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Dirty As Sin: A Hot Romance Novel by Leanore Elliott (6)


 

HATE ME, HATE YOU

 

Rex awoke in his luxurious bed the next morning, and he just laid there, replaying the lifeboat loving again, in his mind. It had been so intense and it had all transpired almost without a word between them. He released a heavy sigh and thought about how sex and loving were two very different things. He never stopped to think about it before. He hadn’t wanted to. Ava disappeared like a specter years ago and in a strange way, she introduced him to being a man for hire, but not in the way he’d previously realized.

He built his client list with the main aim of wiping her from his memory. He’d almost succeeded too, if it hadn’t been for the fact that she had remained locked in his heart. A heart, he denied having.

Now he was certainly trapped. He wanted to jump back into the lifeboat, unhitch it, and take Ava with him. Why was she married to this Tino? Money? Rex thought not. He wondered what was really going on here. Was it all one dimensional like he’d surmised before? Did Ava love her husband? The question appeared in his mind and then it hit like a dagger in the pit of his stomach at the same time.

Was it all just about Mimi, trying to get rid of Ava for the sake of money? He remembered the nightmare again. It was all just an act?

He needed to give Jack a call and see what the real story was on the Pavorelli fortune and anything he could find on Mimi. He also needed to talk to Ava and find out what her take on this was. Did she realize he was Mimi’s pawn? She must. She isn’t stupid. Rex did know that there was more going on here, than what met the eye.

Unfortunately, he was tied into it all. Secrets, betrayals and lies. Now he was really a kept man, kept not by money, but by love. He’d been lucky all this time, carefree and always his own man, but not anymore. It wouldn’t have been a bad thing if it’d been his choice. His anger wasn’t centered on that. The fact that he was to be the instrument to destroy the only woman he ever loved? That was what really burned him. Frustration welled up in him again, and he wanted to slug somebody, anybody.

His door crashed open and there stood someone he really would slug. Too bad, she’s female. If not, she would be lying on the floor with a fat face that was all bloody.

“Rex!” she shouted at him.

He realized that he was nude beneath the silk sheets and he tore them off.

“Oh! Cover yourself, for Christ’s sake!”

Rex smiled over at her. “If you break in here? This is what you will see.” His grin grew at the startled look on her face. “If you were more polite? Maybe you could have knocked and I—”

“Shut up!” she yelled and stepped closer her gaze avoiding the long hard length of him. “What happened last night?”

Rex placed a confused expression upon his face. “What happened?”

Mimi nodded and her swollen face wore an avid expression. “The night cap?”

Rex shrugged and stood up to give a long fluid stretch of his nude frame. “Nothing.”

Her eyes rounded as she stared at him. “Do you stay hard all the fucking time?”

Rex lowered his arms. “My, my. You are just full of questions this morning, darling.”

“Don’t play games with me, stud. I want to know.”

Rex felt rage building, but he knew better than to show it. His upper hand had to be a steady one. “Like I said nothing. No one was on deck when I checked.”

Mimi narrowed her eyes. “You were gone for a couple of hours.”

Rex shrugged and walked over to the bar to get some OJ. “Yeah, I wandered the deck, had a drink and just enjoyed the moon over the water.” An image of the moonlight slashing across Ava’s lovely passion flushed face came into his mind.

“Oh, you’re fully erected again!” she yelled her tone full of disgust.

Rex poured his juice and gazed down at his cock. “Why yes, I am. Moonlight is my favorite setting.” His amused gaze rose to her face. “I’m also used to having a lot of wild sex and Bad boy is getting antsy.”

Mimi backed away, toward her door her expression full of anxiety.

“What?” he asked in an overly innocent tone, while he kept the smug smile he felt from visibly showing on his face. “You’ve called me stud and all those other sexy names, but you do realize that is what I am, right? You must have realized that I am all about the sex?”

Mimi just kept shaking her head as she scurried through the door, slamming it shut.

Rex wanted to laugh at how easy it was to manipulate the scheming Mimi bitch, but he found no mirth forthcoming. She had manipulated him into something, he now couldn’t see his way out of. Rex released a sigh. Nope, this wasn’t a pleasure cruise at all. His smile of triumph would have to wait until he knew what the real score was. This little soap opera was already getting to be dangerous, considering that intense moonlight tryst last night.

Rex strode back over to his suitcase and rummaged around for his cell phone. He couldn’t seem to find it. He got the distinct feeling that Mimi had been going through his stuff. She stole his cell phone? Anger again grew in him. God damn that woman!

Lunch on the yacht. Rex wore his swim trunks, if you could call them that, black, snug and fairly brief. After all, it wasn’t a black tie affair, was it? He strolled along the deck way feeling fairly prime, when he saw her. His strutting halted immediately. Seems that swimwear was in today. He stood transfixed as Ava moved across the deck. Red satin, skimpy strings and delicious skin that was so luscious to look at, he felt drool form on his lower lip.

Yes, Rex had been the star of many fantasies and a reality for many women as they orgasmed, but this woman wiped away any memory of every other female. She was the stuff of his personal fantasies.

Her form was full figured, a round ass with plush thighs. Full luscious breasts, barely contained by the red material. Yes, skinny Mimi would call her fat. Rex? He would call her something too glorious not to eat. His small bikini bottoms seemed to suddenly be a couple of sizes too small for him. Tear your eyes away, Rex! Now…Rex! His body wouldn’t listen and his gaze rebelled as his eyes latched onto the delicious body of Ava Pavorelli.

He wanted to start a feast, beginning with her toes and have his tongue work its way up.

Ava sat down at one of the tables and he seemed to snap out of it. His eyes swung all around to see if anyone had witnessed his sexual undoing.

No one seemed to, as he searched behind and to the side. He couldn’t be around her just now, he turned around to look for an ice bucket to pour into his trunks.

“Hey.” Tino stood behind him.

Oh, fuck. Rex wondered if he’d seen his reaction to the little red Bikini show. “Oh, hey.” Said the fly to the spider, Rex thought, as he greeted him.

Tino smiled. “Where’s Mimi?”

Rex swallowed before responding, “She had a,” he paused. “I accidently put shrimp on her salad, yesterday.” He decided that truth was best.

Tino blinked his eyes. “You didn’t know about her allergy?”

Oh, shit. Truth was backfiring today. “I knew, she’d said fish though.” Lame answer, Rex. But really, it was all he had. He could easily play the good looking dumb guy. He smiled at him.

Tino moved past him. “Well, I will check in on her in a little. Come on and have some lunch.”

Rex nodded and followed him.

Tino stopped at the table and gave Ava a kiss on the cheek. “Hello, sweet girl.”

Ava smiled at him and looked up at Rex. “Where’s—?”

“She’s under the weather,” Tino answered for him.

“Oh? I hope she’s okay?”

Rex shrugged. “She seemed okay this morning.” Unfortunately.

“Have a sit, Rex.” Tino motioned to a chair.

Rex sat down and avoided looking at the red hot bikini across the way from him.

The steward pushed a rolling tray across the deck.

“Oh and here’s lunch,” Tino announced.

Rex was hungry but not for food. He needed to keep himself under control. You’d think I’d had enough sex to last three men for three lifetimes. He smiled at the steward as he served him his plate. “So, where are we headed?” He looked over at Tino.

“Bermuda,” he answered.

Ava remained silent.

Rex thought it was for the same reasons he avoided conversation with her.

“I’m sorry about last night,” Ava spoke softly.

Rex knew his face had paled as his eyes met hers. “What?”

She smiled. “Tino wasn’t feeling well, last night, so we didn’t make the nightcap.”

“Oh, well we didn’t make it either. Mimi was in bad shape.”

“Yeah, I am still recovering and I nodded off.” Tino looked down at his plate. “Next thing I knew, it was morning.”

Ava patted his hand. “You are so much better now, though.”

Rex took a bite of whatever was on his fork, he didn’t even taste it either. This was what I intended to face last night; the happily married couple. Now it was like a cold splash of burning acid washing over him. The nightmare replayed in his mind. These two holding hands and walking off into the sunset.

“So, Rex?” Tino spoke up. “What do you do?”

Rex swallowed the food. “Pardon?”

“I mean for a living?”

Okay, so much for truth ruling the day. “I am an actor.” He smiled. Well damn, truth might have won out after all.

“Oh?” Tino replied.

Rex nodded. “But parts are few and far between.” Except for the part, your bitch sister hired me for. A grin broke out on his face. Yep, truth is always better.

“So, what parts have you done?” Ava asked.

Rex shook his head. “A few lame deodorant commercials, toothpaste and Pepsi.” More truth. He wanted to sigh with relief, and then yell the entire truth. I fucked for a living until Bitch Mimi hired me to fuck you both over.

“Ooh, that sounds so exciting,” Ava cooed with that sexy laugh.

At the sensuous sound that he’d never forgotten, Rex felt his breath catch in his throat. What the hell was she trying to do? “No, not really, a lot of hours for just a few minutes on camera.”

“Then, why do you do it?” Ava asked.

Rex paused and looked out over at the ocean waves. “It was a dream of mine.”

“Was…?”

He stared at her now and he could see that her eyes were overly bright as though she were angry with him. What the hell did I do wrong? “Why do people follow the dreams that they do?” He shrugged with the philosophical answer.

“Yes, why indeed.” Tino looked a little tense as his gaze spanned around the deck. “I think we are now prying, Ava dear.”

She swallowed and nodded her head. “Yes, I am sorry.” Her eyes glittered at him as she tipped her wine glass back, gulping the entire thing down.

Rex did the same, downing his wine and then he rose up from his chair. “Well, if you’ll excuse me, I’m going to check on Mimi.”

Tino nodded and smiled.

Ava looked away.

What the fuck? Rex was baffled. Unless Mimi had told her something? Yeah, and I wonder what? Well, I had planned originally to have her hate me. But plans change, she loves me, and now I know that she does.

Rex decided to sunbathe on the deck. He never did check on his sick girlfriend. He knew she was sick already, the scheming little, sick—A shadow passed by from above him. He glanced up and by her scent, he knew who it was. Ava. He got instantly erect. Dammit, his trusty tool for so many jobs was now in its own union and it seemed to dictate when to react.

He sat up and gazed around. He just caught a glimpse of her gorgeous ass in that string bikini, as she made her way to the far side of the deck way. Puzzled, Rex knew that was where the crew and staff stayed. He looked around, casual like. Getting up, he followed her.

The deck way hall was a bit dark after the sunlight had been in his eyes and it took a minute for his eyes to adjust. He made his way along the narrow passageway. It was really quiet and he already knew most of the crew were at work, getting dinner ready.

A door opened up to his right and he halted, expecting someone to appear and ask him what the hell he was doing here. Well, Rex? What the hell are you doing? He crept closer and peeked in. The room was semi dark and he could see it was some sort of workout room. He stepped in, and looked around for a light switch.

The door slammed behind him with a tight clicking as the lock was turned.

Soft arms came up around him. He could smell her again. He didn’t react, he just allowed the feel of her skin against his back to sink into his brain.

Her hands lowered and he was ramrod stiff as bad boy reacted on its own again. Another dark tryst? Rex wondered. Her fingers grabbed his tight ass and squeezed.

The squeezing grew painful. “Av—”

“Shh!” she hushed him.

Her fingers came around to the front of him and dipped in to take bad boy in hand.

Rex released an unsteady breath and slowly allowed his head to drop back.

Ava stroked him with a leisurely pace, and then she sped up the rhythm.

He tried to control his body and his breathing and he was failing at both.

The slip and sliding of her hands stopped and she grabbed his hands, pulling them back.

Rex decided that he would allow her to lead, just like before, after all, he got to be with her, and that was more important than anything.

Soft slinky like material was wound around his wrists and he realized that she’d bound him. He now remembered the time he’d tied her up when they’d been together. Did she remember it too? But being here, this was unexpected. Her hands pressed on his shoulders and he lowered to his knees. He was larger and stronger but he allowed this submissive play to see where it might lead. He’d been woman handled before and this was Ava after all.

She moved away and he wondered if she were just going to leave him there. She had looked angry before. He mused about how he might explain such an occurrence. He opened his mouth to speak and his lips met with her pussy lips. He breathed the heady scent in.

Her hands wove through his hair and she pressed his face to her mound.

His cock was now painfully hard and he stuck his tongue into her folds.

Ava moaned low as he gave her licks and she spread her folds open for him. She controlled his head by using his hair with one hand. He suckled her and plunged his tongue in and out of her, wanting and wishing to taste her cum. Rex was beyond hot, he was on fire, this woman had that affect on him, he lost all self-control yet again, as he devoured her with his mouth.

Her panting grew loud as she rode his face. “Oh, Rex…” She gasped as she grew rigid and her body tightened.

Rex was almost there himself and his cock was already weeping from the sexy feel of her pussy on his lips. He loved the taste of her and he now remembered how it always made him hot.

Her hands tightened on his hair, and he tasted her squirting, his cock exploded as he climaxed while her juices were like honey on his tongue. He sucked on her clit until he heard her sigh and her body relaxed.

Rex was panting and there was a mess in his black thongs. The woman had entirely used him and he would do it again in the very next moment, if she wanted it. For the last several years, he’d made his life about pleasing women and he wanted this one pleased more than all the other experiences he’d had.

Ava let go of his hair and removed her sweet pussy from his face.

He panted and sat back on his heels. Gazing up, he could see her in the dim light now.

“I can’t quit raping you…” Her whisper was barely audible.

Rex didn’t know how to reply. Raped? He wanted to chuckle.

“Why do you wish to destroy me, Rex?”

His head rose up. “No.”

“No? Isn’t that why you’re here?”

Rex nodded. “That is why I was brought here.”

“You were bought, you mean.” She stepped around and untied him.

Tuning, he grabbed her up before she could slip away. “Whatever Mimi told you is a lie.”

“So, you weren’t paid to come here?”

Rex released a sigh. “I was,” he admitted in a low voice.

Ava struggled to break free. “This was taking getting paid for it, too far. Let me go!”

“Shh, listen to me.”

“No, you don’t know what’s really happening here.”

“No, I don’t, so you need to tell me.”

Ava stepped away from him. “You are here to torture me.”

Rex shook his head. “We are both being tortured.”

Tears rolled down her cheeks. “I had resigned myself to never seeing you again.”

Rex reached out and swiped at a tear. “Me too.”

Ava sniffled and moved back. “How could you do this to me?”

Rex felt so much anger rise up inside of him. “Mimi bought my list, she bought the agency I worked for.”

“So, you just jumped on board?” she hissed.

He ran his fingers through his hair. “Is that what you think?”

“What else?” she asked as she moved back toward the door. “Are you here to blackmail me?” Her voice was full of misery.

“Is that what you think?”

“Stop asking me that, stop!”

He moved toward her.

“No, don’t come near me again. I am not going to give into it again!”

Rex halted. “Ava, let me—?”

She flipped around and unlocked the door.

Rex jumped forward and grabbed her. He spun her around and reached behind her, locking the door again. He held her tightly, as her wonderful ass sat against him. He sighed and put his mouth to her ear. “I was forced to come here. Yes, she paid me, but she also threatened prison.”

Ava was weeping now and she didn’t reply.

“I didn’t know that you would be here.” His cock grew hard at how close she was to it. He couldn’t think straight again. “I am trying to figure out why she wanted me here and what is really going on.” He kissed her neck. “That is the truth, all of it.”

Ava let her head rest back on his shoulder. “I’ve dreamed of you almost every night and I cried for days after I left you there.”

Rex felt his chest tighten at her admittance.

“But— I assumed it wouldn’t bother you much. Since…you were in it for—”

He spun her around and tugged her close. “Do you feel that?” he asked as his throbbing erection shoved up against her.

Gasping, she nodded.

“That is how I feel, always felt. Money didn’t matter.”

Ava pressed herself close to him. “Get off this boat, Rex.”

Blinking his eyes, he caressed her hair with his hands. “Only if you will go with me.”

“We can’t win. You will get hurt, they will—”

Rex smothered her mouth with his and he moved her body to the wall. Raising her up, he jerked her bikini bottoms aside. He stared into her eyes, waiting for her next move.

She was panting and gasping for air as she wept full on now. She reached down and jerked his trunks down. He raised her up and shoved his cock inside of her.

Ava drew in a deep breath as he shoved deeply into her and her head dropped back. He pushed in deeper and she moaned as her body shuddered.

“Give me those delicious tits, Ava,” Rex commanded.

Her shaky hand lowered and she tugged her top down.

Rex watched as those luscious breasts popped out her rosy nipples erect, inviting his mouth. He circled a nipple with the tip of his tongue and pumped into her at the same time.

“Oh, God, please…” she panted.

Rex couldn’t fathom how he could keep wanting her again and again. Like he was addicted, but he accepted the fact. Now everything he’d maintained for the last three years had gone up in flames the fire he felt for this one woman was raging full on. With a hunger like a starving man, he sucked on her nipple and nibbled it with his teeth.

Her body quaked as she panted for air.

He ground his cock into her with all his frustration and she moaned loudly as he impaled her to the wall. He plunged into her again and again. “Who is getting raped now?” he whispered as lust filled him. He wanted to hear her say it, that she loved him and only him.

“Oh, oh…” she gasped helplessly. “Rex, I—?” Her words faded away as her body coiled.

Her silky wet pussy tightened around him with her orgasm and he climaxed immediately. All these years of control over his own body were gone for him now. He gripped her tightly as he came inside of her.

She smothered her mouth with her hand and he ripped it away, forcing his mouth over hers. Her muffled scream of ecstasy was released into his mouth as her body jolted in his arms. He kissed her as she panted and he held her close to his pounding heart. Removing his mouth from hers, he spoke into her ear, “I have decided that you are mine, made for me as I am for you and I will take you away from here.”

Ava was still gasping for air as she pulled her head back and looked into his eyes. “That can never happen, Rex…Never.” She climbed down from his powerful hips and sighed. “I have to—I have to find the bathroom, please let me go now.”

He stepped back and she stumbled a little. He reached out to steady her, and his body grew rigid from her announcement. “I’ll let go, but only for now.” Rex released her and she rushed away to the back of the room, opening a door and closing it behind her.

Looking down at himself, he knew he’d better make the same trip before he went back to the deck.

A pounding sounded on the door. “Hey!”

Rex stilled as Ava opened the bathroom door.

“Who’s in there?” another voice asked from the deck hall. There was some scuffling from the hallway and the knob was turning as someone was trying to get in.

Ava put her hands over her mouth her face paling.

Rex sighed. “Wait a minute!” he yelled at the door. Turning to Ava, he motioned his head to the bathroom.

She went through the doorway and shut it.

Rex flipped the light on and looked around. A set of small barbells sat on the floor. He easily picked one up and opened the door.

A steward and another man he recognized stood in the hall while staring at him.

“What?” Rex asked as he strode over to the weight bench and sat down, using the weight and curling it.

The two men looked around. “Oh, we’re sorry, we just—?”

“I like to work out, alone. I hope you guys don’t mind?” He did several curls with the barbell.

“Sure,” the steward answered. “Sorry about that, sir.” He shut the rec-room door.

Rex waited a moment and stood up, walking over to the bathroom. He gave a soft knock and swung the door open.

Ava stood by the sink, looking terrified.

“It’s okay, they’re gone now.”

She raised her shaky hands to her mouth. “Rex, we can’t do this anymore.”

He grabbed her arms. “You’re right and that is why you need to tell—”

“No!” She shook her head. “You don’t understand!”

He shook her. “No, I don’t. Do you love him?”

Her eyes rounded. “I used to.”

Pulling her close, he got hard immediately. He set her away from him. “Dammit!” He was frustrated at his body’s continued response to her. “Listen, we will just—”

“No, I said, there is no we.” Tears formed in her eyes again. “Rex, Tino is a bad man. Don’t be fooled by his nice guy act.”

“I’m sure I can take him if—”

“No!” she seethed at him. “He will have you killed.” She turned from him. “By my need for you, I have doomed you. Oh, God…” She began to cry.

Rex smoothed a gentle hand across her back.

“These people are fucking deadly, Rex.”

He released a breath. “Then what do we do?”

She grabbed some tissue paper from the roll and wiped her eyes. “Nothing. We won’t do this again.” Her voice had become firm.

Rex shook his head. “No. I have tasted you again and I can’t—”

“Nothing, Rex. I will not be responsible for your death.” She balled her hands into fists.

“Mimi brought me here to ruin your marriage and she has succeeded.” He glared at her.

“Oh, no. She hasn’t.”

Rex felt hurt and bewildered by the statement.

“You just don’t understand.” She went by him and cracked the bathroom door. “I have to go, but Rex please try to understand?”

He shook his head. “I don’t.”

Ava looked over at him. “He lets me have a lover if I want. That was why I sought you out years ago. He can’t—he…” She squared her shoulders. “But the minute he ever suspects that I loved you? He would kill you.”

Rex found that his entire body stiffened at her words. “You do love me.”

Ava bit at her lip. “It doesn’t matter.”

“It does to me.” He felt so conflicted, here he was begging to be with a married woman like some mistress would do, if a man wouldn’t leave his wife.

“Just leave it alone. I mean it!” She rushed from the room.

He stayed put and realized that he’d never felt like this before. She did love him, though and he wanted to cheer to the heavens while at the same time? She’d dumped him cold. It was now when Rex remembered the only argument they ever had when they’d been together. It had been this very same subject too.

He had to admit he’d instigated it. He knew this love affair couldn’t last forever. He knew Ava had a life somewhere and she would end up returning to it. He just wanted to be a part of that life. Still, as many times as he tried to get her to talk about her life she would get around it or change the subject.

Three years ago…Grande Hotel

“So, you aren’t going to let me in at all?” Rex had asked Ava one morning in the hotel suite.

“I have. But, Rex…you just don’t know what…” Shaking her head, she crossed her arms over her ample breasts. “Can’t we just have now? Not think about later?”

Rex couldn’t believe he was so desperate for a woman that he actually answered, “No. I want a later.”

Sighing, Ava then looked upset. “We never made any promises to each other.”

He narrowed his eyes at her. “I did promise to give you all the experiences you never had though.” He pulled her hands above her head.

Her eyes rounded as she heard the dresser drawer open next to the bed, and then a piece of material was tied around her wrists. “Rex?”

Silent, he smiled as he tied one wrist and held the other tightly so she wouldn’t get away.

Ava started to really fight him.

“Nope.” He smirked as both wrists were tied, before she could prevent it. “You had your chance and now we are going to play a little game.”

Her eyes grew round. “You wouldn’t!”

Chuckling, he tugged her body sideways on the bed and looped the silken material around the bedpost. “I seemed to remember that you said you were kind of into this before.”

Her astonished gasp filled his ears.

“Now, if you want to avoid becoming my submissive slave? You will tell me why you don’t want me in your future.”

Ava’s eyes flashed with anger.

This look told him all that he wanted. Oh, good, I can always count on her stubborn streak.

“I cannot believe that you’re actually jealous of my horrible life!” she accused.

He raised his brows. “You cannot have such a bad life. Look at the money you spend and just on me.”

“Oh, really? You think that having money makes a person happy?”

“Well, it can’t hurt.” He laughed as he rose up and stepped away from the bed. He didn’t care what was said now, he intended to give her yet another remarkable memory so she wouldn’t forget him…ever.

“What are you doing?” Her voice filled with panic.

He grinned at her and lowered his hands to his belt.

“Oh.”

“Yes, oh. Are you gonna watch?” he taunted.

Ava licked her lips while her eyes never left his hands.

At her unconscious licking action, his cock throbbed and grew even harder than before. He unbuckled his belt and stared at her avid expression. She wanted him even when she denied it. This had been true since the day they met, and he was well aware of this fact.

Rex slowly unbuttoned his jeans while her eyes grew round in her face. Tugging them down, he kept his eyes on her face, and lowering his gaze, he saw her nipples hardening. With her lustful expectant expression, he grew even stiffer in his briefs. He kicked the jeans away and slipped the cotton underwear down a little.

A breathless gasp came from her lips.

Her passionate admiration always made him feel more like a god, more than a man. For all these years, he’d been alone, until he found this headstrong, fiercely independent woman. Rex had definitely taken on a huge challenge when he’d decided he wanted to keep her. Yes, he knew what this was from the start. Hell, she picked him up on Rodeo drive in her car, promising money for sex. But it had become so much more to him. hell, he didn’t want the money…he wanted Ava for himself.

He remembered how she’d looked, when she had approached him on Rodeo. His body had tingled all over. It was an odd yearning and a need he’d never felt in his life for a woman he just set eyes on. He’d never felt such lust and yearning before he met Ava.

Rex stood above her now while she waited for his next move and he saw that her expression suddenly looked calm. He could clearly see the passion in her eyes while she anticipated his usually thorough and hot seduction.

Releasing a sigh, he stepped over to the bed and untied her wrists.

At this apparently unexpected action, she gaped at him.

“I suppose I got carried away too in my debate.” He shrugged. He suddenly realized how desperate he must seem, like some chick who wouldn’t let go when the sex was over the next morning. He felt disgusted with himself.

She sat up and scooted to the edge of the bed. “I was getting ready for a gloriously sexy punishment.” Her pout was apparent on her lush looking lips.

Staring at her flushed face and all that delicious creamy skin he felt another throbbing along his shaft.

Reaching forward, she yanked his briefs down and his erect cock sprang up at full attention. “And I can see that you were looking forward to it too.”

Rex looked away. “You were sort of right before.”

“About what?”

“I am jealous of your life that doesn’t include me.”

Ava kept licking her lips and she never looked up. “Believe me, you don’t want in. It is a mess.”

“I would take a mess.

Ava swung her stunned gaze up to his face. “What?”

“I just can’t let you go. I know we agreed before, but…”

She reached out and ran a finger along his sensitive shaft. “Yes. We agreed.”

He shook his head and sighed again. “How can I compete with whatever you have waiting out there?”

Ava looked shocked. “You’re serious!”

Rex nodded.

She looked aghast. “No man will ever compete with you. Not in my life or my heart.”

Still bothered by the hurt he felt and the mystery that was her life, he shrugged his shoulders and lifted his briefs.

“Oh no, you don’t!” she ordered as she jerked his underwear down again. “You will not put such a delicious treat away!” Climbing up on her knees, she grabbed his cock and tugged him closer.

He was startled by her using his dick as a tow. “What the hell, Ava?” He almost stumbled as he was pulled forward.

She looked up at his face. “I want to show you how I do feel about you.” She gave him a hand stroking.

Rex was alarmed. “I may lose control.”

Ava lowered her face to his ramrod stiff hard on. “That is exactly why I wish to do it. You make me go wild and I literally lose my mind. Why won’t you allow me the same pleasure?”

Rex tried to take a step back.

“Oh no, you’re not getting away this time!” Scooting forward, she latched on and took his entire length into her hot mouth.

“Ahh,” he exclaimed with shock as he realized the tables had just been turned and he was not in charge at all. Yeah, like he’d ever been. He rolled his eyes at the thought.

She stroked him with her mouth, back and forth and the feeling was the most divinely sensuous thing he’d ever felt and he couldn’t even speak.

Pulling her mouth away, she stuck her pink tongue out to circle the tip.

His entire body shuddered from the pleasure of it. He gazed down at this incredibly sexy woman he was lucky enough to have even for a day. She was moaning and squirming on her knees and he was amazed by her reaction to this particular act. It was really turning her on, and he found himself fascinated as he watched her take him deep in her throat. His legs were unsteady. He’d never felt this fragile in all of his dealings with women before.

Her sensual moaning grew loud while she stroked him repeatedly with her soft but blazing hot mouth.

Rex reached down to grasp her silky red tresses, fully intending to pull her ravenous mouth away. He found that instead, he was using her hair to stroke her face forward and back over his bulging cock. He simply gave into the rapturous feeling and enjoyed being blown by his sweet Ava. “Ohh,” he groaned aloud. Astonished, he realized that he was climaxing without knowing it was coming. He’d always been in control of that part always, until her mouth controlled him like never before in their lovemaking.

Ava’s body jerked as her muscles seemed to tighten in her body.

Astounded, he stared at her luscious form while his body quaked. She was actually having an orgasm while he climaxed into her mouth. He threw his head back as he felt her mouth drawing on him, she was sucking on him as he came. He released a low rumbling moan and the room spun around him, he fought for control.

Amazement at what she’d just done to him rolled over him as he grasped her head and tugged her off.

Her big hazel eyes were glazed with passion as she smacked her lips and lowered her tongue to get a last drop of cum that had beaded at his tip.

If he ever had any doubts about whether Ava was his perfect woman before this? They would have been dispelled by just the expression she wore while she smiled up at him. She had never been sexier to him her expression looking so sweet and satisfied.

Reaching for his hand, she tugged it close and placed his fingers over her labia. She was sticky wet and her warm moistened clit was swollen beneath his fingers. “That is how sucking on you makes me feel,” she purred low.

Rex grabbed her up and tugged her onto his hips, shoving her pussy straight down onto a new, hard erection. “And this is how you always make me feel.” He grasped her hips and moved her up and down over his ready shaft.

Ava took a deep breath and her head fell back as she released a resplendent sigh. “Unh…and what a feeling it is!”

Rex sighed with the memory. He’d lost her a few days later when she disappeared. Now here he stood in the gym room on the yacht that bore her name and knew he couldn’t lose her this time. He would keep Ava or die trying.