About ten years ago, I invested in something called a zen alarm clock. It’s supposed to wake you up gradually over the course of a few minutes with soft light and sound.

It turned out to be a real fucking waste of money. I’d wake up when the clanging bells reached a crescendo after ten minutes of tolling softly. It wasn’t pleasant, and the little light show didn’t do shit, either.

This sound, though, the one I’m slowly waking up to now? This is pleasant. What kind of bird is that? Not a seagull, although I hear rolling ocean waves underneath the melody of a few different birds now.

I start to open my eyes and…fuck, it’s bright in here.

Wait, where am I?

It dawns on me that I’m not just hearing the ocean, I’m also smelling it. When my eyes adjust to the light, I can see I’m outdoors.

Last night, I was either sleepwalking, drunk or—most likely—both. I don’t remember a thing.

That’s sand under me, isn’t it?

I literally slept on fucking sand, and it feels like it got fucking everywhere. What the fuck? Actually, no, I just happen to be naked. Fucking fantastic. This is getting stranger and stranger.

“Madeline.” I utter the word out of nowhere. Why am I saying that name?

That name. Who the fuck is Madeline?

Then it hits me.

That’s her name. She finally told me after things started to get really choppy.

I don’t even know what happened to my fucking clothes.

I sit up and see nothing but a few feet of sand leading into the Pacific. Nope, no clothes.

I try to recall the details of how I got into this current situation.

Okay, yeah, that’s right―I’m in Hawaii, and I was bowled over by someone named Madeline. What does her face look like? I can almost see it in the wispy cirrus clouds above the ocean.

I could sit here all day staring at the horizon, slowly recalling details, but I’m fucking naked, I don’t even have a fucking towel, the sand is burning my ass and I have no idea who’s about to show up…wherever I am, exactly.

As nice as the ocean breezes feels and the sea air smells, I also have a bout of rapidly growing nausea that may become a problem real fucking soon.

I push myself up off the sand. Easy, now.

I’m pretty good adjusting to most situations, but naked on an island beach after an evening stolen by rum-flavored amnesia is a new one.

Fuck, there was a lot of rum. I remember that much. Sugary cocktails, sugary lips meeting mine in hungry, absolutely famished fucking greed.

I turn away from the ocean and see that I’m lucky enough that the beach is abandoned apart from a few aging palm trees. There’s a squat, old-looking wooden building a couple hundred feet away. I don’t have any choice but to go face the music there, even if it means an arrest for indecent exposure.

I spot a few other, larger buildings further in the distance. I’m enjoying walking on the sand, and the feel of the warm breeziness on every inch of my skin.

If I’ve got no choice but to continue in this state, I might as well enjoy it. I’m not looking forward to seeing another person.

Except maybe Madeline.

What was her deal again?

I’m still at the resort. I recognize the main building, where I’m staying, as it draws closer. I pass the little wood structure.

Oh, shit.

There’s that fucking sensation. You know the one. Where you remember all the horrible shit that’s been happening a bit more clearly.

That feeling of remembering something after waking up, something you’d prefer to forget. It could go one of two ways.

The way I prefer is the realization that it was all some fucked-up dream, and you’re free to let it fade into nothingness. I think most people are with me on that preference.

The other way it could go is remembering that, yes, it really did fucking happen, and now that you’re awake, your blissful ignorance is over.

Audra’s impromptu post-wedding transformation is most definitely a nightmare, but of the shitty waking variety.

I don’t think Madeline was a dream, either. It sort of feels like one, though.

But not a nightmare this time. Quite the opposite, in fact.

I think.

Fuck.

After the cocktails, the making out by the ocean with fucking fiery abandon, there was something else.

Not the hot, crazy, making sweet love on the beach kind of something else. Even after a day and night of drinking, I would sure as shit remember that kind of something else.

This was more like the letting-myself-drift-off-in-the-sand-despite-the-certainty-of-hot-crazy-fucking kind of something else.

Fuck.

Madeline must’ve taken my clothing as revenge for…what? Fucking passing out on her? Jesus Christ. But it’s the only fucking explanation.

Missing out on what could have been the best possible experience this pseudo-honeymoon had to offer is bad enough, but losing a half-decent clubbing outfit is making me reconsider this whole dumb trip.

Maybe Madeline is still around. The nausea’s still coming in waves, and I have a headache brewing, but I’m still in good enough condition for making up for lost time with Madeline—if she’s into that idea.

If she’s still around.

If she really fucking exists.

I mean, someone took my fucking clothes last night. I’d rather it be her than anyone else in Hawaii.

I’m getting pretty damn close to the hotel now. I haven’t seen another soul yet, but I know it’s a goddamn fucking inevitability that I will.

Maybe I can grab a towel from a supply closet before anyone notices that I’m walking around with my cock dangling in the open air.

Before I even enter the hotel, I’m going to have to leave the comfortable sand beach and step onto the sweltering pavement.

With my bare feet, that is.

This is going to be fucking fun. Shit, here we go...

I make that first step onto the asphalt. Yeah, that fucking stings, but I keep walking, swaggering, strutting even.

Even if I don’t see Madeline again, there’s gotta be someone else here, or a few other someones to meet here. Honeymoon’s not over yet. And one look at what I’ve got to offer and surely they’ll be lining the fuck up.

Not that anyone can compare to Madeline. Her face, now framed by her long hair and lit by the midday sun, is like a fucking vision, exuding an almost mythic beauty…

Oh wait. Shit, she’s right there, standing just outside the entrance to the hotel lobby. Fuck.

I notice there are several other people around as well, mostly doing their best to ignore me.

Not Madeline, though. She stopped short on her way to wherever she was going in her faded denim shorts and off-the-shoulder t-shirt.

“You made it back,” she observes, incredulous.

She looks so fucking good.

“Why wouldn’t I?”

I look down at my own body for the briefest moment, sending a hint to Madeline that I’ve got nothing to be ashamed of, since I absolutely fucking don’t.

I catch her scoping me out quickly, her eyes hastily traveling down…

Shit, I’m in public, so I’ve got to keep things under control, even if it means ignoring where Madeline is focusing her sparkling, ravishing eyes, or I will be fucking arrested.

“Of course you’d say that,” Madeline quips, her eyes wandering leisurely back up my frame. As crucial as it is for me to stay, uh, unenthused right now, she’s making it quite hard. Yeah. I know. Fucking puns.

“Am I that predictable? Did you predict this show I’m giving you right now?”

Madeline looks skyward in mock consideration.

“Sort of. I figured there’d be some kind of drama.”

“There is for me—I’m still running around one of the biggest resorts on Maui in my fucking Christmas suit.”

“Christmas suit?” Madeline tries to stifle a laugh as she asks.

“My birthday’s on Christmas.”

Not true, and my game’s been way fucking better, but...damn, Madeline looks good. She even puts the natural Hawaiian scenery to shame.

Of fucking course I’m not nervous, though. If I’m not nervous about standing by the entrance of a popular resort while completely exposed, I can handle talking to a hot woman.

“I see. Maybe when December comes around, I’ll think about returning some of your clothes.”

“So you did take them?”

“Who else?” Madeline asks calmly.

A woman with a red pixie haircut and a light chartreuse cardigan appears out of nowhere and takes a spot standing right next to Madeline.

The pair stands, looking casually at what I have on display, as if it’s some mildly interesting sight that they’ll move on from in a few seconds.

“This is Laura.” Madeline seems to be finished with the conversation. Laura’s still looking at me—or something in my general direction.

“Laura, it’s great to meet you. Maybe someday I’ll meet you with clothes on.”

“Maybe.” That one cryptic word is all Laura’s ready to say.

“Do I really need to wait until December?” I plead with Madeline jokingly, hoping for a fresh start.

“Maybe longer.”

“Is there a way I could expedite the process? Maybe a way that would be fun for both of us?”

Madeline sighs lightly. “We could start with a drink, I suppose.”

Those sound like the most beautiful words I’ve ever heard, even more so than I do.

Oh shit, is that going to be an issue? We did have the ceremony, after all. But it’s not like we signed a marriage license or anything.

Besides, I don’t owe Audra fucking anything. It’s like our marriage, or attempt at marriage, never even happened.

“Drinks it is,” I say to Madeline.