Cody wasn’t sure what had brought on the about-face with Macy, but he had her naked body in his bed, so he wasn’t going to question it now. He sucked along her neck and down across her collarbones. She was arching her back with each tweak of her nipples, and he remembered how much she loved to have them sucked when they were younger. It was one of the things she let him do before they ever went all the way and he used to love to do it. Of course he’d spent many hours over the years with a calloused hand, thanks to all the jerking off he had to do afterwards.

He brought his mouth down to her chest and for a second let it hover there over her nipples while he looked at them. God, they were beautiful. She was beautiful. She was perfect and she made him not want to be with anyone else but her. He let his tongue trace the outline of one of her large, dark areolas and delighted in the sounds that she made. Then he sucked the nipple in slowly between his lips and sucked it gently, rolling it around on his tongue. He didn’t have much hair for her to hold onto any longer, like he did when they were kids. But now she grabbed the back of his head and pressed him into her. She was urging him to go harder, suck faster, take more, without saying a word…and he obliged. He began to suck hard on one while using his hand to pleasure the other. He used the sides of his teeth to scrape her nipple, which caused her to cry out, and then he’d bite down gently, which caused her to make a noise that he didn’t recognize, but he decided it was his new, favorite sound.

The more she squirmed as he licked and sucked, the harder his cock grew and the more it throbbed. He rubbed it into her leg as he continued to drive her crazy, sucking and licking her chest. She brought her thigh up off the bed and rubbed it back into his cock and he groaned around her flesh. It felt so fucking good that it was almost painful. He wasn’t sure if that made sense, but he’d never be able to put it into words anyways. He finally slid the hand that was on one of her breasts down slowly across her abdomen until it reached her mound. She squirmed harder underneath him, trying to catch his fingers in her wet slit as he played along the inner parts of her thighs, teasing her. Finally, he slid one finger slowly from the tip of her swollen clit all the way down to her ass. She was soaking wet and when he pressed back into her clit, he could feel it throb. He suddenly had to taste her.

Cody slithered down the rest of Macy’s body like a snake until he reached the top of her mound. Her hands were already on the back of his head, urging him on, and her ass was arched up off the bed. He began by licking the sweet and salty juices off her inner thighs as she whimpered and moaned, and then without warning he shoved his tongue in between her lips, probed into the tight walls of her slick pussy and then slid it up until he reached her clit and sucked that into his mouth. She was panting and mumbling incoherent things as he went to town then, sucking his first pussy ever, the way he’d seen it done a thousand times in the porn magazines and on the videos he’d watched. She tasted as good as he always knew she would, and judging by her reaction to the way he sucked and nibbled on her clit, she was enjoying it. He continued to pleasure her swollen nub while using one hand to slide a finger into her hole. She brought her hips up all the way off the bed as he moved his hand so that the finger slid in and out of her. She met each thrust of his fist with her hips, and after a few seconds he slipped in a second finger and she cried out his name as he began to finger-fuck her faster and harder. It didn’t take her long until she was in the throes of a full-blown, over-the-top, screaming-probably-too-loud orgasm. Cody kept moving his hand and licking her clit until her body went limp and her legs began to shake.

He pulled his fingers out of her then and moved back up to her face. She reached up with her hands and pulled his face down to her and began to lick and suck her own juices off his face and lips. Breathlessly she said, “I taste good on you.”

He grinned. “Hell yeah, you do.”

She slid her hand down his body then and grabbed his throbbing cock in her hand. She wrapped a fist around it and began to stroke. Cody groaned. “Oh, baby, you can’t do that unless you want me to shoot all over our bellies in like five seconds.” She gave it a few more, lighter strokes before bringing the tip of it to her wet pussy lips and letting it slide up and down against them. They were both moaning as she pressed it against her opening and Cody pushed just the head of it up into her. She let go of him then and brought both of her hands up around behind him. Grabbing a handful of each one of his hard butt cheeks, she brought her hips up and pushed. Cody plunged forward and suddenly his cock was buried as deeply up inside of that tight, wet pussy as it could get. For a long time, he just held it there, moving his hips slowly in tight circles and just enjoying the way she felt like she was made to fit him. It was when she slid her fingers along the crack of his ass and down to his ball sac that he couldn’t stay still any longer. She was using them to massage his balls from behind. It was a fucking incredible feeling, and he thought he might implode from the inside out if she kept that up. He pushed up onto his hands and he began to fuck her then. He pushed into her hard each time and pulled out nearly all the way…and then did it again. He reached underneath her and used his hand to hold her hips up off the bed while he fucked her, helping her come in tighter each time so that their hips slapped together. She was clawing at his back and sucking on his neck when she finally cried out that she was coming again. Her sexy, supple body went rigid in his arms and she wrapped her legs tightly around him and used them as leverage to lift herself up and down as she rocked into him and came for the second time. Cody was gentle with her until she was finished again and then as soon as she came down from her high, he flipped her over onto her stomach and entered her from behind. She pressed her face into the pillow, arched her back, and pointed that delicious ass at the ceiling and Cody fucked her, hard. It was the most incredible experience of his life and if he lived to be a hundred he’d never forget it. This would be their new first time, and he could only imagine how much better it was going to get from there.

When his orgasm finally came, it ripped through him like a shredder. He could almost feel everything inside of him being shredded to pieces as it passed through his body and his cock exploded inside of her. It kept coming back again too, in wave after wave, and he kept rocking back into her as she clutched onto him tightly. When he was finally finished, he collapsed onto the bed and pulled her over so that she was lying in the crook of his arm. He kissed her face and said, “Thank you.”

Macy laughed, still breathless. “I think that was my line.”

“I’ve never felt anything like that before.”

She smiled into the side of his chest and he felt her soft lips kiss him. “It’ll only get better.”

“I can’t wait.”

* * *

Cody woke up on Wednesday morning before the sun came up to see Macy slipping out of the bed. “Hey, where are you going?” For two days, they’d been fucking like rabbits every chance they got, but each time she’d sneak away almost as soon as they were finished and not come back until after dark.

“Go back to sleep, I’m sorry. I didn’t mean to fall asleep. I need to get out of here before the clubhouse starts filling up.”

“Why?”

She was searching the floor for her clothes. She stopped and looked at him. “It’s too soon, Cody. I don’t want to flaunt us all over the place just yet…”

He sat up and interrupted her. “You mean you don’t want to flaunt us in front of Jimmy.”

She sighed. “He’s still recovering, Cody, and we just broke up. It wouldn’t be right.”

“You weren’t married to the guy, and the reason you broke up was because he told you to get lost.”

“Jesus, don’t hold back to spare my feelings.” She stood up and started pulling on her pants.

He wiped the sleep out of his eyes and reached for the bottle of water on the nightstand next to the bed. After taking a long swig of it he said, “I’m not trying to be mean, Macy, just realistic. We live on this small ranch all side by side. If you and I want to have any kind of relationship, Jimmy will have to know about it. I’m not hiding like I’m fucking doing something wrong. Shit, nobody around here hides their shit. I’ve seen most of them fucking in one way or the other in the clubhouse.”

With a disgusted look on her face, she reached down and picked up her shirt. She pulled it on without her bra and then stuck the bra in her pocket. “That’s never going to happen with me no matter who I’m with. I hate that shit.”

He reached for her and she started to pull away. He grabbed hold of her arm and pulled her back down on the bed. “Hey. I’m not suggesting we have sex in the clubhouse. I’m just reminding you of where we come from. Jimmy is going to have to get used to seeing us together.”

“I just want to give him a little time.”

“To do what, Macy?”

“Adjust, heal. My life is different, living with my dad. I’m sure his is too, and I don’t want to rush into anything and make it worse for him.”

“Worse than getting a morning BJ from a different woman every day, or a sponge bath and massage with a happy ending?” She stopped what she was doing and looked down at him with a shocked look on her face. “Oh, please don’t act like you don’t know that’s what’s going on with the club girls.”

“I know full well how things work around here, but thanks for the subtle reminder.”

“Why would it bother you is the question. You’re here in my bed so why the hell would you care who’s sucking Jimmy off every morning?”

“Would you stop, please?”

“Why?” Cody threw back the covers and stood up out of bed. “Why does it bother you to think about Jimmy with someone else? You want both of us, Macy? Is that what you want? You want Jimmy and me to only want you and no one else forever?” He was suddenly angry. He knew that he was being mean, but he didn’t care at the moment; she was pissing him off.

“Why are you being like this? You’re the one that brought up Jimmy’s sex life, not me. All I said was that I didn’t want to flaunt us. Maybe you’re the one that’s jealous.”

“Jealous? Of what?”

“That Jimmy’s getting sucked off by a different woman every morning and you’re not!” She grabbed the rest of her things and said, “Maybe you’re the one that needs to decide if this is what you want or not, because I’m not going to be put in a rotation. I’m not a club girl.”

“When the fuck did I ever treat you like one, and when the hell have I ever had a fucking rotation? Since we were kids we’ve made promises to each other to not get caught up in the lifestyle of this place. You’re the one that can’t seem to decide which man you want…” He caught himself. He hadn’t meant to say that, even though she was beginning to make him wonder. She obviously wanted him, but not enough to announce it to everyone else at the ranch, for fear of hurting Jimmy’s feelings? Or for fear of hurting any chance she might have of his taking her back someday? That was the problem—Cody honestly wasn’t sure which it was.

“You son of a bitch!”

“I’m sorry, Macy. Look, let’s start over…”

“I don’t think so. I know it was a shock to you to come back and find me with Jimmy. I know that it sucks for your girlfriend to end up with your best friend. I know this whole situation sucks, okay? But I told you what happened and what led me and Jimmy to being together. You weren’t even supposed to be back for another seven years, Cody! What the fuck was I supposed to do all that time? I was just supposed to be alone? At least you didn’t come back and find out I was whoring my way through the rest of the club.”

“You’re right. The whole situation sucks. I didn’t mean for this to turn into a whole big argument about the past again. What I meant was to make sure you understand that I’m not living in the fucking shadows to spare Jimmy’s feelings, just like the two of you didn’t seem to go to any great lengths to try and hide your relationship from me when I got back.”

“We’re never going to be able to break free of the past, are we?” She suddenly didn’t sound angry any longer. She just sounded sad.

“I want to. I want to be with my girlfriend, out in the open like every-fucking-body else.”

“Every-fucking-body else around here is with whomever they want to be with here, out in the open. I want us to be different. I don’t want them to think I’m just jumping from one man to the next like…”

“Like your mother? That’s what this is about, isn’t it? You’re the one that can’t let go of the past. You’re the one that’s so afraid of what people are going to think of you that you’ll never be able to walk into a room with me without wondering. It wasn’t a huge deal that you were with Jimmy because we were just kids when I went away. But if you’re with me all of a sudden now, you’re afraid of what they’re going to think…that’s it, right, Macy?”

“Maybe. Maybe I’ll never stop being afraid of what they’re going to think.”

“Then maybe you’re right. Maybe we need to put whatever this is on hold until you decide what’s more important…your happiness, or your reputation.”

She didn’t say another word. She just gathered her things closer to her chest and left. Cody lay back down on the bed and stared at the ceiling. He was hurt by Macy’s refusal to be with him officially and it pissed him off, but in the short term, maybe it was a blessing. Maybe he needed to take care of his business with O’Toole first and move on from there.