I thought about pulling back from him, but then he started undressing me with ease and it was as if someone else took over my body. I pulled off his shirt and tossed it to the side, then started to undo his jeans. With each thrust of his tongue, I had leverage and was able to get his clothes off of him. I kicked off my shoes, right before my own jeans fell to the floor and then I was left with only my bra and panties on.

I grabbed onto his boxers and yanked them down, then he removed them. I then scooted myself backward and pulled him with me, until I was lying down on the bar counter and he got on top of me. He hovered above me and looked over my body, making me overly sensitized to the way my body was craving him. He then looked at me and lowered himself down to kiss me. I felt his cock alongside my leg and I arched my back. I was anxious for him, even desperate for him. While we kissed, he wrapped his hands behind me and undid the clasp of my bra, then I wiggled out of it.

My pussy was wet. Never before had it begged for my attention as it did in that moment. I grabbed onto my panties and pulled them down, then kicked out of them, so my juices would be free to flow. His lips left mine and he started kissing my neck and that was when the daunting realization hit me.

This was new territory for me. I never had sex before and didn’t even know what I was doing. Yet, I was in many ways just longing for the connection. I had to be honest with him and myself. I arched my back, moaning as his lips touched and massaged my neck, then dipped down to my shoulder.

“I’ve never done this before,” I whispered.

He softly nibbled on my shoulder, before pulling back and looking me in the eyes.

“You mean...” His words trailed off and I nodded.

“I’ll be gentle,” he calmly replied.

I nodded eagerly, because there was no way I wanted him to stop.

He brought his lips back down to mine and tenderly kissed me as the moistness of my crotch remained. I moaned against his mouth, as I wrapped my arms around his neck and then my leg around his waist.

He kissed me deeply and with more passion than before, perhaps because he now knew how much this meant if I was willing to give up my virginity for him. He pushed his tongue deep into my mouth, while he ran his hands all over my body. He deepened the kiss, kissing me hard and hungrily.

When he pulled his lips from mine, I felt vacated, breathlessly gasping for my last air, but he then trailed kisses down my body, which only ignited the internal flames inside of me. He reached my feminine pouch and breathed softly against my wet curls. I shivered, then stared up at the ceiling, anticipating his entrance. He reached out and touched the skin of my pussy, causing me buck my hips up and meet his fingers.

I tried to remember about all those erotica books I read and mimic the way the women would react, but my brain was mush. I spread my legs wider and just waited. He touched my clit with his fingers and I sighed. “Oh God yes,” I moaned.

His fingertip touched my clit and he slowly and methodically rubbed my hard nub. I groaned, feeling my lower lip quivering. He slightly pinched my clit between two fingers, nearly sending me off of the counter. His lips dipped down and he started kissing the curvature of my breasts, while he dipped a finger further into my pussy, slowly moving around my opening.

“Damn you’re tight,” he moaned. As if it was news to anyone.

I focused on the way his fingers moved around my insides, until another finger joined it. My groans grew louder, as he started sucking on my breasts, working his mouth on my breasts, the way his fingers worked in my vaginal opening. I whimpered when he plunged his two fingers deeper into me, bringing my hands up and digging my nails into his skin.

A third finger joined in and my opening started to get wider. I could feel my stomach tightening and the walls of my pussy clamped down on his fingers, holding him inside, while I pumped harder and harder against his thrusts.

“Oh God…oh God…ugh…oh God…” I moaned, thrashing my hips harder and harder against him, so that he was forced to clench my waist to keep me in place. His tongue relentlessly licked my nipples, flicking them between his teeth, before he moved down and kissed my stomach, which intensified the orgasm that was moments from washing over me.

My raspy breathing sent me grinding and moaning as I let out a scream and then my juices gushed out of me. He slipped his fingers out of my opening and quickly replaced them with his tongue. As I let moan after moan out, he sucked my pussy dry, enthusiastically scraping his tongue around my inner walls, graciously removing the cum that was dripping out of me. I crashed down on the counter and got my mouth hanging open, gasping for air as he slithered out of my opening, then ran his hands up my body, ever-so-lightly caressing my skin.

His lips landed on mine and I could feel that his erection had grown in size. I would give it time, but I was eager to have it inside of me, fucking my virginity away and giving my body all the attention I needed.

His cock was poised at my entrance and as his tongue plunged between my lips for a deep kiss, he slowly pulled back and looked deep into my eyes.

“You are so beautiful,” he lovingly said.

I sighed, relishing in his romantic words. I wrapped my legs around him, pulling him partially inside of me. His eyes lit up as he moved down and softly nibbled on my chin and then my lips. He pulled back out of me, making it not an easy task to keep him in there.

“Trevor…” I gasped. “I need you inside of me,” I begged. “Please!”

I saw the cute little smirk on his lips as his cock slowly moved back in, this time diving in deeper than before. His tongue thrashed back against mine as he pulled back again. I cringed, grabbing onto him and silently begging him to stop torturing me like that.

“Dammit,” I whimpered. “Just fuck me already,” I moaned between his tongue moving in and out of my mouth.

For the first time I didn’t anticipate things being so easy for me to voice my opinion, but Trevor seemed to make it effortless. “Say it again, Baby,” he growled as he flicked his tongue harder against mine.

“Ugh!” I gasped, releasing another groan. I arched my back, parting from his lips. I felt his dick at my opening and I wanted to have him inside me with so much emotional fire that I couldn’t take it. My pussy was throbbing. His cock was expanding and if he didn’t enter me now, then he would surely explode. I clenched my teeth, feeling exhausted as my body was trembling beneath him.

“Fuck me! Please!” I cried, letting all my anxiety take over.

He smiled back at me and then with enough force that should have knocked me out, he plowed into me. I grabbed onto him, yelping as he repeatedly dove further and further into me. His hands were lovingly embracing me, while he was torturing me with the way his manhood moved in and out of me. I felt a sharp, piercing pain, but it also felt amazing and I didn’t want him to stop.

“Harder!” I cried. “Please, harder!”

I bucked my hips up against his and we crashed together, abusing each other’s hips.

“Yes!” I screamed, clinging to him with everything I had. I could feel him shaking on top of me, as his cock expanded inside of me and his thrusts became weaker.

He laid on me, kissing my chest and then my collarbone, while he slowly and effortlessly continued to move on top of me, until his rod wouldn’t hold back and with one swift swoop, he came inside me, releasing a grunt. We rocked our bodies together, keeping the momentum going as we came down from the emotional roller coaster we were on and then we were wrapped in one another’s arms.

He went back to kissing me, until his erection had subsided and he pulled out. I smiled as we positioned our bodies, so that we were able to snuggle together and just take a nap for a little while. With his arms around me, holding me like I was everything, I felt my heart opening up to him.

“I love you so much,” I whispered, closing my eyes and falling asleep.

 

***

 

I opened my eyes and was staring up at the tall ceilings. At first, I didn’t recognize them and wanted to try to remember where I was, but then it quickly came back to me. Trevor’s arms were still wrapped around me and I glanced down at him and sure enough, he was still sound asleep.

The night was amazing and it ended on even a higher note as I recalled every intimate detail of my first time with the one I loved. I closed my eyes tightly and thought about how I even said that I loved him and yet…there was no response in return.

I sat up carefully, and looked down at his naked form. Glancing around the club, I saw the darkness still outside. I needed to get out of there, because I was embarrassed that I allowed myself to get caught up in the fairytale, when I still didn’t know if I was anything more than a piece of ass.

I crawled off of the bar counter and quickly got dressed. After checking my phone, I found that it was just after five o’clock. I slipped my phone into my purse and hurriedly walked away, only glancing at him once to make sure he was still sound asleep. After I was sure that he was, I snuck out to the back room and made my getaway, wanting to make sure my dignity was still intact. It was probably a mistake and the last thing I needed was for him to wake up and prove to me it was. That would be too humiliating for words.