Chapter Two
“Why am I weeping?” Keely dismounted, pausing to take in the view of the valley below. She hadn’t crossed a MacKay border since her wedding night, abandoning the husband she never wanted, the new laird, John Mackay.
She didn’t blame her past on anyone but herself. But after five years of hiding behind the walls of Dunrobin Castle, relying on the charity of the Sutherlands, she’d finally decided to face her past. To seek forgiveness, first from her husband’s family, and then her own.
Whether they’d welcome her remained a mystery, for she’d sought sanctuary with the enemy. Which raised the next concern. What name should she use? Keely MacKay, or her father’s name, Oliphant? Surely she had no legal claim on the MacKays, for she’d never consummated her ill-fated marriage. Not in the flesh, anyway. However, she had taken vows in the kirk, before her own family, Clan MacKay, and God.
In order to move on with her life, to free herself from the burden of endless guilt, she must attain absolution. Twould be the only way she could show her face in public again.
“Come, Meara.” She patted her mare’s head affectionately, taking the reins and leading her down the hillside.
The well-worn sheep path would eventually take her to the west village, where the shepherds lived with their families. She missed the bleating of the ewes and lambs, having always been welcomed there.
In the Sutherland keep, she was expected to conduct herself as a lady at all times. There’d been no barefoot walks in the pastures or nighttime swims in the loch. Only sewing and weaving, the occasional ride, and perhaps a bit of music if the laird was in the mood for entertainment. Sutherland women were coddled and kept from the outside world. Unfortunately for Keely, she’d already tasted the sweetness of freedom for too long, so her time there had felt more like a prison sentence.
It had taken many nights of hard riding to evade the Sutherland guards. Keely planned her escape carefully over time, hiding food and clothing in the stables whenever she went riding.
Now, excited to see her friends again, she rode the last couple of miles to the village. What greeted her shocked and saddened her. All that remained of the pleasant cottages were smoldering wood frames and ash.
She slid off her mare and rushed to the closest burned out hut, calling for the women she knew. “Elizabeth? Suzanne? Tara?”
No one answered.
She searched cottage after cottage, hoping to find someone. But everything had been destroyed.
There were no bodies. No signs of violence. Perhaps a cooking fire had been left unattended? Or one of the children accidently set the fire? Regardless of the cause, her heart ached for her friends. A strange feeling settled over her then. For some reason, she could feel the pain and suffering that had happened, and she dropped to her knees and prayed fervently. “Dear God … have mercy on these poor people. On the MacKays. Let whoever did this face holy justice.”
“Justice?” a man’s voice sounded from behind her. “Ye seek justice in the wrong place, lass. Ye’ll find only death and sorrow.”
Startled, Keely rose to her feet and found a guard on horseback. “Where are the people?”
He stared at her for a long moment before he spoke again. “Are ye a kinswoman? Did yer ma and da live here?”
She shook her head. “I am a friend. Gone for longer than I ever should’ve been.”
“Tis a bad time to visit, lass. Go home. Violence awaits anyone who comes here.”
“Who did this?” she asked.
“Ye ask too many questions. Tell me yer name, lass.” He dismounted.
“Keely…” What name should she use? Though she didn’t recognize the warrior, he wore the MacKay tartan.
“Yer da’s name?”
“I’m Keely … MacKay.”
“The lass who left our laird on his wedding night?”
“Aye,” she admitted. “The very woman.”
He frowned, studying her. “Ye’ve heard the news, then?”
“What news?”
“Ye better come with me, lass. It isna safe here.”
She hesitated, not wanting to go anywhere with anyone she didn’t know and trust. “Who torched the village? Where are the tenants? The animals?”
The guard ignored her questions and retrieved her mare. “Climb up. The answers ye seek will come from the MacKay himself.”
“I am more than capable of finding my own way.”
“I willna leave a helpless woman here. Especially a MacKay. I have orders and intend to carry them out.” He gestured for Keely to mount.
Living with the Earl of Sutherland had taught her many things. The most important lesson was: once ye cede control, the chance of ever recovering yer independence may never come. On the other hand, she wanted to see her estranged husband. What difference did it make if she arrived with an armed escort or by herself? She sized up the guard, knowing she’d lose the wrestling match if she tried to escape.
“I will accompany ye.” She climbed atop her mare. “What is yer name?”
“Andrew,” he said, guiding her horse to a spot next to his. “Ye willna protest if I keep yer sweet mare close, will ye?”
A kind way of saying she had no choice. Keely was now in the custody of the MacKays.
Many people watched with curiosity as they entered the inner courtyard of the keep. Before Keely had fled this place, she’d lived amongst the MacKays for over a year. Twas no surprise she recognized several of the women and their now quite grown up children. To say she didn’t feel embarrassed and hurt when several turned their backs on her would be dishonest.
She’d expected a cold reception, had even prepared for it, or so she thought.
When the word “traitor” filled the air around her, coming from a single voice first, then growing into a chant, she lifted her hood to cover her face. If they only knew the truth of it, they’d thank her for leaving.
Once a squire took their horses, Andrew escorted her to the great hall. For the time of day, an unusually large number of people were gathered inside. The laird’s high table was occupied by what Keely assumed were his captains. The lower benches were also filled with men and some women.
“What is happening?” she whispered to Andrew.
He shushed her. “Listen and learn.”
“We canna wait any longer to launch a counter attack,” a bearded man at the high table said, pounding his fist on the table for emphasis. “Didn’t the good Lord demand an eye for an eye? Well, I propose two Sutherlands for every MacKay that died.”
“Bloody cowards,” someone yelled from the lower ranks.
“Murdering women and children…” a woman added. “My sons are gone. I canna find my husband.”
Sutherlands? What little news from the outside world had reached her ears while in residence at Dunrobin, surely, she would have known if her host was at war with the MacKays. Servants had loose tongues.
“My daughters have been kidnapped.” An older woman stood up. “Both of marriageable age, both lovelier than any lasses a Sutherland devil could buy.”
The crowd responded loudly, and Keely couldn’t keep track of the many conversations going on around her.
“Where is the laird?” she questioned Andrew again. “Shouldn’t he be here?”
The answer came when Andrew pulled her aside to make room for the retinue of tartan-clad men to pass by. At first glance, Keely thought John was at the front of the line. But once the light-haired man took the laird’s chair at the high table, she realized her mistake.
Though Alexander Joseph MacKay favored his elder brother in many ways, his strong jaw and sharp eyes were unmistakable, even at a distance. She sucked in a shaky breath, her body quaking with fear—even the generous sized hall didn’t seem a big enough space for her to share with Alex. The gray stone walls were beginning to close in all around her. She struggled to stay focused.
“What is it?” Andrew gripped her arm. “Ye’re as white as an egg.”
“Am I seeing a ghost?” she asked. “Or is that…”
“Settle down,” Alex’s deep voice penetrated the room. “Speculation willna bring back our kinsmen.” He motioned for everyone to sit. Once the room quieted, he continued. “We’ve captured a half dozen Sutherland warriors. There is no mistaking their clan. But proving a direct link to the earl would be impossible.”
“And how did ye reach such a conclusion?” someone asked.
“Logic,” Alex offered.
“Logic? Ye’ve spent too much time with the philosophers in Rome,” the man shot back, obviously unconvinced.
Keely heard the men around her snicker.
“True,” Alex agreed. “But I’ve also learned to study my enemy’s motives before rushing to judgment. What would the Earl of Sutherland gain from this attack?”
“Satisfaction,” the man at the lower table offered.
“A plausible answer,” Alex said. “But wouldn’t he risk too much by acting so carelessly without cause?”
“The Battle of Druim na coub is reason enough. The bastards have waited to avenge their clansmen.”
Alex stood and walked around the high table, then stepped off the dais. He approached the man he was speaking to. “Do ye no think I wish the reason were so obvious? Twould be a gift from God to have a justifiable grievance to march outside, climb on my war horse, and ride to Dunrobin at the head of our army—and take back the honor the Sutherlands have stolen from us. Answers to hard questions are rarely found in the open.”
“I can name three…”
“I’m listening,” Alex said.
“Neil MacKay, Morgan MacKay, and Angus Murray.”
Keely knew MacKay clan history well, for her father, Laird Oliphant, had pledged dozens of his own warriors to help defend the former MacKay chieftain from the attack perpetuated by his own cousins thirty-two years ago.
“The Earl of Sutherland dinna ride at the head of his army,” Alex pointed out. “He simply took advantage of a situation—pledging some silver and warriors to help stir the shite pot. What better way to defeat an enemy? The eastern princes say the enemy of my enemy is my friend, so long as it serves their purpose. The earl wanted the MacKays to destroy themselves.”
The room grew eerily quiet.
Keely tried to contain her emotions. But the longer she gazed upon the man she once deeply loved, and the more she heard about the burned village, the more she couldn’t stay silent. For she’d lived with the Sutherlands. And if she could aid Alex in any way, to help make up for the pain she caused him by marrying his brother John, she’d do it, no matter the cost.
“Alexander!” She stepped away from Andrew, hoping she’d called his name loud enough for him to hear.
Stormy green eyes met hers. The effect of her presence on Alex became immediately obvious. He squared his shoulders and puffed out his muscular chest.
“Alexander MacKay,” she said again, pushing her way to the front of the hall, Andrew at her heels.
His features were stone cold. His lips curled in anger. “Hugh. Bruce. It seems the enemy has penetrated our defenses. Take this woman to a holding cell.”
Keely’s mouth dropped open in utter shock as her escort, Andrew, latched onto her right arm from behind.
“I begged ye to be still, lass,” he whispered. “Tis a bad time to remind the laird’s brother of the past. Now I canna help ye.”
She turned halfway, able to see Andrew’s face. “And why would ye help me?”
He shrugged. “A lass in need deserves whatever help I can give.”
Unsure of his motive, she frowned at him before she whipped around to look at Alex again. He’d only grown more handsome and ruthless, hardened by the life he’d chosen. Or the life she’d forced him into—if she was being completely honest. No Scotsman voluntarily left the Highlands. He must have cause. And she’d given Alex MacKay an endless number of reasons to seek refuge on the other side of the world.
Two red-headed warriors appeared in front of her, the smell of ale and male sweat permeating off their bulky bodies.
“The lass is to come with us,” one said to Andrew.
“And where are ye taking her?” Andrew asked, still holding on to her.
“Into the bowels of the keep where she belongs—where all traitors to Clan MacKay end up, before we put them in the ground.”
Keely covered her mouth. Surely this was an attempt to frighten her, nothing more.
“Tis no way to talk to a lady,” Andrew spat at the towering giants.
“Ye’d oppose a direct order?”
Keely patted Andrew’s tense shoulder. He was a man of honor. “Doona risk yer position for me, Captain. I will go with these men.”
Hugh and Bruce positioned themselves on either side of Keely, making her feel even smaller and more insignificant than she had before.
As they walked past Alex, he whispered just loud enough for Keely to hear, “Welcome home, Keely.”