Restraint. I need a fucking medal or something. I could hear her moan when she stepped into the shower. It took more willpower than I knew I possessed to not bust into the bathroom and take her. I’m out of my element here. I don’t want to treat her like a good time and then toss her—I know she’s better than that. Besides, Kacen’s warning keeps ringing in my damn ears. Fuck! He needs to get out of my head.
I’m sitting here in her hotel room with her while she’s naked. Naked! I never hesitate, but my boy is all up in my head telling me that she’s permanent. That word—permanent. That’s not a word I would associate with women; never has a woman other than my mom or my sister been in that category. Regardless, it doesn’t change the fact that I want her, ache to be inside her, and I have for months. I just need to not do it today. That way, I can be honest when I tell Kace I didn’t fuck her after the wedding. But after today, after we leave this hotel? All bets are off.
I shift in my seat and adjust my cock, which is angry as hell that we’re passing on what he thinks could have been ours today. I’m just as disappointed as he is.
“It will just take me a minute to get packed up.” Stacy’s voice pulls me from my thoughts. Thoughts of her and my cock.
I run my fingers over my eyes. I’m a mess today. I’m sure it’s because I’ve tasted her, and from her surprise at seeing me at her door this morning, she doesn’t remember any of it. Just like I knew she wouldn’t.
“I got nothing but time, sweets.”
She busies herself running around the room like a little hurricane, gathering everything and shoving it into her suitcase.
“Okay, I think that’s everything.” She lugs the suitcase off the bed and wheels it toward me.
I reach out and take the handle from her. “Sounds good. You hungry?”
“Um . . . yes.”
Her answer is cautious, as if she’s trying to figure out why I would ask. “Good, I’m starving. That damn doughnut didn’t even touch my appetite.” I don’t wait for her to respond, instead wheeling her suitcase to the door, which I hold open for her. She hesitates before releasing a heavy sigh and walking out the door.
As we stand and wait for the elevator, thoughts of last night flash through my mind. “So, you don’t really have to check out, just turn in your key. Kacen and Logan took care of it.” I try to control the conversation to keep my mind off the fact that I just had the woman I’ve been lusting after in a hotel room and left voluntarily without even trying to get with her.
An amused chuckle falls from my lips.
“What’s so funny?”
“I had you alone, naked, and here we are leaving said location.” Honesty is always the best policy in my eyes. That’s something no one will have to worry about from me.
“I’m just as surprised as you are.”
Wait, what? “Meaning?” I ask. Is she saying what I think she is?
“Just that you’ve been a relentless flirt for months now. I’m surprised that when it’s just the two of us, you clam up.” She smirks.
“Clam up? Woman, I’m trying to be respectful.” Does she seriously think that I “clammed up”?
“I’m just saying. It doesn’t make sense to me. I guess you’re all talk and no action.”
What. The. Fuck?
Reaching over, I hit the Stop button on the elevator.
“What the hell are you doing?” she shrieks.
I abandon her suitcase and stalk toward her. She tries to back up, but she’s already leaning against the wall, palms flat. I place mine on either side of her head, caging her in. “Trust me, sweets. I still want you. I want to slide into that tight little body and get lost in you. I’m being respectful. Kacen made me promise not to make a move last night, because you were wasted. I promised my best friend that you would be safe from me. Not to mention I want you to remember the moment that it happens. Remember every detail of when I slide inside you. As soon as this day is over, all bets are off. He knows I want you. You know I want you.” I lean in a little closer and push my hard length against her belly. “Does this feel ‘clammed up’ to you, Stacy?”
Her breath hitches as her chest rapidly rises and falls. I watch as her tongue slips out and runs across her lips. She’s not unaffected by me like she wants me to think.
“Yeah, you and me? We’re going to happen. It’s not a matter of ‘if,’ sweets. It’s ‘when.’”
“Cocky,” she breathes.
“Assured,” I fire back.
If she only knew the thoughts that I’ve had about her, about us. Clammed up. Pfft.
“They’re going to wonder what happened.” She looks over at the control panel.
Slowly, I pull away from her, reaching over and hitting the button that will resume our descent to the first floor. I step as far away as I can get, but I never take my eyes off her. She’s trying to get herself under control; I see it with every deep breath that she takes.
A gold fucking Olympic medal for the restraint it’s taking to not have my way with her. Kacen is just going to have to deal.