Ace pulls the old truck up to my apartment building and I realize I’m filled with dread. Even though I’ve only been gone for a week and a half, this doesn’t feel like home anymore. The bleak windows and crumbling balconies are run down and depressing. It’s nothing like the natural wood cabin the guys live in. There’s no yard here for Gunnar to play in. No place to chop wood, or go for walks. It’s all so cramped and impersonal. It makes me homesick for a place I don’t even own.

“Isn’t this the place?” Ace questions me when I don’t budge.

“Yeah, this is it all right. Home sweet home,” I answer wryly.

“Okay, let’s get Razor inside.”

“Guys, don’t worry about me. I’m good. My leg is gonna be fine, everything is wonderful, it’s a beautiful day.” He starts talking in a singsong voice.

“Lightweight,” Ace grumbles and helps Razor get his crutches under his arms. “A little bit of morphine and you’re loopy.”

“Pffft.” Razor brushes him off.

I lead Gunnar to the door and hold it open for the guys. We all make our way to the elevator because, even though I only live on the second floor, there’s no reason to make Razor try to climb them.

As we step inside, my snooty neighbor Mrs. Finkle clutches her hand against her chest and backs up against the wall. “Well, I don’t think you can have that animal in here!”

This is what she lives for. Lecturing people on the rules of the building like she’s a partial owner or something. She’s not. Instead, she’s just a busybody with too little to do and too much time to do it in.

“Don’t worry about it.” I don’t meet her eyes. I don’t want to encourage her.

“Don’t worry about it? Well, I suppose you think the landlady won’t worry about it either? I’ll have no choice but to report this right away, Caitlin.” She sniffs.

“Mrs. Finkle, I don’t care. Report me if that’s all you’ve got left in your life. You seem to think that I don’t know you’ve got at least three cats in that apartment of yours, even thought that goes against the rules too. If you want to make a big fuss about the dog, I’m sure you’ll make sure you let the landlady know about your secret hoard of pets too. I’ve lived next to you for years and I’ve always been a good neighbor, even though you’re annoying as hell. I’m moving out of here very soon and I just hope that whoever comes in after me is half as patient as I’ve been.”

Ding!

The elevator doors slide open and I lead the pack out into the hall.

Mrs. Finkle doesn’t say a word, she purses her lips together and watches me take the guys and dog into my place.

“Good day.” I nod to her and walk inside.

It felt good to let her know I don’t give a shit about her opinions. Why have I spent so much time in my life caring about what strangers think of me? I look from Razor’s face to Ace’s, since I met them, I just feel free. I’m finally free to be myself, and the amazing thing is, they’ve already shown me that I’m enough for them. Both of them.

“Nice lady,” Ace muses sarcastically and I burst out laughing.

“Yeah, she’s a real sweetheart.” I roll my eyes. “Let me give you guys the grand tour. It’s a one bedroom, but the bed is a king, so I think we can definitely make that work.” I take a few steps and point inside the room.

“Looks cozy.” Razor leans into me.

“The bathroom is there, and as you can see, here’s the kitchen and living room. Boom. Tour over.”

“Wow, I’ll try to keep it all straight. Do you give out maps?” Ace teases me.

“Well, once we get back to your place, we’ll have more room. But for now, we’ve gotta make the best of it.”

“Wait, are all of us going back?” Razor tilts his head and I realize I still haven’t told him that I’ve made my decision.

“Yes, I’m coming back too. I’m going to live with you.” I step into him and give him a sweet, soft kiss.”

“This isn’t some kind of morphine induced hallucination, right?” He checks my face and then Ace’s.

“Nope, it’s real.” I laugh.

“If you want, I can kick you in the shin. I bet the pain will make you realize it’s real,” Ace helpfully offers.

“Nah, I’ll pass, but thanks.” Razor laughs. “Wow, I’m so happy you’re coming back with us.” He kisses me again and again in little short bursts. “But, I do have one complaint about staying here.” He looks into my eyes.

“Oh? What’s that?” I murmur.

“You still haven’t given us a proper tour of the bedroom.” His voice is raspy with desire.

“I guess you’re right.” A smile slides over my lips. “I think that’s one tour we have to do naked.” I lead each of them by the hand into my room.

“No problem.” Ace shuts the door behind him and peels his shirt off immediately.

Razor drops his crutches and sits on the edge of the bed. I help him take off his clothes, carefully avoiding bumping into his brand-new cast.

“Are you sure you’re up for this, aren’t you in pain?” I can’t help but worry. I mean, we did just get back from the hospital.

“Don’t I look like I’m up for it.” He nods down at his rigid cock and I giggle.

Damn, does he ever!

“Razor could have lost his leg forever and he’d still want to fuck, Caitlin. Be serious. Now get up on that bed.” He swings his hand down and it snaps against my fleshy ass with a thwack.

“Oww!” I protest, but I take my time stripping down and climbing into bed. I wiggle my ass at him, tempting him to give me another one.

Thwack!

That one really stings, but I love it. Still, I jump into the bed. And then I freeze.

“What’s wrong?” Razor studies my face.

“I really am worried about hurting you even more. I’m not sure how we’re gonna do this,” I admit.

“No problem, I’ve got it all worked out.” Ace takes over. “Razor, sit there and lean back against the headboard, keep your leg out of the way so we don’t bump into it,” he instructs him.

“Now you, get on your hands and knees and suck him off.” Ace grabs a fist full of my hair and guides me to Razor’s fat cock.

I suck the tip in over my lips and tease the sensitive head with my tongue. Behind me, Ace opens my legs. I feel the heat of his breath billowing out over my pussy and my ass. I’ve got my head down in Razor’s lap and my ass up against Ace’s face. He licks my pussy from behind and I groan on Razor’s dick as I take more of his shaft in over my tongue.

Razor seems blissed out, he rests his hand on my head and watches as I swallow his cock as far down as I possibly can. I gag for a second, but pull back and breathe deep, giving myself a chance to get used to his size. Ace’s tongue flickers over my clit and his nose presses between my ass cheeks. He sucks my nub into his mouth and I cry out at the overwhelming pleasure. It jolts through me like lightning.

I bob my head up and down on Razor’s cock, swirling my tongue over the shaft like a stripper twirling down a pole. He lifts his hips and buries his dick in my mouth deeper. I can feel it begin to twitch a bit.

Ace rolls his tongue over my clit as he sucks it into his mouth. It takes me to the edge, there’s nowhere left to go, I’m going to fall over. My muscles tense through my whole body as my orgasm ripples through me, making me grind and spasm back against Ace’s face.

“My turn,” he announces, flipping me around. “How about you sit back on Razor’s fat dick and suck me off.” He maneuvers me so I’m in the perfect position to take them both.

Leaning forward, I open my legs and straddle Razor, guiding him inside me as Ace stands up on the bed, swinging his dick in my face. I can feel every inch of Razor stretch me open as he fills me with his generous member. I push down against it until I can’t take a single inch more. Until he’s filled me completely.

It takes more than a second to find the right pace. Where I can slide up and down Razor’s cock and suck off Ace at the same time. With their guidance, I find that sweet spot and revel in how it feels to have two sexy men inside me at once. I love how I can feel Razor’s hands on my tits and Ace’s hands tangled in my hair as I suck and fuck them both.

I ride Razor’s dick hard and Ace digs his fingers into my hair and twists them up in his fists, fucking my face. His cock almost chokes me as he goes rough, slamming it in over my tongue while I suck him hard.

“Ahh, fuck I’m gonna cum.” Razor pulls me off his lap and I can feel his seed spurting onto my ass. In front of me, Ace thrusts his cock to my throat and his warm jizz splashes inside my mouth. There’s so much that I struggle to swallow it all and a little of his seed drips down from the corners of my mouth and dribbles down to my chin.

I have their cum dripping from my ass and off my face down onto my tits. I massage it into my skin, I’m going to get cleaned up after this anyway. Right now, I don’t want to be away from them, not even for as long as it takes to grab a towel. Right now, I sink back into their arms and can’t even really tell whose hands are whose when I get lost in their warmth, in their strength, in their love.

We lie back and enjoy the moment, and for once I’m not worried about the future or sad about the past, I’m just perfectly content in this moment with them.