I pull the tote bag I’ve just packed over my shoulder and take Arrow’s hand in my own. By the time we arrive at the Spades Royale, Arrow and I are ready to get to business.

In the elevator, Arrow pulls me against himself, and I daringly run my hand over his cock. I swear I would have wrapped myself around him and let him take me here and now, had the elevator doors not slid open just then, allowing a group of drunk bachelorettes to slip in.

Once we get to his suite, though, I refuse to let anything get in our way.

We push open the door and the rest of the men are all there, waiting.

As if they know.

As if their bodies are as ready as ours.

Without a word, we move to the bedroom, and I ask Vaughn to help me out of my clothes. He practically groans in pleasure but takes the job seriously.

“You’re sure about this?” North asks me.

My eyes meet Arrow’s. He knows how badly I want this.

“No more questions, no more reassurances,” I tell them. “Let’s just... give in. And tomorrow we can figure out what Gaia wants with us.”

Vaughn does as he’s told and pulls off my shirt. I didn’t even wear a bra. I had dressed in such a hurry after I realized I was going to wake the entire neighborhood if Arrow flicked my clit one more time.

“Oh, God,” Vaughn moans, running his big hands over my bare breasts. His fingers pluck my nipples and he moves his mouth to one of them, licking and sucking me until shivers run up and down my spine.

Then I feel Brecken behind me, pushing down my jeans, my panties, his hands on my ass. “God,” he groans. “Your ass is so fucking cute.”

I close my eyes, reveling in the attention, relaxing into the moment for what it is: bliss.

Around us, Sawyer, Arrow, and North undress, and my eyes go wide as I see them naked. I’ve seen them shirtless in rehearsal and have a clear idea of how their bodies look in tight shorts but this is something else entirely.

Their hands pump their long, thick cocks and my pussy clenches as I take it all in. Take in what being with all five of them actually means.

I feel myself grow wet with desire and we move closer to the bed. Lifting my leg to the bed frame, I feel Brecken’s fingers move inside my pussy the way Arrow’s had. My moans deepen, and I don’t hold back. Not here, in the safety of the hotel suite. This casino was made for sex and we won’t let this room down. Not tonight.

Vaughn pulls my hair up at the top of my head, kissing my neck and my ears, then my mouth. And I whimper against him as my senses go into overdrive.

I moan as they move their hands all over me, as Vaughn tugs at my bottom lip with his teeth. Then they move me to the bed and Sawyer finds a place between my thighs, looking down at me.

“God, sparrow, you are so fucking divine.” Then he lowers his face to my pussy, licking me so softly that I begin to squirm, feeling a pressure mounting in my core, knowing whatever he is doing is going to undo me, completely.

“Oh, please,” I moan, my hands reaching out for something to hold onto as Sawyer licks my pussy into submission.

I find what I’m looking for. Arrow’s cock in my left hand and North’s in my right. I move my hands up and down them, not knowing exactly what they want but hoping I can give them what they need.

“Lark,” Arrow moans, and I move my face to him, he kneels on the bed and I open my mouth, taking him in.

“Oh, fuck,” he groans as I begin to suck his length. I run my fingers over North’s balls. They are tight, and I can feel his cock expanding as I touch him.

It makes me feel so beautiful, so wanted, so in control.

I’m taking it for myself; without judgment or shame. Without having all the answers. Heck, I don’t have any of the answers.

But I don’t need answers. Right now, I just need this.

Arrow’s cock goes rigid in my mouth, and when he comes it’s a surprise. One that makes me smile and relax all the more.

His come is milky. So creamy and salty as I swallow him, taking him from my mouth, I look up into his eyes.

They are full of devotion and I feel a surge of pride in that. In the way he looks at me.

Sawyer moves his mouth from my pussy. He gives me the most confident smile I’ve ever seen in my life “Dove,” he says. “How do you want it?”

I pull him to my mouth, wanting to taste myself. I moan against him, taking his cock in my hand, and inching his tip inside of me.

“I want it now,” I say.

I think about flying, about moving across the stage. That is where the exhilaration lies for me.

But now I see it lies here too. In this room, where passion meets excitement. And where exploration meets pleasure.

“All for one, and one for all,” I say as Sawyer fills me with his hard length. He eases himself inside of me slowly, and the other men pause, watching as he fills me up. It’s so sensual, the way their hawk eyes observe everything, taking it all in.

Sawyer’s smile broadens as I begin to arch my back, moaning as he opens me up, filling me with himself.

“Oh god,” I moan, gripping the bodies around me as his shaft fills my body and the pleasure grows into something fierce. “Oh, oh, yes.”

The orgasm begins to wash over me, and it doesn’t stop. Not then. Not for the rest of the night.

The men take me, one after the other until our bodies are spent. Until every inch of me has been enjoyed, licked, sucked and kissed. Until my pussy is slick with come. I run my hand over their taut abs and tight asses. My mouth tasting all of their cocks–come sliding down my throat and coating my skin.

I beg them to come on my bare breasts, against my ass. It’s an orgy, exhilarating and overwhelming and perfect all at the same time. There is no right or wrong way to do this.

Kneeling before Vaughn, I suck his thick, massive cock, as he grabs my hair, inching himself further down my throat until I’m gagging. And even then, I don’t stop. It just makes me want him even more.

I push him on the bed and sit on his face, suck Vaughn’s cock while he sucks my pussy, my creamy release all over his face. Then I’m on all fours, as Brecken takes me from behind. His hands on my hips as he rams into me deliciously.

Against the wall, legs wrapped around North as I move my hips, sitting on his thick cock as I come. Then I’m in the shower, being washed clean by Arrow, our bodies slick and humming with pleasure as we take one another slowly, water beating down against our skin.

“I’ve wanted you for so long, Lark,” Arrow whispers, the shower a warm cocoon of pleasure.

“I hope it was worth the wait.”

“Oh, Lark, I would have waited a lifetime for you.” Then his mouth is on mine again, kissing me as he guides himself inside of me, lifting me up, taking me against the wall of the shower.

It’s sex. Yes.

But it’s more than that.

And it means everything, and it means nothing, and it is here, and it is gone.

I don’t know where I come from. Memories are fleeting and the truths we carry can be taken from us in the blink of an eye. I don’t know who brought me into this world, or how I ended up in the arms of five hawk shifters starring in a Vegas show, but I did, and I am, and I don’t need rules to live by.

Because tonight I have given myself permission to be whatever I want.