Andrew
TWO WEEKS UNTIL THE WEDDING
How did I end up here? Topping off my glass of brandy, I stare out the window of my study, watching the snow flurries fall to the gardens below. How did it come to this? When I asked Victoria to marry me, I never guessed that I would be the one pushing for a large, elaborate event. Aren’t women supposed to love weddings? Isn’t the bride supposed to be the one boring her husband-to-be with questions about color palettes, flower arrangements, and all of that nonsense, instead of the other way around?
With a sigh, I take a long swig of my drink. Behind me, I hear the door to the study open. I turn, expecting Victoria, but instead I see my brother, Leopold.
He’s looking well, considering how little sleep he’s gotten these past couple of weeks. I never would have guessed how attentive he’d be to his newborn son, but he’s taken to the job quite well—joyfully, even. Still, it’s with exhausted eyes that he smiles at me.
“Got another glass?” he asks, gesturing to the brandy.
“Of course,” I say, reaching for another. “How’s Elle doing?”
“She’s getting some well-deserved sleep,” he says. “They really need to put warning labels on babies. They suck the energy right out of you.”
I chuckle, but I can’t help but feel a pang of regret deep inside me. Victoria can’t have children, and though I love her and want to be with her anyway, part of me is sad knowing that she and I will never experience what my brother and Elle have.
Still, I don’t want to linger on what I don’t have. Instead, I prefer to focus on what I do—a woman I love more than life itself. In two weeks’ time, we’ll be pledged to each other forever.
“What about you?” Leopold asks, taking his glass and standing beside me at the window. “How are you doing? Are Mother and Victoria driving you crazy with wedding details?”
“Not exactly.” I rub my thumb against the side of the glass. “Mother’s doing what she normally does, making sure everything is in order, but Victoria…” I shake my head. “I know she wants to get married. But she doesn’t seem particularly excited about the wedding. And I know exactly why—she’s not the kind of woman who craves the spotlight, and a huge royal wedding isn’t exactly her style.” My thumb pauses. “But it’s what the people expect. What the people need—especially after all this business with Rosvalia and the Amhurst Valley. Montovia needs to celebrate, and the people need to get to know their future queen. Besides, I don’t want to think about what sort of rumors would circulate if we suddenly downsized the entire affair.”
“Is that what she wants?” Leopold asks. “To downsize?”
“She hasn’t said so, but I know Victoria. She’s not the sort of woman who spent her entire childhood dreaming about her fairy tale wedding day. And she’s not used to being the center of attention. It’s a lot of pressure, and though she won’t admit it out loud to me, I can see it’s taking its toll on her.”
“Understandably,” my brother says. “But give her some credit—she knew what she was signing up for when she agreed to marry into this family.”
“I know. And that’s why she hasn’t even uttered a word of complaint. I know she’ll do as expected, but…damn it, it’s our wedding day. I want her to be happy. I want it to be the happiest day of her life, not something she has to endure against her will.” I pick up my glass and drain the rest of my drink.
Leopold continues to sip at his. “I feel for you—I know this has been a huge adjustment for Elle, too. I have to admit, though, I’m a little jealous.”
“Jealous?”
“You get to marry the love of your life in two weeks,” he says. “Elle and I have been engaged for longer than you and Victoria have, but we still haven’t even started planning the wedding. Obviously, circumstances were slightly different in our case—and I perfectly understand why she didn’t want to get married until after the baby came. But sometimes it feels like the day will never come. Especially now—I think it will be a long, long time before either of us has the energy to even think about a wedding. All that planning…” He shrugs. “Too bad we can’t just get married at yours.”
“What?”
“I’m only joking—don’t look so horrified. But think of the headlines we’d get.” He laughs. “Truly, Brother—I’m not serious. I’m just looking for a way to have a wedding without doing any of the work.”
In spite of myself, I find his idea rather intriguing. “It would take some of the pressure off of Victoria… At least, she wouldn’t be the only object of attention that day, especially if your son is also in attendance…”
Leopold looks over at me in surprised. “You’re seriously considering it?”
Good God, I actually am. I’m a blasted fool. “It would certainly kill two birds with one stone.”
“More than two. Montovia would get its grand celebration, Elle and I would get our wedding, Victoria would get some of the attention taken off her, Father would stop breathing down all of our necks about living in sin…” He grins. “I’m a genius, aren’t I?”
“Only by accident.” I rub my chin. “I’ll have to run it by Victoria, of course. Her happiness is my priority.”
“Oh, I understand completely. I’ll have to discuss it with Elle, too. But assuming both of them are open to the idea…”
“Then I think we’ve found the perfect solution to our respective dilemmas. One I never would have dreamed up on my own.”
“That’s why you need me, Brother,” Leopold says with a laugh. “Now if you’ll excuse me, now that I’ve had a much-needed drink, I think I’ll go have a much-needed nap.”
After he’s gone, I stay by the window, staring out at the thin layer of snow on the ground outside. One way or another, this wedding is shaping up to be completely unforgettable.