Chapter Five
The next day I sat at my desk in my room, trying to listen to the recording of the interview I’d done with Zack without paying any attention to the fact that it was him. I wanted to transcribe the contents of the digital tape and then insert the quotes I needed into the article I was already writing. My email pinged, and I switched out of my word processor. It was from Lisa.
As I’m sure some of you are feverishly working on your articles last minute, the email read, I’m sure you’ll all be very glad to know that due to some issues at the printer, we won’t be able to send the paper to the presses until Tuesday, so you all have until Monday evening at 6 to get your articles in.
It was a relief to know if I got too tired working on it, I could just go to bed and finish before my morning classes; but I was determined to at least get the interview transcribed.
Just when I was getting into my groove again, my phone buzzed. “Oh God, what now?”
I looked at the screen as it lit up — it as a text message from Zack. Maybe, I thought with a little bit of hope, he was texting me to cancel. The date seemed like a silly idea anyway; it was just sex, there was no reason for him to ask me out — or to demand I go out with him as the price of giving me the interview I needed. I opened up the message.
Hey…get ready to come downstairs. I’m on my way. You promised me a date.
I was nearly done with the article; I had gotten all but the last few quotes transcribed.
Where are we going?
I looked in dismay at my outfit. I knew Jess would tell me it was the exact wrong thing to wear in a situation like this — but she was off somewhere on her own date. I hadn’t expected Zack would claim his date so soon. I couldn’t imagine Zack would take me anywhere fancy without giving me at least a little bit of notice. My phone vibrated again.
It’s a secret. Be downstairs in 15.
I stood up quickly and dashed to my closet. I changed out of the comfortable, broken-down jeans and tee shirt I had been wearing and into a skirt and leggings. I kept the shirt — it was one that I’d had since I’d been in high school, and I thought that it might make it a bit easier for Zack; that is, if he remembered it. I realized that I really had no idea of the ways in which Zack had changed since we’d been apart — except for the fact that he was apparently a much better lay than he had been when we’d been together.
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When Zack pulled into the putt-putt golf course 15 minutes away from campus, I almost laughed; not because it was silly — although it was — but because it surprised me he even remembered it. We used to go to one of the other locations for that franchise when we were dating in high school.
“Okay,” I said as he chose a parking spot and switched off the ignition. “I am at least a little bit impressed that you took the time to remember this.”
“Do you remember how often I beat you?”
I rolled my eyes, smiling in spite of myself. “You cheated. And when you didn’t cheat, I beat you.”
“Yeah, we’ll see,” Zack said, getting out and shooting me another grin.
I shook my head and slipped out of the passenger seat, taking a deep breath. I had to admit the choice of a date that harkened back to our relationship rattled me a bit. What was he up to? I couldn’t think Zack didn’t have some kind of bigger game in mind. But if he just wanted to get back at me for dumping food on him, why would he pick somewhere pleasant?
I was fully prepared for Zack to try and ruin the memories I’d had of our relationship dating each other in high school. Instead, he insisted on paying the fees — even buying us each a beer to take out onto the path. I started to relax but never fully let down my guard; it was hard, because Zack seemed to be determined to be as charming as humanly possible. He joked and smiled, and I couldn’t quite keep myself from feeling the little frisson that went through me when he touched my arm, or brushed against me moving to the tee. I reminded myself it was just sex for him — there was nothing between us. I also reminded myself to be on the lookout for any sign Zack was going to try and get his revenge on me for dumping food on him.
“You know,” he said, lining up his shot at the fifth hole, “I have to admit I was kind of a jerk to you the other day.”
“You mean yelling at me in front of your team?” I didn’t bother clarifying that it was only yesterday; there was no point in it.
“No — although that was kind of an asshole thing to do, too. I mean, not talking to you after we had sex. It was just a one-off thing but I shouldn’t have just totally gone off the radar.”
“Well I didn’t really call you either,” I admitted, watching his golf ball hit the bumpers and end up a few feet away from the hole.
“Yeah, but I should have at least checked to make sure that we were okay — like, we have history.”
“Oh, is this suddenly the kinder, gentler Zack?” I rolled my eyes and watched him sink the putt.
Zack grinned. “You used to think I was charming.”
“You used to be charming.”
Zack laughed and gestured for me to take my turn. I looked over the course. If I could hit the bumper just right, I could sink the ball in one — putting me just slightly ahead of Zack. I lined up my shot and got into position, looking from the ball to the part of the bumper I wanted to hit. It wasn’t impossible. I went to hit the ball, bringing the club back carefully.
“You know, you were actually kind of hot when you were angry that day.” Zack’s comment interrupted my putt and my ball bounced, not rolling into the hole but instead veering just beyond it.
“You’re cheating!” Zack grinned and followed me to where my ball came to rest. “Jerk.” I was trying not to smile — it was difficult to really be angry at someone for a no-stakes putt-putt game, even if they were cheating.
“You used to cheat all the time back in the day. You tickled me once!”
I sank my putt and shook my head at Zack with a grin, reaching in and taking out my ball. “I never had a need to cheat. I have always been the better putt-putt player.”
Zack snorted. “So then why do I have a ribbon that you made proclaiming me the putt-putt champion of the world?”
I laughed. “Because you insisted I make it the one time you beat me fair and square — and even then, I’m not sure you didn’t find some way to cheat.”
“Aw come on, Evie. You and I both know if I cheated you’d have figured it out. You’re the smarter one of the two of us.”
I couldn’t help but feel a little warmer at the compliment — even if it was nothing but the truth. Zack wasn’t stupid; he was smart himself, but even in high school he’d gotten himself into scrapes I’d predicted long before would get him into trouble.
“You’re right about that,” I said, letting myself get a little cocky.
I went first at the next hole and managed to get it in two — but I was still one point away from Zack. It was strange how easily we’d fallen into old habits, and how easy it was to imagine it was just like high school again; I was almost tempted to ask Zack if he was planning to take me out to Dairy Queen after — but there was no DQ nearby.
We kept up our good-natured argument about which of us cheated more in our previous rounds of putt-putt, and which of us was actually the better player naturally; eventually, Zack stopped me at the 10th hole. “I have an idea.”
“That’s the signal of a disaster coming,” I joked.
Zack grinned and tousled my hair playfully. “You say you’re naturally better than me at putt-putt. Well, prove it. If you win this game, I won’t make you go out on another date with me — I won’t have anything to do with you anymore.”
I smiled. “I kind of like the sound of that.” I wasn’t sure how I felt about it in truth; part of me was relieved I wouldn’t have to deal with the jumble of my feelings — but part of me actually liked spending time with Zack. Then I remembered the altercation in the dining hall and then the more recent embarrassment of his yelling at me in front of his teammates. Even if he had apologized for both, they didn’t point to a guy I wanted to spend a lot of time with.
“But if I win, you let me come back to your place after.” I considered it. Even if my feelings toward him had warmed a little bit, I had no intention of sleeping with Zack again any time soon, especially after hearing around campus — discreetly — he was a player. It was clear to me he didn’t take any of it seriously, and I had to wonder why he’d even bothered with the date at all. I knew I was better at the game than he was. I could win. I was only one point behind — and we had another eight holes to go.
“Okay. Deal.” I extended my hand and he shook it. “You agree, though: no cheating. If you cheat, the deal goes out the window.”
“No cheating, just pure athletic skill.”
I nodded again. We played in earnest, still talking and chatting, but seriously competing at the same time. It wasn’t so much that I wanted to never have Zack see me again, but I certainly wanted to prove myself against him, I wanted the advantage. And it was clear all he was interested in was another easy lay; why else would he have made the conditions for his win that he could come back to my dorm? I was going to show him I was no easy lay — he already burned that bridge. Even though I was good, Zack was legitimately good as well, and each of us got ahead and then behind through the next eight holes, until we came to the last one — where we were tied.
“Feeling the pressure, Evie?” Zack asked me.
“Nope, I’m just trying to decide if I should delete your number from my phone completely since you won’t be calling me anymore.” I grinned as I said it; if I hadn’t deleted his phone number when we broke up in high school, or after the spectacle in the dining hall, I certainly wasn’t going to delete it now.
“Big talk from someone who’s destined to lose.”
Zack lined up his putt. It was a windmill obstacle — the most difficult kind. Zack never managed to get the ball through the windmill in the first attempt when we’d been dating before, so I had a certain amount of freedom, I thought. Normally I could get through the windmill, but it took me a stroke or two to get the actual putt sunk.
“What happens if we tie?”
Zack shrugged. “We go back to your place, and after that you never have to speak to me again.”
I laughed and shook my head. Zack took his shot; somehow, and I will never know how, he managed to get it through the hole in the windmill just short of being knocked aside. I groaned.
“Oh come on, if you’re going to lose, lose gracefully,” Zack said, leaning in and giving me a quick kiss on the lips. I tingled all over and told myself firmly that it was not the time to get all distracted by Zack’s charms. It was time to hope against hope that he would flub the shot into the hole and I might have some chance at winning the game yet.
Of course, he shot from the other side of the windmill and managed to get his shot in two strokes. I took a deep breath. If I timed it just right, and got just the right speed, I could possibly — maybe — manage to get a hole in one. I put my ball on the tee and watched the windmill for a moment. The windmill holes were always tricky; the speed of the windmill’s arms was just slow enough to be deceptive, and just fast enough to swoop down on a ball right as it got to the hole in the windmill itself. Zack was standing behind me and I could feel his presence, feel him watching me intently to see if I would actually make it. I took another deep breath and swung.
The ball canted on its way towards the windmill, and it hit the corner of the hole — to be knocked aside by one of the arms. “Son of a bitch!” I gripped the club hard and wanted to throw it down, not because I wanted to cut Zack out of my life, but because I hated to lose. I closed my eyes. I couldn’t win, but I could, at least — as Zack said — lose gracefully. I took two more strokes to get the ball through the windmill, and then another stroke to get it into the final hole. Zack somehow managed not to gloat; I could see it hovering in the back of his eyes, the urge to flaunt his victory over me.
“Want to grab another beer and watch the batting cages before we go back?” he asked.
It would give me a little bit of time to get over it, at least. I agreed.