“You coming to the Christmas party on Saturday, Matthews?” Myles asked, causing Krista to jump out of her skin. She was raw and exhausted from her morning cry-fest on Brock’s shoulder. Not to mention embarrassed. So far, he’d seen her barf her guts out, but he hadn’t seen her cry.

She’d remained strong, tough, resilient.

But she couldn’t stop herself, couldn’t control the flood of emotions, good and bad, that had assailed her the moment he’d walked through the door. And without even thinking, she collapsed against him and let every feeling from the last few days fall out onto his hard chest in the form of warm, salty tears.

Even though she’d slept through the night, not even having to get up to pee, she didn’t feel rested at all. Her eyes hurt, her head felt full of cotton, and the realization that she was no longer going to be doing “real” cop stuff and saving the world from the bad guys hurt more than when she’d had pepper spray shot into her eyes during training at the academy. She finished filling her water bottle at the sink in the staff kitchen before turning to face Myles. His tone seemed much more civil than the last time they’d spoken. Had he forgiven her for not coming to his rescue again with that drunk guy in the holding cell?

No matter what, Myles was a manipulative bastard. He had to be working some angle. Her gaze drifted to the open door behind him. “I don’t know. I haven’t decided yet.”

“We should go together.”

She swallowed and tried to give him a small smile, but it was a struggle. The thought of dating this man, even going to a work function together, made her skin crawl. “No, thank you.”

“It’s going to happen, you and I,” he said smugly, trying to come across as flirty and playful, but instead he was just creepy and off-putting. “And what better time than the Christmas party? A dark corner, too much rum and eggnog, mistletoe … ”

Grinding her molars together until her jaw ached, she looked him square on. “Myles,” she started, “I want to apologize for the other day. I’m really very sorry that I didn’t jump back in to help you. The guy knocked the wind out of me. I thought he’d broken my nose. There was so much blood.” She glanced down at her feet. The man’s eyes were too disconcerting to maintain contact with. Toeing at a scuff on the floor, she continued, “There’s no excuse, though. I’m very sorry. I’m glad Marlise and Allie were able to get there in time. I’m glad you weren’t seriously hurt. I wouldn’t have been able to forgive myself. If you need to report me to Wicks, I completely understand. But it will never happen between us. I’m not interested in you that way. I don’t want to date anyone I work with, especially not a superior. I’m flattered, but I’m sorry. I’m going to have to say no.”

She motioned to push past him, but he stuck out an arm and stopped her, his grip on her forearm painful. Of course, she’d inherited her mother’s pale skin tone and bruised like a freaking peach.

“Let go of me.” She hardened her eyes, refusing to let him see her fear. He couldn’t know he scared her, because if he did, he’d use that power. She swallowed again and then finally lifted her head to catch his gaze. “Please.”

He released his grip, and the terror slowly began to drain from her, only to be replaced by even more when instead of leaving, he walked to the door, shut it and locked it, stalking back toward her, smirking triumphantly.

“I’m all for the chase, Matthews. But I’m getting sick and tired of this little cat-and-mouse game. You know you’re the only rookie that hasn’t given it up to me? I’d like to change that. Or would you prefer I tell Wicks about the other day?”

She lifted one shoulder. “I told you that you can. I deserve to be reported.” Fuck, she really didn’t want him to report her, but he had every right. She secretly hoped calling his bluff might have the reverse effect and he’d just let it go.

“I won’t … for a price.” His free hand came up, and his index finger grazed her collarbone.

Fury and disgust ran neck and neck inside her. “You make me sick,” she spat out, trying to move away from him, but he grabbed her again, this time by the bicep. “There are plenty of women here who want to sleep with you. Why do you have to go after the one who doesn’t? We’re supposed to be the good guys. You can’t blackmail me, and I won’t sleep with you to keep you quiet. Go ahead, tell whoever about what I did. I’ll take my punishment.”

He lifted one shoulder casually. “I want to break you. And I’ll do it.”

What the hell did that mean? He was in front of her and let the knuckles of his free hand graze slowly down her cheek and neck, landing on her chest. His finger circled the underside of her breast, and he grinned, his pupils dilating as he caught the scent of fear in the air. She batted his hand away and grabbed his fingers, bending them backward until he yelped, his other hand releasing its death grip on her upper arm.

“I told you not to touch me,” she warned. Thankfully, between the academy and her father, Krista was no slouch when it came to self-defense. She’d taken down bigger men than him at the academy. But what she lacked was experience. Myles was a senior officer. He knew more tricks and wrist flicks than she did, and before she knew it, he had her spun around, her back to his chest and her stomach pressed hard—too hard—against the counter. She winced from the sudden pain, her brain immediately flying to the little jellybean or avocado or whatever it was now inside her. She prayed it was okay.

“Like it rough, do you? Well, I can work with that.” He tore at the buttons on the front of her shirt and shoved his hand inside her now-open shirt and fondled her breasts. Squeezing just a bit too hard. His warm breath on her neck smelled faintly of coffee and whatever he’d eaten earlier that day. She struggled with all her might to get away, but instead he just pulled tighter.

“I could kill you or fuck you right now,” he said, a menacing chuckle in his tone. He flipped her back around to face him, pinning her arms behind her with his free hand.

Krista tilted her head up and met his gaze. Nothing but blackness stared back at her. “You make me sick,” she said with a sneer before rearing her head back and spitting in his face.

If eternal darkness could grow even darker, even bleaker and more desolate, it did so in Myles Slade’s eyes. His lips curled up into a sinister smile. “I’m going to enjoy breaking you, Matthews.” Then his mouth crashed down on hers, and he rammed his tongue to the back of her throat as his hands on her wrists tightened until she fought not to cry out in pain.

But she wouldn’t go down without a fight. If he was going to take her right here in the work breakroom, she was going to make it as difficult for him as possible. She chomped down hard on his tongue until she tasted blood, making the man yip like a poodle and release her in the process.

“Fucking bitch!”

He lunged for her again, but Krista had managed to sprint to the door, one hand on the knob, the other on the taser firmly in her hip.

His eyes drifted down to her hand. “You wouldn’t dare.”

“Just try something like that again, and we’ll see. I’d rather get suspended for what I did in that jail cell or go to prison for tasing a cop’s dick than let that dick anywhere near me,” she whispered, using every last ounce of energy she had left to keep her voice from quavering. She unlocked the door and opened it. “Stay. The. Fuck. Away. From. Me.” Then she turned around and headed to the locker room to go and fix her shirt.

Ignoring the fact that she was supposed to be out on patrol with Myles, after finding a new shirt in her locker and splashing some cool water on her face, Krista made her way to Staff Sergeant Wicks’ office. Every muscle, every bone, every fiber of her being trembled as she brought her fist up and rapped on his door.

“Enter,” he barked, the shuffle of papers greeting her as she slowly opened the door.

Was his office abnormally hot and stuffy? Or were those just her nerves causing sweat to break out on the back of her neck and between her breasts? Stupid hormones.

“Matthews?” Wicks said, lifting his head. “Shouldn’t you and Slade be out on patrol?”

Krista licked her lips, tossed her shoulders back and stepped inside, closing the door softly behind her. “May I speak with you, please, sir?”

He nodded at the empty chair in front of his desk.

Holding on to the back of the chair, she slid into the seat, grateful to be off her feet for a moment.

“What can I do for you, rookie?”

Right! She was a rookie. Hadn’t even been on the force a year, and she was already requesting light duty and complaining about her partner. She was going to be labeled as “that” person. The whiner. The snitch. The rookie who couldn’t keep her legs shut and got knocked up in the first six months of her career.

Wicks lifted one bushy salt and pepper eyebrow. “Rookie?”

“Sir, I’m pregnant.”

The other eyebrow joined its twin. “Really?”

She nodded. “Yes, sir. I apologize, as I know this isn’t ideal. It wasn’t planned. Just a … happy accident, if you will. But I’m here to officially request light duty even though I know I should have sooner. And I apologize. It is no longer in the best interest of me or my partner for me to continue working in the field.” She exhaled. Her gaze moved from his light brown eyes to his stapler. The stapler couldn’t possibly look at her with as much judgment as she was sure he was looking at her with at the moment.

He cleared his throat. “Well, congratulations, Rookie. I’ll be sorry to pull you from the field. You’re a good cop. Slade has nothing but good things to report about you.”

He what?

Krista nearly swallowed her tongue. And she must have made a noise or a face of disbelief, because Wicks cocked his head. “You don’t believe me?”

Blinking half a dozen times, she shook her head to clear out the bullshit. “I … it’s just, well, I was also coming in here to file a formal complaint about Constable Slade.”

The staff sergeant’s jaw visibly tightened. “Oh, really?”

Her head bobbed. “Yes. Since early on, Constable Slade has been inappropriate with me and making sexual advances. I’ve asked him to stop, but he doesn’t seem to take no for an answer. Just earlier he cornered me and ripped open my shirt and touched me and kissed me.” The back of her eyes burned with the desire not to cry. Her throat wasn’t much better off as it slowly threatened to stop her speech altogether with each word she got out.

But Wicks didn’t seem fazed. His jaw just tightened a little more, and his chestnut eyes darkened. “Do you have any witnesses?” he asked.

She couldn’t be certain, but it almost seemed as though there might be trepidation in his voice. And what the hell did witnesses have to do with it? They took any and all sexual harassment cases seriously, whether the victim had a witness or not. Why was she any different?

She shook her head. “N-no, sir. There was no one in the lunch room just now, and all the other times we were out on patrol. I didn’t think I required a witness in order for my claim to be taken seriously.”

Fuck, now his brown eyes looked more like Myles’s black ones. Dark and soulless. “I’ll handle it,” he clipped. “Besides, you’re going on light duty now, rookie. You won’t have to work with Constable Slade anymore. This can all be water under the bridge.”

Water under the bridge?

Her mouth hung open for maybe a moment too long before she finally had to snap it shut. Was this really happening? Was he really dismissing her complaints?

Blinking a few times and resisting the urge to pinch herself, she finally found her voice. “Are you not going to deal with this, sir? I mean, I can’t be the only female officer who has had issues with Constable Slade.”

The staff sergeant let out a weighted, almost irritated sigh. “You’re moving on to light duty. I don’t see the issue.”

Before she knew what she was doing, Krista had pushed back her chair and was standing over her superior’s desk, hands on her hips, body hinged forward, glowering down at him. “That’s irrelevant, sir. I’m making a formal complaint about Constable Slade and his inappropriate work behavior. Now if you’re unwilling to handle this, then I have no problem going to HR. But I thought I was to come to you first?”

Well, that seemed to have knocked the cotton from his ears. Only it also seemed to have set that cotton aflame. Red flooded the older man’s cheeks, and his face hardened. Slowly, purposefully so, he rose up out his chair. He was a tall man. Maybe not as tall as Brock but damn close, and even with a big wooden desk between them, he towered over her. She was forced to lift her head and tilt her neck to look him in the eye.

“I hope that wasn’t a threat … rookie?”

She swallowed, suddenly feeling the size of a gnat and just as easily squishable. “No, sir. Not a threat.”

“Good. I didn’t think so.” His face softened a touch, though you could probably still shatter crystal on it. “I’ll deal with Slade. No need to involve HR just yet. It’d take ages for anything to happen. I’ll file your paperwork for light duty right now, and you can head on upstairs and see Mallory. She’ll get you sorted out.” Then, before she could say anything, even mutter a thank you, he spun around and showed her his back. “Dismissed.” And that was the end of that, apparently.

Confused, frazzled, and worried about what had just happened with the staff sergeant, the incident with Slade in the break room and what would happen now that the word was out about her pregnancy, Krista made her way toward the offices.

“Hey!” It was Slade.

Oh, of all things holy.

“Where the fuck are you going? We have patrol.” Careful not to lay a hand on her where anyone walking by might notice, he approached Krista in the narrow corridor between Wicks’ office and the stairwell heading upstairs to the other offices. He stopped roughly six feet in front of her, clearly still pissed about their altercation earlier. Well, good. So was she. And hopefully the prick would be getting what was coming to him soon enough.

“I’m on light duty now. You’re officially no longer my coach.”

His eyes bugged out, but that didn’t make them any less spooky looking. “You knocked up?”

She didn’t answer him.

“Are you?”

“It’s none of your business. Medically I need to go on light duty.” With that she left him standing in the hallway and headed upstairs to find Mallory.

He didn’t have to hear her to know she was home. He could feel her presence. And not in some paranormal spirit type way. No. That shit was dumb. If ghosts existed, he was sure his dad would be haunting him every waking moment. No, the house became a home when Krista stepped inside. He could feel her warmth. Feel the change in the atmosphere. Smell that sweet and unique smell of hers, even when masked by a day’s worth of work out on the streets.

Busy standing over the stove and pushing meat and veggies around in a big wok for dinner, he waited for her to come up the stairs. Only she didn’t. Ordinarily, it took roughly twenty-seven seconds for her to shut the door, hang up her coat, take off her boots and ascend the stairs. And based on what the clock on the microwave said, she’d been home for nearly three minutes. What was up?

He glanced toward the staircase. A curly red ponytail was all that he saw. She was sitting on the last few steps, staring straight ahead at the front door. Turning off the element on the stove and ignoring his grumbling stomach, he headed down the stairs.

“Forget how to walk?”

She didn’t say anything.

“You’re not that far along yet that you need me to carry you, are you?”

Not even a shoulder shrug.

She wasn’t a big person, but he certainly was, and trying to push past her small frame on the steps without stepping on her or putting his elbow into the drywall proved to be a challenge. But he made it and then crouched down in front of her in the small entryway.

He wasn’t used to dealing with the rickety wooden roller coaster that was female emotions. Toss in the pregnancy hormones, and he was so far out of his comfort zone, they could have been on different continents. That roller coaster was in the dark, missing a wheel or two and in an abandoned theme park. But he was trying to show her he was in this baby rearing thing. Pregnancy and all. One hundred percent. Shoving down his instinct to say “women” and shake his head, he took a deep breath and tried to meet her eyes. “What’s up?”

Slowly, she let her gaze leave the front door and fixed those brilliant blue eyes on him. “I told the staff sergeant about the baby. I’m officially on light duty.”

Thank fuck.

One less thing for him to worry about. He was starting to think he was getting an ulcer from the stress of her being out in the field every day.

“Good.”

She didn’t seem nearly as happy as he was. Understandable. She was a tough cookie, and had the roles been reversed, he wouldn’t have been happy about having to give up a job he loved. But she needed to start thinking about more than just herself.

Reaching out, he tucked a wild, wavy strand of her hair behind her ear. “What’s wrong?”

She swallowed, and her eyes darted down for just half a second to her wrist before flying back up to his face. But his own gaze wasn’t nearly as quick. Where the fuck did that bruise come from?

He reached for her arm, but she tugged it away. He reached again, and this time, she let him take it. “Where’d this come from?”

Her jaw clenched.

“Krista … ”

Letting out a deep, rattled breath, she started, “Slade. He cornered me in the staff room this morning. Got physical. I managed to fight him off, though.”

Suddenly, there was a ringing in his ears.

Where the fuck was that coming from? Did she hear it, too? Heat flooded his face and chest, and red seemed to cloud his vision. A stroke?

No.

Fury.

He wanted to go find this Slade motherfucker and kill him. Or at the very least break every bone in his body so he couldn’t lay a hand on any woman, on his woman again. She’d mentioned Slade in passing a few times. Called him a “tool” and a “pain in the ass,” but she’d never said anything about him being a lecherous bastard, too. The fucker would pay for touching her. He’d pay dearly.

“Ow.” Krista went to pull away, snapping him out of sudden blood lust. He glanced down at his hand on her wrist, his own fingerprints now where her bruise was.

Regret hit him square in the solar plexus, and he avoided her stare as he let her go, muttering, “Sorry.”

“S’okay.” She rubbed at the spot he’d been squeezing.

He reached for her wrist again, this time gently rubbing the pad of his thumb over her bruises, hating that he’d left his own marks. Though his wouldn’t turn into bruises. Her pulse beat strong and steady beneath his fingertips. “You’re okay?”

She snorted a small laugh. “Yeah, I think I’ll live.”

He lifted his head and waited for her to meet his gaze. “I mean about Slade.”

“Oh.” Her top teeth snagged her bottom lip for a moment before she spoke again. “No and yes. I mean I handled him … after he manhandled me. But I handled him. Held my own. Then I reported him to the staff sergeant at the same time I requested light duty and divulged my pregnancy. But it was weird. The staff sergeant seemed reluctant to take my complaint about Slade any further. Considered it water under the bridge now that I am no longer going to be his partner.”

Brock pinched his brows together and glowered. “He’s still a fucking predator.”

She nodded, her blue eyes finally gaining their sparkle again. “I know. And I said that. I said if the staff sergeant wasn’t going to do anything about it, then I would take it up with HR. That seemed to rattle his cage, and he said he’d deal with it. Though I’m not convinced.”

“Neither am I,” Brock muttered.

“Once Mallory got me all set up at my new desk today, I started doing some digging.”

Oh fuck.

But instead of losing his shit, he didn’t say anything, just lifted an eyebrow and hummed, encouraging her to continue. The last thing he needed to do was scare her out of his house by blowing up or losing his cool.

She should not be doing any digging, though. That was Chase’s job.

“Figured, might as well. I have the RCMP database at my disposal. Couldn’t hurt to look into Myles a bit. See if he’s got a file in HR on sexual harassment and stuff.”

“And?”

Fuck. What had she found?

Her mouth drooped into a frown. “Not much.”

“But I think I’m going to talk to Wendy and Marlise. They both slept with Slade. I’d like to see if he was as rough and forceful with them as he was with me.”

Brock really didn’t like the idea of Krista digging around on Slade. If Slade found she was snooping in his past, shit could hit the fan for her. And it’s not like Brock could just barge into the station and throttle a cop.

Clenching his jaw, he moved his hand to her elbow and encouraged her to stand up. She did. “Let’s talk about it over dinner. The baby needs food. And I’m starving, too.”

A coy smirk tugged at the corner of her mouth. He motioned for her to begin climbing the stairs.

“Another stir-fry?” she asked, heading up the steps.

He grunted, wishing their relationship was more than just roommates who fucked and that he could reach out and pinch her ass. “Kung Pao. Baby needs vegetables.”

“Mmm.”

“Hungry?”

She reached the top of the stairs, then lifted her shirt over her head. “Not for food. It’s been a shitty day, and I’d rather forget it altogether if I can. Even just for a bit. What do you say, roomie?”

Brock’s stomach grumbled at the same time his cock jumped to life in his jeans. “You are a horny little thing, aren’t you?” He grunted, removing his black T-shirt and following her into the kitchen. Suddenly his hunger could wait. He hadn’t gotten laid on the regular like this in ages and couldn’t remember the last time the sex was this good, either.

She nibbled on her lip again. “When you look like that I am.” Her eyes drank him down, lingering long on his abs and pecs before fixating on his biceps. She seemed to love his arms, digging her nails into his muscles whenever she came. Unlike the marks on her wrist, he loved the marks Krista left on his skin. Bite marks and nail trenches, scratches up his back. She really was a little lioness, and he loved it.

He took a few steps toward her, reaching for the button on her pants. He had her naked in seconds. Now all he had to do was get her beneath him. Her chest heaved with each breath, and he allowed his eyes to drift down her body. Her hands cradled her lower abdomen, and that’s when he noticed a faint, but noticeable—because he’d put it there—bump. It was barely discernible, and to anyone else they would have just chalked it up to maybe a second cinnamon bun at lunch or something. But they both knew better. He allowed his big hand to cover hers, and for just a moment, they stood there quietly in the kitchen, her completely naked and him nearly the same, bonding over the little miracle in her belly.

She smiled up at him, linking her fingers with his. “It’s official. I’m starting to show.”

He grinned back, his heart rate picking up at the intimacy of her actions. It was one thing to be balls deep inside her, but the gentleness of her touch, of their linked fingers was freaking him out. He swallowed down the nerves and made sure his smile was extra big. “It’s beautiful. You’re beautiful.”

Her eyes were glassy and full of emotions as she gazed up at him. “Who are you, Brock Hart? I can’t figure you out. Bossy and demanding one minute and then sweet and saying all the right things the next.” Her smile was small. “Some days I feel like I’m living with two different men.”

He swallowed and tried to remain in control. Since she moved in, he’d felt like he was two different men, and it was freaking him the fuck out. He dropped his hand from her belly, unlinking their fingers in the process. His smile faded as well. He needed to get back to the task at hand. And that task was fucking. Fucking he could do.

She seemed to be waiting for him to answer. She cocked her head sexily to the side and nibbled on that goddamn bottom lip again. But he had no answer for her. He didn’t recognize himself either. So instead he did what he could, what he wanted to do, what they both needed him to do. He took her. Hard.

Their bodies mashed together as he grabbed her ponytail and pulled her toward him, devouring her mouth and forcing her lips apart. Lips roamed, teeth nipped and hands frantically peeled away the last shreds of clothing that remained on his body. She leaped up onto his hips without warning and locked her ankles around his back. His hands had a firm grip on her luscious ass, and with driving force, he bulldozed them over to the nearest wall, plastered her up against it and slammed home.

He pumped up into her with rhythmic vigor, his arms flexing with the weight of her petite frame. He dug his fingers into the plump flesh of her ass, relishing the way the globes contracted as she met him thrust for thrust as best she could.

She snagged his bottom lip between her teeth and chuckled when he gasped from the sudden snap of pain. It felt like she’d drawn blood, but he didn’t care. He loved his little lion and how ferocious she could be. Her nails raked down his back, clawing at him, grappling and pulling him harder and deeper into her. He growled as he nipped her shoulder, allowing his mouth to slowly travel farther down her arm, alternating between naughty bites and sensual kisses. But then his mouth landed on the bruise. On Slade’s hand print, wrapped purple and blue around her tiny, pale wrist, and he fucking lost it.

Like a rabid beast, he let out a growl that made her eyes flash open and her whole body tremble against his. He picked up speed, hammering into her even harder, claiming her, all of her. Demolishing any trace or mark that Slade may have made on her body. She would never belong to anybody but Brock ever again. Nobody else could have her.

He was seconds away from coming. Everything felt so damn good—the way her hot little pussy squeezed him like a fist, her nails digging into his biceps, and her teeth on his neck. The woman was vicious, and he loved it. He’d never felt more alive than when inside Krista. She tightened herself even more around him, tossed her head back against the wall and let go.

“Oh … G … od!”

He lifted his head up to watch her. Her eyes fluttered shut so she could ride out the waves of euphoria in the dark. He let his mouth fall to the crook of her neck, nipped her just below the ear, inhaled her sweet scent and joined her in her bliss.

He poured himself inside her, finding his release and letting his walls, the walls he’d so carefully built around himself, crumble down for just a second.

Their chests heaved against each other as they fought to calm their heart rates and breathing. She clung to his body like a limpet as he peppered light kisses along her collarbone and neck then gradually down her arm. His tongue swirled erotically around Slade’s bruise before softly kissing it.

She ran her hands up his back and into his hair, pulling on his ears until he lifted his head to face her.

“You need to be careful,” he said, his voice gravelly. “Don’t go digging around Slade anymore. If he finds out, things could get ugly. Just put your head down and do your work.”

The contented just-been-fucked-thoroughly look slid from her face. “Like a good little pregnant copper, you mean?”

He ground his molars and went on the hunt for his boxers. “Yes. You don’t need to go poking your nose where it doesn’t belong.”

She found her shirt and pulled it over her head, not bothering with her bra. He loved it when she went braless. Hell, the woman would look unbelievable in a burlap sac.

“It is my job. And as long as I get all my own tasks done, if I do this on my free time, it shouldn’t matter. I don’t want him hurting another rookie, another woman if I can help it.”

“Neither do I. Doesn’t mean you need to be the one to stop him.” He tugged his jeans on and watched as she slipped her underwear over her slim legs and up beneath her T-shirt. It didn’t hit him until then that she was wearing one of his T-shirts. When had she swiped that?

She grabbed her own jeans off the floor but didn’t pull them on. She usually changed into pajama pants or stretchy yoga pants when she got home. “If I can, I will.” Then she stalked out of the kitchen in a huff, her wild, curly red ponytail the last thing he saw flying around the corner.