CHAPTER THIRTEEN
EMILY’S LANDLADY CAME over and fixed the window and screen. “Is anything missing?” Ruby asked.
“Not that I know of. I didn’t think to look.”
Ruby glanced up at that.
“I...” Why hadn’t she thought to look? “I just thought it was kids. It’s not like I have anything anyone would want to steal.”
“Kids?” Ruby studied her for a long moment. “It looks to me like the footprints were man-size, not kids.”
Emily said nothing because she could tell that her landlady thought it was some man she knew sneaking in.
“I’ll have someone install steel grates on the windows tomorrow.”
She nodded. “Thank you.”
That night she let Jodie sleep in her bed, not that she slept much. Someone had been in the house. Her first thought and worse thought was that it might be Harrison.
She quickly checked the browser on her phone. On the prison site, she saw that according to their latest records, he was still behind bars. Emily reminded herself that her lawyer had assured her she would get a call before he got out.
She tried to relax, but it was hard with Jace up in the mountains, Bo still on the lam and someone having broken into her house. What next?
“There have been a few break-ins in the past few weeks in the neighborhood,” Ruby had said before she’d left. “Must have been that.”
Emily hoped that was all it had been. A break-in by someone looking for money or items to sell sounded better than someone breaking in looking for her. Or worse, her daughter.
It wasn’t until she climbed into bed beside her daughter that she realized she’d been wrong. Something was missing.
She stared at the spot on her nightstand where she kept the photograph of her and Jodie. It was gone. She got up quickly, telling herself it must have gotten knocked down.
But when she knelt on the floor, it wasn’t there. It wasn’t anywhere.
Why would someone break into her house for a photograph of her and Jodie? Her heart leaped to her throat. Harrison was still locked up. He couldn’t even know about Jodie, could he? Was it possible he thought Jodie was his?
As she climbed up on the bed, she felt a fissure of fear move through her. If he’d heard she’d had a baby...
She moved closer to her daughter, snuggling against her. What would Harrison do if he thought Jodie was his? Surely he wouldn’t try to get one of his no-count friends to take her, would he?
* * *
“WHAT DID HE do now?” Russell demanded angrily when Sarah got into his pickup.
She shook her head. “Please, can we just go? I can’t talk about it right now.”
He started the truck and pulled away from the stream. She saw him glance back. Buck was standing where she’d left him, looking as shell-shocked as she felt.
“Would you mind taking me to the sheriff’s office?” she asked.
Russell shot her a look of both surprise and concern. “I’m not sure what happened, but I have to ask. Are you sure that’s a good idea?”
“In this case, it is. He has some answers that I need.”
“Buckmaster told you that?” Russell asked in surprise. “You didn’t mention what I talked to you about?”
“Brain wiping?” She let out a laugh. “All I need to do is mention that to Buck or the sheriff. Everyone already thinks I’m unhinged. If I started talking conspiracy theories and brain wiping...” She shook her head.
“Then what—”
“I can’t talk about it right now.” She reached over and touched his hand. “I’m sorry.” All she could think about was what Buck had told her. She’d been dropped by parachute from a plane? That was impossible. She was terrified of heights. Wasn’t she? She wasn’t even sure where the thought had come from. Buck would know. Or would he?
Her head ached, and she felt sick to her stomach. Her last memory had been of giving birth to her twins who were now college graduates. All she knew of the days after that were what she’d been told. She’d asked herself dozens of times why she would have left her children to drive into the Yellowstone River in the middle of winter. How could she leave her babies? It was what the media had been demanding to know for months. They’d labeled her a bad mother, a head case and a liar.
Russell was convinced something had happened between her and Buck to make her so...desperate? Scared? Out of her mind that she would do something like that. She couldn’t imagine it and thought of that woman as another Sarah Hamilton, certainly not her.
The drive into Big Timber didn’t take long. Russell had remained silent, although she could tell he was worried. He didn’t think she should talk to the sheriff. She knew he was only trying to protect her because, like her, he feared what was in her past, and he didn’t even know about the latest.
What would he say when she told him? She hated to think. He was the one who’d suggested she not give the sheriff her DNA or her fingerprints when Frank Curry had asked. She knew it made her look guilty of something, but then again, wasn’t there a good chance she was guilty of something?
What fifty-eight-year-old woman parachuted back into her husband’s and children’s lives after twenty-two years with only dark, frightening flashes of memory? A woman with dangerous secrets.
* * *
FRANK PUT IN a call to the Livingston sheriff’s department, hoping he would hear that Raymond Spencer Jr. had been caught and was now behind bars. “Any word on Raymond Spencer?”
“Last seen in Reno, Nevada,” he told him.
“You have a positive identification on that sighting?”
“Why do you ask?”
Frank explained about the camp, the stolen horse and supplies, and the outfitter’s concern Spencer was in the Crazies.
“Spencer is from that area, but a used-car dealer in Reno sold a car to a guy matching Spencer’s description a week ago. I can’t see any reason he would return to Montana with everybody and his brother looking for him, can you?”
Frank couldn’t. But no one had picked up the car that the salesman had sold the man. Nor was there a positive ID on the buyer. He wished he was as sure that Spencer was miles from the Crazy Mountains as the sheriff in Livingston was. He remembered that Spencer’s father, Raymond Jay Spencer Sr., had done time recently at Montana State Prison. He put in a call to the warden up there.
“What do you know about Raymond Spencer?” he asked.
The warden laughed. “A model prisoner. Served in the military as a sniper. Got in a bar fight and ended up killing a man with his bare hands. Last I heard he’d become one of those antigovernment survivalists. Why are you asking about him? Isn’t it his son who’s in trouble?”
“I thought his father might know where he was. A local outfitter said a neighbor’s horse was stolen, he lost supplies and a saddle, and he thought he might have stumbled across Spencer’s camp up in the Crazies.”
“Possible, I suppose. His father was one of those militia guys who lived off the grid. Apparently he took Spencer with him from the time the kid was a boy. Not sure where the mother was or if she was even in the picture.”
“They were from Wilsall, right?” Just on the other side of the Crazies.
“Which means he knows the area.”
It made sense that if Spencer needed to disappear, he would go to land that he knew in a place that he was least likely to be discovered. But what about the car he’d allegedly bought in Reno?
“You thinking of sending some men up in the mountains to look for him?” the Livingston sheriff asked.
“I’m worried because he is listed as a violent criminal and we have a young woman possibly lost up there in the mountains.”
* * *
“DO YOU WANT me to talk to the sheriff with you?” Russell asked Sarah as he pulled into the sheriff’s department parking lot and killed the engine. He wished she’d tell him what had happened at the stream with the senator, but Sarah clearly wasn’t talking. At least not yet.
“If you don’t mind, I need to do this alone.”
He nodded, tempted to tell her he thought this was a mistake. But he had no right to tell her anything.
“Are you sure you don’t mind waiting?” she asked as she opened her door and climbed out. “I’m sure one of the deputies can give me a ride—”
“I’ll be here if you need me.” He watched her close the pickup door and hurry into the sheriff’s department, all his instincts telling him he should stop her. But only one person could stop her, the only person she listened to. Buck, as she called the senator.
Russell swore under his breath, something he seldom did. The sheriff had wanted her DNA and fingerprints. That alone told him that Sarah was being investigated.
Why investigate her? Shouldn’t they be looking into Senator Buckmaster Hamilton? The man had said something to her that had her scared. Was that the senator’s plan, to make her look even more crazy than she’d already been portrayed? What if he was behind all of this?
* * *
BO DIDN’T KNOW how long she’d ridden. At some point, she thought she might have fallen asleep in the saddle, because she jolted upright as the horse stopped. Her hands went to the noose around her neck, terrified that she was about to be pulled from the saddle and dragged behind the horse.
She sensed the change in Ray even before she saw his expression. He stopped walking, cursing under his breath, as he pulled off a boot to look at the soles. Even from the back of the horse, she could see that he had a large hole. The boots also seemed too big for him as if he’d borrowed them from a man with larger feet. Or took them.
Realizing that was probably exactly what he’d done, she felt another shudder. Who knew what this man had done before he’d crossed paths with her? When he looked up, she saw the anger and frustration and that ever-present lust. The other times he hadn’t acted on it. This time she could see things were different.
He kept his hard gaze on her as he pulled on his boots. She tried not to move, not to breathe, as he got to his feet and limped toward her.
When he touched her leg, she willed herself not to, but she flinched. He grabbed the rope around her neck and jerked it hard toward him, almost dragging her from the saddle. “Ya got a problem?” he demanded, studying her.
“Just tired.”
“Yeah? Ya rode all day while I walked.” He sounded bitter, anger lacing the edge of his words, meanness in his eyes.
Was he really trying to make her feel guilty because she rode today instead of him? It was her horse! She didn’t want to be here. He was the one holding her prisoner. A spark of anger wove through her exhaustion, but she quickly smothered it before it could burst into words. The irony of the situation would be lost on Ray Spencer.
He dragged her off the horse. Her legs felt weak. She leaned against her horse as Ray removed the rope from her neck. Like her wrists where the rope had worn through the tape, the skin on her neck was chafed and sore from the rough sisal. All she’d had to eat all day was a few spoonfuls of canned beans earlier that morning and the piece of dried jerky he’d given her in the afternoon. She hated to think how far they’d traveled. All day she kept thinking he would stop. He had to be getting tired. At one point after the sun had set, she saw that he was limping badly.
But nothing had stopped him until the growing darkness had forced him to call it a day, apparently. She looked around. The sky over the trees was a dusky gray. Here in the branches of the pines, pockets of inky black spread toward them on a cold breeze as the air quickly cooled without the sun.
Where were they? All she knew was that she’d never been this far back into these mountains. She felt as if they’d left all civilization behind. No one would ever be able to find her back in here.
The thought brought tears to her eyes.
“Ya start blubberin’ and so help me...” Ray raised a hand, and she quickly wiped at her tears as she stepped back from him. He was tired and cross, and she sensed that it would take very little for him to take it out on her.
* * *
TIRED OF WALKING, tired of waiting, just plain tired of everything, Ray glared at the woman. That plane had definitely been searching for her. If her father really did have a lot of money, then this could be a problem unless the woman was found—or completely disappeared and soon.
On top of that, his father, RayJay, was on his way. Ray couldn’t help but worry. His old man would be angry about this. The last thing his father had said was to make sure he didn’t cross paths with anyone.
RayJay was no fool. He might have even heard about the search for the woman. Ray realized it had been a mistake taking her. If he had let her go on without her seeing him, then there wouldn’t be anyone looking for her. He’d covered his own trail, getting a former inmate friend who resembled him to take a trip to Reno. Everyone would think he was still in Reno. No one would know he was up here.
He cursed his impulsiveness in taking her. Maybe he should just have some fun with her, kill her, bury her body and send her horse off. Once her searchers found her horse, they would think she was thrown. They might look for her, but they would never find her. But they might find him.
He swore again. No matter what he did now, he couldn’t keep searchers from the mountains. He hated to think how furious that was going to make his father. Worse, now that he had her, he didn’t want to give Bo up. He sure as hell couldn’t release her. She’d go straight to the cops.
No, he would keep her, no matter what it took. And if anyone came looking for her? Well, they, too, would disappear.
Ray glared at her, wanting to blame her. If she hadn’t been so tempting...
“Can I help you with dinner?” she asked.
He blinked. “Can I help you with dinner?” he mocked her. “Ya plan on settin’ the table or what?”
“I can cook.”
Tilting his head to the side, he eyed her. “A classy bitch like you knows how to cook?”
“I like to cook.”
He appraised her. “That’s good. I ain’t no cook so ya kin do all the cookin’. I’ll kill the meat for us.” He softened toward her. Maybe this would work out. He was risking his life for this damned woman. It had to work out.
* * *
BO FELT SOME of the tension loosen inside her. Earlier, Ray had looked as if he wanted to kill her. Now he seemed...pleased. She didn’t know how long that would last, but for the moment, she could breathe again.
“Tonight, all we got is more beans.”
She told herself to be careful. One wrong step... “I like beans fine.”
The darkness of the mountains seemed to flow into the pines like ink. Had they not been standing so close, she wouldn’t have been able to see his features.
“This’ll work out,” he said, so close she could smell his sour breath. There was something pathetically hopeful in his voice, in his face. “Ya will learn to like me.”
Her sisters had always told her she’d make a lousy poker player because her every thought surfaced on her face. She prayed that wasn’t true now as she did everything possible not to show her true feelings. She also held her tongue, afraid that no matter what she said, it would be wrong.
After a moment, she held out her taped wrists and waited. She could feel the heat of his gaze on her face. He was looking for any small tell. His gaze fixed on her, Ray slowly pulled his knife from the sheath at his hip and reached for her hands. His hand brushed against her skin. She flinched again and felt his fingers tighten roughly over hers.
“Your hands are cold,” she said, her voice cracking.
His gaze bored into her as he slipped the knife between her wrists. “Not as cold as this knife.”
Ray froze as he must have heard the same sound she did in the distance. To Bo, it had sounded like a foghorn.
He let out a curse as he quickly cut the tape at her wrists. Just moments ago she’d thought she might live through the night. Now, she could feel the tension coming off Ray in waves.
“What was that?” she asked in a hoarse whisper. She hadn’t realized how close she was to tears. Ray had recognized it, she was sure of it. Whatever it was, she feared it didn’t bode well.
“Daddy’s on his way. He’ll be here by mornin’.”
She thought she might throw up and would have if there’d been anything in her stomach to come up. The thin thread of hope that had kept her going shredded before her eyes. “Your father?”
“Who else’s?” he snapped as he moved over to his pack and pulled out what looked like a buffalo horn.
She waited for him to blow it, but instead he stood in the growing darkness, more still than she thought she’d ever seen him. She looked past him to the blackness beyond the trees. Run! It’s dark enough that maybe he won’t be able to find you.
His gaze shifted to her as if he sensed her thoughts. “Wait ’til he gets a load of you. Wonder what he’ll do.”
Not as much as she did.
He slowly dropped the horn back into his pack. When he spoke, he ground out his words. “The old bastard’ll want ya for himself.”
Just when she thought she couldn’t be more frightened... She wished she’d run when she’d first had the thought. She probably wouldn’t have gotten away, but maybe this would be over. Because all her instincts told her that once his father found them, things were going to get much worse.
From the growing dark, Ray stepped to her so quickly she started. “Come over here where I kin see ya while I make the fire.”
She did as she was told, watching him as he expertly got a fire going. He opened a can of beans and set them into the coals.
“You didn’t expect your father so soon?” Bo asked, trying to understand the relationship between father and son and whether there was a chance she could use it to her benefit.
“He weren’t sure when he’d get away.” Ray looked up at her. His blue eyes gleamed in the firelight. “Don’t worry. Yer mine. I ain’t sharing ya. Not even with my old man. He wants ya?” His voice dropped to the low growl she’d become accustomed to. “He’ll have to kill me first.”
She shivered and looked down at the beans. They were bubbling hot, but he hadn’t offered her any. He seemed more worried about his father’s arrival than he did the search party that would eventually be coming to look for her. She hadn’t expected him even to build a fire tonight, worried about the smoke letting any searchers know where they were. She realized that the fire might have been Ray’s first mistake.
“I kin handle my old man,” he said without much conviction. “But there’s somethin’ yer goin’ to have to do.” He pulled out the knife. The rising moon caught the blade as Ray held it up in front of her face. “Do I have to tell ya what’ll happen if ya don’t do what I say?”
Even though the coming night was cold, Bo began to sweat, her pulse a panic against her skin. She had looked past him to the dense shadows of the pines, terrified that what was coming could be far worse than the man standing before her. Now, though, she feared she shouldn’t have worried about Ray’s father. She doubted she would last the night.