Chapter Seventeen
“The price of wisdom is above rubies.”
OLD TESTAMENT, JOB, 28:18
“Madelyne, what ever is the matter with you? Are you ill?” Adela bounded to her feet and hurried over to her friend. She thought Madelyne looked ready to faint. Madelyne’s face had lost all color, and if Adela hadn’t reached out in time, the beautiful psaltery would have fallen to the floor.
Madelyne shook her head. She started to stand up, then decided her legs might not support her. In truth, she was still shaking over her realization. She was in love with Duncan. “I’m fine, Adela. Just a little tired, that is all. Please don’t carry on so.”
“Are you well enough to sing another song?” Adela asked. She immediately felt guilty for asking, but excused her conduct by telling herself she was desperate, after all, and would think of a way to repay Madelyne for her kindness if she’d only come to her aid now. Why, she’d carry a breakfast tray up to Madelyne in the morning.
Madelyne knew Adela was stalling. She sympathized with her friend yet couldn’t think of any plan to get her out of her walk with Gerald.
When Gerald walked over to stand beside Adela, Madelyne said, “’Tis a fine instrument you’ve given Adela. You’ve chosen with care, Gerald.”
The baron smiled. “Duncan has also chosen with care.”
Madelyne puzzled over his odd remark. Then Edmond and Gilard expressed their pleasure over her performance. She was soon blushing with embarrassment. In truth, she wasn’t used to such praise. She thought the Wextons were the most unusual family. They threw out compliments so easily. They didn’t think it detracted from their own value, Madelyne decided.
She’d never been called beautiful until she met the Wextons. Yet each one of them had given her that compliment more than once. It seemed to Madelyne that they believed she really was beautiful. “You’re going to make me quite vain if you keep up this praise,” she admitted with a shy smile.
She did notice, however, that Duncan hadn’t offered her any comment and wondered if she’d pleased him.
Her husband still wasn’t acting like himself. He’d behaved so strangely outside when he grabbed her and kissed her in front of the world. And he’d teased her during dinner. If she hadn’t known better, she’d have to think the man had a sense of humor. That was ridiculous, of course.
Madelyne watched Gerald take hold of Adela’s hand and escort her out of the hall. Duncan’s little sister kept glancing back over her shoulder at Madelyne, giving her a pleading look.
“Don’t stay outside long, Adela,” Madelyne called out. “You’ll get a chill.”
It was the best she could do. Adela grasped the suggestion with a thankful nod before Gerald pulled her out of Madelyne’s view.
Gilard and Edmond also left the hall. Duncan and Madelyne were suddenly alone.
Madelyne smoothed her gown to give her hands something to do. She wished she could go up to the tower room to spend a few minutes alone. Lord, there was so much to think about, so many decisions to make.
She could feel Duncan staring at her. “Would you like to tell me about men and their horses now, Duncan,” Madelyne asked, “before you take your swim in the lake?”
“What?” He looked perplexed.
“You said you were going to talk to me about men and their horses,” she explained. “Don’t you remember?”
“Ah, that,” Duncan replied. He gave her a warm smile. “Come closer, wife, and I shall begin my instructions.”
She frowned over the request, thinking she was close enough. “You’re acting very strange, Duncan,” she remarked when she’d walked over to stand at his side. “And looking very relaxed too. You’re not yourself at all,” she added.
Madelyne nibbled on her lower lip while she stared down at her husband. She suddenly reached out and put the back of her hand to his forehead. “You don’t have fever,” she announced.
He thought she sounded disappointed. Her frown was fierce enough to give him that idea. Duncan grabbed Madelyne, pulled her into his lap.
Madelyne adjusted her gown and sat as primly as she could manage. She folded her hands in her lap.
“Are you worried about something?” Duncan asked. His thumb rubbed her lower lip away from her teeth.
Of course she was worried. Duncan was acting like a complete stranger. Wasn’t that enough to worry any wife? Madelyne sighed. She brushed a lock of hair away from her eyes, accidentally bumping Duncan’s chin with her elbow.
She apologized, embarrassed by her sudden awkwardness.
He nodded, thoroughly resigned to it.
“You don’t sing like a frog.”
Madelyne smiled, thinking it was the most wonderful compliment she’d ever received. “Thank you, Duncan,” she said. “And now you’ll instruct me in the ways of men and horses,” she suggested.
Duncan nodded. His hand slowly moved upward along her back until it rested against her shoulder. The motion made Madelyne’s skin tingle. Then he pulled her forward. Madelyne found herself settled against his chest.
“We men form a special attachment to our steeds, Madelyne,” Duncan began. His voice was as warm as the heat from the fire. Madelyne snuggled a little closer, yawned, and closed her eyes.
“Aye, we depend upon our mounts to obey our every command. A knight can’t fight diligently if he has to take time to control his horse. It could mean his life if the battle is fierce and the animal unruly.”
Duncan continued on with his explanation for several more minutes. “You, wife, have bewitched my stallion away from me. I should be furious with you. Now that I think about it, I am furious,” Duncan muttered. The smile soured on his face as he mulled over the loss of his faithful mount. “Aye, you’ve ruined Silenus. You may protest now if that is your wish, but I’ve already made up my mind to give you Silenus. And so I will listen first to your apology for ruining my horse and next your appreciation for the gift I’ve given you.”
Duncan didn’t get either. Madelyne didn’t apologize or thank him. He frowned over her stubbornness and then tilted her head back so he could look at her face.
She was sound asleep. She probably hadn’t heard a word he’d said. He should have been angry with her. It was certainly disrespectful at the very least. Duncan kissed her instead of waking her. Madelyne snuggled closer. Her hands crept up around his neck.
Edmond walked into the hall just as Duncan placed a second kiss on the top of Madelyne’s head. “She’s asleep?” Edmond asked.
“My lecture frightened her into a faint,” Duncan answered dryly.
Edmond laughed, remembered Madelyne was sleeping, and softened his voice.
“Don’t worry about waking her, Edmond. She sleeps like a well-fed kitten.”
“Your wife puts in a long day. The food at dinner was exceptional and all because Madelyne demands perfection from her staff. I ate four tarts,” Edmond admitted. “And did you know it was Madelyne’s own recipe given to Gerty?”
“Her staff?”
“Aye, they are loyal to Madelyne now.”
“And you, Edmond? Are you loyal to Madelyne?”
“She’s my sister now, Duncan. I would give my life to protect her,” he added.
“I don’t doubt you, Edmond,” Duncan returned when he caught the defense in Edmond’s voice.
“Then why did you ask?” Edmond said. He pulled up a chair and sat down, facing his brother. “Did Gerald bring news concerning Madelyne?”
Duncan started to nod but as soon as he moved his head, Madelyne took up the space under his chin. He smiled. “Gerald did bring news. Our king is still in Normandy, but Louddon is gathering his troops. Gerald lines with us, of course.”
“I am bound to return to Baron Rhinehold in just three weeks,” Edmond remarked. “Though he has my pledge of fealty, I’m vassal to our king first, you second, Rhinehold third. For that reason, Rhinehold would allow me to stay here as long as I’m needed.”
“Rhinehold would also line up with Gerald and me against Louddon if it became necessary. Together we can muster over a thousand men.”
“You forget your alliance with the Scots,” Edmond reminded Duncan. “Catherine’s husband could rally eight hundred, perhaps more.”
“I haven’t forgotten, yet I don’t wish to bring Catherine’s family into this feud,” Duncan answered.
“And if the king sides with Louddon?”
“He won’t.”
“How can you be so certain?” Edmond asked.
“There are many misunderstandings about our king, Edmond. I’ve fought by his side many times. He’s thought to have an uncontrollable temper. Yet, once in battle, one of his own men accidentally knocked our king to the ground. Soldiers surrounded William, each vowing to kill the careless vassal. The king laughed over the mishap, slapped the soldier on the shoulder who’d thrown him down, and then bade him to remount his horse and see to his defense.”
Edmond mulled over the story. “It’s said Louddon has an unusual hold over the king’s mind.”
“I doubt our king would let anyone rule his mind.”
“I pray you’re right, brother.”
“There is another matter I wish to discuss with you, Edmond. The Falcon holding to be exact.”
“What about it?” Edmond asked, frowning. The Falcon land was barren but thought to be rich farming land, owned by Duncan. It consisted of the southernmost area of the Wexton holdings.
“I would like you to oversee that domain, Edmond. Build yourself a fortress there. I would deed the land over to you if it were possible. The king wouldn’t allow it, unless a way was found to gain his pleasure.”
Duncan paused while he considered the complexities of the problem.
Edmond was stunned by his brother’s comments. “’Tis unheard of, this plan you propose,” he stammered. For the first time in his life, Edmond was actually rattled. And though it was highly improbable, a beacon of hope flamed in his heart. To own his own land, to rule as his own master, why, it was all too overwhelming to take in.
“Why would you want me to take over Falcon land?” Edmond asked.
“Madelyne.”
“I don’t understand.”
“My wife listened to Gilard and me discussing the king’s brothers. When Gilard left the hall, Madelyne pointed out how restless Robert and Henry were. She believes it’s because neither was given sufficient responsibility.”
“Good Lord, Robert was given Normandy,” Edmond interjected.
“Aye,” Duncan said, smiling. “But the king’s youngest brother was given gold and a small, insignificant holding from his father and I can see the restlessness in him. He’s a born leader, denied by birth the right to rule.”
“If there is a parallel, I am eager to hear it,” Edmond said.
“Madelyne did start me thinking. You’re vassal to me and to Rhinehold, and those duties must remain intact, yet, if we could gain the king’s grant, then you could take Falcon and make it profitable. You’ve a good head for turning one coin into ten, Edmond.”
The brother smiled, pleased with the compliment. “If nought comes of our petition, you’ll still build your home there and act as my overseer. The king will welcome the additional tithing and won’t care which brother makes the contribution.”
“I’m in agreement with your plan,” Edmond announced, smiling now.
“Gilard will soon return to Baron Thormont to complete his forty days,” Duncan interjected.
“Gilard has a way of leading others and will soon become first-in-command just as Anthony has became your first-in-command,” Edmond said.
“Our brother will have to learn to control his temper first,” Duncan commented.
Edmond nodded in agreement. “You’ve still to tell me what news Gerald brings us about Madelyne,” he said then.
“Gerald is convinced that the king’s brother, Henry, might be stirring up mischief. Gerald has been requested to speak with Henry.”
“When? Where?”
“The Clares will have Henry as their guest. I don’t know when the meeting will come about.”
“Do you think Henry will ask Gerald’s loyalty against our king?” Edmond asked. “And what of you? Are you also invited to this gathering?”
“Nay. He knows I’ll stand beside my king,” Duncan answered.
“You suggest Henry will turn against William then?”
“If I was convinced of that, I’d stand in front of our leader and give my life for him. I am honor bound to protect him.”
Edmond nodded, satisfied. “Gerald said that the number of those becoming discontent is growing. There is more than one plot to kill him. That is not unusual. His father had just as many enemies.”
When Duncan didn’t comment, Edmond continued. “Gerald believes he’s been invited to join this gathering because of his friendship to me. He thinks Henry wants to know if I’ll honor him as king in the event of William’s death.”
“We wait to see what the outcome of this meeting brings?”
“Aye, we wait.”
Edmond frowned. “There is much to consider, brother.”
“Tell me this, Edmond,” Duncan asked, changing the topic, “does Gilard still believe himself in love with Madelyne?”
Edmond shrugged. “He was having a time of it, adjusting to your marriage,” he admitted. “But he’s over the infatuation now, I believe. He loves Madelyne, yet she keeps calling him brother, and that puts a damper on his ardor. I’m surprised though that you noticed Gilard’s affliction.”
“Gilard wears his thoughts on his face,” Duncan remarked. “Did you see the way he reached for his sword during the marriage ceremony, when he thought I was forcing Madelyne?”
“You were forcing her,” Edmond returned with a grin. “And yes, I did witness the act. Madelyne also saw his reaction. I think that is the only reason she suddenly agreed to take you for husband.”
Duncan grinned. “A true observation, Edmond. Madelyne will always try to protect anyone she believes weaker. At that moment she feared I would retaliate.”
Duncan began to caress his wife’s back. Edmond watched the way his brother stroked Madelyne and thought to himself that he probably wasn’t even aware of what he was doing. “Does Madelyne want us gone then?” Edmond asked.
“Nay, Edmond. I imagine she’ll become upset and blame me,” Duncan answered. “My wife doesn’t understand that your loyalty extends to Rhinehold too.”
Edmond nodded. “I think Madelyne worries I’ll keep you and Gilard under my control for the rest of your lives and won’t allow either of you to act on any thought of your own.”
“Your wife has strange ideas,” Edmond remarked. “Yet she has changed your life, hasn’t she, Duncan? And ours as well. This is the first time we’ve ever had such a long discussion on any issue. I believe Madelyne has made us a stronger family.”
Duncan didn’t respond to that comment. Edmond stood up and started to walk toward the entrance. “It’s a shame you know,” he called over his shoulder.
“What’s a shame?” Duncan asked.
“That I didn’t capture her first.”
Duncan smiled. “Nay, Edmond, it was a blessing. God’s truth, I would have taken her from you.”
Madelyne awakened just as Duncan made his comment. She struggled to sit up and smiled shyly at her husband. “What would you have taken away from your brother, Duncan?” she asked him in a husky voice. She patted her hair and Duncan dodged her elbows before answering.
“Nothing for you to concern yourself with, Madelyne.”
“You should always share what you have with your brothers,” Madelyne instructed Duncan.
Edmond obviously heard her remark. His laughter trailed behind him.
Just then, Adela came tearing into the hall. As soon as Duncan’s little sister spotted Madelyne, she burst into tears. “Gerald still insists that the contract is valid, Madelyne. What am I going to do? The man still wants to marry me.”
Madelyne jumped off Duncan’s lap just as Adela threw herself into her arms.
Duncan stood up and sighed in exasperation over his sister’s near hysteria.
“You should be asking me that question, Adela,” he snapped. He took hold of Madelyne’s arm, ignoring the fact that Adela was clinging to her like a wet gown, and started pulling Madelyne toward the entrance.
“We can’t just leave your sister in such a condition,” Madelyne protested. Lord, she felt like she were in the middle of a tug-of-war. “Duncan, you’re pulling my arm off.”
Baron Gerald came rushing into the hall then, disrupting Duncan’s bid to take Madelyne upstairs and deal with Adela’s problem in the morning. Duncan wasn’t in the mood for a long discussion and determined to resolve the matter immediately.
Before Gerald could say a word, Duncan asked, “Do you still want to marry Adela?”
“I do,” Gerald answered. His voice challenged, as did his stance. “She will be my wife.”
“I’ve given Adela my word she can stay here for as long as she wishes, Gerald.”
Gerald’s face showed his anger. Duncan felt like growling. “I was wrong to give her such a promise,” he said, admitting the error in front of Edmond, Madelyne, Adela, and Gerald. It was an amazing confession coming from a man who never admitted any mistake. Duncan smiled over the way his confession stunned everyone.
He turned to Madelyne and whispered, “Your obsession with telling the truth has affected me, wife. Now, close your mouth, love. All will be well.”
Madelyne slowly nodded. She gave her husband a smile, letting him know she trusted him. He was so pleased that when he turned back to confront Gerald, he was still smiling. Gerald knew Duncan well enough to wait until he was given a full explanation before openly challenging him. Duncan had always been a man of his word in the past.
“Adela,” Duncan demanded, “quit screeching like a hen and tell Baron Gerald my exact promise to you.”
His tone of voice didn’t suggest argument. Adela straightened away from Madelyne and said, “You said I could live here until I died if that was my wish.”
Gerald took a step toward Adela then, but Duncan’s stare stopped him.
“Now then, Gerald? What promise did I give to you?”
Duncan’s voice was mild, giving the impression he was bored with the conversation. Madelyne clutched his hand.
Gerald answered Duncan with a shout. “With the king’s blessing, you agreed Adela would become my wife.”
Edmond couldn’t keep silent any longer. “How in God’s name are you going to honor both pledges?” he asked Duncan.
“Gerald,” Duncan said, ignoring Edmond, “my word to Adela is dependent upon her wish to remain here. I believe it is up to you to change her mind.”
“Do you suggest…”
“You’re a welcome guest in my home for as long as it takes,” Duncan said.
Gerald looked startled, then a most arrogant grin transformed his face. He turned to Adela and smiled at her. “Adela, since you won’t leave, then I shall stay here with you.”
“You’ll what?”
Adela was back to screeching, yet Madelyne couldn’t see fear if her eyes, only disbelief, and anger.
“As your brother said, for as long as it takes me, Adela, to make you realize I mean to marry you,” Gerald said. “Do you hear me?”
Of course she heard him. Madelyne thought the south watchman must have heard Gerald. He shouted his announcement loud enough.
Madelyne took a step toward Adela, fully intending to protect her from Gerald’s anger, but Duncan suddenly took hold of her hand again. He jerked her up against his side, and when she opened her mouth to protest, his grip intensified, and Madelyne decided to save her protest for later.
Adela was too enraged to speak. She picked up her skirts and rushed over to Gerald. “You’ll be old and gray and withered, too, before I change my mind, Gerald.”
Gerald smiled at Adela. “You underestimate my abilities, Adela,” he told her.
“You’re the most stubborn man alive,” Adela blurted out. “You … you plebeian.” She turned her back on him then and left the hall.
It was all going to be all right. Madelyne felt it in her heart. Adela was furious, but she wasn’t terrified.
“What’s a plebeian?” Gerald asked Edmond.
Edmond shrugged and looked over at Madelyne. “Another one of your words?” he asked.
“Aye,” Madelyne admitted.
“Is it as distasteful as Polyphemus?” Edmond asked.
Madelyne shook her head.
“At least Adela places higher value on you, Gerald, than Madelyne placed on me when we first met,” Edmond said with a grin.
Madelyne didn’t know what Edmond was talking about. Duncan bade everyone a good night and dragged Madelyne out of the hall before she could question Edmond.
Neither husband nor wife said a word to each other until they reached Duncan’s bedroom. When he opened the door for her, Madelyne was waylaid from asking him about Adela or Edmond. The bedroom drew her attention first. Duncan had moved her possessions from the tower to his chambers. The two chairs now flanked his hearth, the cover now lined his huge bed, and her tapestry was hanging above his hearth.
Maude was just leaving the room and announced to the baron that Madelyne’s bath was ready for her, as he’d instructed.
As soon as the door closed behind the servant, Madelyne said, “I can’t bathe in front of you, Duncan. Please go and swim in your lake while I—”
“I’ve seen you often enough without your clothes on, Madelyne,” Duncan said. He untied her braided belt, tossed it over one of the chairs, then proceeded to remove her bliaut and chainse as well.
“But always in bed, Duncan, with the covers and …” Her voice trailed off.
Duncan chuckled. “Get into your bath, love, before the water turns cold.”
“You swim in a freezing lake,” Madelyne reminded him. Her husband was slowly edging her chemise up over her shoulders. “Why do you do that?” she asked, blushing enough to feel the heat in her cheeks. “Do you like to swim when it’s so cold?”
Madelyne thought to turn his attention away from undressing her. But Duncan seemed capable of answering her question and stripping her at the same time.
“I don’t particularly enjoy it,” Duncan answered. Duncan made short work of her undergarment, eager to get rid of the clothing that shielded her beauty from him. He knelt down in front of her and slowly removed her stockings and shoes, and then caressed a hot trail back to her waist.
His hands made her sigh with pleasure.
“Then why do you do it?” Madelyne stammered.
“To toughen my mind and my body.”
He stopped touching her. Madelyne was disappointed. “There are easier ways to toughen your body,” Madelyne whispered.
She thought she sounded hoarse. Madelyne tried to cover her breasts by pulling her hair forward, frowning when she realized the length didn’t do an adequate job. She twisted the ends of her hair, conveniently blocking his view of her breasts.
Duncan wouldn’t let her hide from him. He stood up and gently pushed her hands away. His palms cupped the fullness of her breasts while his thumbs made lazy circles around her pink nipples. Madelyne’s toes curled into the rushes. She instinctively leaned forward, seeking more of his touch.
“If I kiss you, Madelyne, I won’t let you have your bath. I can see the passion in your eyes. Can you feel how much I want you?” He whispered to her in a voice that caressed as tenderly as his hands.
Madelyne slowly nodded. “I always want you, Duncan.”
She forced herself to turn around and walk over to the tub.
Duncan tried not to watch his wife. He had vowed to go slowly this night. He was going to make love to her without rushing, no matter how much the urge to throw her on the bed and love her wildly challenged him.
He was going to gentle her with soft words too. His plan was to force her to tell him how much she loved him. Duncan was uneasy. He needed to hear the words now that he’d admitted to himself how much he loved her.
Duncan was determined to make her love him. And he was arrogant enough to believe that once he’d wooed her, she wouldn’t be able to deny him anything.
Duncan smiled to himself. He was about to use her obsession with telling the truth to his advantage. He removed his tunic, then knelt down before the hearth to add another log to the fire.
Madelyne washed quickly, worrying that Duncan would turn and watch her doing such an intimate task.
And then she saw the humor in her predicament and laughed.
Duncan walked over to stand beside the tub. With his hands on his hips, he demanded to know what she found so amusing.
He wasn’t wearing his shirt now. Madelyne’s heart started racing. She suddenly became breathless too. Oh, how he could so easily arouse her. “I sleep beside you every night without a stitch of clothing and I really shouldn’t be embarrassed now. That was why I was laughing,” she added with a shrug that nearly drowned her.
Madelyne stood and faced her husband, proving to herself and to him she wasn’t embarrassed any longer.
Droplets of water glistened against her skin. The ends of her hair were clumped together in wet locks. She had a mischievous look on her face. Duncan leaned down to kiss her once, on the top of her forehead, then again, on the bridge of her nose. He couldn’t help himself. Madelyne was looking so magnificent and trying so nobly not to be shy with him.
When she shivered, Duncan reached for the cloth Maude had left on one of the chairs. He wrapped the material around Madelyne, lifted her from the tub, and carried her over to the hearth.
Madelyne stood with her back to the fire. She closed her eyes when Duncan’s chest rubbed against her breasts. The heat from the blaze warmed her shoulders and Duncan’s tender gaze warmed her heart.
She felt cherished. It was such a wonderful feeling, she didn’t offer any protest when Duncan began to dry her. At first he used the cloth to pat her skin, but when he’d finished with her back, he suddenly pulled the edges of the material toward him, dragging her up against his chest. And then his mouth captured hers in a searing kiss. His tongue penetrated the treasure she offered him. Duncan let go of the cloth, cupped her buttocks, pulling her up against his hardness, his incredible heat.
She moaned with pleasure into his mouth, stroked his tongue with her own. Her hands carressed his back, but when her fingertips edged under the waistband of his pants, Duncan abruptly pulled away.
“Take me to bed, Duncan,” Madelyne pleaded. She tried to capture his mouth for another kiss. But Duncan deliberately eluded her.
“In time, Madelyne,” he promised her in a husky whisper. He kissed the tip of her chin, then slowly made his way down to her breasts. “You’re so beautiful,” he told her.
He wanted to taste all of her. Duncan stroked one breast with his hand while he worshipped the other with his mouth, sucking until the nipple was a hard nub.
His tongue felt like hot velvet. Madelyne could barely stand up. When Duncan knelt down and began to rain hot, wet kisses down the length of her belly, she took a deep breath and forgot to let it out. His hands rubbed her thighs, moved between them, driving her to the brink of losing her control. He kissed a path along the length of her scar as his hands continued their sweet torment, stroking, caressing, adoring the very heat of her.
He held her by her hips, and when his mouth began to kiss the soft mound of curls between her thighs, her knees did buckle.
Duncan wouldn’t let her move. His mouth and his tongue tasted the moist heat he’d created in her. She was as sweet as honey and as intoxicating as a fine wine.
Madelyne thought she was going to die from the pleasure. Her fingernails dug into Duncan’s shoulder blades. She moaned a soft whimper. The primitive erotic sound nearly drove Duncan mad.
He slowly lowered Madelyne to the floor. His mouth claimed hers just as his fingers penetrated her tight, wet sheath. Madelyne arched against his hand, cried out his name when the splendor erupted inside her. Wave after wave of incredible pleasure washed over her, and through it all, Duncan held her close, whispering words of love.
She felt like liquid gold in his arms, thought to tell him how much he pleased her, but couldn’t seem to quit kissing him long enough to tell him anything.
Duncan pulled away and quickly removed the rest of his clothes. He stretched out on his back then and pulled Madelyne on top of him.
He knew he was about to lose control. Duncan pushed her legs apart, trying not to be rough, and when she was straddling him, his hand began to stroke her wild again. Madelyne moaned his name, begged him with her hands and her mouth to end this torment.
He lifted her hips and thrust into her with one powerful surge. She was more than ready for him.
She was so incredibly hot, so wet, so tight.
Duncan let her capture him then. Madelyne arched her back until she surrounded all of him, and then began to move, with slow, instinctive motions that drove him crazed.
He felt as weak as a squire and as powerful as a warlord. Duncan held her by the sides of her hips, demanding her to move more forcefully.
He found release before Madelyne did, but the sound and feel of him gave Madelyne her own blissful surrender.
Madelyne collapsed against his chest. Duncan groaned but Madelyne was too exhausted, too satisfied to apologize.
Long minutes passed before either was capable of speaking. Madelyne’s fingers stroked Duncan’s chest. She loved the feel of his crisp hair, his smooth, hot skin, his wonderful scent.
Duncan slowly rolled with Madelyne until she was trapped underneath him. He moved to his side then, propped his head up with one elbow, and casually draped one heavy thigh over her legs.
Madelyne thought he looked most arrogant. He stared at her with such a smug expression on his face. A lock of hair had fallen forward to rest against his forehead.
Madelyne was about to reach up and brush the hair back in place when Duncan spoke. “I love you, Madelyne.”
Her hand froze in the air between them.
Madelyne’s eyes widened and it was then that Duncan realized what he’d said to her.
It wasn’t at all how he’d planned it. She was supposed to tell him she loved him. He smiled over his own blunder while he patiently waited for her to recover from his admission and tell him how much she loved him.
Madelyne couldn’t believe he’d said the words. His expression turned solemn, telling her he meant what he said.
She started to cry. Duncan didn’t know what to make of that. “Are you weeping because I’ve told you I love you?”
Madelyne shook her head. “No,” she whispered.
“Then why are you so upset? I have just pleased you, haven’t I?”
He actually sounded a little worried. Madelyne wiped the tears from her cheeks, bumping Duncan’s chin. “You have pleased me,” she told him. “I’m so frightened, Duncan. You shouldn’t love me.”
Duncan sighed. He decided he’d have to wait a few more minutes to get a decent explanation out of her. She was shivering too much to speak coherently.
He really held his patience, but once he’d carried Madelyne to their bed and they were under the covers, she snuggled up against him and didn’t say a word.
“Why are you afraid?” he asked. “Is it so terrible for me to love you?”
His voice was filled with tenderness and that made Madelyne cry again.
“There can be no hope for us, Duncan. The king will—”
“Give us his blessing, Madelyne. Our king will have to approve this marriage.”
He sounded so sure of himself. She drew comfort from his confidence. “Tell me why you think the king will side with you. Make me understand. I don’t want to be frightened.”
Duncan sighed. “King William and I have known each other since we were young boys. He has many flaws, but he has proven himself to be an able leader. You dislike him because of the stories you’ve heard from your uncle. And your uncle reflects only the attitudes of his church. The king has lost the support of the clergy because he took treasures from their monasteries. He has never been quick to replace any church official either. The clergy belittles our king because he doesn’t bend to their dictates.”
“But why do you think—”
“Do not interrupt me when I’m instructing you,” Duncan said. He softened his command by giving her a gentle squeeze. “Though I don’t mean to boast, in truth I’ve helped our king unite the Scots and maintain a peaceful coexistence. The king knows my value. I’ve a well-trained army he can call upon in time of need, Madelyne. He relies on my loyalty. I would never betray him. He knows that too.”
“But, Duncan, Louddon is his special friend,” Madelyne interjected. “Marta told me so and I’ve also heard rumors from my uncle’s friends.”
“Who is this Marta?”
“One of the servants assigned to my uncle,” Madelyne answered.
“Ah, then she must surely be as infallible as the pope,” Duncan returned. “Is that your way of thinking?”
“Of course not,” Madelyne muttered. She tried to turn around to look at Duncan, but he wouldn’t let her move. She settled back against his shoulder and said, “My brother even boasts of his power over William.”
“Tell me, wife, what you mean by special,” Duncan commanded.
Madelyne shook her head vehemently. “I cannot say the words. It would be sinful.”
Duncan sighed in exasperation. He knew well enough what the king’s preferences were, had guessed long ago that Louddon was more than a clerk in William’s court. He was surprised, however, that his innocent little wife would have such knowledge.
“You will just have to trust me on this, Duncan, when I tell you it’s a sinful pact between my brother and our king.”
“It will not matter,” Duncan returned. “We’ll not speak of this any longer, since it seems to embarrass you so. I know what you mean by special, Madelyne. Yet the king will not betray his barons. Honor is on my side in this feud.”
“Are we speaking about the same honor that got you tied to a post in Louddon’s fortress perchance?” Madelyne asked. “You’re so honorable, you trusted Louddon to honor the temporary truce, didn’t you?”
“It was a most carefully thought out plan,” Duncan answered. His voice grated against Madelyne’s ear. “I never trusted your brother.”
“He could have killed you before your men gained entrance, Duncan,” Madelyne returned. “As for that matter, you could have frozen to death. I, of course, saved you. Honor had little to do with it.”
Duncan didn’t argue with her. Madelyne was wrong in her assumptions, of course, but he didn’t feel he needed to point out her error.
“Louddon will use me to harm you.”
That comment didn’t make any sense at all. “Madelyne, there isn’t a baron in England who hasn’t heard about Adela. If the king turns his back on the truth, he’ll have made his first foolish mistake. There are other loyal barons who will stand by me. We are all honor bound to our leader, aye, but he must also act with honor toward each of us. Otherwise our pledge of fealty means nothing. Have faith in me, Madelyne. Louddon cannot win this war. Trust me, wife, to know what’s to be done.”
Madelyne thought about what he said for several minutes and then whispered, “I’ve always trusted you, ever since that night we slept together in your tent. You promised me you wouldn’t touch me when I slept, and I believed you.”
Duncan smiled over the memory. “Now do you realize how absurd it was for you to think I could take advantage without you knowing it?”
Madelyne nodded. “I am a very sound sleeper, Duncan,” she teased.
“Madelyne, I’m not going to let you ignore our initial topic. I’ve just vowed my love for you. Have you nothing to say to me in return?” Duncan asked.
“Thank you, husband.”
“Thank you?” He shouted the words back at her. His patience deserted him. Madelyne was supposed to tell him how much she loved him and why the hell she didn’t know that infuriated him.
Madelyne suddenly found herself flat on her back with her husband looming over her. The muscle in the side of his jaw flexed, a true indication of his anger. He looked ready to do battle.
She wasn’t the least intimidated. Madelyne gently stroked his shoulders, then let the palms of her hands slowly slide down his arms. His body was stiff, rigid. She could feel the strength of steel under her fingertips. Madelyne never took her gaze away from his as she caressed him. And though she could feel the power in him, she could also see the vulnerability in his eyes. It was a look she’d never seen before but recognized all the same. Duncan looked good and worried.
When she gifted him with a tender smile, Duncan immediately stopped frowning. He saw the sparkle in her eyes and responded to it. His body relaxed against her.
“You dare to tease me?”
“I’m not teasing you,” Madelyne told him. “You’ve just given me the most wonderful gift, Duncan. I am overwhelmed.”
He waited to hear more. “You’re the only man to ever tell me you love me.” Madelyne whispered. A wrinkle crossed her brow and she added, “How could I not love you in return?”
She looked as if she’d only just realized that fact. Duncan’s sigh of exasperation all but parted her hair. “Then I suppose I’m damn fortunate Gilard didn’t tell you he loved you first.”
“He did,” Madelyne announced, smiling over the startle that admission caused. “But I didn’t count that pledge of love as being the first, you see, because it wasn’t really true. Your brother had a small infatuation.”
Madelyne suddenly stretched up and kissed Duncan. She put her hands around his waist and squeezed him. “Oh, Duncan, I’ve loved you for the longest time. What a fool I’ve been not to have realized it sooner. Though I must confess, tonight, when we were sitting by the fire with your family and your guest, I did realize it then. You’ve given me value, Duncan. In my heart I know I matter to you.”
Duncan shook his head. “You’ve always had value, Madelyne. Always.”
Madelyne’s eyes filled with tears. “It is a miracle, your love for me. You captured me to fulfill your plan of revenge against my brother. Didn’t you?”
“Aye,” Duncan admitted.
“That is why you married me,” Madelyne said. She was suddenly frowning up at her husband. “Did you love me then?”
“I thought it was lust,” Duncan answered. “I wanted to bed you,” he added with a grin.
“Revenge and lust,” Madelyne returned. “Sorry reasons at best, Duncan.”
“You’ve forgotten compassion,” Duncan informed her.
“Compassion? You mean you felt sorry for me, is that the way of it?” Madelyne asked, growing irritated. “Good Lord, you love me out of pity?”
“My love, you’ve just relisted all the reasons I gave myself.”
She took exception to his laughter. “If your love is based upon lust, pity, and revenge then—”
“Madelyne,” Duncan interrupted, trying to soothe her, “what did I say to you before we left your brother’s fortress. Do you remember?”
“You told me it was an eye for an eye,” Madelyne returned.
“You asked me if you belonged to Louddon. Do you remember my answer to that question?”
“Aye, though I didn’t understand it,” Madelyne said. “You said I belonged to you.”
“I spoke the truth,” Duncan told her. He kissed her just to rid her of her suspicious look.
“I still don’t understand,” Madelyne told him when he let her speak again.
“Neither did I,” Duncan said. “I thought I’d keep you, but I didn’t consider marriage until later. In truth, Madelyne, it was your act of kindness that sealed your fate.”
“It was?” Madelyne’s eyes brimmed with tears again. The look on Duncan’s face was so loving, so tender.
“It was inevitable from the moment you warmed my feet, though it took a while before I’d acknowledge the truth.”
“You called me simpleminded,” Madelyne told him, smiling over the memory.
The sparkle was back in her eyes. She wasn’t angry any longer. Duncan pretended outrage over her remark just to gain her reaction. “I’ve never called you simpleminded. It was someone else and I will challenge him immediately.”
Madelyne burst into laughter. “It was you, Baron. I’ve already forgiven you though. Besides, I’ve called you many unkind names.”
“You have? I’ve never heard any of them,” Duncan said. “When did you call me these names?”
“When your back was turned, of course.”
She looked so innocent. Duncan’s smile widened. “Your obsession for telling the truth will get you into trouble one day.” He kissed her again before continuing. “But I’ll be by your side to protect you.”
“Just as I will always protect you,” Madelyne told him. “It is my duty as your wife.”
She laughed over his incredulous expression. “You don’t worry me,” she boasted. “I’ll not be afraid of you anymore now that I have your love.”
He thought she sounded smug. “I know.”
Madelyne laughed because of his forlorn tone of voice.
“I would hear you tell me you love me once again,” Duncan demanded.
“Such an arrogant command you give me,” Madelyne whispered. “I love you with all my heart, Duncan.” She kissed him on his chin. “I would give my life for you, husband.” She rubbed his lower lip with the tip of her tongue. “I will love you forever.”
Duncan growled his pleasure and proceeded to make slow, sweet love to her.
“Duncan?”
“Yes, love?”
“When did you realize you loved me?”
“Go to sleep, Madelyne. It’s nearly dawn.”
She didn’t want to sleep. Madelyne never wanted this glorious night to end. She deliberately wiggled her backside against his stomach. Her toes curled against his legs. “Please, tell me exactly when it was.”
Duncan sighed. He knew she wouldn’t quiet until he answered her. “Today.”
“Ha!” Madelyne announced.
“Ha what?” Duncan asked.
“Now you are beginning to make sense,” Madelyne explained.
“You’re not making any sense,” Duncan returned.
“You’re the one who has been acting so unpredictable all day. To tell you the truth, you had me a bit worried. When today?”
“When what?”
“When exactly did you realize you loved me?” Madelyne wasn’t going to give up.
“When I thought my horse was going to kill you.”
“Silenus? You thought Silenus would harm me?”
He heard the astonishment in her voice. He smiled against the top of her head. She still didn’t have any idea of the terror she’d given him.
“Duncan?”
He liked the way she whispered his name when she wanted something from him. It was tender, coaxing, and terribly sexy. “You’ve ruined my stallion. I was telling you that downstairs when you fell asleep in my lap.”
“I haven’t ruined him,” Madelyne protested. “I’ve only shown him kindness. Surely being affectionate can’t be harmful.”
“Affection might be the death of me if you don’t let me rest,” he answered with a yawn. “You’ve turned into an insatiable wench,” he added with a mock sigh. “You’ve taken my strength.”
“Thank you.”
“You can have Silenus for your own.”
“Silenus? Mine?” She sounded as eager as a child.
“The animal is loyal to you now. You’ve demoted my great beast from stallion to lamb. I’ll never live it down.”
“Live what down?”
Duncan ignored her question. He made her turn around to face him. Then he gave her a good long stare. “Now listen to me well, wife. You’re not to ride him until I’ve given you proper instruction. Do you understand me?”
“What makes you think I haven’t had proper instruction?” Madelyne asked. She hadn’t, of course, yet thought she’d hidden that flaw from him. But her husband was more astute than she’d realized.
“Just promise me,” Duncan demanded.
“I promise.” She began to nibble on her lower lip, when a sudden thought began to nag her. “You won’t change your mind in the morning, will you?”
“Of course not. Silenus is yours now.”
“I wasn’t speaking of Silenus.”
“What then?”
She looked worried. Duncan frowned until she whispered her fear to him. “You won’t change your mind about loving me, will you?”
“Never.”
He kissed her to give her proof of his pledge, then closed his eyes and rolled onto his back, fully intending to go to sleep. He was exhausted.
“You didn’t remember to swim in your lake tonight. That was very unpredictable of you.”
When he didn’t comment, Madelyne prodded him. “Why didn’t you?”
“Because it was too damn cold.”
It was a sensible answer, yet strange coming from Duncan. Madelyne smiled to herself. Oh, how she loved him. “Duncan? Did you like making love to me by the fire? You know, when you kissed me … there?”
She sounded shy, curious as well. “Aye, Madelyne. You taste as sweet as honey.”
The memory of her taste was making him aroused yet again. His lust for his wife astonished him.
Madelyne rolled to her side and looked at Duncan. His eyes were closed but he was smiling and looking very satisfied.
Her hand slowly stroked a path from his chin to his stomach. “Will I like the taste of you?” she asked him in a husky whisper.
Before Duncan could answer her, Madelyne leaned down and kissed his navel, smiling when she saw how his stomach muscles contracted. Her hand slowly moved lower, stroking a line for her mouth and her tongue to follow.
Duncan stopped breathing when her hand captured him. “You’re so hard, Duncan, so hot,” she told him. “Give me your fire.”
Duncan forgot all about sleeping. He let his wife weave her magic spell over him. He thought he was surely the richest man in all the world, and all because his wife loved him.
And then he couldn’t think at all.