Chapter Thirteen
Mike leaned back on the pillows he’d propped against the iron headboard. The smell of melting cheese and something spicy drifted into the bedroom, and downstairs a pot banged from whatever Cassie was cooking in the kitchen.
Beside the bed, Raven lay curled up on the rug. When Cassie had gone downstairs, Mike couldn’t take the dog’s whining and pawing at the door, so he’d let her in the room. At least for a little while, until he ate and replenished his strength for round two of the most mind-blowing sex a guy could ever wish for.
Jesus H. Christ.
Cassie had more energy than a triathlete. Making love to her had been goddamn life-altering, and he couldn’t wait to do it again. Well into the morning, if she’d let him. He’d be dragging his ass tomorrow during the picnic, but it would be worth it.
He glanced at the small alarm clock on the bedside table next to him. Midnight. No wonder he was starving, he hadn’t eaten since lunch. He clasped his hands behind his head and breathed in the flowery scent that followed Cassie everywhere. He’d never be able to think of flowers the same way again. Not after inhaling the scent of lilacs while she’d ripped his shirt apart and practically jumped his bones in her kitchen.
He chuckled, and Raven raised her sleek black head to stare at him.
“Your mama sure is a handful,” he said to the dog. And one incredible woman.
He ran his hand over his scar. Until Cassie, he’d never told anyone about that night, except for whatever facts he could remember for the police report. He’d never talked about how it ate him up inside. Not to his buddies, not to the department shrink, and not to his family. No one.
Despite having a severe case of cop-itis when they’d first met, Cassie had an innate, compassionate understanding of his job. It was part of the special package that was Cassie. Beautiful. Sexy. Intelligent and intuitive beyond words. She’d dragged things out of him no one else could. Except for his history with Elaine. That disgraceful part of his life he’d sooner take to his grave. Talking about it would reopen a deep gash that would probably never stop bleeding.
He eased his head deeper into the pillow and stared at the ceiling. As for the domestic call he’d botched, the pain would never completely go away, he knew that. But maybe he could get to the point where it didn’t kick the shit out of him every day. Before now he hadn’t cared, preferring to live with the misery he felt he deserved. Now he had a reason to care.
Cassie.
So much for never getting close to a woman again. Cassie’s so damn close, she’s crawled under my skin and begun chipping away at that worthless muscle inside my chest.
He wanted her in his life. Problem was he couldn’t do it without owning up to the past. Without forgiving himself. Until then, he’d never be able to move on with his life or let anyone else into it. He had to learn to trust again. To put Elaine behind him.
Now, if he could only get Cassie to trust him. Whatever secrets she had, his gut told him they couldn’t be as bad as she thought.
Soft footsteps sounded on the stairs, and Cassie breezed into the room carrying a large tray loaded with dishes, silverware, two frosty bottles of beer, and a brown paper bag. Something flat, brown, and crusty sat on the plates. The smells of hot, spicy meat and warm cheese intensified.
She set the tray on the table next to her side of the bed. The purple silk, mid-thigh robe she’d put on gaped open, revealing the lush curves of her full breasts. Breasts that filled Mike’s hands as if they were made for him. Only him.
The thought had him scowling at the idea of another man touching her. He still didn’t know if she was married or hiding out from some psycho boyfriend.
“C’mon, Raven. Tonight, he’s all mine.” She winked at Mike and waited while Raven rose and trotted reluctantly into the hallway. After Cassie closed the door, the dog let out a mournful whine. “You know that dog is in love with you, don’t you? She liked you before I did.” Cassie sat on the bed and scooted close to him.
Mike reached inside her robe to cup her breast and rub his thumb over her nipple. “So now you like me?”
She closed her eyes and let out a little moan. “Well, maybe a little.”
Her skin was warm, soft beneath his rough fingers. He slid his arm to her back, drawing her down for a kiss. When their tongues touched, his cock instantly responded beneath the sheet.
“Aren’t you hungry?” she asked against his lips.
“Uh-huh.” He nodded and groped for her other breast.
“Then let’s eat. I’m hungry, too.” She pulled away and grabbed a plate from the tray on the table, then handed it to him.
With a groan, Mike leaned back against the headboard. The sheet covering his lower body tented over his stiff-as-a-board cock. The smells of whatever Cassie had concocted refocused his attention. “What is it?” He picked up the flattened sandwich-like thing from the plate.
“A panini.” She handed him a cold beer. “Salami, arugula, smoked Gouda and parmesan cheeses, all melted and pressed together on sourdough bread.”
Mike’s mouth watered. Might be flat, but it sure smelled good. He set the beer on the table next to him and shoved the sandwich into his mouth. He bit off a good chunk, and the soft bread, gooey cheese, and spicy salami hit his taste buds.
On top of everything else, the woman can cook anything.
He polished off the rest of the panini in three bites.
“Like it?” Cassie asked between chews.
“It was great.” Mike took a slug of his beer. “But your chili has a special place in my heart.”
“Aw, that’s so sweet, you big lug.” A bright smile lit Cassie’s face, and he felt a distinct tugging on his heart.
He watched her take another bite of her sandwich. “Now for my questions.”
Her mouth stilled in mid-chew. When she swallowed, her face tensed and her eyes took on a guarded look.
“Oh, no.” Mike shook his head, laughing. “I just spilled my guts, so you don’t get to freeze up on me.”
“Okay.” A saucy grin split her face as she laid the rest of the sandwich on the table and snuggled next to him.
Mike turned on his side so they were chest to chest. “I’ll start off easy.” He covered them both with the sheet and draped his leg possessively over her hip. “Where are you from?”
“New Jersey.”
No hesitation. Good.
“What did you do for a living before you came here?”
“Tended bar.”
Again, no hesitation, and she’d looked him straight in the eye.
“The way you cook, why were you tending bar?” Mike asked.
Cassie twisted her lips. She was either deep in thought or concocting a lie.
“The right opportunity never presented itself,” she said finally.
“What made you come up here to Hopewell Springs?”
“I needed a change.” She lowered her gaze to his chest. “A big one.”
“Why the change?” Mike looped a lock of her thick, shiny hair around his finger, marveling at its silkiness.
“My old job was…” she paused, and the creamy skin over her nose furrowed adorably, “…in a way, killing me.”
He arched a brow. “That’s a pretty harsh description of bartending.”
“I guess it was more the people I worked for than anything else. People like them always showed up wherever I’d get a job.” Cassie’s crystalline green eyes were shrouded with what looked to Mike like sadness. Disappointment, maybe.
He studied her lovely face and touched his fingers to her cheek. “What kind of people?”
She lowered her voice, but her tone was laced with anger. “The kind that use others for their own personal gain until there’s nothing left but an empty, wasted shell.”
A dark suspicion gnawed in Mike’s gut. He gripped Cassie’s chin lightly in his fingers. “Did someone hurt you?” When she didn’t answer right away, fear, then rage, grew in his chest.
“No, but I got tired of seeing it happen to others, so I ran away.” A shy, tentative smile crept to her lips, and Mike let go of her chin.
“What about your family? Are your parents still alive? And what about those brothers you said trained you to be such a practical joker?”
She skimmed her hand over his chest, warming it everywhere she touched. “My parents are still alive, and I have three older brothers, no sisters. I see one of my brothers regularly, but the others are usually away. We’re all pretty close, and I miss them terribly.”
When she sighed and got a faraway look in her eyes, he knew she was being honest. She really did love her family. “Do your parents work?”
“No.” Cassie sat up and pulled the sheet down to uncover his abdomen. “They’re retired.” She traced the ridges and contours of his stomach with the tips of her fingers, making his cock come to life beneath the sheet.
Mike cleared his throat. “What do your brothers do?”
“Enough questions.” Cassie climbed on top of him and kissed him, grinding her hips against his straining erection.
Blood surged through him, centering in his balls.
Interrogation over. Good call.
She slid her fingers down his side, over his hips, and grasped his erection in her hand. His cock bucked like a bronco.
“You know…” She leaned over and ran her tongue up his neck to nibble on his chin. “What kind of a hostess would I be if I didn’t serve dessert?” She got off him to grab something from the tray.
“Dessert?” Mike croaked. “Now?” The only thing on his mind was burying himself deep inside her for the rest of the night.
A sultry, sexy smile tilted her lips as she slid her hand into the brown paper bag. “Yes, dessert.” Cassie pulled out a tall red and white can and a dark brown plastic squeeze bottle.
“Whipped cream and chocolate syrup?” Mike chuckled. “Where’s the ice cream?” He peered around her shoulder to search the tray.
“There is none.”
“Then what—?” He narrowed his eyes. “Oh, no.”
Cassie nodded emphatically, grinning. “Oh, yes.” She set the containers on the mattress and yanked back the sheet. The fabric billowed as she tossed it over the foot rail, leaving Mike’s entire lower body exposed.
“Christ.” He fell backward onto the pillows. “What the hell have I gotten myself into?” Then he laughed so hard the bed shook.
Cassie rose onto her knees, untied her robe and tossed that, too, over the foot rail. With a devilish glint in her eyes, she thumbed the cap off the syrup and proceeded to drizzle it over his erection. Mike hissed as the liquid chocolate hit the head of his stiff shaft. When some of it trickled down to his balls, he jerked his hips off the mattress.
“Holy shit.” He flung his forearm over his eyes, gritting his teeth. When Cassie giggled, he pulled his arm from his face in time to see her pick up the can of whipped cream and shake it. Her breasts jiggled with every shake, and with every shake Mike’s cock grew so hard it throbbed. She flipped the cap off the nozzle and sprayed a generous amount of whipped cream up and down and across every sensitized inch of his chocolate-drenched erection.
He sucked in a sharp breath. “You are trying to kill me.”
“Hardly.” She paused to survey her work, then added another squirt of cream onto each of his balls. Cassie licked her lips, then tossed the can onto the floor where it landed with a thump. She leaned down and gave his cock a full swipe with her tongue from the base all the way to the tip.
Mike growled and gripped the bars of the headboard. His gaze was riveted to the sight of Cassie lapping at him, licking, stripping him clean of the chocolate syrup and whipped cream. The feel of her hot mouth and tongue had him bucking against her face. As her head moved up and down over him, she moaned, a deep, throaty sound that was nearly his undoing. His dick was so charged and ready, it felt like sparks were shooting out of his head. Both heads. He gripped the bed’s rail so tightly his fingers cramped.
“Mmmmm.” Cassie slid lower to lick his balls and didn’t stop until they, too, were spotless and hard as bowling balls. “Yummy,” she said with her lips against his ultra-sensitive skin.
“Jesus, let me get inside you.” Mike couldn’t stand it any longer and released the bars of the headboard.
“I’m not done yet.” A streak of chocolate glistened on her upper lip, and she swiped it with her tongue and swallowed. Then she grasped his cock and took him fully inside her mouth.
Mike gripped the sheets and thrust his hips upward, rocking into her mouth. “Cassie, stop.” Heat built around his balls. His breathing became labored. “Can’t. Hold. Out. Much. Longer.”
She didn’t stop. Didn’t slow. Her mouth slid up and down, faster and faster, sucking, drawing him deeper inside her hot mouth.
He let go of the sheets to grab the rungs of the headboard again. He bucked harder and hissed in air through clenched teeth. Lightning bolts exploded from his cock as he shot everything he had into her mouth. He shouted out her name again and again as she sucked him dry. His heart slammed against the inside of his rib cage.
Unbelievable.
After a few moments, he cracked open his lids to see Cassie straddling his thighs, smiling. Mike grabbed her arms and pulled her down, pressing her head to his chest.
“Well, Chef Cassie,” he managed to say, still finding it difficult to breathe. “I don’t think I’ll ever be able to think of dessert quite the same way again.”
“I certainly hope not.” She snuggled against him, resting her head on his chest. “As a chef, I take great pride in satisfying my customers.”
“You definitely accomplished that. And then some.” While he waited for his body to calm down, literally, and for his breathing to return to normal, Mike threaded his fingers through Cassie’s hair, loving the way it shimmered in the light. He closed his eyes, completely content.
Some time later, he woke to the feel of Cassie draped over his chest. Beneath his hand, her back rose and fell with every breath. He inhaled deeply, loving her flowery scent. As he watched the moon through the window against a backdrop of dark sky, he lazily caressed Cassie’s back. He could get used to this. And then it hit him.
He really was ready to put Elaine’s duplicity behind him and start over.
Cassie stirred and slid her hand down his chest to his thigh, instantly rousing his lower body back to life. She moaned, then a sweet smile came to her lips as she opened her eyes.
He pulled away just long enough to sheath himself with a condom, then eased Cassie onto her back, claiming her mouth hard. She spread her legs for him as he pushed inside her welcoming folds. He could stay in this bedroom, inside her, for the rest of his life.
“Yes,” she gasped against his neck.
He stroked slowly at first, taking his time, feeling every hot, wet inch of her tighten around him. “Cass,” he whispered against her ear.
She lifted her hips, and he grasped her buttocks, holding them above the mattress to thrust deeper. He suckled on her earlobe, her smooth jawline, her lips. God, she tasted sweet. Slightly salty and with a hint of chocolate syrup. Their mouths melded, and he increased the tempo of his thrusts.
“Please, please, please.” Cassie arched her back, tightening more around him.
Mike pounded into her until the final spasms of her orgasm subsided, then he let go, finding his release.