Twenty minutes later, the pups had all been fed. I merely picked at a piece of pizza. My stomach was in knots. How could I consider eating at a time like this? So, I nibbled on a slice while watching the clock. Obviously, Tanner had decided to sulk in the woods, which meant I needed a new plan for picking up the rest of our pack. I studied Shelby. She seemed lost in thought. Lenoir was pacing in front of the French doors, staring out into the darkness.

“He’s not coming back right now.” I sighed. “Give him some time.”

“I doubt he’ll come back at all, thanks to you,” Lenoir snapped. Her hands were balled up at her sides, and I could feel the anger radiating from her.

“What would you rather I do? Should I have let some poser run the pack? Should I have let him win to save face, all the while knowing he couldn’t handle it? Please, tell me, oh wise one.” I tossed my crust in the garbage and wiped my hands on a napkin. Then I walked over to her and placed my palms on her shoulders. “It may not seem like it now, but I did the right thing. This is what’s right for the pack. Daddy has been grooming me for this role over the last ten years.” I stared into her eyes, but she was clearly unmoved.

“Whatever, Savvy. You always know best, right?” She glared at me. “I’m going to go find him, bring him back.”

I shook my head. “You can’t. You have to stay with the pups. Since he decided to take his sweet time nursing his pride, I need to take Shelby with me to get the rest of the pack.” Lennie stiffened and I pulled back.

“Fine.” She crossed her arms over her chest and whipped around so quickly, her ponytail slapped me in the face, which seemed about right.

“We’ll be back as quick as we can,” I murmured. “Make sure the little ones go to bed soon. Even though it’s a weekend, we don’t need them overtired and cranky.”

She grunted in response.

Shelby rolled her eyes and stood. “So, I guess I’m driving the minivan again?”

“Yeah, I think that would be best. Let’s go. It’s getting dark.” I picked up my keys from the counter and strode to the front door. I could hear footsteps matching mine and knew at least one of my sisters had fallen in line. As I reached the car, I glanced up at the second story windows and found Lennie’s disapproving eyes staring back at me. With a sigh, I hopped in my vehicle and drove back to the homestead.

Half an hour later, I pulled up the driveway. The fireman stood pacing around the smoldering pile of rubble which had once been the homestead. As I neared him, I could sense his agitation. By the time I reached his side, I understood why. A howl broke the silence. I knew it came from a member of my pack. “Thank you for sticking around.” I nodded at him.

He responded in kind. This wasn’t a situation where we would ever exchange pleasantries. We were dealing with death and destruction. Still, I could tell he wanted to speak with me. “You’re Savannah Silver?” His brow furrowed as he studied me.

“Yes.” I crossed my arms over my chest. For a moment, I could see him sniffing the air. I knew what he was doing. He’d be disappointed. In the past ten years, I’d never once forgotten to use the spray. There’d be no trace of wolf in me at all. My brows arched.

“I knew of your family.” The fireman studied my face while I stared back at him. “I thought we had…something in common.” He shrugged. Another howl rang out and echoed through the mountains. “And yet…” He squinted into the woods.

“Thank you for your help.” My pack was insistent. They wanted to leave the woods and this guy was making it impossible. “I need to collect some things and then get back to the little ones.” I bit my lower lip. It had taken everything in me to not refer to them as pups in front of him.

“Hi.” Shelby had exited the minivan and joined me. Never one to miss an adventure, she grinned up at him.

“Hello.” He tilted his head to the side as he glanced at her, and then he closed his eyes and turned his attention back to me. “I had a matter I wanted to discuss with you, but obviously, this isn’t the time.”

I frowned. “Yeah. I can’t even think right now.” I glanced at Shelby. “Let’s go.” Then I jerked my head toward the house. I watched as she waved shyly at him, then traipsed after me. I rolled my eyes. When had my little sisters become so guy crazy? Would this ever happen to me? I wrapped my arms around my body as I wandered around the corner of the house, to the very spot my parents were found. I was holding out. I wanted what the kind of relationship they had. Now that I was Alpha, I might never find it. Where would I find an Alpha male who could match me in every way, shape, and form?

“He was hot,” Shelby whispered. “Of course, I’m a sucker for men in uniform.” She giggled.

“Not now, Shel.” My whole body groaned. “We have a pack to find, a murder to solve, and a homestead to rebuild. How can you even think about guys at a time like this?” I threw my hands up in frustration.

Her shoulders drooped. “I don’t know. I just saw him and then there was this tingle in my tummy. I had to speak to him.” Her brows knit together while she considered her words. “I couldn’t even stop myself. Weird, huh?”

“Right. Truly bizarre.” I rolled my eyes. I scanned the area. Finally, the fireman had left and only our pack remained. I whistled as loudly as I could, and then I waited.

Soon, wolves skulked out of the woods from all around the homestead. They had been keeping watch. We’d have much to discuss on the ride back to Phoenix House. I watched as they disappeared into the neighboring homes. Minutes later, they all returned, dressed and morose.

One of the elders walked straight up to me. “Savvy, I’m so sorry. We were too late.” Gigi choked back a sob. “Can you ever forgive us?”

I swallowed hard and then nodded. “Of course. The Alpha should always be quick to listen, slow to speak, forever fair and just.” Then I licked my lips and waited for my words to sink in.

Her eyes widened and then Gigi lowered her head and stared at the ground. “Thank you, Alpha.”

I studied the group of adults. Most of them followed her lead, bowing and showing me the proper deference, but there would always be one or two who would balk. Case in point, Tanner.

Frank stepped forward, his thick arms crossed over his barrel chest. He swallowed hard and then sighed. “Savvy, I thought you knew.”

Patiently, I waited, knowing what he would say, already anticipating every argument. I was ready, as ready as I’d been earlier, maybe even more so. Here, where I felt even more tied to our land, our home, I’d fight to defend what was mine and protect what was ours.

When I greeted his remark with silence, he continued. “Alpha isn’t an inherited position.”

Glen stepped up beside him and tugged awkwardly at his collar. “That’s right, Savvy. This is a position which must be earned.”

“I already did.” Then I moved into fighting stance. “I beat Tanner as a wolf. Did someone want to challenge me in human form? What will prove to you I’m more than capable of acting as your Alpha?” I eyed each person in the group.

Dallas stepped forward. He’d been my father’s Beta, second in command. His face gave nothing away. “Aye.” He grunted at me.

I smirked. “Speak your piece and then let’s get on with it.”

“As the Beta, I should be next in line. There.” He huffed.

Clearly it pained him to confront me. “Oh, but it’s not an inherited position. It doesn’t get passed on to the next in the pack or the eldest child. If you’re serious, pick your form.” I knew what he would do. Dallas had always been predictable. There was no way he’d be seen as a man beating on a woman. Better we were both wolves and the playing field was level.

In an instant, he shifted and lunged at me. Apparently, there’d be no circling, no sizing each other up. He wanted this to go down quick and dirty.

I leapt the other direction, rising as a young woman but landing as a wolf. Instantly, I snarled. Guess you won’t be playing nice.

His laugh echoed in my head. This isn’t the time for games, Savvy. The pack is at stake.

Exactly. So, no hard feelings, right? My lips curled back.

His head twisted to the side. About what?

Remaining the Beta, or even being demoted. The pack already has an Alpha. And you have much to answer for, since my father was killed on your watch. I lowered my head, but my eyes never left his face.

A growl rumbled in his throat. Packs have never had a female Alpha. The Phoenix Pack won’t start now.

It already has. I snickered.

Dallas charged toward me. Inwardly, I sighed. This was like my fight with Tanner all over again. He hoped to intimidate me with his size, but my father had taught me long ago that bigger didn’t mean better, men weren’t superior to women, and those who thought more than they fought would always rule the day.

My father’s words rang true. He’d have been so proud. He’d always warned me about Dallas. I remembered a conversation we’d had a few years ago.

“He thinks because he’s big and tough, he should be the Alpha.” He lifted my chin. “We know better. Right over might.”

“What makes you think I’m right?” My brow furrowed.

“You have the heart of a warrior.” He chuckled.

I smirked. “Like you.”

He nodded. “Yes, and the sharpest mind of anyone I’ve known. You get this from your mother.”

My cheeks warmed. I found few similarities to my mother. She was beautiful, graceful, and loved counseling father behind the scenes. They were the perfect team, the perfect couple, the perfect leaders for our pack.

“You may not be what the pack wants, but when the time comes, you’ll be exactly what they need.” He hugged me close.

I swallowed hard as I tried to accept I’d never be wrapped in his love ever again. Dallas took advantage of the split second I’d been distracted. He lunged, aiming for my shoulder, but I whipped my head around catching him off guard. Then I knocked him to the ground and went straight for his throat.

His eyes widened in shock. Savvy…

What? My teeth dug into his fur, and for the second time that evening, I found myself tasting the blood of one of my pack mates. I didn’t enjoy it but understood the necessity.

You wouldn’t. He closed his eyes and tried to scratch at me with his hind legs.

His sharp nails dug into my skin. This was of little importance. I’d heal. If I gave in, the pack could be lost. My jaw closed further, tightening on his windpipe. He gasped for breath and froze. Say it.

I can’t. Dallas struggled for breath.

Would you rather die than see me as Alpha? Believe me, it can be arranged. I growled as I stepped on his chest. I could feel warm sticky blood running down my legs from his scratches. Did you know my father taught me how to rip out another wolf’s throat?

No. He struggled against me, thrashing at me with every bit of reserve he had left.

Instead of worrying or feeling frantic, I simply focused on gradually applying more pressure until he whimpered. I could finally sense his fear. Last chance. Last warning.

You’re the Alpha. His eyes closed and he positively winced. You’re the Alpha.

Those words seemed to hurt Dallas more than the fight. I released him and watched as he scampered away from me. He lay on the ground, head on his legs, completely humbled. Slowly, the rest of the pack lowered their heads. In an instant, I was officially the Alpha. I couldn’t be happy about it. How could I when I’d had to lose so much to win the title?