Chapter 10
From her spot in Tina’s bed, Harper looked around the house for the thousandth time. There was the door. There was the remains of their last fire. There was the chair. And back behind her was the wall. No clothing, no books, and no possessions.
Harper lay back on the soft, but worn out, bed and brushed the strands of her curly wig out of her face. She was sure no one would see her, but she felt safer with it on. As she took in her surroundings, she wondered why shifters lived in this manner. Why had the shifter families turned down the pre-built houses that her father and his staff spent so much time and money building? It seemed to be a short-sighted move. The houses they all had now were so odd and so poorly made. She loved the wild, ramshackle style that the structures had, but she was sincerely concerned. These houses all looked ready to tumble to the Earth at any moment.
She heard a knock at the door and quickly feigned sleep.
“Hello? Traxon family? It’s tax day.” A large man moved into the house. Harper opened one eye as minimally as possible and took him in. He filled the doorway with his shoulders alone. He peered over at her.
“Tina?”
Harper made a big show of waking up and then yawning. “I’m her friend, Evelyn. I just moved here.”
“Oh, I see. Is anyone from the Traxon family here? I need to collect their taxes today.”
“Don’t think so.”
“Okay. Please let them know I’ll be back.”
Harper nodded sleepily and nestled back down into her soft pillow. She kept her eyes closed until the man had moved on out of the house and then waited about a minute. Harper opened her eyes and threw off her blanket to check her leg. It was still very black and blue, and she was sure she couldn’t stand on it. She frowned; she had to get out of there. That last shifter hadn’t recognized her, but there was no reason to push her luck. Eventually, she would have to get going.
She pushed herself up with her arms and swung her legs over the edge of the bed. She tried to straighten both legs out in front of her, but only one of them actually extended out as it should. The other just hung limply.
“Come on. Move!” She willed her leg to raise, but it refused to comply. She tried to slide forward onto her good foot and try hopping, but just as she rose on her good leg, Tina’s mother, Faye, walked in.
“Oh, Evelyn, sit down darling. What on Earth are you thinking?” She ran up to Harper and gently pushed her down and turned her body so that she was facing the room again and right back where she started. Harper took a breath and assured herself she wouldn’t have gotten anywhere had she started hopping. She forced herself to smile and say a thank you to Faye.
“Are you hungry, darling? What do you like?”
“Oh, anything really.” Harper racked her brain for any memory of Tina talking about food – her favorite foods, things shifters ate – but she came up empty. Her stomach was empty, but she was reluctant to request anything that might give away her humanity.
“Wonderful,” Faye said. “I brought you some treats from the food stand.” She turned around grabbed a paper bag, then whirled around quickly to hand it to Harper. “Eat! Eat!” She pointed at the bag as she walked around the house finding scraps of clothing. “You must be starving.”
“I am. Thanks, Faye.”
“Oh, just call me Mom. I always wanted another daughter.” She smiled over her shoulder as she worked, then turned back to her search in any nook and cranny she could find. “Let me know if it’s too oily or too crunchy. Scorpion can be tricky to cook.”
“Scorpion?” Harper gingerly opened the paper sack and looked inside to see a big, fat, fried scorpion on a stick staring her in the face. She looked up and saw Faye smiling down at her in anticipation.
“Go on. Try it. I’m dying to know if you like my cooking.”
Harper pulled out the stick and flashed back to her first Victory Day banquet when she had to eat duck for the first time and how she’d been scared to cut into the dark, oily meat. She had survived the duck, and now she would survive fried scorpion.
She clutched the stick in her hand and smiled at Faye, then took a big, crunchy bite out of the huge insect on the stick.
In her mouth, the cooked, solid exoskeleton broke into shards and flew in every direction as the odd, fluffy flesh bounced around on her tongue. The taste wasn’t that different from walnuts or fried chicken, but the texture was very insect-like. She could almost feel the legs dancing around on her tongue.
“Mmm!” She forced a smile as she finished chewing and then swallowed it down only partially chewed. “Just like my mom makes.”
“Hey,” Faye said, concern written across her forehead, “now that you mention it, we really should get word to your family that you’re hurt. They must be worried.”
“Oh, my brother stopped by while you were at work. They know.”
“Your brother?” Faye tilted her head and narrowed her eyes a little. “I’m sure someone in the neighborhood would have told me if a new boy had come around my house. But no one–”
“Hey, Mom!”
Both Harper and Faye looked over to the door to see Tina blowing through the entrance with her usual gusto. “Hey, Evelyn,” Tina continued with her eyes extra wide, “you won’t guess what happened today.”
“Oh, what?” Harper was genuinely excited for some news. Looking at the same walls all day had been wearing her down. She beamed at her friend, only to see Tina give just a minimal head shake; she did not have good news.
“Well,” Tina said, joining the other two on her bed, “apparently the president’s daughter was kidnapped last night.”
Slowly, the blood slid down and away from Harper’s face and then lower as she thought of her father, of the insane efforts that were surely in place in the name of finding her. There would be helicopters, closed circuit cameras, random searches of different houses, different people being locked up in secret cells. Her father would insist on more and more of this until she was found. She had to get home. Even if he did actually kill her, it meant saving everyone else’s life.
“Oh, dear,” Faye said, shaking her head at her daughter. “You’ve upset her terribly! Tina, talk about something else.”
“No!” Harper grabbed Tina’s arm. “Tell me everything.”
“You sure, sweetheart? You look awful.”
“Oh, yeah. It’s fine. Tina, what happened?”
Tina gave her mom a little smile and mumbled for her not to worry. Her mother moved back to her efforts with the clothes. The two friends waited a beat, then put their heads together and spoke in whispers.
“Okay, remember Larissa?”
“Yes.”
“Well, apparently she planted evidence of your kidnapping in your car. Something about a group called The Order of Camus hauling you off. None of the humans know you were at the party.
“Tina,” Harper whispered urgently, “you have to get me out of here! The president will go insane until I – I mean, his daughter – appears again. I mean truly, evil maniac insane!”
“I know. Larissa’s got everyone looking in the wrong direction, so I think if we get you out of here as fast as we can and put you somewhere that law enforcement can find you, we’ll be okay.”
Both girls paused to look up and check to make sure Faye wasn’t listening. She had wandered to the door to say hello to passing neighbors as they returned home. She had her arms full of old clothes and seemed entirely uninterested.
“How are we going to do that?” Harper flicked the blankets off her lap and showed Tina her leg. “I can’t even stand!”
Tina looked down on her friend’s leg and bit her lip. “We need to get you a healer.”
“I don’t have any money.”
“No one here has any,” Tina assured her. “We’ll have to trade something.”
The two quickly exchanged glances; they each had something precious to them. Would it be valuable to anyone else? Tina briefly imagined giving away her precious book, while Harper thought about surrendering her cheap, everyday shoes that she loved so much. Or maybe her purse with the secret pockets. What else could she trade? She had left her home with so little. She’d honestly believed she would drive home before the sun was up, crawl into bed and insist to her helpers that she was still sick and then sleep all day. She had planned so carefully, and now she was stuck in a shifter compound.
As they were silently contemplating the fate of their possessions, the two heard someone approach Faye and chat with her. They looked up to see the same big man who had come by earlier.
“Graham!” Tina gave him a friendly wave but he looked away from her after just a nod. She watched as her mother held up one piece of clothing after another for him to inspect, but he shook his head at each.
She excused herself from Harper’s bed and walked up to the door. “What’s going on, Graham?”
“Well,” the large bear answered, blushing a little, “I got a new job.”
“Oh?”
He cleared his throat. “Yes. I’m working for Human-Shifter Relations. I’m here on a tax collection.” As he spoke, he pulled a large, gleaming pair of scissors from his pocket. “I need a sample of your best fabric.”
“Graham. You?” Tina felt her heart break a little. She knew that tax collection was one of the highest paying positions a shifter could hold, but that was no excuse as far as she was concerned. How could one shifter turn on his own community? It was disgusting. “I thought you were a good guy.”
He kept his eyes down and held his scissors in his big, meaty hands. “Just turn around.”
Tina shook her head at her one-time teacher and then slowly turned to show him her back. “This is my last shirt. I’ll have to go around topless soon.”
“It’s this or jail. You choose, Tina.”
“I choose to be loyal to my community, Graham.”
The bear shifter didn’t respond, silently cutting a large rectangle from the back of her shirt and leaving her back entirely exposed. Tina felt the blades of the scissors as if they were slicing through her ribs or her spine. Having the clothing literally taken piece by piece as she became more and more naked was one of the worst feelings she’d ever had to bear. The worst part was that it was renewed anytime she reached for a butchered top or sliced up pair of shorts. Soon, it would be her underwear and bras. Then what would she do?
“You’re up, Faye.”
“Now, Graham,” Faye attempted, “I can give you an entire apron. Look at this lovely print! I barely wore it. You can see all the little flowers and the original colors are still lovely. Surely this will cover my tax.”
Graham consulted a little handbook of material samples. The most valuable textures were in the front and then got cheaper as the pages progressed to the back. He compared the apron to his book, then noticed the fabric of Faye’s skirt.
“Stand still, Faye.”
Tina’s mother froze in horror as Graham moved towards the hem of her skirt with his big, metal tool, cutting up her leg to her hip and then down again to make a big, obnoxious gouge in her once practical clothing. Her muscular, dependable leg was now completely exposed up to her underwear. Graham stood with the soft green fabric in his hands and nodded to mother and daughter.
“The state thanks you for your donation.”
“Go shove it up your crack, Graham.” Tina got a little smack on her arm from her mother for the profane comment, but Graham just pretended not to hear it. Tina watched him leave, but her mother quickly ran back in the house and grabbed some fabric to patch up the hole in her clothing.
“I can fix yours, Sweetheart,” she said quickly. “Just give it to me, and I’ll cover it.”
“Mom, it’s okay. Focus on your own clothing.”
“No, really! I’ll get some of this nice yellow and I’ll just…I’ll sew it to the back and the sides and…” Her mother slumped onto her bed and let her old clothing tumble to the ground. Tina took a seat next to her and put her arm around her mother’s shoulders.
“Don’t worry, Mom,” she said. “I’ll come up with something.”
“What can we do?” Her mother’s tears fell softly onto her marred skirt. “They won’t stop until we’re walking around naked. We’ll die of exposure. We won’t be able to go to work anymore. Is that what they want?”
Tina let out a little snort of disgust. “I don’t know what any of this is about, honestly. As far as I know, there’s just piles of cloth in the Human-Shifter Relations office. It’s nonsense.”
She turned to see her friend watching them with her mouth open just a little. She had clearly seen everything, yet she seemed to be desperately searching for an explanation for what she was witnessing. For some reason, shifters weren’t allowed to have complete outfits. She had noticed the chopped up clothing at the party but just shrugged it off as the latest fashion. This idea of their fabric being valuable was news to her; she didn’t know of any project that used their secondhand pieces of clothing in any way.
Harper laid back down as quietly as she could and closed her eyes. She could feel every inch of the fabric she was wearing against her skin and wriggled around in it uncomfortably. She knew something was very wrong, but she couldn’t explain why it was happening. Something had gone very wrong at some point in time, and now she was seeing the fallout, but she could not even begin to react.
She stayed in her spot, while Tina and Faye moved around her for the next couple of hours, all of them avoiding one another and keeping their eyes on anything that distracted from one another’s clothing. Even the sight of the pile of blankets on top of Harper was too much for them to bear. Harper pulled one of the thinner blankets over her face and prayed no one would breathe a word about scissors, or cloth, or ask why she magically possessed an unblemished outfit.
As her keepers moved around her, Harper fell asleep without really meaning to. She had the odd experience of blinking and seeing the sky go from a warm, lit space to a dark spot through the hole in the ceiling as if she’d travelled through time by accident. She pulled the covers of her cot down a bit lower and sat up to see Tina and Faye working by their fire and roasting small animals on a spit.
“Hey, sleepyhead.” Tina had a brave face on, but Harper could see right away that nothing had been resolved. They were still in clothing with large pieces missing, living in a ramshackle building, and cooking extremely small portions of food with an intensity that spoke to their hunger. “Hungry?”
“Oh,” Harper shrugged, ignoring the emptiness inside her stomach, “I’m still full from that scorpion I had earlier. And I’m pretty tired. You two have mine.”
“Don’t go back to sleep,” Faye warned her. “The healer’s on her way, and she wants to talk to you.”
Harper shot a look at Tina who just gave a casual shrug. They had to get her better, and, of course, Faye was just going to worry about her more and more the longer she took up space in the house. Harper sighed and turned to the other side to look through her meager belongings.
The best two things she had to offer were her shoes and her purse. Neither were worth more than a few Bachmanns, but here on the compound almost no one wore shoes or carried purses. She hoped the healer would like to be one of those few.
As Tina and Faye finished their food, a small, dark-haired and dark-skinned woman appeared at the door. “Hello? Did someone need a healer?”
“Dr. Jade. Hello, come in.” Faye rose to greet the small woman, and the two hugged like old friends.
Harper noticed a few things about Dr. Jade from across the room. First, she had her entire dress intact. Apparently, healers were exempt from the fabric tax. Also, the doctor had large, cheap rings on both hands. From where she laid in her bed, Harper was hit with a reflection of firelight that bounced off a flat, ovular mirror that was perched on top of her small finger. She did wear shoes, but they were mismatched, plastic sandals that barely fit her. Harper could see Dr. Jade’s small toes curling over the front edges and appeared to hold on for dear life.
“Is this the patient?” The doctor turned towards Harper and gave her a smile.
“Yes, this is Evelyn,” Tina jumped in. “Let me introduce you.” She led the doctor over as if she was a princess crossing a ballroom. Harper sat up to greet her properly, as she’d been taught, placing one hand on the bottom and one on top of the good doctor’s warm hand.
“So formal! I feel like a Bachmann.” Dr. Jade laughed, and the two friends quickly joined in. Harper prayed no one in the room would notice how profusely she was sweating. “Nice to meet you, Evelyn.”
“And you. Thank you so much for coming.”
The doctor nodded and gently lifted the covers off of Harper’s legs. She shook her head at the sight of it and then lowered the covers to consult with her patient. “So, you’ve had one treatment already I see.”
“Yes. Our friend Larissa helped me out.”
“Oh, Larissa. She’s full of surprises.” Dr. Jade reached up to feel Harper’s face and confirmed that her temperature was normal. “How have you been feeling today?”
“Okay. You know, stuck in bed. Bored. I’m anxious to walk again.”
The doctor perked up a bit. “How soon would you like to be on your feet?”
“Um, tomorrow morning?”
That appeared to be the right answer. The doctor clapped her hands together and then rubbed them back and forth quickly. “What can we trade tonight?”
Harper motioned to the floor. “I have a pair of shoes and a purse.”
Right away, the doctor’s face fell. “I’m afraid I can’t do it for so little.”
There was a long pause while the doctor sat quietly. Clearly, she knew how to use a panic to her advantage, and this one must have smacked of secret treasures. Two anxious teenagers in dire need of a healing seemed to be a very desirable situation for a tiny doctor. With a big sigh, Tina offered a third object.
“You can take my book.”
The doctor leaned down to see the tiny type on the thin pages that Tina held open for her. She took it delicately from Tina’s hands and closed the two halves to check the cover. “My, my. A book. This is worth a lot more than one healing.”
“Then perhaps you’ll keep it in mind the next time we need you.” The group on the bed turned to see Faye still sitting by the fire. “I may be in need of a session soon.”
“Very well,” Dr. Jade agreed, “today and two more in exchange for the book, the shoes and the purse. Thank you ladies.”
Harper and Tina exchanged a look at the pronouncement of the price. In the face of everything life on the compound presented, it felt exorbitant. However, neither said anything to dispute it. What choice did they have?
Dr. Jade touched Harper’s leg lightly and gently ran her fingernails down the skin so that Harper felt tingles all the way down to her toes. “Now, Evelyn,” the doctor said, “I’m going to lay my head against you and begin to purr. I need you to stay still. You’ll feel the bone start to stitch back together, and you may feel some odd prickles as we go, but whatever you do, don’t move your leg.”
“I’ll hold your hand,” Tina offered with a smile. “And I’ll pin you to the bed if you need me to.”
“Thanks.” The two friends clasped hands tightly, and Harper looked to the doctor. “How much time does it take?”
“We could be here all night. But I don’t want you preoccupied with time, dear. Everything and everyone will be here when we’re done.”
‘I hope she’s right,’ Harper thought to herself, but said nothing. She gave a nod to signal she was ready, and Dr. Jade began.
The purrs that came from the doctor were louder than Harper had prepared for. They filled the room with intense vibrations and shakes that made her dizzy. The bones in her leg rattled like an old, broken piano she had played with back when she was a child. She looked up at the opening in the ceiling, and for a moment she believed she could see the sun slide out of its position in the sky and jump around, but then it seemed to go back to the original spot again.
The memories in her mind flashed forward, then back. She had a strange vision of herself as a wildcat. Her face was still somewhat human, but she had longer teeth, claws, and pointed ears, but the rest of her was very human. She seemed to have a sheen of fur all over her body, but it was the same color as her skin. She blinked and the sight of her half-animal-half-human form vanished, but she held on to the memory of it throughout the rest of her treatment. She needed to see herself that way, as something magical. It made her feel safer and stronger as every cell in her body shook nonstop.
Dr. Jade’s purring went on for hours. Tina stayed with Harper, holding her hand so tightly that their hands sweated terribly, and their fingers cramped and locked together. The bones in Harper’s legs locked together with painful cracks and jumps. Lightning shot through her body on several occasions and she cried out, but the doctor and Tina each kept her in place so the bone would heal properly.
Through the pain, through the screams and the crazy visions, Harper’s bone became solid, and the swelling around it dissipated little by little. Her heart slowed and her head became still as the healing came to an end. She felt as if she were floating down from the ceiling and back into her whole, solid body. Her breathing came in long, slow inhalations and the even slower, deeper exhalations. She felt as if all the air in her body were unbottled and set free. Her lungs seemed to belong to someone else for a moment, as if her breath were something that could be stolen from her by anyone at any time.
A few minutes later, Harper was in a deep sleep. She could hear voices close by and tried to open her eyes and see who it was, but she couldn’t seem to lift her eyelids. She turned to the side and marveled at the lack of pain the turn created; her leg felt cool and strong as it always had.
In the morning, she blinked awake and gasped in shock. There, sitting on her bed was the boy she’d met at the party – the handsome one with soft black hair and sharp, high cheekbones. He gave her a crooked smile.
“Hi, Harper,” he said as his eyes bored into hers. “You are in big trouble.”