I’m a strong, confident woman, with real talent and a future in Hollywood, that’s what he wants. That’s what he needs. Time to suck it up and show him what he’s missing out on.

Beth Ravens closed her eyes, picked up the shot glass, and took a deep breath. The bar at Wilde’s was crowded and she had to focus to hear herself think. But this was her ritual: keep her back to the room, take the shot, then turn around and lights, camera, action, she was Beth Ravens, Bartender of Your Dreams! Trouble was there were no cameras, and the biker-audience in this bar had given up on dreams a long time ago.

The room quieted a moment and the lone click of a pool cue making its mark echoed around the bar, swiftly followed by a roar and the deep-bellied laughter of about fifty bikers as a small guy with barely any facial hair beat an older guy in black leather with a beard to his nipples.

“You going to drink that or just breathe with it? Your shift starts in two minutes, girl.”

Beth made a face at her boss, Briony. The owner of Wilde’s could talk the tan off a leather jacket, but her heart was gold all the way through, and for Beth, meeting Briony had been the one and only good thing about having to take a job in a bar while she waited for the hundred and one auditions she’d crammed into the past few months to start paying off. “Give me half a minute.”

“I’ll give you a whole one if you can down that without making a face,” Briony said with a grin.

“Okay, okay.” Beth took a deep breath and knocked her shot back then instantly shuddered as the liquor coated her throat and burned its golden way down to her stomach. Tequila was not her drink, but they didn’t serve wine or gin and tonic around here, and both bourbon and whiskey made her want to barf just from smelling them. She’d tried asking for vodka and orange. Once. But when the entire bar watched her drink it like she was drinking snot, she didn’t make that mistake again. Other than beer, there wasn’t much else on offer at Wilde’s on a Tuesday evening and this first, fortifying drink was how she got through the nights here. She put the glass down, then moved it slightly to the left to make it equidistant between her hands. Better.

“Is now a bad time, girls? Only my throat is about to close up. It’s dryer than a witch’s tit out there. Pour us a shot of Jack, will you?” The rumbling baritone of Grim McKinley slid over Beth like a warm coat on a cold day and Beth straightened her shoulders, looking down to make sure her girls were in order before she put them on show.

Okay. Briony wasn’t the only good thing about Wilde’s. Like tequila, Grim’s voice did things to Beth’s insides that were hot and wet and quite frankly weren’t good for you, but if you let it in, man, it felt good. And tonight, Beth had decided she was going to tell Grim the reasons they should be together. Trouble was, she wasn’t sure if he’d agree or laugh her all the way home.

Despite her best attempts at flirting, and his decidedly Hollywood reputation as a player, Grim didn’t seem to see past her black Wilde’s apron or the glasses of beer she’d passed him every Tuesday night for the past two months. She was a waitress, period, in his eyes. But tonight was going to change that. Briony had let her ditch the apron and Beth was ready to put on a show. That was what she came to LA from Australia to do, after all. She had a lot to prove, and she wanted the whole deal: fame, fortune, and fantasy prince. Reading all those fairy tales when she was a kid had to pay off somehow, right?

Grim worked in Hollywood. The real Hollywood, and he was the only part of Wilde’s that fit in with her plans: Hollywood action movie roles, check. Ability to hold a conversation that didn’t start and end with “carburetors, spark plugs, and torque,” check. Jaw chiseled enough to cut rock at fifty meters, check. Hair thick enough to hold its shape in one of the hurricanes she’d seen in Texas, check. Eyes to drown in when she was living at his place and they practiced their lines together over romantic breakfast coffee, check, check, check. He was her Prince Charming, only he didn’t know it. Yet.

If she could hitch her future to Grim’s star-shaped rocket ship, they’d be the next Hollywood double-barrel acronym, no question. Grimeth? Begrim? She’d take whatever it was if she got to be with him because he was seriously the WHOLE package. And if they got together she’d do better at auditions, she just knew it—who wouldn’t have more confidence with the perfect man on their arm?

Smoothing down her dress, Beth felt the sleek slide of satin underneath. She never wore slinky lingerie, favoring practical stiff cotton bras that held her girls in check. But if she was going to keep Grim’s attention for the long haul, then she needed all the help she could get. “And I’m counting on you girls to put on your best performance,” she muttered to her double Ds. She grabbed the Jack Daniel’s bottle and a glass and turned, her full-beam smile already plastered on her face. “This should soothe your poor, dry throat,” she almost purred as she poured the drink and then slid the shot glass along the bar toward Grim, letting herself bend at the waist just enough that any hot-blooded man would have noticed the way her breasts were only delicately tethered by lace and satin under her crisp white shirt.

“Cheers. Keep the change.” He tossed a note on the bar and walked over to the pool game, which had drawn most of the bar into its David and Goliath competition vortex.

Shit. Beth looked down and yep, her girls were playing along. Grim either hadn’t seen them, or he just plain wasn’t interested.

“Don’t worry, babe. He’ll be back in ten minutes. It’s just that no one has ever beaten Rocco’s brother at pool before. Like, ever. The boys have been taking bets. Just ’cause he’s not a biker doesn’t mean Grim doesn’t have money on that game.” Briony nodded over toward the tables. “It’s not you, honest. I’d do you if I wasn’t, you know, straight and married.” Briony wiggled the giant rock on her finger she’d had less than a year. Briony was a master at getting men do what she wanted, Beth reminded herself. Heck, she’d managed to get the guy who wanted to tear down her bar to not only rebuild it, but to marry her too. If Briony thought Beth still had a shot with Grim, then she was golden. As long as she didn’t overthink it.

She looked over at the pool tables. Grim’s crisp white T-shirt and clean jeans were as out of place at Wilde’s as an Armani suit, but the leather-heads let him get away with it because he played a biker on the big screen. Hanging at Wilde’s was work. Research, she’d heard him tell some of the men over a beer and Briony confirmed it.

He was so much perfect wrapped up in man that Beth had fluffed her lines every time she’d tried to approach him. Grim McKinley made her knees forget their bones and her heart ratchet up to top speed. If she didn’t do something about her crush, and soon, she might well have health problems as well as money ones.

She watched him some more as he slapped another guy on the shoulder and grinned his cute, lopsided grin. You got this, girl.

Right. She set her jaw. WWMWD? Since she’d surrendered to the reality that getting work as an actress in LA was not going to be a cakewalk, or even a walk without cake, What Would Mae West Do had become Beth’s mantra. If growing a thicker skin, and maybe a pair of rock-hard balls, was what it took to make it, then that’s what she was going to do. Just like her old-school big-screen heroine. Beth had gotten through plenty worse to get here.

Growing up in small-town Australia should have been idyllic. But it should have been polio-free too. Beth had just been unlucky, that’s what the doctors said, her vaccination had failed and she’d somehow gotten polio as a baby. It left her with misshapen legs and had taken multiple operations over the years, a bunch of titanium hardware, and a ton of physical therapy to get her walking on her own. But here she was now. Walking with barely a limp, living in LA and about to land her dream man, swiftly followed by a dream role in Hollywood. One that would give her a platform to talk about how polio affected lives in places that didn’t have the resources Australia did, and that left kids stuck with the physical repercussions of the disease forever.

Okay, she might not be there yet, but she would be, and it would be so much easier with her Prince Charming on her arm. She just needed to stick to her plan and tick her goals off her list. Order and focus, that’s what would win this race. And she had plenty of that.

Beth moved a stack of beer coasters in front of her into a perfect line, then swiped around them with a wet cloth folded neatly into eighths for maximum absorbency while she decided which option from her carefully selected range of conversation openers would be best to lure Grim in.

“Drink this. It’ll put hairs on your chest. Either that or it’ll give you balls, I can’t remember. But it’ll certainly stop you overthinking things like I can totally see you doing. He’s just a guy. A stupid one if he hasn’t noticed you yet, sure, but still just a guy.”

But he wasn’t just a guy. Beth gulped. He was the perfect guy. Maybe she needed to break with her plan and have another drink.

Briony pushed another shot of tequila at Beth and dislodged her beer coaster arrangement. Beth had to take a strong inhalation at the disarray in front of her. They’re coasters. Not your life. Beth readjusted them before picking up the glass and staring at the liquor. Go with it. You can do this. She thought of her mom’s reminder when she’d been waiting to board her plane to LA a year ago. “Not everything is going to go to plan over there and that’s okay. Sometimes you’ll have to run with things and see where they take you. It will be okay.” Gasping as the liquor went down again, Beth stuck out her tongue as the inside of her mouth was instantly coated with a battery acid sensation. “Remind me why I drink this stuff? What’s wrong with a nice chilled glass of white wine, instead of”—she shuddered—“dirt water?”

Briony laughed. “Come on, you’re not going to bring up the worm thing again.”

When she’d started at Wilde’s and begun her drink-of-the-day ritual, Beth had had to try very hard not gag on the idea that there was a worm at the bottom of each and every bottle of tequila. But she was persistent. Everyone had always told her that. And she was not about to quit now: not tequila, not Grim, not LA. She was going to get Grim on her arm, and get noticed, get work, and get turning her dreams into reality. That was what she did: she made stuff happen.

At least the tequila was doing what it was supposed to. Beth’s insides were warm. Decidedly warm. The extra shot wasn’t calculated into her get - Grim - and - keep - him plan, but heck, this plan was so far outside her comfort zone it might as well have been made on a different planet.

These past three months though, she’d felt like everything and everyone came from a different planet. Hollywood was the dream of at least five of her high school classmates back in Melbourne, Australia, but she was the only one who had put a stick in the sand and jumped the hell over it to get here. And what was more, this was the first thing she’d done without her parents. They were 100 percent behind her, as long as she was happy, but the trouble was, trailing along to hundreds of auditions and waitressing at Wilde’s wasn’t exactly how she’d thought things would turn out. When she’d been lying in her hospital bed, dreaming about this time in her future, there had not been visions of hanging out with the biggest collection of dirty bike leather this side of the Hollywood Hills. What’s more, being at Wilde’s was not getting her the work she wanted. And not getting work definitely didn’t fit with her dwindling bank account. She had a month’s savings left. Working and living in the bunkhouse for free at Wilde’s meant she’d been able to subsist without touching it, but if anything shifted, she’d be in trouble. She kicked the bar by accident and rubbed at her knee where it had connected with something hard. Hard pretty much summed it up; she was stuck between a rock and a solid lump of bike chrome.

And then, bam, there he was. “That little shit just lost me twenty bucks. Can you believe it? Everyone said Roy was unbeatable. I’ll have a beer, thanks, love,” Grim said without even looking up.

Her whole body perked up. Inhaling the scent of Grim McKinley, Beth let it roam around her body. The clean shower scent he brought with him was streets ahead of the warm dirt smell of the tequila she’d just knocked back, but perhaps it was also because he came with a tang of trees, old leather, and . . . man. Just the smell of Grim McKinley put a pack of brightly feathered galahs from back home in Australia in her stomach, screaming their cocky little heads off.

“Here you go, Grim.”

He looked up. Finally. And before his gaze got to her face, it got stuck, snagged, in the valley between her girls.

“I’m sure a big star on the rise like you won’t miss the twenty bucks though.”

His gaze finally detached itself from her cleavage and made its way up to her eyes. “Oh, no. Kid earned it fair and square. I should know better than to bet on something that everyone says is a sure thing. Just call me a sucker.”

“I’d rather call you a sure thing.” You did not just say that! But she had, and she saw it hit Grim right in the ego. A slow, wide smile stretched across his face.

“Well, don’t you say the nicest things. What was your name again?”

“Beth. Beth Ravens.”

He took her hand in his and it was warm and strong and—

“Oy, McKinley. Get over here. Kid’s got a story for you.”

Grim smiled at her again. “I’ll be back.”

She pulled on an auburn curl, resisting the urge to cram it into her mouth as she’d done as a child. He’d smiled at her. She looked down at the hand that had been in his only moments ago. He’d taken her hand. She put her hand to her cheek. Still warm.

“Oh my goodness, girl, you got it bad.” Briony laughed at her flushed face. “Sorry to drag you away from your infatuation, but I need you to go swap a beer keg downstairs.”

Beth looked over at Grim again. He was coming back. He’d said so. But when she’d swapped the beer lines over in the basement and swung back into the bar, Grim was nowhere to be seen.

Shit. Beth closed her eyes in a slow blink. The walls of Wilde’s bent a moment, the long wooden bar threatening to come to life and wrap its wooden limbs around her heart and squeeze the hope out of it. But then she opened them again. No, this didn’t change anything; she was going to seduce Grim McKinley, tonight, and she was going to make it in this town. She was tired and lonely and starting to doubt whether she had it. If she didn’t catch a break soon, she was afraid she’d slip into being a hospitality worker rather than a Hollywood hopeful. Grim was the first step in her go-get-it plan and she was screwing it up.

“Sorry, babe. He said something about needing to get some sleep before a big shoot.”

The disappointment turned to cement in Beth’s stomach.

“He might not be asleep yet though. Go find him. He booked a room, which is a first for him.”

* * *

Facing the hotel room door, Beth had to take three deep breaths before she put her hand on the doorknob. What if he’s got someone in there with him? What if they want you to join them?! Well, that would be that then. Throwing herself at one man she could cope with, in her mind at least; jumping in the middle of a biker-babe sandwich, not so much.

Putting an ear to the door, she prayed no one would walk down the long corridor and make her feel like even more of a sad sack. Private rejection, dealable. Public Peeping Tomism, less of an easy thing to walk away from when she worked here.

All was quiet on the other side of the wooden door. Beth shrugged her shoulders back, thrust her girls out front and center, turned the cool, metal door handle, and walked into the room, her line on her lips. The words froze there when she found the room in darkness, and the soft hush of a sleeping form in the bed.

Now what, genius? Shutting the door and hearing it click behind her, Beth went on instinct. Sure, she’d planned on seducing Grim with carefully constructed words. But maybe this was better, maybe her body could help her out even more. Really? The tequila in her system gave her a high five and a thumbs-up, but the part of her mind that had needed her best friend to arrange her prom date for her shrunk from the thought of slipping into bed with a sleeping stranger. But he’s not a stranger. He’s your future. Yes. She stood straighter.

Channeling her best Mae West sass, Beth stepped out of her shoes and made her way to the bed. Yep, solitary male in there. No extra biker-babe action to deal with. Taking a deep breath, she slid her dress off, folded it and lay it carefully on the floor, then pulled back the covers, gently, and edged her way into the bed. For a moment all she could do was lay still and hold her breath, sure that she’d wake him and he’d kick her out. But his breathing didn’t change. If anything it deepened and Beth allowed the exhale to leak out slowly. Successfully nestled beside Grim, she bit her lip, trying to decide what to do next.

WWMWD? Right. Summoning her best seductress spirit, she slid a hand over his chest. His skin was hot, and firm, like she’d known it would be, but the reality was even hotter. He was—literally—hot. The heat pouring off Grim’s skin spread up her fingers and palms and through her arms to her shoulders and suddenly she discovered she could do this. Beth Ravens could do whatever it took and she was, she was . . . ! The confidence zipping around her veins with the tequila, Beth circled his bare chest with her fingertips and relished the smoothness under her fingers. There was coiled strength there, the muscles twitching in his sleep, and her mind started spiraling down a fantasy path where those muscles flexed and he wrapped his arms around her, sweeping her away into their fabulous future.

“Well, this is a nice way to be woken up.” The dark rumble of Grim’s voice was deeper, a just-woken-up growl, but it nonetheless stole its way under Beth’s skin and stroked every part of her body. She froze. Her muscles, her veins, her very skin, tightened as if she were out on the desert plains ready to run Grim down and devour him, rather than . . . oh wait, that was the plan. Wasn’t it?

Taking a deep breath, she forced herself to unclench her muscles. Then, not letting her mind overthink the lust-fiesta her body was running with, Beth ran her hand down from Grim’s chest to his bicep and then put her teeth to his shoulder, nipping it quickly. “Why don’t you just go with it and see what happens?” she murmured. “I think you’ll find that we’re going to be the perfect match.”

A hand found her stomach and pulled her into an embrace with his hot, hard body. “I can do that,” he said.

He pulled her on top of him, holding her firmly around the waist with broad hands and forcing her legs open with his thigh. Beth gasped, not quite ready for the reality of what was happening. The dirty dark corner of her mind she usually ignored didn’t care though and got out its pom-poms to cheer her on. She pushed up on him, her hands on his chest as she sat astride his hard, ready cock. The only thing separating them was her silk underwear.

“Don’t like it on top?” he growled.

Beth shook her head, then, looking down at the form she could only just make out, replied, “I like it well enough, I just didn’t realize you and I were going to fit so well so fast.” If she’d thought of that line alone in her bedroom she would have fist-pumped the air for her WWMWD triumph, but perched atop Grim, all she could do was grin into the darkness.

“I think you’re right, little bird. I think we’re going to be the perfect match.” And with that, he snaked both hands up her sides, pausing to let his thumbs trail the underside of her silk-clad girls like he owned them already.

“Well . . .” But Beth didn’t have the words to combat the shiver his warm hands had on her girls. Her nipples stood to attention immediately, hard pebbles under the silk and every circle his thumbs gave them only made them more determined to get closer to him.

“I was almost asleep. Do you know that? I thought I was for a minute. Thought that I must be dreaming, because a delicious woman had crawled into my bed. Do you want to know what happened next in my dream?”

Oh, god. Was this really going to happen? Beth bit her lip, hard, to stop herself from blurting out anything awkward or stupid. Did she want to know what happened next? Oh holy love scene, romantic movie lust fest, did she ever! “Uh-huh,” she managed.

“I peeled off this slinky stuff you’ve practically poured over yourself, and I took my time tasting every last morsel of you.”

“Really?” The word was out in breathless wonder before she could stop it but if he noticed the little-girl tone in her voice it didn’t bother him.

“Oh, yes. And then I put my head between your legs and took a long, lingering lick. You were already wet and you begged me to put you out of your misery. Does that sound like something you’d do?”

“I don’t know, maybe.”

“Only maybe? Well, maybe we should find out.” He took her hands and moved them off his chest, pulled them toward his head ’til every part of her was pressed flat against him. Her body might have been screaming with lust, but Beth had to fight her mind hard to not push away and slow everything the hell down. This was what she needed to do, right? This was the plan.

And then his lips touched hers, and bam, the rest of the world disappeared into a foggy mess of oblivion. Soft, heavenly soft, his lips nudged at hers and she found herself kissing Grim McKinley. Her stomach clenched as one hand roamed over her body, the other winding in her hair, pulling her head back just enough to be fierce rather than forceful. As his mouth demanded more and more of hers, Beth found herself wanting to know the full extent of what all the powerful muscle underneath her could do. What would it be like if the thick thigh muscles she felt under her own legs pressed her down as he buried himself inside her? Her stomach stopped clenching and went into full-steel lust mode. Just standing around him had always made her feel delicate and feminine, a tough order when her girls were the first thing to enter any room and her butt took a good couple of seconds to catch up after her. But under Grim’s hands, Beth felt just the right size.

“God, you have glorious curves,” he said, as if reading her thoughts. “I want to hold onto them all night and make you ride me so hard you won’t be able to walk in the morning.” He thrust his groin up to meet hers and Beth found herself rocking against him in a steady rhythm. Every drop of blood seemed to have found its way between her thighs and all she wanted was for him to make good on his threat. “Yes, please,” she managed in little more than a whimper.

“You don’t have to ask me twice.” He released her hair and pushed her back up so she straddled him before he spread his hands over the small of her back and waist. Pulling her over his hard length, he chuckled. “You, little bird, are all kinds of magnificent and I haven’t even gotten to see the half of you. Remind me to thank Grim for his birthday present.”

Through the fog of lust, his words registered in the important bit of her brain that scanned for bullshit. “Remind me to thank Grim.” His hands were still pulling at her waist and she was still riding him, her body wishing her underwear would just melt out of the way already, but her mind was running down an underground tunnel looking for the light switch. Finally, it found one. “I’m sorry. Did you say it was your birthday?”

“Indeed I did. And I think it’s about time we unwrapped my present, don’t you?” His hands started to pull down her panties but she put her hands on his.

“And you need to thank Grim for . . . me?”

“Unless someone else gift-wrapped you for me. Although those morons downstairs are more likely to try to get you into their beds than shuffle you upstairs to mine. I didn’t believe it when Grim booked me a room, but to add you like a cherry on top, maybe we’re getting along better than I thought.”

“I did not shuffle upstairs.”

That got him. He paused, his hard body a flat plane under hers and Beth struggled to get off him. “Hey, I’m sorry. I’m sure you didn’t shuffle. I’m sure you shimmied, or slunk, or, hell, I don’t know, where are you going? What’s there to be offended by in that?”

If only he knew. But Beth wasn’t about to go into the deep dark recesses of her limping, shuffling past with a stranger who was . . . ohmygod . . . was he a stranger? “You’re not Grim? Grim McKinley?”

His body tightened before he said, “’Fraid not, little bird.”

Beth almost fell out of the bed in her haste to get out of it but when she was finally standing on the floor instead of rubbing herself all over a stranger like a filth magnet, she bit her lip to stop the sob spilling out. Oh, god. Looking around in the dim light she couldn’t see her clothes and couldn’t decide whether crawling about in front of him trying to find them or leaving without them was worse.

“You don’t have to fly out of here, little bird.” His voice was full of mirth, like he was playing with her.

Screw that. She stood up tall, no matter that he couldn’t see her, and said in her best Mae West tone, “I am not a little bird.” In the gloom, she saw her dress and scooped it up before sliding into her shoes.

“So, I stand corrected. Either way. What’s the hurry? It’s not like Grim has a steady girl.” Suddenly the mirth dropped from his voice, and his tone dropped. “Or does he? Oh, shit.”

“No, no. We’re not . . . I’m not . . .” That did it, she almost ran for the door, sliding her dress on as she went, but when she got her hand on the handle it didn’t budge. She tried it again. Nothing.

“Change your mind?” The growl came from the bed.

“No.” She rattled the doorknob. “I just can’t . . .” She yanked hard on the doorknob and then tried turning it again. Nothing.

“Shit.” She kicked the door and heard the crack before she registered what it was. “Oh, nooooo.”