Chapter 16
Crispin had believed there wasn’t a greater pain than what he’d suffered after finding Elizabeth gone all those years earlier.
Just as he’d been wrong about so much, he found himself proved wrong once more.
With a hollow numbness, he took in the frenetic movements with which she collected those heinous garments and stormed across the room, stuffing her belongings into the trunk made by her father.
I am losing her all over again.
Only this time, it would rip his heart apart in ways it hadn’t before.
Because this time, when she left, the thread that held them together would be severed by their families… and as his mother had said, Crispin would be free.
Nay, Elizabeth would be free.
A cinch tightened about his lungs, squeezing off air flow, straining the muscles until they ached.
“Your uncle is contesting our marriage,” he said, not recognizing the strained quality of his own hoarse voice.
“I heard as much,” she muttered and resumed her packing.
How in blazes was she so collected? How could she be so bloody casual when his existence had been yanked out from under him?
Crispin took several steps and then stopped. And then took another, and another, until he stood at the edge of her trunk. He stared down at the contents she’d already piled inside.
“I told my mother I love you.” As he should have told both of his parents when he and Elizabeth had eloped. She’d deserved a husband who’d been unafraid for her. Who’d battled the world and hadn’t sought to mollify those unwilling to accept their union. “I told her that I’ve always loved you.”
Elizabeth hovered at the armoire. “Did you?”
God, how he despised the hesitant surprise in those two short syllables. He nodded once. “I explained that you’ve always had my heart and that I admire you above all others. That your spirit and strength and intelligence mark you greater than any other woman she’d have me wed—regardless of station.”
The long column of Elizabeth’s throat moved up and down.
Encouraged, he took a step closer. “I made a mistake in rejecting my feelings for you before, Elizabeth,” he said softly, the avowal echoing around the room. “It is a mistake I’ll always carry, but I own every feeling I carry for you now.” He crossed to her and took her hands in his, and the gray dress she’d been holding fluttered into a forgotten, whispery-soft pile at their feet. “And I don’t care about familial alliances or the scandal that will follow when your uncle disputes our marriage.” His throat worked painfully. “I want you, Elizabeth.” He slashed a hand at the trunk. “And I’ll be damned if I let you run this time”—his chest rose and fell—“unless that is what you wish.” Because even as it would shatter him to let her go, he loved her that much, where her happiness and her future meant more than his own.
Elizabeth opened her mouth. But no words came out. And then…
“Is that what you believe?” She raised a tremulous palm to his cheek. “That I’m leaving?”
He blinked slowly. “Generally, that is what packing suggests,” he said dumbly, glancing pointedly at her trunk.
Her lips turned up in a watery smile. “Oh, Crispin. Yes, that is precisely what it means. I am packing. But I did not intend to go alone.”
His mind stalled. “I don’t understand.”
“I trusted that… given the state we find our marriage, an elopement was in order.”
“An elopement.” She hadn’t been leaving. Or rather, she had been… but she’d intended to go, this time, with him.
“That is, I assumed you would wish to accompany me to Gretna Green.” Her smile fell. “Unless you’d rather not…”
She still did not know. It was surely a mark of his own failing that she did not know, all these years later, just how much she meant to him. That his life was fuller for her in it. And empty with her gone.
“I lied to you.” At that quiet confession, Elizabeth stiffened. “The day I found you at Mrs. Belden’s, I was angry. I’d been angry for so long.” Anger had been safer than the agony that had come with her abandonment. “I asked you for a day.” He chuckled. “But a day was never going to be enough. I knew that the moment I set foot inside that harpy’s school and saw you scrambling about for your spectacles.”
Elizabeth pressed her fingertips to her lips.
Crispin dropped to a knee. “Marry me,” he whispered. “Again. Marry me, this time, forever.”
Elizabeth’s body remained stock-still, and then with a half laugh, half sob, she launched herself into his arms, toppling him backward. “Forever,” she promised.
And with their laughter melding as one, Crispin wrapped her in his arms and claimed her mouth in a kiss that promised just that—forever.
The End
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