CHAPTER NINE
Freya
I slept poorly and woke up to my alarm groggy and in a foul mood. I thought that the first morning after I had sex, I’d be buzzing all over the place. I suppose that normally I would. It just ended so badly with Braden coming home and my immediate reaction to that.
I was jealous. I didn’t want to think about them with other girls. Looking back, I wondered if I slept with Callin out of some kind of twisted spite. I played back the way his body felt against mine again and knew that I wanted it.
I rose and showered before dressing for work. I knew that my eyes were red from crying last night, doing the best I could with cold water to tone it down. I was too pale and sighed as I pulled my hair up in a messy bun. I put my dress on and skipped coffee today. I didn’t feel like it would help.
I jumped when I saw the queen sitting in the room. I looked at the clock to make sure I wasn’t late before approaching her.
“Good morning,” I greeted her, trying to sound cheerful. “Is everything okay?”
“I was tossing and turning last night with an idea for a dress.” She tucked a piece of hair behind her ear and gave me a soft smile. She looked tired although still beautiful. I wondered how much the situation with her husband was taking out of her. It had to be hard just in general. Being royalty had to make it much worse.
Heat washed over me as I turned on the light at the large desk and grabbed my notepad. I slept with one of her sons last night and I’d been messing around with both of them before that for weeks. I’d lose my job if she found out. “Tell me what you’re thinking of.” I managed to focus as she explained her design to me, jotting down notes and making a rough sketch.
The queen pressed her hands over her soft sweater as she smiled. “That will be perfect for the Summer Ball. Please work on it soon. It’s a priority after the garden party.”
“Of course. Consider it done.” I sat for a moment, smiling brightly at her. I hoped that she had no idea about her sons. This was a situation that she’d dealt with before and it ended badly for the women involved. I knew that the woman could be frosty and chewed out her sons for their part in the scandal. She just couldn’t, or wouldn’t, disown them. Certainly not to this close to Braden taking over the throne.
I’d lose in this situation. There was no doubt in my mind. She rose and told me that she’d check in on my progress. I watched as the door closed behind her, dropping back in my chair. I felt guilt and shame surging through my body as reality hit me. I should end everything with Braden and Callin immediately. It couldn’t be that hard to pull away after this relatively short time, could it?
Yes, it could. We’d burned like a wildfire in the short time that we’d been involved. I was physically addicted to both of these men especially after last night. I wanted to have my turn with Braden if he was still talking to me. There seemed to be a lot going on last night between the brothers and perhaps me. I sighed and got to working on finishing the dress for the garden party, working through the morning as anxiety and exhaustion threatened to take me over. I jumped when I heard the door open, glancing back to see Callin.
“What are you doing here?” I asked as he approached me, holding a cup of coffee.
“I thought you might need this. Helen said that you never came down this morning, so I offered to bring you coffee. I wanted to check on you, anyway.” His eyes searched my face. “Are you okay after last night?”
“I’m fine. Kind of tired, so thank you.” I took the cup and set it on the desk beside me. “What was wrong with Braden?”
“I haven’t talked to him yet but I’m just assuming sibling stuff. He went right to bed.” Callin looked around and his eyes rested on the dress that I was working on as well as my sketch. “You’re a talented designer.”
“Thanks.” I replied as I tossed a strand of hair out of my face. “It didn’t have to do with me?”
“One of us was going to be the first,” he said with a shrug. “It worked out the way that it did. He’ll be fine.” Callin smiled and I couldn’t help but smile back. “Regrets? You seemed a little crazy last night.”
“No regrets. I think I was just thinking too much and picking up on the tension between you two.” I looked at the door. “The queen was already here, first thing this morning. We need to be careful.”
“I did it as a favor to Helen,” Callin said, holding up his hands and stepping back. “Come into the man cave tonight if you can get away.” Callin turned to leave the room, and I sighed heavily, reaching for my coffee. I already wanted him again.
I worked through the day, making an appearance to Helen for lunch. I grabbed my sandwich and went outside, relieved to see that I was alone today. I needed a break to think and just breathe in fresh air. I leaned against the tree and closed my eyes, wanting to be done so I could sleep.
I finished my day and walked to my room, exhausted. I changed into leggings and a t-shirt before crawling in bed for a nap. Hell, if I slept all night I’d be fine with that. My sleep had been off ever since I started with my princes and I smiled before drifting off.
I came to in the dark, feeling someone pressed against me under the covers. I panicked, wondering if I forgot to lock my door. Who was this? I reached out to feel them, grasping hair that I knew belonged to Braden. He stirred and reached his arms around me, pulling me close.
“What are you doing in here?” I whispered, feeling him kiss my hair.
“I was tired and figured I’d see what you were up to. You should lock your door more often. You never know who could sneak in.” I smiled against his mouth, feeling him kiss me.
“Are we okay?” I asked as he brushed his lips across mine again. Lust drive through my veins as I deepened the kiss, needing to feel what he’d be like inside of me. All concerns went out of the window as he turned me to my back, slipping his body between my thighs as I pulled him closer.
“I need to be inside of you,” Braden told me huskily, kissing my jawline in between his words. “I won’t be the first anymore, but I need you, Freya.”
“That doesn’t matter.” Braden would complete this and maybe I could walk away after that. The first-time awkwardness was over. I could meet a guy in town or even once I went home. We could settle down together and have a family far away from this madness. But for now, I needed Braden all over me.
We kissed hard, our teeth crashing together as he hovered over me. Braden pulled back and tugged my shirt over my head, baring my breasts to him. I moaned as he kissed my lips, down to my neck and then over my chest. He slipped my leggings down and sucked a nipple into his mouth as he slipped his finger over my clit. I arched my back and reached into his hair to hold him against me.
When did I become this woman?
Braden began fucking me with his hand and I cried out his name. I was wet, and his palm brushed my clit with each thrust, bringing me close to release. When I was close, he dropped down and kissed my pussy, sucking my swollen clit into his mouth. I moaned his name and flooded his lips with my juices as he sucked hard.
When I was done, I dropped to the mattress. Braden stripped his pants off and I felt his lips against my hair. I felt him roll to his back and the tearing of a packet, kissing him as he sheathed himself.
“I want you on top,” he murmured as adrenaline rushed through my veins. This was new to me, but I crawled over him eagerly, placing my entrance over his hard cock. Sliding down, I impaled myself on him with a soft whimper. The brothers were both well endowed. I’d give them that. Braden might be slightly thicker than Callin and stroked every part of my walls as he filled me.
I pressed my hands down to his chest as I moved back up. I tried different positions and once he was guiding me with his hands on my hips, I knew I had it right.
CHAPTER TEN
Braden
She felt so fucking good. Freya was tight and wet as she gripped me, riding my cock with hard bucks of her hips. I drove into her, matching her rough rhythm as I moaned her name. I knew that Freya would feel like this and the irritation of Callin taking her first slipped away with every movement.
Once she was coming, I rolled her on her back and drove myself into her. I stretched up and pulled her feet to my shoulders, pumping into her as I raced towards my own orgasm. It hit me hard, and I jerked a few more times inside of her before I exploded.
I dropped over her body, breathing deeply as her legs slipped to the mattress. I knew that I just had the best sex of my life as I buried my face in her neck, slick with sweat.
“You felt amazing,” I told her as she laughed.
“So did you.” Freya told me as she stroked my back. “So good.”
I thought back to the night before where I was resentful towards my brother and in part, Freya. I didn’t feel any of that now. I was with her in a rare moment of it being just us. I did have the chance to sleep with Maddie last night and pushed her away at practically the last minute. She didn’t taste like Freya. Maddie didn’t give me the adrenaline that Freya did. In fact, no woman ever had. I kissed her hair and focused on that for a moment.
I heard a tap at the door and looked over to see the knob twist. I locked it coming in and gazed down at Freya. “Should I let him in?”
“Sure,” she said softly, smiling up at me. Freya seemed to care for both of us equally. How could that be? She was a virgin when she came to work here and now sleeping with two men didn’t bother her. I slipped out from under the covers and slipped my boxers on, going to unlock the door.
“I figured you’d be here when you weren’t out for Derrick’s party,” Callin noted as he walked inside and over to Freya. I locked the door again and watched as he sat on the bed with her.
“How do you feel having had both of us? Are you over it and in need of another guy?” I could hear the bitterness in his tone and Freya shook her head at him in the dim light.
“No. In fact, I think the three of us could try so much more now. I am not going to turn you down for anything anymore,” she murmured as he cupped her face, kissing her.
“Anything?” He pressed as she giggled. I walked over to join them on and surprisingly large bed.
“Maybe. You boys will need some creativity to have me at the same time.” My cock swelled at the idea of us double penetrating her and I slipped a hand over my boxers. Callin kissed her again and Freya responded easily, pulling him closer. I watched as he pulled the sheet down, revealing her bare body as his hands began to explore her.
Fuck. She was ready to go again, and I watched as their kiss deepened. His hand was cupping her breast as he pinched her nipple, making her moan. Rather than feeling jealousy, I hardened further and made my way forward. Callin made his way down her body, sucking her nipples into his mouth and biting as she moaned. I reached my hands into my underwear to stroke myself, waiting for my chance. When my brother was between her legs, cleaning her release with his tongue I felt Freya look at me. I approached them, stripping down before I knelt before her face. Freya looked at my cock and I pushed forward, slipping my tip into her mouth. She’d become quite good at giving head. Freya moved her face forward and sucked me into her throat as I closed my eyes. She was sloppy with the way that Callin was working her up, but I enjoyed the carelessness of it.
Freya was moaning and whimpering as he ate her pussy. I started to fuck her mouth as she wrapped tightly around me, knowing that I was going to come soon. I wanted it to be together, and I moved deeper, gripping the headboard to give myself some leverage. I felt her rock as I deep-throated her and the moan that vibrated around my skin made me jerk forward, filling her with my release. Callin gripped her thighs and went hard on her as she grunted around me, coming hard for him. I closed my eyes and memorized the feeling of the both of us feeling her at the same time. When I was finished, I eased out of Freya’s mouth and looked down at her. She looked a little shell shocked, but I knew that she could handle swallowing us. Freya wiped her mouth and looked first at me before she gave Callin a warm look as he rested on her thigh.
“Is it bad that I could go again?” Her voice was sated and slow and I looked at my brother. I’d just fucked her, and I knew that he was hard, so I nodded at him. Callin licked his lips and reached for a condom as she watched him. He positioned himself in front of her, stretching up to pull her feet to his chest before he took her with one hard thrust. I moved, hovering over Freya as I moved over her left nipple. I sucked it into my mouth and licked hard as she moaned. I reached for Freya’s hand and placed it over her clit. We’d watched her get herself off a few times now, and it was hot as fucking hell.
Once her fingers were moving around her sensitive clit, I resumed lavishing her nipples and making her go wild. Callin was fucking her with deep, long strokes and Freya moaned as she moved with him. I bit down, and she whimpered as I heard her fingers slipping through her slick heat. She came with a thrust and a low moan as I bit down gently.
Her response was gorgeous. I placed my hand on her stomach, feeling her tremble as she rocked against Callin. He was grunting her name as he joined her. I pulled back first, resting against the headboard. Callin pulled out of her, making his way to the bathroom to throw away the condom before he came back to the bed. Freya was still, her legs curled up as she breathed in and out. Her pale skin was red with the evidence of what had just been done to her and it turned me on all over again. Callin dropped to the other side of the bed and stroked her hair back as she smiled softly.
“I always thought that it would be awkward. Being with two men, even when we were getting more intense every time. It’s not. It’s beautiful.” Freya murmured as she smiled. “I’m a little worried about the idea of both of you inside of me at once.”
“That will come with a lot of preparation. We’d never hurt you,” I promised Freya as I met Callin’s eyes. “There’s so many ways to explore this, baby.”
We stayed until she was asleep, sneaking down to our man cave to sit together and discuss this. Any jealousy was gone. We both wanted to give Freya all the pleasure that we could, knowing how much there was in this for us. We talked until exhaustion took over, going to our rooms with the plan to skip the run tomorrow. We’d both had some great exercise tonight. I dropped into my bed, playing back the way Freya felt as I slid inside of her. I remembered her kiss and her hard nipples pressed against me as I drove myself into her addicting slick heat. She felt amazing. I knew that here was a chance that I might never want to sleep with another woman again, but I pushed that thought away. It couldn’t be that way and we’d have to walk away from this at some point. There was no other way.
I fell asleep after thinking for a few minutes, trying to regain the man that I used to be. I always felt that Callin was a little more the wild brother, leaving me to reach out to a woman when I really needed it. He was a regular and I might do it once a month. I flirted heavily and knew that I could land a woman easily with our family ties. It was that aspect that slowed me down. Dad was dying. I was going to step into his shoes at some point and with that came a lot of responsibility. I wouldn’t have time for women and going out. Callin always would and the image of him making a thing with Freya nagged at the back of my mind.
Mom would never go for that. I closed my eyes, finally falling asleep to that truth.