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Camden by Xio Axelrod (1)

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Guilt is like fire. If you let it, it will burn your life down around you.

Camden Skinner held the printed news clipping with care. Ran a fingertip along the well-worn seams, careful not to smudge the ink. Soon, he'd fold it up and put it back in his wallet. It only took a bit of muscle memory. He'd been performing this particular ritual daily for the past month.

Nothing like a bit of self-flagellation to start one's day.

Yara's eyes pulled him in every time. A mixture of innocence and self-awareness that he often found it hard to turn away from.

Fuck. He was losing it.

Cam leaned back in his leather, wingback office chair, swiveling it toward the window. It was a hell of a view. Sunrise over downtown Philadelphia from seventy stories high.

He hadn't even realized the time.

A sleepless night in the office wasn't much better than a sleepless night at home. He'd been spending too many of them at Skin, the agency he owned with his brother. Had given the business too much of himself. Or rather, Skin had taken too much from him.

His moral compass, for one. His peace of mind.

When Cam and Pierce started The Skin Agency, their intentions were good ones. They'd grown up around publicly successful people and had seen how easy it was to ruin a reputation – a career – with nothing more than a whisper. So they'd set out to help those in the public eye who were targeted by blackmailers, kidnappers, and all-around shysters. Very noble, really.

But they hadn't stuck to that. No. Once the money started rolling in, Pierce started taking on more and more cases that were dubious at best. Instead of defending the innocent, they took on the people with the deepest pockets.

Cam wasn't a hypocrite, the money was nice. Better than nice, he routinely cleared seven figures on most cases. But the cost had been too high, especially lately.

The sound of a door closing drew Cam's attention. The only other person in their six-man unit that ever came in at this hour was his brother.

"Early morning or late night?" Pierce leaned against the door frame, looking every bit the part of the heartless bastard Cam might have become if he didn't have a conscience. "Either way, you look like someone fucked you over good. I hope you found time to get your dick wet."

Cam often wondered if that was how it worked with twins. One got a soul, and the other didn't. He loved and hated his brother in equal measures.

"Lost track of time."

"Ah." Pierce stepped into the room, his gaze immediately zeroing in on the one thing that Cam always, always, kept out of his sight. That damn article.

Fuck.

"Are you having a laugh?" Pierce snatched the wrinkled piece of paper from Cam's desk before he could stop him.

"Give it."

Pierce snorted, glaring at the page and handling it like it had been dipped in shit.

"I should burn this."

"I'll only get another."

Pierce's gaze narrowed, his hazel eyes hard as granite.

Cam let him stare. He held his hand out for the paper.

Pierce ignored him. He sat in the chair on the other side of Cam's desk. It was one of a pair of mid-century, leather armchairs that had cost as much as a small car.

Everything in their office was egregious in its opulence. Italian glass light fixtures, silk linen wallpaper, burled walnut desks. Cam wondered how he'd been able to stand it for seven long years. His own tastes always ran to simpler things.

Pierce studied the article. "What is it about this case that's got your head all twisted round, brother? She was nobody to you. Pop stars O.D. all the fucking time, mate."

"Are you even listening to yourself?" Cam met his brother's glare with one of his own. Growing up, looking at Pierce had been like looking in a mirror. But that hadn't been true for nearly a decade.

Pierce sighed. "Look, I know this case hit you hard. I can't pretend to understand why except that the girl-"

"Yara. Her name was Yara Bujold."

Pierce's jaw clenched. He offered a curt nod. "Yara Bujold wasn't anyone to lose sleep over, brother mine."

"Something tells me you don't lose much sleep over anything."

"Not true! I worry where our next case is going to come from. I'm wary of those fuckers in New York trying to sneak in on our trade."

"Mimic Inc?"

"Fitting name, don't you think?" Pierce snorted. "Even their bloody logo looks a hell of a lot like ours."

"Are they poaching?"

"Trying to. Luckily for us, our reputation is solid. After seven years, it bloody well better be."

Cam nodded. The business, such as it was, still meant a lot to him. He wanted it to succeed. Not for him, but for Pierce. But this wasn't the life Cam wanted.

He grabbed the corner of the article and slid it back in front of him, peering down into the face he'd come to know almost as well as his own.

"Why is this one under your skin?"

Cam shook his head. "It's more than that, Per. I...I can't do this anymore."

Pierce sat forward, his brow knitting. "Do what anymore?

Cam met his gaze. "This. Skin. I'm getting out."

Pierce narrowed his eyes. "What do you mean you're getting out?"

"Buy me out. I'll sell my share to you."

Pierce snorted. "Now I know you're having a laugh."

"I'm not laughing."

"Well, you can't be serious. This is our business. Ours! We built it together."

"I know."

"Do ya? Cause it sounds like you're ready to chuck it all in because some dead girl planted a seed in your conscience. She was a party girl. A druggie, at that."

"How do we know that?" Cam tried hard to control the volume of his voice. "All you saw was a check with a hell of a lot of zeroes on it and a nice thick file of background that saved you a lot of legwork and cost you nothing."

Pierce laughed, and the sound of it set Cam's blood on fire. They were twins, and yet Pierce had a way of making him feel like the baby brother. He looked at Cam like he'd lost a bit of brain matter.

"You think Kaine faked the file, Cam? Come on, this isn't some shitty Hollywood movie. We've been through this before."

"Kaine's a slimy son of a whore. Did you even bother to look at the intel on his business practices? And I said before that I had doubts. You ignored me." Cam jammed his finger into the top of the desk. "People were crawling out of the woodwork to slander that girl, and there were too many holes in the plot. Too much hearsay."

He pulled up his own research on Yara Bujold before she'd hit the limelight.

There were photos of her from high school and college before she'd dropped out to chase stardom. Her smile had been sweet then, and her eyes - those unusual violet eyes that haunted him at night - they'd been bright.

He spun the monitor to face Pierce who rolled his eyes in response.

"You're convinced this sweet, suburban girl went from A-student to club-hopper overnight? From Corinne Bailey Rae to Amy Winehouse, just like that? It didn't add up. Still doesn't."

"And yet it happens all the fucking time, Cam!" Pierce ran both hands through his hair. "Money, fame, they corrupt even the purest. And, let's face it, no one is pure. Not in this world. She got a taste of it and wanted more. Got greedy."

"When did you become such a cynic?"

"Around the time our father fucked off with the barmaid."

Cam took a deep breath and let it out slowly. This was an old argument, one he was too tired to have again.

"Per...look I'm done. I'm just...I can't be here anymore."

Pierce slumped back in his chair. "Fuck me, Cam. What am I supposed to do without ye?"

Cam smiled. "I'm not moving back to Glasgow, I'll be here if you need me."

"If?"

"When."

Pierce studied him for a long, silent minute before exhaling win resignation. Cam knew his brother well. Despite their differences, he hoped they'd always support one another.

"What will ye do, though? And how will I keep this place afloat without you? I don't have the kind of money it would take to buy you out."

Oh. Right.

"Would you be alright with a new partner?" Cam had already thought this through. A new partner might be able to steer Pierce off this dangerous path. "If I found one?"

"You'd have to. I'll be pulling double the work, without you here."

"Rory can take on more."

"Rory's got his head up his arse."

Cam chuckled. Their cousin was an enigma. "He's lost, just like we were when we arrived in Philly ten years ago. Took us a minute to figure things out. Give him time."

He took Pierce's grunt as agreement.

"Well, I still won't have time to look for someone to replace you."

"As if you could ever replace me."

Pierce's smile brought with it a wave of relief. Cam needed his brother to support him in this.

"Yeah, as if." Pierce exhaled, defeated. "What will you do? You hate not working."

"I'll busy myself with the pub for a while."

Pierce scoffed. "You can't be serious. Was that your plan all along? Walk away from Skin and run a pub, just like dear old dad?"

"I never had a problem with what dad did for a living, Per. I hated what he did with his life. And to ours and mum's. I love the pub. Skinners is the only place where I don't have to think. Don't have to worry about anything other than keeping the kegs full and the chips fresh."

"Listen to you," Pierce snorted. "Fuck, Cam. Don't live out your days behind that bar."

"We'll see. Anyway, I'll handle the vetting process for the new partner. I'll bring you the final candidates."

Pierce sat back. "Fair enough. I hope he has a better sense of humor than you do."

"Fuck off. I have a great sense of humor!"

His brother smirked, the wicked glint in his eye all too familiar. "You still angry about the shaving incident?"

Cam ran a fingertip over his right eyebrow. Though it had grown back more than two years ago, he could still remember the odd sensation of running his pad along bare skin.

"That was different."

"Like I said. Find someone who can take a joke."

"Try learning how to make one first."

"Damn, brother." Pierce reared back as if mortally wounded. He watched Cam for a moment, perhaps choosing his next words carefully. "You're burnt out, I get that. But rather than chuck the babe out with the bathwater, why don't you take a hiatus?"

Cam shook his head. "Per, that's...it wouldn't be enough."

Pierce seemed to accept this. "Okay." He nodded. "Okay."

The brothers locked gazes. For a moment, Cam could see a lot of himself in his twin.

The hair was different, Pierce's more sleek and business-like where his kinda did its own thing. The clothes were certainly different. Cam leaned more toward leather and denim, though he could clean up when the occasion called for it. Pierce preferred tailor-made Armani and Hugo Boss. Nothing in his wardrobe cost under a hundred dollars, and that included the socks and briefs. Pierce thought nothing of dropping a grand on a plain, white Oxford. While Cam could never tell the difference between those and what he could pick up in any department store.

Sometimes Cam wondered if his brother felt the need to make up for their modest childhood. They may have been exposed to the wealthy and famous, thanks to their mother's work with various charities, but none of that wealth or privilege had ever touched them.

But at that moment, Cam did see himself reflected in Pierce's hazel eyes, and it brought him up short.

"What?" Pierce squinted.

"Nothin', just... Nothin'."

"What are you gonna tell Mum?"

Cam shrugged. "Hadn't thought about it."

"She'll think we're having a row." Pierce cocked his head. "We're not, are we?"

"No, brother mine. I just need to do my own thing now."

Pierce nodded.

"Still love you, ye git."

"Fuck off." Pierce stood with a groan. "Christ, I'm gettin' old. Used to be I could hang with the best of them, all night long, and still be fresh as a daisy come morning."

Cam chuckled. "A daisy is not what I'd call you right now."

"Whatever. Find me a partner."

"On it."

"And you break the news to Rory. I'll not have him chewing me out thinking it was my idea. The boy's like a surrogate father 'round here."

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