I take a deep breath and force myself to relax, even though it’s hard because I want to clench my thighs around Leo and push him inside me, finally feel him fill me up like I’ve longed for.

But I’m not dumb. I know he’s huge down there, totally massive, and no matter how many times his fingers and tongue have been inside me, his cock is something else entirely.

“This might hurt a little,” he says, and I swallow, letting my eyes drift closed.

Then the thick head of his cock slides between my lips, up to my entrance, and for the very first time, my husband enters me, and I gasp.

It’s a sensation totally unlike anything else, and it’s all I can think about, all I can feel. There’s a quick twinge of pain, but it’s over in a second, Leo stretching me wide.

He stops, leaning over me, just the head of his cock inside me but I’m panting for breath, bound wrists over my head.

“Are you all right?” he whispers. “You’re so fucking tight, Princess.”

I can’t even form words, so I just nod. He kisses my cheek gently, the gesture surprisingly sweet, and then sinks in further.

I moan. It doesn’t hurt any more — it only hurt a little, for a second — but it’s completely new feeling, my pussy being filled and stretched like this, and God I think I like it.

Leo goes slowly, entering me millimeter by millimeter, watching my face, stroking my body. I can tell he wants more, wants to sheath himself balls-deep inside me, but right now he’s being gentle and patient.

Nothing like the beast I once feared.

Finally, he’s all the way inside me, his hips flush against mine, and the feeling of being filled like this, of no longer being a virgin, is wonderful and intoxicating. I feel like I can’t even move, like anything I do will just make my body explode and fly into a million different pieces.

Leo’s got this look of intense, total concentration on his face, like he’s overwhelmed and trying not to come.

“You feel so good,” I whisper, my eyes closed.

“You fit me like you were made for me,” he growls, his lips close to my ear. “And you’re so fucking tight and wet it’s all I can do not to come inside you right now.”

Then Leo shifts his weight, leaning on one elbow, and he lets his hand drift down my body, from my shoulders to my nipples to the down patchy right between my legs.

After a moment, his fingers find my clit, and he starts stroking me.

Instantly, sparks shoot upward through my body. I can feel my pussy clench, and Leo growls again, but he still doesn’t move inside me, just strokes my clit faster and faster, letting his fingers do the work.

It takes seconds, because I’m already flying high, close to the edge, and all it takes is this and I’m crashing over, coming hard with Leo’s cock deep in me. He sucks in a hard breath as I come, the shockwaves of pleasure magnified a hundredfold and I cry out his name, utterly unable to think of anything else.

I’m still coming, my body trembling, when he starts moving, bit by bit, but instantly it’s like an electric current and I moan again, hands clenching above my binds, and he swallows hard.

“You like that, too,” he whispers, still obviously trying to control himself.

“I just like it when you fuck me,” I whimper, and I see a flash of the wild animal in his eyes as he pulls my legs around him, his fingers digging into my thigh as he does.

With each thrust he pulls out more and then sinks in deeper, every stroke of his thick cock still filling me completely, hitting the sensitive walls of my pussy and making me moan, gasp, and whimper. Leo’s shaking, his hands grabbing me so hard he might leave bruises, but he’s being so gentle right now I almost can’t believe it.

I knew he would never hurt me, but I hadn’t realized before how tender he could be.

Even though he’s going slow, I can feel myself building toward a climax again, and I can hear myself whisper his name, over and and over.

“Come for me again,” he says, his voice a rough whisper. “I need to feel you come one more time.”

“Leo,” I whisper.

“I love you,” he whispers back, and I shatter.

It’s incredible. It’s beyond incredible, I feel like I’m either flying or falling, my body filled with pure ecstasy as my vision goes totally white, my whole body tensing and jolting with the force of it.

I come hard, for a long time, as wave after wave rocks through me. Leo groans into my ear, his cock throbbing as he thrusts, still gentle and careful.

“I’m gonna come inside you, Princess,” he whispers, and I can’t even react before his cock jolts and he explodes, filling me with burst after burst.

When he finishes, he rests his forehead on mine, then kisses me gently as he takes his belt off my wrists and rubs them.

“Did you like that?” he asks, tracing my jaw with his fingers, still inside me.

“Yes,” I say.

“I didn’t hurt you, did I?”

I can’t help but smile.

“Not at all.”

He kisses me again, this kiss a little fiercer, a little rougher.

“Good,” he says. “You know I’d never hurt you, don’t you?”

I bite his lip gently, and he chuckles.

“Only if I ask for it,” I tease.

“I wanted your first time to be gentle,” he says, his voice getting lower, developing a growl. “But that doesn’t mean I won’t bend you over and fuck you hard like the filthy princess you are.”

I swallow hard, heat stirring in me again.

“Promise?” I ask, and we kiss again.

We don’t sleep that night.