“You’re the one they are marrying me off to.” Her voice doesn’t sound like hers, but I can’t look at her anyways. I promised her that I wouldn’t hurt her and I almost did. I’m a bastard. How the fuck can I fall for the daughter of the man who killed my father.
Her father is the reason I had a shitty childhood. The reason my brother and I turned out the way we did.
Closing my eyes, I try to push the words out of my mouth. “Yeah. Bringing the families together.” She sinks to her knees in front of me and puts her hands on me.
“I’m sorry for what my father did to your family. I didn’t even know that my dad… I mean my stepdad wasn’t my father. No one ever told me.” I take a few deep breaths before I open my eyes and finally look at her.
“I’m sorry.” My voice comes out as a choked whisper.
Her whole body freezes and she gives me a strange look almost like she’s trying to figure out what I’m sorry for. Before I can say anything, she launches herself into my arms and wraps her arms around my neck. “What do we do?”
Shit, if I knew the answer to that, I wouldn’t be in this damn mess with her right now. Instead, I would be fucking her roughly in a few hours like I typically do.
“We go along with it, doll.” I blow out a breath before pressing my lips against her skin.
“You’re going to destroy me.” Her words burn like a knife slicing me open, but I can’t deny the truth to them. I’m going to ruin her sweetness. She won’t be the same woman by the end of this and as much as it pains me to ruin her, part of me can’t wait.
“I know,” I reply. I can’t lie and say this is going to be easy because it won’t. I don’t know what my uncle is trying to do by having me marry the daughter of an Abelli soldier.
I end up staying over at her place until a little after dawn. When I finally grab my shit and make my way for the door, she sits up, sheet falling down her chest.
Her full tits are on full display and I can’t bring myself to walk out the door.
“Nikolai.” I walk back over to the bed and lean forward, forcing her to lie back on the pillows.
“Doll,” I murmur. A grin teases at her lips and I claim her mouth. “I’m scared,” she says when I pull back.
Cupping her cheek, I press my lips to hers again. “I’ll always protect you. I won’t let either of our families hurt you.”
“When will I see you again?” I can hear how scared she is just by her tone.
“I’ll come by tonight. Hopefully I’ll have more information on this wedding shit too.” She frowns at that.
“You know you could have said no if you didn’t want to marry me.” She covers herself back up and I feel like an ass. It’s not that I don’t want to marry her; I just don’t like doing it for advancement for my uncle. This shit isn’t how it works. We don’t combine families with someone who killed one of our men.
“If another man even thought about coming anywhere near you, I’ll kill him.” I don’t say more than that because I don’t even know how I really feel about this yet.
Getting married isn’t something that I thought I would be doing. With the way I live my life, it isn’t safe to have a wife, let alone a family, which is going to be the next thing they are going to want when someone crosses the truce that is going to be set in place with this marriage.
“It is just because of business?” she squeaks out. I shake my head and sit on the bed next to her.
“No, I’d do it even if we weren’t in this position. I couldn’t stay away from you even after I swore to myself that I would. You didn’t even question it. Why didn’t you stop me when you knew I was only coming over to fuck you every night?” I grab her arm and pull her over me.
The sheet falls from her body completely, and I have her now straddling my waist. “I wanted to have a part of you even if it wasn’t the part I wanted.”
I run my hands up her back and force her to lean down. Her tits are in my face and the only thing I want to do it suck on her pretty little nipples. Shit, I want to be inside of her again too. I pull one of her nipples between my teeth and gently bite down on it. Her hands go around my neck and she presses her fingers into my skin. Sucking and nipping at her skin, I pull away for a second and ask her, “What do you want from me?”
I would rather know what she wants before I try to give her anything. She will never get all of me. I’m part of a crime family. My first allegiance is supposed to be towards them. Then why the fuck am I only thinking about what she needs?
I start in on her other nipple doing the same thing until she finally speaks. Her breathy moans don’t distract me this time. “I… ahhh. I want things the way they were.” She grinds her pussy along my suit pants and over my dick. I can already feel her wetness seeping through the fabric.
“You know the type of man I am,” I murmur against her throat before trailing my mouth against her pale skin.
“I do. I meant what I said when I told you you’d destroy me. I’d rather you destroy me than someone else from your family.” My whole body stills at the mention of my family.
“What do you know about my family?” The words come out way harsher than I intend them to.
“My brother said that your family was a pack of animals and the only way to deal with your family was to bring you on their side.” I just stare at her, no words forming. What does he mean ‘bring me on their side?’ There is no way in hell I’ll ever go against my own family.
“Bring me on their side?”
She nods her head, but I know she doesn’t understand what he means by that. Her brother wants to turn me against my own family. That’s why they are okay with me marrying her. “Does your brother know that we’ve been fucking?”
She scowls at me and starts to move away from me, but my hold on her hips keeps her right where I want her. “No. He just knew I was seeing someone. He told me to cut ties with whoever the shithead was.”
Neither of our families knows that we’ve been fucking all this time. I can use that to my advantage. “I need to go talk to my uncle, find out more about when the engagement is taking place.” Her expression falls and I feel shitty. I’ve done nothing but tease her and force her to give me information from their side.
“Can’t you stay a little while longer?” Her sexy rasp is so damn tempting right now. She grabs my hand and puts one of my fingers into her mouth, sucking lightly. One of the fingers that I had inside of her last night as I fucked her roughly with them, pulling two orgasms from her before I slammed into her from behind.
I let her do her thing and watch her with hooded eyes. After she pulls my fingers out of her mouth, she starts to unbutton my shirt. She places small kisses on every inch of skin that she reveals, her tongue tracing my tattoos. When she gets to the bottom of my shirt, she pulls it out of my pants and slowly undoes them. It doesn’t take her long to pull me out of the confines of my pants and the minute her mouth touches me, I’m done for.
She wraps her lips around my shaft and starts to bob her head up and down my length, taking me soft and slow for the first few seconds before I grab the back of her head and thrust up and into her mouth, just how I like it. I have her gagging a few times before she finally opens her throat. I let her take control again and this time it’s just how I fucking love it.
My hand stays on her head, tangling in her hair. Before she can make me come, I pull her hair back, taking her mouth off of me. “Come here,” I whisper. She does as I say and crawls closer to me. Just as she’s about an inch from my face, I grab her throat and force her down on my dick.
Her cunt is so damn tight that it feels fan-fuckin’-tastic.
“Ahhh,” she yells out. My grip on her throat doesn’t loosen, but instead I tighten it. Each thrust into her is rough and bruising. She whimpers out my name a few times before I release her and grab her hair again.
“You like it when I fuck you hard, doll?” I grunt out. Her moans tell me she loves it, but I need her words. “Say the words, Ivelisse or I pull out now and walk out the door.” My hand comes down on her ass and she yelps.
“Yes. Please keep fucking me just like this,” she whimpers out. I snake my hand around to her ass cheeks and spread them apart, rubbing on her tight little hole.
“You going to let me fuck this hole too?” I grunt out as she slams back down on me. I let her bounce up and down on my dick at a rough pace, and fuck does it feel good.
I feel her tightening around me and I know she’s about to come. She starts to lose her rhythm and I have to take over. “The thought of me taking you in that tight little ass get you off, doll?” I murmur in her ear as her orgasm takes over. She yells out my name as she comes all over my cock. I don’t let up on the thrusts. Rolling us over, I take control of my pussy.
Her body is slick with sweat and I love the look of satisfaction on her face. Each pump of my hips brings me closer to the edge and I can’t help but fuck her harder. Her bed frame knocks against the wall hard and her moans don’t let up. I grab her throat once more and give it a good squeeze. She doesn’t tense up like she did last night, instead she just trusts me.
It’s pure nirvana when I come inside of her, spilling my cum inside of her sweet fucking cunt.
My body collapses on top of hers, pressing her deep into the mattress. “Fuck, doll,” I grunt out. I roll over onto my back and she cuddles into my side.
“I’m scared of what they might do,” she whispers after the room falls into a comfortable silence.
“They won’t do anything to you. I’ll kill anyone who even thinks about hurting you.”
“I… trust you.” My heart stops as those words came from her lips. At first I thought she was going to say something else when she slightly hesitated. Could I love her? Yeah, every day of my life. Do I want to love her? No. It’s almost too painful to know that her father killed mine. Although I could never hurt her, that shit is always in the back of my mind, taunting me to do something about it. I could get revenge through her brother if I needed though, but I know she’ll hate me for it. If I want this marriage and shit to work out, I’m going to have to play by some sort of rules. I just don’t know what rules to play by yet.