I HAD NO IDEA THIS is where we would end up when I came here. Actually, I am not sure why I drove to his house before the sun has even risen instead of sleeping. All I could think about was Ham and trying to get him to understand why I am weary of starting anything with him.
His mouth on my pussy is beyond anything I could have ever imagined. “Ham, I don’t. I’ve never…oh God…yes…that feels so good. I need something Ham. Please.”
“It’s ok baby. Let it go and grind this pretty pussy on my face. Take what you need. Fuck Avalynn. I could bottle this honey and use it on my fucking pancakes, it’s so sweet. How am I supposed to stop eating it long enough to claim you with my dick?”
His dirty talk is making my fever rise. How can something be obscene and at the same time be very sexy? I never imagined wanting my husband to talk to me like that, but I am slowly thinking I won’t be able to live without it. “Ham. Something is happening. I…I’m…ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh.”
“Fuck baby. Watching you cum is like the fucking second coming. I want to see that look on your face for the rest of my life, baby. Give me your lips.”
He sucks on my lips and bites into them a little, making them feel swollen and used. Feeling used by him is a welcome emotion. I squirm, trying to line my swollen clit up with his hard member; needing more friction, and needing it now. He on the other hand seems to have other ideas. He is eating at my mouth while his hand works its way into my wet, needy pussy.
“Fuck, Avalynn. You just came but you feel like you haven’t had any ecstasy yet? Are you always going to be this greedy, baby girl?”
“I don’t know Ham. Maybe you didn’t take me to the ecstasy I need. Fuck me Ham. I need you to fill me and make me yours. Make me believe in lust, love, and forever Ham. I need to believe in everything.” He works his fingers in and out of me forcing my body to move and meet each thrust of his fingers. When I clench on his hand, he latches his mouth onto one of my nipples and a growl reverberates from his mouth. The sound races thru my whole body until it hits the core, causing a silent scream from my mouth.
I don’t know what happened next, but as he bites into my neck, I gasp in surprise from an unfamiliar mixture pleasure of and pain; he slams into me in one thrust, ending my virginity and changing all the way I see my body. The feeling is foreign and unexpected. I have to be honest and say it’s painful. I feel a tear escape from my eye. While my eyes are closed, I try to regain my composure, remember to breathe, and keep the embarrassment at bay.
As if he knows what I am doing and feeling, Ham caresses the side of my face as he rain’s kisses and softly says, “shh.” I am very sorry baby. The first time would hurt no matter what I did to lessen the pain for you. I decided it might be better to get it over with all at once and I want you to believe me when I say the worst of it is over. There will be no more movement until you give me permission. Try and focus on the feeling of our bodies together as one and how the feeling of your honey joins us.”
His mouth is sinful. I can’t feel anything but, full and needy when he is talking to me like that. I wiggle around a little partially to test if there is any more pain, and also as a way of letting him know it is ok for him to move.
“Are you sure Avalynn? I know I am not going to last with you squeezing me like a God damn, pair of pliers. I will not spend the time I am lodged in you ripping your shit to shreds, if you’re not ready. So be sure you are ready for me to move. Once I start I am not stopping until I feel a kid being formed in your womb. This will be the last time I am going to ask if you are sure. Are you sure Avalynn?”
There seems to be a two-part question here even if he didn’t ask it. I should be more cautious considering what I have gone through, but something about him and this feels different. I cup his cheeks and look into his eyes to tell him the truth of my heart, because I don’t know any other way. “I’m sure Ham. You have just made me a woman. Now make me your woman.”
“Shit!! You have no idea what you unleashed, but we can get to that later. Right now put your legs around my waist baby, and hold on.”
He pulls almost all the way out and slams back in, making me see stars. It is the most amazing feeling I have ever had in my life. Profoundly though, I know it wouldn’t be like this with anyone other than her, and that makes it more special.
“Yes, Ham. Oh my gosh!!! I feel you everywhere. Harder please. Right there! Right there!”
“Hell yeah baby. Tell me what you want. You feel that love? Look Avalynn. Look down and see how obscene you pussy looks being wedged around my big dick. Look at how red that poor beautiful pussy is being beat to death by this monster I have. Can you see your honey soaking my cock baby?”
His damn mouth is going to be my undoing. The filthy things he says are such a turn-on and every time he says anything, I feel my pussy contract with the need for release. He is right though; watching him take me is so fucking erotic and twisted in a beautiful way.
“Yes. Ham I see it. Please. It is coming Ham. Faster! I need you to get me there. Oh God…please…” I’m not sure if it is the pleading or the act itself, but he speeds up while pushing my knees up to my ears allowing him to go so fucking deep. I’m startled as he bumps up against something that feels like a vortex vacuum, I try and tell him to pull back…
“Did you feel that? You know what that was Avalynn? That was your cervix baby. I know it’s tight and your instinct is to keep me out, but you got to relax and let me in to put my baby in there, love.”
“Ham, I don’t think…I don’t know if…aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa…”
The last I hear is…”Fuck!!!! I’m cummming.”