I doze off until six in the morning and that’s it. I need to get up. I need to do something and since that something can’t involve Devin Marks right now, I decide that something needs to be catching Ju-Ju. The sooner I start calling people who once knew Ju-Ju or perhaps still do, the better. I quickly shower, and throw on a pair of dark blue jeans, and a red T-shirt with a glittery butterfly on it. I decide red stands out too much, and trade it for a black BeBe logo T-shirt. I do need to shop. I only have a few things that fit. I pull on lace-up flat boots and a waist-length black Burberry quilted jacket. I like the extra pockets and it’s getting cooler outside now.
I quickly apply light make-up and with my hair flat ironed, those blonde roots are showing more than ever. My mascara is too dark to cover it, which means I need to get color today. I have so much to do that I need to get this day moving. I grab my purse and tote, the revolver in the purse and the case and gun in the tote. I head down the stairs to find Jacob at the island, a steamy cup of coffee by his side and a computer in front of him.
“You’re awake,” he says, surprised.
“Yes. Why are you awake?”
“Ju-Ju on the brain,” he says. “I’m going through the old bar footage for the third time, trying to find anything that might convict him.”
“Any luck?”
“No. No luck at all.”
“I’m all for going into the office and digging into investigating him, if you are.”
He stands up. “You had me at ‘why are you awake?’ Let’s go.”
Just that easily, we head out and waste no time making our way to the Walker offices which are still dark. A few minutes later, we’re in the conference room, both of us with coffee cups beside us and we begin looking for a strategy. “Do you have the lists Asher made of the connections to Ju-Ju?”
“I do,” he says. He reaches for a MacBook sitting in front of an empty seat. “That’s the computer from your apartment. Kara texted me. She left it here in case you wanted it.”
A few minutes later, I have the computer fired up with a spreadsheet to match Jacob’s to log my calls. We split the list and start making them. Unfortunately, not with much luck. No one is answering our calls. “In hindsight,” I say. “Evening might be the better call time. People are at work now.”
My cellphone rings and I pull it from my purse to find Asher calling. “Are you there?”
“Yes. We got a hotel near the storage facility. Is Jacob with you?”
“He is,” I say. “We’re at the office.”
“Put me on speaker so he knows what’s going on.”
I look at Jacob. “Asher wants to talk to both of us.” He nods, and I hit the speaker button before setting the phone down on the table. “Okay,” I say to Asher. “You’re live with me and Jacob. No one else is here yet.”
“Hey man,” Jacob says. “What’s the word?”
“We’re in a room a few blocks from the storage facility,” Asher says again.
“Any sign of trouble?” Jacob asks.
“All is quiet here,” he replies. “Sierra.”
“Yes?”
“Just to be clear,” Asher says. “You got this locker before you were on anyone’s radar, correct?”
“Oh, yes,” I confirm. “I was in Dallas for a few weeks, but I rented the locker the day I got there.”
“I checked. They have rental lockers with a monthly fee. It’s one of those, correct?”
“Correct,” I say. “I’ve been sending a money order and verbally confirming receipt. And I used one of those google redirect numbers.”
“Smart,” Asher says. “Good.”
“Is there something wrong?” I ask.
“We’re just establishing the likelihood anyone might be watching the locker,” he says.
“Because,” I say, realization hitting me. “If someone was watching it, “then it’s already been emptied and you’d be walking into a trap.”
“That would be our assessment as well,” Asher says. “It would be easy to take the contents, lock it back up, and wait for someone to come for the contents.”
He means: wait for me, and kill me. “If it’s gone, that was everything I have on him, other than what’s in my head.”
“We’re going to watch the facility today,” Asher says, skipping any comfort that might now be justified. “We’ll hack the computers and security system, and dive into your FBI agent pal’s activities. What month and day did you leave here?”
“July 11th,” I say.
“Got it,” he says. “Anything happening there with Ju-Ju?”
“Not a damn thing,” Jacob says. “We’re making calls, but we’re not getting people on the line.”
“It’s still early,” he says. “I’ll check in later. Pick up, Sierra.”
I take the call off speaker, and set the phone against my ear again. “I’m here.”
“Do not go out alone.”
I frown. “Why are you saying that to me again?”
“Just making sure.”
“I’m not a fool. I know the risks.”
“Good. Keep knowing. I’ll call you later.”
He ends the call just as Kara and Blake walk into the conference room. “Good morning, you two,” Kara says, claiming a seat to my left. “Any luck with anything?”
“Nothing,” I say. “What about you guys? Any sign of Ju-Ju?”
“He’s still tucked in his house,” Blake answers, sitting down next to Kara. “And we see no signs of Terrance or anyone else for that matter. If you’re the target, your address is unknown.”
“Because Jacob stopped him from following us,” I say, “and blew his cover. I should just go to the bar, and fill out the paperwork that I never filled out. If Ju-Ju, or anyone shows up at my apartment after that, then we’ll know Ju-Ju and Terrance are working together.”
“And that would be a no to you going to the bar,” Blake says. “You wait until Asher gets back.”
“We need to catch Ju-Ju,” I argue. “I can go during the day in broad daylight and—”
“Howdy ho.”
That interruption comes from the sandy haired, thirty-something man that enters the room. “I have arrived.” He stops short just inside the doorway and eyes me. “Hey. I’m Smith Wesson and don’t make a gun joke. I haven’t had enough coffee this morning to pretend it doesn’t piss me off.”
My brow furrows. “Wesson?”
“Smith and Wesson,” he says, claiming a seat across from Blake. “My name and the gun. Is playing dumb your joke?”
“Ah no,” I say. “I don’t know guns or what this is about.”
He grimaces. “Right. I forgot. You’re not one of us. You’re an outsider.”
Outsider.
That word might as well be a punch in the face.
I don’t belong here.
“Shut up, Smith,” Blake snaps while Kara gives him a sharp look.
“Sierra is one of us,” she says. “She’s the entire reason we have another angle on Ju-Ju.” She looks at me. “You work for us now. You’re one of us and we need you.”
“In other words,” Blake says dryly. “Smith and Wesson is badass and Smith Wesson, the dude running his big ass mouth, is just a little bitch.”
Smith grimaces. “I worked with Rick Savage all night. He’s the little bitch. The only dude on this team I hate and you paired me with him.” He looks at me. “Sorry for being an asshole. I hope you never have to deal with Savage, but if you do, you’ll get it. Aside from that, I really do want to get this prick Ju-Ju. Where are we on that?”
I inhale and let out a breath, setting aside my uber-sensitivity. He wants to help. We have a killer to catch. “We need to do the same thing we’re doing with Ju-Ju, with the victims. We need to look for ways their past connects to his past.”
“We have a basic outline done,” Jacob answers. “And for the record, that was a little bitch comment but I’ll send you the spreadsheet so you can work off it. I’ll work on victim backstories if everyone else can make calls.”
And that’s what happens. We all dig in and we all hit roadblocks. The few people we talk to just don’t remember Ju-Ju. By noon, Kara and Blake leave for my place again, while Julie and Lauren take over making calls. “Let’s go to the shooting range,” Jacob says. “We need a break.”
He’s right, I think. We do, and I gladly agree.
A few minutes later, we’re on the street, and he stops by the bank. “I’ve been instructed to make sure you deposit your check. Tell them you lost your bank card. Do you remember your bank code and social?”
“Yes. I memorized them. Are you sure this is safe?”
“Safe is making sure you look like a real person. I’ll wait right here by the door.”
He means he’ll make sure no one has followed us thus far. I exhale, because apparently, I’m holding my breath. I start to walk, and he catches my arm. “Blake is a badass at this stuff. You’re good. Be calm. Be confident.”
I think back to every fake moment I had with Devin Marks and nod. I can do this. I walk into the bank, and the idea that cameras are watching me, filming me, has me on edge. I cross by a cluster of desks and quickly end up with a customer service rep, who is about sixty and slow. Fifteen minutes into the process that should take ten, I’ve just presented my ID when I have this sensation of being watched. I don’t zip my purse back up, my hand in fact, rests just above the revolver, but I also don’t turn around. I don’t want to appear obvious if I am being watched, but the sensation only grows stronger.
Finally, I finish up and stand, slowly turning and scanning the customers. Two young girls, a middle-aged man with curly gray hair in profile at another desk, and a fiftyish, black woman with an infectious laugh. I’m all right. There is no trouble here, but as I step outside and join Jacob, I still feel nervous. “Was there anyone suspicious that you saw?”
“No one,” he says, glancing at my hand that’s inside my purse, on the gun. “Did something happen, Sierra?”
“No. Yes. I felt what I felt in Dallas right before I got attacked.”
“What does that mean?” he presses. “What did you feel?”
“Like I’m being watched.”
He studies me for a moment, and he must believe me, which I appreciate because his hand comes down on my arm, and he says, “Let’s go back to the office.”
“No,” I say, holding my ground. “I don’t want to lead anyone to them and it feels like a good time to shoot a gun.”
He considers that a moment. “Yes. Maybe it is.” He motions me forward, and we start walking, with him carefully placing me between him and the wall, while he stays streetside.
“Should we call the office and warn them?”
“After we’re off the street,” he says. “The firing range is only two blocks down.”
Two blocks that feels like ten but finally we’re inside and Jacob calls the office. “Smith is going to shadow us.”
I nod and a few minutes later, I’m in safety goggles and I’m in charge of a loaded weapon. I thought the idea of holding a gun capable of taking a life would bother me. It doesn’t. It feels necessary.
At nine o’clock, I still haven’t heard from Asher and I’m still in the Walker offices, long after everyone but Jacob and Smith have left. “Where are you sleeping tonight?” Jacob asks.
“Kara, Julie, and Lauren, all offered me a bed,” I say, thinking of the conversations I’d had with them all in between calls. “Asher suggested Julie since she’s alone, but I forgot to bring something to wear.”
“I can stay with you again, if you want,” he says.
“That would be great. Yes. Thank you.”
“I live in this building. I’ll let everyone know, and grab an overnight bag.”
“I’ll stay with Sierra while you get your bag,” Smith offers.
Jacob nods, obviously trusting Smith, which means Asher trusts Smith, who turns out to be a nice guy with a fetish for crossword puzzles. A personal habit that he’s put to use to help build a wall of notecards that are all about Ju-Ju and the different paths of his life. I stand up and stare at it, and he does the same. “Somewhere on this wall is an answer,” I say. “There has to be.”
We’ve debated that point to death. Neither of us have words. We just stare at it until Smith seems to give up and looks over at me with another topic in mind. “Put my number in your phone,” he says. “In case you need me.”
“Yes. Thanks.” I walk to the desk and grab my phone, only to discover it’s already in my directory, which means that Asher added him at some point. “I already have it,” I say, as my cellphone rings in my hand. I glance at the caller ID and then at Smith. “It’s Asher. I’m going into the lobby to take it.” I answer the line. “Asher?”
“Yeah, sweetheart. How are you?”
“Good,” I say, heading to the door.
“Don’t leave the lobby,” Smith calls after me.
“I won’t,” I promise over my shoulder.
“I see you met Smith,” he says as I walk down the hallway.
“Yes. He’s been here helping on the Ju-Ju investigation all day.”
“He’s a good guy that I should have mentioned,” he says. “Did you find out anything about Ju-Ju?”
“Nothing and we’ve been beating this to death. Did you get into the locker?”
“We’re not going to grab it until tomorrow night. Or possibly even Wednesday morning depending on how a few things shake down. We’ll sweep in, take the files, and then head straight to the airport before we hit any trouble.”
“Wednesday? Really?”
“Maybe. We’ll see but I’ll be back Wednesday no matter what. Where are you sleeping tonight?”
“Jacob just volunteered to stay with me.” It hits me that I invited another man to stay with me. “That is okay, right?”
“Yeah. That’s okay. But are you okay?”
I hesitate, and he knows. “What happened?” he asks.
“It’s probably nothing, but I went to the bank today and I just had this weird feeling of being watched. I’m sure it was paranoia, but I really don’t want to stay here and make anyone anymore of a target than I already have.”
He’s silent a moment. “Stay close to Jacob.”
“I will. Of course, I will.”
“I have to go, sweetheart. But Sierra?”
“Yes?”
“I miss the fuck out of you, woman. And that’s another first for me.”
“I miss the fuck out of you, too.”
“Good. Keep missing me. Goodnight, Sierra.”
“Goodnight, Asher.”
We disconnect and Jacob appears in the lobby. “You ready?”
“I just need to grab my stuff and tell Smith we’re leaving.”
He gives an incline of his head, and I hurry to the conference room. “See you tomorrow, Smith,” I say, once I’m packed up.
He gives me a salute, and I head back to the lobby to join Jacob. From there, it’s not long before we’re outside, that feeling of being watched I’d felt earlier, noticeably gone. I comfort myself with the fact that if this was Dallas all over again, it wouldn’t be gone. I’d probably be dead. Still, I’m relieved when we enter the building, and even more relieved when we are inside the elevator.
“Thanks for this,” I say, glancing at Jacob, who is standing tall and ramrod straight beside me. “I’m used to being alone. It’s a little overwhelming to be with so many people.”
He cuts me a look. “Funny how alone can feel safer, isn’t it?”
“Yes,” I say, curious about how much understanding I feel like he has for that statement, but he’s not going to tell me. Because I am certain that alone, which means private, does feel safer to him.
The elevator stops and we quickly head down the hallway. We’ve just entered the apartment when Jacob’s phone rings. “Smith,” he announces, before taking the call. He listens a minute that turns into a few clipped replies, and while Jacob’s expression and tone are impenetrable, his voice monotone, by the time we are both standing at the island across from each other I know something is wrong.
He hangs up. “He talked to Ju-Ju’s high school principal.”
“And?”
“She said that she knew Ju-Ju’s father well. Ju-Ju was in the marching band. His father took all the photos for the school football games and events.”
My throat goes dry. “And now Ju-Ju is taking pictures of his victims,” I say. “Which means there’s a chance his father killed his mother or maybe he was a killer himself. Or a serial dater. Something is there.”
“Put that aside. He took your picture, Sierra.”
“I know.” I think back to the file. “I read that Ju-Ju’s mother died of a heart attack. Could it have been drug-induced? Did his father kill his mother? Is that what Ju-Ju is duplicating?”
“That will be hell to prove, and pulling that body from the dirt will alert him that we’re onto him. It needs to be saved for court.”
“Right. Good point. I need to go to bed. I’m exhausted.”
“Sierra—”
“I’m fine. If he’s targeting me, he’s not targeting someone else.”
I turn and walk up the stairs, then into the bedroom. I shut the door and I wait to feel something I don’t feel. I’m numb. I knew he took my photo. I knew he was targeting me. Okay, I’m not numb. I have a cold spot in my chest. I lean on the door and shut my eyes, flashing back to one killer I sat across from and how cold he’d been. Just like that spot in my chest. I pant out a breath and I can’t seem to make myself get undressed. I need to be dressed and ready for something, whatever it is. I walk to the bed and I don’t lay down until I have my semi-automatic on the nightstand. I set the revolver on the mattress and I don’t even think about turning off the lights.