Silence fell between them the moment Owen uttered the question. If possible, her hands tightened even more against the squabs. Even in the shadows he could detect the whitening of her knuckles.
His hands opened and closed at his sides with suppressed fury. He would like nothing more than to turn around and chase after that bastard who had bled all the color from Anna’s face and left her trembling across from him in the carriage.
He had never seen her like this before. Even with all his churlish and rough ways, she had never once appeared as she did now . . . afraid.
The carriage hit a rut. She reached for the wall to steady herself. “Wh-What do you mean?”
“Damn it, Anna. No more games.”
Her eyes widened. The fear was still there, writ all over her round face, but not for him. Not because of him. She was still back there on that street.
She met his gaze directly. The paleness of her cheeks made her eyes even more prominent, the brown bright as a chestnut mare he’d once had as a lad. His father had bought it for him on his eighth birthday. His brothers were jealous, and he had been so proud of that horse. He’d loved and tended her himself. No groom had a hand in it. She had been all his and he doted on her.
He’d wept when she broke a foreleg. He put the creature down himself because his father said that’s what a man did. For some reason the memory of that horse as he stared at Anna brought forth a host of uncomfortable emotions. The same helplessness he’d felt as a boy faced with a doomed horse returned to him.
“We’ve carried this on long enough.” Her voice was small and hurried, scarcely filling the space between them. “It’s time I leave.”
He moved across the carriage and landed beside her on the seat, crowding her. Her eyes flared, the velvety brown melting something inside him.
She inched away, her back bumping the wall of the carriage, her hand reaching for the strap above her head, as though she needed something to cling to.
“Leave where?” he demanded.
“I can manage on my own.”
“Indeed? This time you won’t end up half dead on some riverbank.”
She gasped. “That’s not fair.”
“No. It wasn’t, but you are so certain that it won’t happen again. It almost makes me think you recall what happened . . . if you can be so certain it won’t happen again.”
She shook her head from side to side. “What do you want from me? I know you never wanted the burden of me. I appreciate everything you’ve done, but it’s time for me to move on.”
“Oh. Where will you go? Do you even know? Is there a destination in mind? Have you a plan?”
Her gaze beseeched him. “It doesn’t matter, Owen—”
“It matters. It matters to me.” His chest lifted high with a ragged breath as they gazed at one another, hearing what it was he wasn’t saying—you matter to me. At least he assumed she heard it. The realization thundered through him like artillery cannon.
She closed her eyes as if his nearness—or his words—caused her physical pain. He knew not which, but that only infuriated him. Why should she hide from him? Hide and evade and lie.
He inched his face closer. So close he could actually smell the soap on her skin, the lemon in her hair. “You can trust me.”
The carriage rolled to a hard stop and the door was pulled open before she could respond. If she even intended to.
They sat still, gazing at one another for a heavy moment, sunlight pouring into the carriage from the open door. She slid her gaze away and scooted around him, taking the groom’s proffered hand to descend.
He followed her inside, tension knotting his shoulders. Once in the foyer, he seized her hand and led her up the stairs. He evened his pace, still mindful of her leg. She, however, appeared to have no difficulty keeping up with him.
“Where are we going?” she asked.
“Where we can continue our discussion in private.”
She stalled outside the door to his bedchamber, taking her bottom lip between her teeth and worrying the flesh. “This is unseemly.”
He arched a brow and snorted. “We’ve been sharing adjoining rooms. Shall you enter through your door and I enter through mine and we meet in the middle?”
She scowled at him but made no objection when he pulled his door open and waved her inside. But when she stepped in, she moved far across the room, a careful distance from him.
He advanced and circled her slowly.
She chafed her arms. “Stop doing that.”
“What?”
“Stalking me,” she snapped, her eyes flashing.
He stopped and surveyed her with only one thought riding in his mind. “The man today. Who was he?”
She strode to the window, her skirts swishing at her ankles. Presenting him with her back, she peered out the damask drapes.
He studied the rigid set to her spine as she answered him, “Simply some boorish fellow.”
He crossed the room and grasped her arm to force her around. “You lie abominably. I suggest you quit altogether and try for the truth. For once.”
Her chin lifted. “I haven’t lied . . .”
A quiver of something else hung in her voice. Perhaps she hadn’t outright lied, but she had not been forthcoming with him. “Evaded. Omitted. It’s semantics, Anna.”
“It’s neither here nor there, Owen.” She tried to twist his hand off her arm, to no avail. “I’m leaving, so you needn’t feel responsible for me anymore. It’s no longer necessary.”
He growled, “Woman, you are maddening.”
“I should think you would be relieved,” she charged, bright splotches of color flaming her cheeks. “I’m ready to continue on with my life and free you of your responsibility.”
“And what life is that? The one you suddenly remember? The one that has to do with that bastard we just left?”
Her lips pressed stubbornly shut.
“What are you so afraid of?” he pressed.
That chin flew higher and her eyes burned. “I am not afraid.”
He stepped closer. “Sweetheart, everything about you drips fear.”
She stilled, her eyes horrified.
“That’s not true!” She renewed her efforts to escape his hold, struggling wildly, her words choked and angry. He’d clearly hit a nerve.
With a growl, he flung his hands free of her.
She staggered back.
“Fine. Go. Will you need the funds I promised?” He bit out a laugh. “Of course you do. I wouldn’t want you to perish after going through the trouble of nursing you to health. That would be a tragic bit of irony.” He dove into his jacket and dangled several notes before her.
She slapped at his hand furiously, her face stricken. “I don’t want your money. Keep it.”
“Oh, unnecessary, is it? Have you a destination in mind, then? A protector waiting eagerly for your return?”
Something dark and ugly twisted inside him at the notion. He dropped the notes, watching briefly as they fluttered to the floor before his gaze tore back to her. “In any case, they are yours, Anna.”
She staggered back several steps, her wild-eyed gaze fastened on him. “You wretch!”
Unable to look at her another moment, not trusting his hands to remain at his sides, he turned and moved to the window that had held her rapt attention only moments before.
Rage and desperation simmered inside him as he sensed her moving away. As her soft tread made for the adjoining door, a sinking sensation came over him.
She was really leaving.
“Good-bye, Anna,” he uttered so quietly he was not certain she heard him.
He heard a whisper of fabric, a slight intake of breath, and realized she had not fled the room. In fact, she sounded quite close behind him.
Turning, he caught only a blur of her as she launched herself at him. The instant her curves tumbled into him, he caught hold of her—soft, pliant female overflowing in his arms.
Her hands came up to his face, her palms holding his cheeks as if he were something she must memorize through touch.
Sensation overwhelmed him. Her hands on his face. The abundance of curves against his hardness. The sudden rising of his cock.
He scarcely registered her hoarse whisper. “My name is Annalise.”