aviators stopped her short. Her brown hair was an unruly mane of curls, and her cheeks were sunburned. Emma had grown up in cold, cloudy Seattle, and she hardly recognized herself in this tropical climate. The past two years had changed her, both inside and out.
“We ready?” she asked the pilot.
“Affirmative,” Mick said in his typical military-speak. “Just finished the preflight. We’re looking at an on-time departure at 1600.”
Emma’s brief glance at the Cessna didn’t escape his notice. Mick knew she’d been less than thrilled to learn that the plane had undergone some mechanical work shortly before takeoff yesterday. Something about replacement fuel lines.
Emma didn’t trust replacement fuel lines. Or airplanes, for that matter. But she trusted Mick. A former Marine with decades of experience in the cockpit, he was a top-notch pilot and a stickler for safety, and he wouldn’t fly the ambassador’s wife and her staff around in a questionable aircraft.
“Want me to take that?” Mick nodded at her bag.
“Thanks, I got it.”
They reached the plane, and he held her arm as she climbed aboard.
Dr. Juan Delgado and Renee Conner were already seated facing each other. The doctor was hunched over his computer filling out reports and didn’t spare Emma a look as she stowed her backpack and took the seat across the aisle from him.
The ambassador’s wife wore her darkest Chanel sunglasses and her Do Not Disturb look. In her hand was an insulated coffee cup that Emma knew from experience contained vodka and a splash of orange juice. When she wasn’t sipping from the cup, Renee’s lips remained pressed in a tight line, reminding everyone that she hadn’t slept a wink. The town they’d been visiting had only one “inn,” and the accommodations had been admittedly lacking, even for Emma, who could fall asleep anywhere.
Emma buckled herself into the plush leather seat and glanced out the window as Mick loaded Renee’s luggage. Two rolling suitcases for a two-day trip, down from her usual three. Besides an array of clothes and cosmetics, the luggage contained a bottle of Grey Goose and a curling iron, which Renee never left home without, even though the countryside was known to have spotty electricity.
Mick climbed into the cockpit and slid into his seat, arranging his headset on top of his silver buzz cut. The engine caught and settled into a low hum. The plane idled for a few seconds before starting down the runway for a short taxi. This landing strip was twenty-six hundred feet, longer than the twenty-four hundred feet needed for takeoff in a Cessna Caravan. Mick had given Emma all the plane’s stats on her first trip up, probably thinking that if she had more information, she’d be less of a wuss.
The Cessna gained speed. Emma’s stomach dropped as the plane lifted improbably into the air, barely clearing a wall of trees. She gripped the armrests and gazed out at the dense jungle below. Miles and miles of green abruptly ended at a strip of sugary white sand, and then they were soaring above the sparkling turquoise ocean.
Emma took a deep breath and glanced over her shoulder at Mick, whose hands looked relaxed on the controls. She nestled her head against the side of the cabin, letting the drone of the engine soothe her nerves. The turquoise water grew cobalt, then indigo, then cobalt again as they neared another island. They passed over another sandy strip of beach and then more undulating hills covered by verdant green.
From the sky, the Philippines was a tropical paradise. But anything closer than a bird’s-eye view revealed impoverished villages, typhoon-lashed ports, and provinces beset by political strife. Ambassador Conner was tackling the last problem, while enlisting his wife’s help with the first two.
Emma didn’t like everything about her boss, but she did appreciate the fact that when she wasn’t stateside, Renee Conner spent the majority of her time carrying out goodwill missions on her husband’s behalf. As part of her delegation, Emma, Dr. Delgado, and Mick had spent the last ten months hopping from island to island to deliver vaccines, educational supplies, and sanitation training to the country’s most remote provinces. They received a positive reception wherever they went, mostly because of Renee. The ambassador’s wife was blond and beautiful and spoke fluent Tagalog, and when she turned on her smile, everyone loved her.
But the movie-star smile wasn’t up and operating today.
Emma glanced at her boss and noticed her chunky diamond ring winking in the sunlight. Emma didn’t wear jewelry on goodwill missions—just a small silver toe ring that she’d picked up at a surf shop in Santa Cruz. It reminded her of the road trip she’d taken right after graduation, back when her life had seemed bright and shimmery and filled with possibilities. That was before her first desk job. Before her first layoff.
Before Hunter.
She’d been trying to get back that feeling of optimism ever since, and the Philippines had helped. Yeah, sometimes she’d stare out the window of her high-rise Manila apartment with a lonely ache in her chest. But at least she had a purpose now, something she’d been lacking back in Seattle.
A loud pop, and the plane lurched sideways.
“What was that?” Renee sat forward.
The plane pitched down, then back up again. Renee’s sunglasses sailed across the cabin.
Emma whirled around. “Mick?”
But he was too busy barking jargon into his headset, first in English, then in Tagalog. His hands were white on the yoke, and the dashboard was a sea of flashing lights.
The plane took another dip. Emma’s stomach plummeted. The numbers on the dashboard were changing at mind-numbing speed. The cabin rattled and shook.
We’re going down.
Panic seized her as she looked out the window and saw the jungle coming up fast.
“Mick!” she shrieked.
“Mayday, Mayday, Mayday!” He turned around. “Crash positions! I’m going to land her.”
“But—what? Where?” Renee’s voice was shrill as the jungle kept coming.
I’m going to die. I’m going to die. I’m going to die.
Emma’s chest tightened as her brain fought against the prospect of impending death. This couldn’t be happening. Her stomach cramped, and she gripped the armrests so hard her fingers hurt.
No, no, no!
The plane rolled sideways, and her stomach did a sickening roll with it. Bile rose in the back of her throat, and she clamped her eyes shut, thinking a prayer she hadn’t said in ages.
Hail Mary, full of grace . . .
Delgado shouted in Tagalog. Renee screamed. Emma cast a look at Mick, who was fighting with the controls. Never before had he been anything besides calm, but at this moment his entire body signaled desperation.
Emma’s heart convulsed with terror. She ducked her head and tried to will herself away to Manila or Seattle or the middle of the Mojave Desert, anywhere but this doomed plane hurtling toward the ground.
Another nauseating drop. She looked up and caught sight of wispy white clouds against a backdrop of blue—and then an orange flash of fire.
The plane shuddered and roared around her. She covered her head with her arms and leaned forward, tucking her chin against her chest. She thought of her father, of all people. And she realized she loved him. She had the overwhelming urge to tell him so, but now she’d never have the chance.
A loud pop. Another violent jolt. And then an ear-splitting shriek of metal as they smacked into the jungle.