Jordan strode back into the office and used his badge to enter the security office. Walls of television screens showed cameras from all angles. Every elevator. Every hallway. Every entrance and exit.

Stan glanced up from his desk, unsurprised since he’d been able to watch Jordan’s approach the entire way. The light from the computer monitor made RoboTech’s security chief’s skin appear pale and ghostly. “Hey, boss. What’s up?”

“Don’t let Heather hear you say that,” Jordan said with a smirk. He skipped the pleasantries. “What happened with Diego?”

Stan sat back in his chair. “He took the bait.”

“Damn. I liked that kid.” Jordan sighed and leaned against Stan’s desk. “Any word on where he’s trying to share it?”

Stan shot him a look. “Shouldn’t I be discussing this with Heather?”

“Probably.” He crossed his arms. “But discuss it with me too.”

“Same buyer as three months ago. Wants specifications for the drone.”

“And did Diego get them?”

“The ones we planted?” Jordan nodded. “Yup. I’ve got my guys trying to track the buyer. They’re slippery as always, but the transaction has got to be clumsy if the hormone-riddled moron was using it as fodder for picking up girls.”

“Girls?”

Stan shook his head. “Girl. Not plural. Abigail Roberts.”

“He hit on Abigail?” Jordan’s voice was a growl. Pathetic, but there it was.

“Who wouldn’t?” Stan asked. “Not only is she gorgeous but that body—”

“Shut the fuck up.”

Stan froze, eyes narrowed as he studied Jordan. “Something we need to discuss?”

“Nope.”

“Abigail is a nice girl,” Stan said.

“And how would you know?” Jordan said. So what if it sounded like an accusation? Who the hell was Stan to say such a thing?

A flash of humor crossed the other man’s face before it went blank. “I worked security for her father about five years ago. Doubt she remembers me since she wasn’t around much. But it’s kind of hard to forget her . . .”

“I’d be careful with your next words.”

“You’ve got a big ego, O’Keith, if you think you could take me,” Stan said, amused. “But that’s not what I mean. There’s something vulnerable about her. I didn’t like seeing the hurt in her eyes.”

Neither did Jordan. Especially when he was the cause of it. “Yeah.”

“Her dad is kind of a dick.”

Jordan snorted. “I know the feeling.”

“That you do.” A pause. “So the specs?”

He released a frustrated breath. This whole thing was a fucking mess.

“They won’t do the buyer any good. They’re flawed and incomplete.”

“You know that,” Stan said. “I know that. But the rest of the staff doesn’t. And they’re getting pretty ballsy if they’re entering Heather’s office to steal information.”

Jordan rose to his feet and thrust a hand through his hair. “Keep the last two around for a bit, see if they get pinged and are stupid. It might give us the information we need.”

“Might not,” Stan countered. “It’s a risk.”

“We’ve got to plug the leak.”

“Thought you were supposed to be on a beach right now. That this all was Heather’s problem.”

“Things change.”

One brow went up. “Not that much.”

“It’s complicated.”

A smirk. “It’s a girl.”

“Abby is not a girl—” Jordan grimaced at the omission.

“So, Abby, is it?” Stan’s smirk grew into a grin. “You know what your father would say about that.”

“Something disgusting, no doubt.” He sighed. “I knew the interest from the Army was a bad thing.”

“It’s a profitable thing, from what I understand.”

“But at what cost?” He shook Stan’s hand, headed for the door. “They never bring anything except frustration and heartbreak.”

“How’s Hunter?” Stan asked just as Jordan reached the threshold.

“How do you think?”

The last thing Jordan saw before heading up to his office was Stan’s face creased with sadness.

He knew his own face was a mirror image.

“Done,” Jordan announced, pushing into Heather’s office. He was bleary-eyed, hadn’t left his desk except to grab food and pee since Friday evening.

He hadn’t had a weekend like that in a long time, and though he was exhausted, it came with exhilaration. He’d figured out the issue with the code, and he’d finally finished the program. It was running flawlessly.

His previous position as CEO hadn’t allowed him the joy of finding a problem and then a solution and following both to their fruition in a long, long time.

And the action brought with it a sense of completion he hadn’t realized he’d been missing.

Okay, that wasn’t quite right.

He knew he’d missed the grunt work. He knew he’d wanted to get back into the ranks.

He just expected to want that after a nice long break.

A few months ago, he’d been near burnout. No creative juices flowing, no new ideas. He’d been ready to throw the whole company into the fucking ocean.

Then Hunter.

Then Abigail.

Then Heather offering to buy into the company and taking over the business side.

Meetings and schmoozing and finding investors had been the worst part of his job, but he’d always figured he was good at it. The buyout offer falling through the night he’d been with Abby had proven otherwise.

The investor he’d planned to sell to had managed to turn key members of his staff against him, and they were stealing projects that were RoboTech’s—then InDTech’s—bread and butter.

They’d successfully taken a piece of programming that had been the company’s future.

Not that he could prove it.

But Stan would, Jordan had no doubt of that.

In the meantime, Heather had bought him out. She’d taken over the company, renamed it, and cleaned house. All typical behavior of a buyout, except she’d kept those loyal to them and weeded out the rest.

Or so they’d thought.

Now three months down the line, Jordan wondered how many snakes in the grass were still out there.

“Done with what?” Heather squinted up from her computer screen and blinked. “Holy shit, you look terrible. What’d you do? Not sleep for the last forty-eight hours?”

“Yup,” he said, his voice almost giddy from lack of sleep. “I’m done with the program.”

Her jaw dropped open. “You’re done? That’s it? Two days when the rest of the crew has been working for weeks to figure out the glitch?”

He sank into a chair and propped his feet on her desk. “Yup. That’s because I’m the best.”

She shoved his feet off. “You’re also delusional from lack of sleep.”

“Maybe. But the program is airtight.” He stood. “Have the crew test what’s on the secure server.”

Heather took his meaning right away. The program was there, or part of it, but the key was in his possession and his alone.

“Will do.”

“You good with that?” he asked.

She gave him a look. “I trust you, Jordan.”

The words made his heart give a little squeeze. “Yeah?”

“Plus”—her smile was evil—“I know you know that I’ll cut you in your sleep if you screw the company over.”

“So violent.”

“You know it.” Heather stood, kissed his cheek. “Get some sleep.” Her nose wrinkled. “And take a shower. You smell.”

“Noted. See you tomorrow.”

She said goodbye and turned her focus back to her computer, dismissing him before he was even out of the room.

Jordan didn’t mind. In fact, he respected the fact that his sister was such a good CEO. It reminded him that not all women were like those his father managed to get tangled up with.

He closed the door behind him and strode out into the hallway. It was early still, the workplace just waking up as staff trickled in. This had always been one of his favorite times of the day. The hum of a few computers, the quiet of only a couple of voices. Later the space would be awash with activity, punctuated with laughter and ringing phones, but this was the time that reminded him of the early days. Of scraping by, refusing to use his father’s money to start the business, hoping on a dream that he’d make enough to pay the rent, let alone make millions of dollars.

Back then he’d slept in the office, kept his clothes in the one and only closet, bathed in the sink, hauled his laundry down the street to a Laundromat.

That had been before he’d owned an entire building, before he’d employed hundreds of people.

Before he’d flamed out.

Jordan shook his head and walked toward the elevator. The lights were off in Abby’s office, but he tried to convince himself that he wasn’t disappointed at not seeing her.

It was probably better anyway. He hadn’t been home to shower and smelled horrible. God knew what that would do to Abby’s stomach.

He pressed the elevator button, head shooting up when it dinged straight away.

The doors open and Abigail started to walk off, only to stop and stare at him. “Jordan? Are you okay? You look terrible—”

“I’m fine. Just worked all weekend.” He smiled and took a step back, aware of his smell all over again. There was no way he was making Abby puke again.

She came closer and frowned. “You’re wearing the same clothes. No, is your shirt is different? But your pants—you haven’t gone home?”

“Got caught up with a project.” She reached for him and he put his hands up to shield her. “Stay back. I haven’t showered in two days either. I keep a spare shirt in my office, but that’s it. I smell and don’t want to make you—”

Her head tilted to the side, glancing down his body and back up. The slow perusal set his blood on fire and he suddenly wasn’t tired any longer.

“You”—she sniffed—“smell incredible.”

“What?”

Abby came close, her nose brushing against his throat as she inhaled. “Mmm,” she moaned. “If you smelled like this all the time I’d rub myself—”

Jordan coughed, put his hands on her arms, and gently set her away from him. He was rock hard and aching. “I—uh. As much as I like it when you do that, this probably isn’t the place.”

She put a hand to her forehead. “I’m sorry. Whew. Is it hot in here?”

“No,” he said, concerned now. “Are you okay?”

Her hand dropped. “Besides feeling like an alien took over my body? Hot. Cold. Aroused. Puking. This ride isn’t for the faint of heart, let me tell you.” She gave an awkward laugh and turned for her office.

He snagged her hand, slipping the briefcase she carried free of her fingers and taking her purse from her shoulder. “I’ll walk you.”

“Don’t get too close,” she said. “You might regret it.”

“That, I doubt.”

They strode in silence down the hall to her office. She opened the door and flicked on the lights. “Thank you.”

“You’re welcome.” He handed over her bags, hesitated when she turned her back on him and went to the window.

“I used to play out there, you know?”

He frowned, crossing the room to look out the window. Busy streets bookmarked by multistory buildings for as far as the eye could see. “Were your parents insane?”

She smiled. “Sorry, no. I meant there.” She pointed way out in the distance, to the vineyard-covered hills. “My father has an estate there.”

“Mine too,” he said. “Did you play in the vineyard?”

“All the time. And the rose gardens.” Her face turned toward him. “Hide and seek was the best. Though”—her expression dimmed slightly—“now that I think about it, no one ever found me. I always thought it was because I was the best hider, now I’m thinking that they probably didn’t want me underfoot.”

“Abby—”

“No,” she said, “it’s okay. I’m not going to get all maudlin about it. I’m well aware that my childhood was firmly in the realm of fucked up. But damn, how much of a dick move is it to send your daughter out for a game and then not follow her?”

“A big one.” He paused. “But, I have to admit, I’m guilty of sending my siblings off to play a game without intending to join in.”

“I think siblings is the keyword here.” She grinned. “How many of them lived at home?”

“All six of them still do. It was quite a rude awakening to come home from college and be assaulted by a gaggle of three to five-year-olds.” He grimaced, thinking of those brutally early mornings and being barely twenty-one. Going out, drinking too much, hungover, and. So. Much. Screeching.

“Does your dad share custody?”

“This probably isn’t the best conversation for us to be having”—he gestured to her stomach—“in our current situation.”

“No,” she said. “But I want to know anyway.”

“Of course you do.” He sighed. “Get ready for The Jerry Springer Show but in real life.”

She straightened her shoulders, turned fully to face him. “Okay, I’m ready.”

“I’m not sure if I am,” he muttered. “But here goes. Six baby mamas, six kids. Of those, two became wives, then ex-wives. Those two still live at the house, albeit in separate wings.” He rolled his eyes. “According to my father, they’ve bonded over what a jerk he is.”

Abby snorted.

“I interpret that snort as agreement.” Her lips curved into a full-blown smile and, damn. When she smiled at him like that, it took his breath away. “God, you’re beautiful,” he said.

Another snort. “No distractions, mister. You’ve started the family drama, you can’t stop in the middle of the story.”

“I could talk all day about family drama, just so you know.”

“Oh, I know,” she said. “Believe me. I know. What’s with rich people and so many skeletons in their closets anyway?”

“Too much money, not enough common sense?”

She laughed. “I think it comes along with the trust funds.” Her face went serious and she gripped his arm. “Promise me we won’t screw up our baby. Promise me that we’ll raise a well-adjusted, normal kid.”

“God, I hope so.”

He couldn’t help himself, not with her so close. Not with roses swirling through the air and images through his exhausted mind.

Abby’s stomach swollen with his baby. Abby holding a little girl with brown curls and hazel eyes. Abby in his bed. Abby smiling up at him like she was doing now. But she was in a wedding dress. She was his.

Jordan was spinning out of control. It was too much, these feelings that were developing. He should be running the other direction.

But he found he couldn’t.

And when Abby’s tongue slipped out, wetting her bottom lip, he couldn’t resist.

He had to lower his head.

That first touch of his mouth to hers was explosive. Desire flamed low in his gut, his mind demanded that he move quickly, that he strip her clothes off and kiss every inch of her. He wanted to set her on the edge of her desk and lick her until she came. He wanted his fingers, his cock inside. He wanted—

She whimpered and all of that heat tempered.

Because he also wanted to love and stroke. To trail his fingers across her belly, to press his mouth to the place their child grew. He wanted to cup her breasts, kiss her throat and the spot behind her ear he’d discovered that first night.

He wanted to make her come so many times that she was limp and satiated and their first horrible evening together was forgotten.

Horrible for her, that was.

His orgasm had been life-changing.

Hers had come from batteries.

She deserved more.

He gentled the kiss, soft brushes of his tongue, gentle nibbles of his lips. He teased and coaxed until she was soft and limp, resting against his chest.

And when he pulled back and she looked up at him, those hazel eyes warm, he felt a piece of his heart go off into the abyss.

This was a woman a man fell in love with.

Her lids slid closed, her arms slipped around his waist, and she inhaled deeply.

It was the perfect moment . . . until she stiffened and stepped back, hand coming up to cover her nose.

“Satan’s deodorant,” they said at the same time, and smiled.

Hers was rueful. “I’ll just sit over here,” she said, and plunked down in her office chair, rolling it a few feet away.

“I should let you get settled.”

“Nope.”

His gaze flicked to hers, took in her amused expression. “What?”

“Don’t think you’re getting off the hook that easy, mister. I need the rest of the baby mama drama if I’m going to have a hope of focusing for the rest of the day.”

He laughed. “You’re ridiculous.”

“Nope,” she said again. “I just love Real Housewives and this is definitely on par with that. So the two ex-wives live at the house?”

Jordan shook his head but acquiesced. “Plus, one ex-mistress. Along with Parker, Steven, Mitch, Gabrielle, Victoria, Theo, and Hunter—my nephew.”

“I didn’t realize Heather had any kids.”

“Hunter isn’t Heather’s. He’s Zach’s. Or was Zach’s.” Jordan forced his voice to stay neutral. It had been years. He should be used to it. “My brother was killed in Afghanistan five years ago.”

Abby winced and stood up, crossing to him. She took his hand. “Oh Jordan, I’m so sorry. I didn’t realize that he’d . . .”

She trailed off and Jordan squeezed her fingers. “It was a tough time for all of us. We didn’t find out about Hunter until a year ago.”

“How old is he?”

“Seven and a half.”

“Damn.” She sighed. “I’m sorry. That seems so inadequate but . . .”

He squeezed her fingers. “Thank you.”

“What branch of the service was Zach in?”

Jordan stared out the window. “He wasn’t. Zach was a contractor with the Army. My father sent him over to keep an eye on their company’s prospects.”

Her inhale was rapid and pained. “Oh, Jordan.”

“I know.”

“So the argument with Heather about the contract—”

He rubbed his free hand on the back of his head. “I shouldn’t have gotten into that with you and Rich in the room. It wasn’t—”

She hugged him. Tight. For a long time.

Long enough for the strain in his shoulders to relax minutely, for his arms to come around hers. Long enough for the ice around his heart to begin to melt, for the dark, heavy hurt about his brother to recede slightly.

“I’m breathing through my mouth, I’ll have you know,” she said, startling him into a laugh. “I promise I won’t puke on you again.”

“I think I deserved it,” he said.

“Oh, I know you did. But a girl’s got to have some pride, you know?” She loosened her grip slightly and leaned back. “Thank you,” she said, softly. “For sharing that with me.”

He brushed a strand of hair off her face. “I hope you’re adding that to my positive points column,” he joked.

“You’ve been adding to that for a little while now.”

“I really should let you get to work.”

“One more thing.” Abby bit her lip. “Never mind. I’ve already been way too nosy.”

“What is it?”

Her cheeks flushed, she opened her mouth, closed it. “I was wondering about the other kids’ moms, is all. Wanted to complete my real-life reality show binge.”

“The other three weren’t interested in being parents. They took a payoff and signed over all parental rights.” He smoothed his thumb over the streak of red on her cheek. “But that wasn’t the question you wanted to ask and we both know it.”

“I—”

He cupped her jaw. “It’s okay, sweetheart. If we’re going to make a go of this, then we need to be open.”

“That’s just it,” she said and dropped her arms, stepping back from his hold. “I don’t even know what this”—she pointed between the two of them—“is. Are we dating? Are we trying to get along for the baby’s sake? Are we nothing more than strangers who got to know each other a little by pure accident?”

“We’re more than strangers,” he said, “and you know it.”

Her chin dipped forward. “I’m not really sure what I know anymore. A week ago, I hated your guts. Today I want—”

She broke off, shook her head.

“Abby.” He waited until she looked at him. “Today you want what?” Another shake of her head, but he moved close, refused to let her avoid answering the question. “What do you want, sweetheart?”

“Dammit.” She blew out a breath. “I want you. Okay? And not just your body—which I want to lick like a freaking Popsicle—but the rest of you. Or the part that I’ve gotten to know over the last couple of days. The sweet and thoughtful man who carried my briefcase into my office without asking and shared his past with me even though it was painful.” Her breath came in rapid exhales. “I want the man who kisses me like I’m precious and who looks at me like he wants to tear my clothes from my body. And”—her shoulders slumped—“I find that I can’t even dislike the man who was a jerk in my apartment. Not when I understand the context.”

She fell silent as he was struggling to digest all that she’d said.

“You like my body?” he asked.

“That?” she nearly shrieked. “I admit all of that, and you’re focused on that fact that I love your abs?”

He nodded, a smile tugging at his lips.

“You’re unbelievable.” She turned away, grumbling, “You don’t even know how to use your hammer—”

He growled and pulled her close. “I know how to use it. I just need a chance to prove it.”

“Been there, done that.” She crossed her arms with difficulty since he’d snaked his hand around her waist and was holding her against his chest. “If I puke on you, it’s your fault,” she warned.

“Noted.” He brushed his mouth against hers. “Abby?” Her stare met his. “I feel all of that too. And more. I want you. I picture you in my bed, in my shower, in my kitchen. I want you against the wall and spread out on your desk. But I also want the woman inside.” He touched a finger to the spot above her left breast. “The one who I’m still getting to know. The one who has a huge heart. The one whose eyes get sad when she thinks about her past and the one who isn’t afraid to sass me.”

“I—”

He touched a finger to her lips. “Let me finish?”

She nodded.

“I like you so much that it’s scary and I know that the stakes are high because of the baby, but I want to spend time with you. I want to know what irritates you, what makes you smile. I want you to show me the books that have made you cry, and I want to pummel every ex-boyfriend you’ve ever had.” He held her gaze. “I want that coach to burn in hell, and I want to see you cradling our baby. It’s crazy. I know it’s too soon, but I can’t stop myself from wanting to take the chance.”

Jordan dropped his finger.

“I can’t—”

His heart sank.

He should have known. These types of feelings didn’t exist in real life. Not in his life.

“—stay away from you.”

Her words hit his gut with the force of a blow.

“What?”

“Can we try?” She lifted a shoulder, her face earnest, her eyes laced with fear. “I think we owe it to ourselves to at least try?”

“Yes.” He hugged her tight. “We need to at least try.”