Kali
"I feel it too. You know, I didn't come into this looking for a relationship," Thomas said softly.
"Ha ha. I've never wanted a relationship in my entire life, but somehow, you've got me reconsidering," I said and kicked the dirt in front of me with the toe of my boot.
"No one has ever made you consider settling down?" he asked curiously.
"That's the problem. The settling is what does me in. I never thought you could have a relationship that lasted more than a few weeks without having to make so many compromises to who you are that it became not worth it anymore."
"You don't have a very positive view of relationships," Thomas said.
"I've never seen one that didn't leave both people worse off," I said.
"What about Aden and Captain Mayfield?" he asked.
"I have to admit that they seem to make each other’s lives better, but I still think there's something really special about each of them that makes it so that I can't possibly imagine I could ever have a relationship like theirs."
"Why do you think you feel that way?" Thomas looked at me as though I was a puzzle to solve.
Normally, when Omegas got that look in their eye, it annoyed me or made me want to run away, but it was endearing with Thomas. In some ways, I wanted him to figure me out.
"My father was a piece of shit that walked out on me and my mom. One day, he just up and decided that an Alpha was too good for a Beta woman. He even told her that he doubted that I was a true Alpha. Said we weren't worth his time. He was just gone. My mother really struggled after that. He hurt her bad, and he left us broke. She always felt guilty for having to work so much after he was gone. She went from being a stay-at-home mom to working three jobs to make sure we could eat. It was rough, and it was all because of his ego," I said.
"My parents didn't get me at all. They are both Betas, and so is my sister. I somehow picked up the recessive Omega gene from my dad's side of the family. Let me tell you, I was always the odd one out in the family. They didn't try very hard to hide it either," Thomas said. "But, I guess I still didn't have it as bad as you. I'm sorry you had to go through that."
"My mother did what she had to do to take care of me, Thomas, but she loved me fiercely. She loved me like there was an Alpha in her heart. I never blamed her for having to work so much. That's what you do when you love someone. I have always been grateful for the time I did have with her as a kid. She could have dropped me off with my grandparents and gone out to start a new life. I knew a lot of kids who that happened to when one of their parents walked out."
"I think my parents wish they could have dropped me off with someone else," Thomas said sadly.
"Hey, now," I said and took his hand. "If that's true, then there is something wrong with them, Thomas. You are so special. I can't believe how lucky I am to be sitting here next to you."
"I always thought I was less than because I wasn't into sports and stuff like that. My parents acted like that's what I should have loved because they thought that's what an Alpha or Beta would be into. I just wanted to read and build computers alone in my room."
"How did you end up here?" I asked with a grin.
"I thought it would be a dream come true solving puzzles for the Army. It was supposed to be a cushy desk job. Then, I ended up out here, but that's okay. Sitting here with you under this glorious night sky makes it all worth it," Thomas said.
I couldn't resist him any longer. Instead of saying something else, I leaned in and kissed him. He pressed his lips back against mine, and then I felt his tongue slip between my teeth.
Before I could rip his clothes off, I stood up and pulled Thomas to his feet. I wanted to take him right there under the stars that he loved so much, but I knew it was too cold. In my mind, I vowed to take Thomas somewhere tropical where I could make love to him on the beach.
We slipped into the tent and I zipped it shut. I knew what we were doing was risky and that it was a breach of duty, but I had to have him.
"You're scent is stronger," I said.
"I think I'm going into heat," he said. "Maybe we shouldn't do this."
There was no way that I could resist my Omega in heat. I grabbed him and pulled his shirt off. Thomas fumbled with the fly on my pants, but he eventually got them down. I felt his hand circle my cock, and he began to stroke me.
"That's not going to be enough," I said in a low growl.
It was my turn to undo his pants. I pulled them down and pushed him down to the ground as gently as I could. Thomas was on all fours with his buttocks spread wide for me.
I leaned in and circled his asshole with my tongue. He bit down on his lip to stifle his moans. "You want me?" I whispered.
He nodded his head yes, and I pushed my cock into his ass. I wished we had more time to play, but I knew we were risking getting caught. I grabbed hold of his hips and thrust deep.
Thomas's slick ass gripped and flexed over my dick. He was so tight that it was almost painful for me to be inside of him, but it also felt so good. I rutted into him again and again until my balls drew up and I knew I was going to blow.
"I'm going to come," I said.
Before I even got the words out, my cock spasmed and I started to empty my hot seed into his asshole. I could feel my cum filling him, and it just made me pound his little ass harder. As soon as I was empty, I felt my knot start to swell. I was stuck there inside of him until the cum took hold.
Thomas still hadn't climaxed yet, so I reached around and wrapped my fingers around his dick. He was so hard, and the skin was so tight that I knew it wouldn't take much to get him off. I wished that I could suck him, but that would have to wait for another day.
I leaned up and pulled Thomas back so that he was sitting up impaled on my cock while I worked his erection. My fist slid up and down his length furiously.
"I'm going to..."
He didn't get the words out before his cock started to shoot thick strands of hot cum all over his stomach and chest. I kept pumping until I'd drained him dry. The whole time his ass tightened and spasmed around my dick, making me shoot another load into his already stretched and used asshole.
When we were done, we laid down in the tent while I waited for my knot to go down. Thomas got some camping bath wipes out of his bag and we cleaned ourselves up as best we could. Once we were reasonably clean, I just held him and caught my breath.
I'd never knotted any Omega before Thomas. He was my first, and I'd fuck him and knot him three more times before we finally passed out from exhaustion.