One Week Earlier

I have three thousand dollars in my savings account. That’s it. That’s everything I have to survive on before I run out of money and end up back on the streets again.

I don’t have a specific plan, other than I need to get the hell out of Chicago. And I’m going to find some way to make money along the way, hopefully with something that involves the only thing I’ve ever really loved doing. Baking.

I sold everything that I could from my apartment, and everything I own is in a single suitcase. I’m doing this on my own. I didn’t even bring Milo with me. Keri is watching him until I get settled somewhere.

I walk up to the airport counter, having no clue where I’m going.

“Hi. May I help you?” the woman says from behind the counter.

“Um…yes. I would like one ticket, please.”

“To where?”

“Anywhere but here.”

She laughs. “That doesn’t really narrow it down for me.”

“How about the cheapest flight to a decent-sized city?”

The woman types into her computer. “How about Las Vegas? We have a flight that leaves in an hour.”

I nod without thinking.

Las Vegas is the last place I want to go. But then it might give me a chance to run into Sean again. And, as much as I have tried to get over him this past week, the thought of a chance encounter gets me more than a little excited.

* * *

Present

I’ve spent a week in Las Vegas, and I haven’t had my chance encounter with Sean. Not that I was really expecting to run into him in a city with thousands of people, but I was hoping. It also helps that I walk by his office building every morning on my way to the small building that I got a loan to turn into a bakery.

But, every morning, when I walk by his building, I think about going inside. I think about trying to talk to him.

But I don’t. Not because I’m scared, but because I don’t want to destroy his life or make it more complicated.

So, instead, I just walk by. It’s the best and worst part of my day. I love walking by his building. I get to think about Sean. I get to feel my heart beating rapidly in my chest again, and I get to know that there is a chance every day that the love of my life could come back into my life.

But then, every day I walk past it, I know that chance is over.

It’s torture really.

I shouldn’t have bought a place in Las Vegas where I’m going to have to deal with thoughts of him every single day. But I couldn’t help it. It felt like destiny when I walked down the strip the first night I was in Las Vegas and found this tiny little space that was available at the far end of the strip.

In my wildest dreams, I didn’t think I could get a loan for the space, but I did. Now, the only thing between me and owning my own successful bakery is a lot of hard work and a little bit of luck.

I suck in a breath as I walk past the last section of his building, like he is going to be waiting just around the corner for me. But, as I walk past the building, I know it’s another day where I won’t see him.

I should change my walk from where the bus drops me off over a block so that I won’t have to walk past his building, but I just can’t force my legs to walk a different route. Maybe after I’ve been here a while, I will be able to walk in this city without thinking about Sean.

I stop by my bakery shop to make sure the construction inside is going well. There isn’t much that needs to happen to the space to make my bakery a reality, but a few things are needed, like a basic counter, restroom, and new flooring, before I can start operating out of it. When I am confident that everything is going well, I glance at my watch and realize it’s time for my doctor’s appointment.

I feel unsure about my appointment. Maybe because, once a doctor tells me I’m pregnant, then it is going to feel more real. Or maybe it’s because I’m going to the appointment alone.

Keri and Jamie offered to go to my first appointment with me. But I turned them both down. It didn’t seem right to go with them. This is about my journey, and I’m going to be doing this alone. So, I might as well get used to it.

I take an Uber to the doctor’s office, and then I walk into the building alone. I check in and then take a seat, trying to get excited about the possibility of seeing my baby on an ultrasound.

I pull out my phone, planning on getting a head start on reading about what to expect while I’m pregnant since I have no idea what to do.

“I’m sorry,” I hear a low voice next to me as someone bumps into me while taking a seat next to me.

I frown. I can’t believe someone sat next to me when there are half a dozen empty seats in the waiting room.

I look up to try to figure out a reason to move when I see Sean sitting next to me with a hint of a grin.

“I’m sorry,” he says again.

“For what?” I ask.

“For not telling you this sooner. I love you, Olive. I realize that I never actually said those words to you before. That’s probably why it was so easy for you to believe that I could be in love with a woman other than you. But I can’t. I only love you, Olive. Crazy, goofy, gorgeous you.”

I feel a tear roll down my cheek.

“I’m sorry that I let you walk out of my office without running after you.

“I’m sorry that I didn’t call you every night since then.

“I’m sorry I almost let you go to a doctor’s appointment by yourself.

“I’m sorry that I never believed in us. I do now. And, if you’re willing to give me a second chance, I would love to spend however long you’d be mine making it up to you.”

I smile. “I’m not sorry.”

He frowns in disappointment.

“I’m not sorry that you were an ass to me when we first met.

“I’m not sorry that I hated you initially.

“I’m not sorry that I fucked you too many times to count.

“I’m not sorry that I quit my job.

“I’m not sorry about any of it because it got me to this point.”

He nods.

“Olive,” I hear the nurse shout.

I stand up and start walking toward her with a smile on my face, but I don’t feel Sean walking behind me.

I glance over my shoulder and see Sean is still sitting in the chair in the waiting room, looking disappointed.

“You’re going to have something else to be sorry about if you don’t get your ass up and come with me to my appointment.”

Sean laughs as he gets up and follows me into one of the exam rooms.

“Lie back on the table. The doctor will be in and will want to do an ultrasound first. Then, he will go from there,” the nurse says before she leaves.

Sean looks at me as I climb up onto the table. “You still love me?”

I laugh. “Yes, you goof, I still love you. I thought that was clear.”

He shakes his head and then kisses me hard on the lips as his hands travel down my body to my hips. Sean slowly stops kissing and looks down at my stomach and then up into my eyes. “I’ll love this baby like it’s my own. Don’t worry about that,” he says reassuringly.

I smile. He’s right. I know he will. And I’ll love this baby, too. I’m just still getting used to the idea.

We hear a knock on the door, followed by the doctor entering.

“Let’s take a good look at how your baby is doing,” the doctor says.

I nod and lie back as the doctor gets the ultrasound equipment together. I lift my shirt up, and he places the instrument on my stomach. I take a deep breath as I stare at the screen, waiting for the first image of my baby. But my eyes quickly go to the doctor, who is humming a little to himself, taking his sweet time with finding my baby.

Another minute passes, and the doctor still doesn’t say anything. I glance over at Sean, who grabs hold of my hand and looks awfully nervous himself.

“Is something wrong?” Sean asks because I can’t get any words out.

“Please sit up for a moment,” the doctor says.

I sit up without bothering to wipe the goop off my stomach first. I don’t care. I just need answers.

“When did you take a pregnancy test?” the doctor asks.

I think for a moment. “About two weeks ago.”

“How many tests did you take then?”

“Just the one.” I dig into my purse, pull out my phone with the picture I took of the positive pregnancy test, and show the doctor.

The doctor laughs and visibly relaxes. “I was worried that you’d had a miscarriage, and that is always hard news to break to someone because pregnancy tests these days are almost always accurate. But looking at this picture shows that isn’t true.”

“What do you mean?” I ask, not understanding.

“I’m so sorry, Olive, but you aren’t pregnant. You just read the test wrong.”

My eyes shoot wide open, and a grin creeps over my face. “I’m not pregnant?” I say, not believing it.

“I’m sorry again, but you’re not pregnant. I’ll give you two a few moments alone,” the doctor says, getting up.

I turn to Sean. “I’m not pregnant.”

“Are you okay with that?” he asks hesitantly, not sure what to say.

I laugh. “I’m more than okay with it.”

He laughs and scoops me up in his arms, spinning me around. “I can’t believe you read the test wrong. Let me see.”

I show him the image on my phone.

He laughs. “Two pink lines mean you’re pregnant. One line means you’re not.”

I blush. “I read the instructions quickly.”

Sean shakes his head. “I love you even though you’re always going to keep me on my toes.”

I smile. “You’d better.”

“So, what now? What do you want, Olive?”

I think for a moment. “I want you to use that butt plug like you did in Anal Adventures 3.”

Sean laughs. “So, you watched some of my porn movies?”

I bite my lip. “I needed something to get me through these last couple of weeks.”

Sean kisses me. “I’ll give you anything you want. Babies, houses, jets, and of course, all the sex you could ever want.”

“What if I just want the sex and put a hold on all the rest? Would you regret going out with me if it meant that you might be giving up the mansion and two-point-five kids?” I ask, not sure how he is going to respond.

“As long as I have you, that’s all that matters.”

He kisses me again, and I lose myself in the kiss. I want him. Now. But we are in an exam room. We have to make it to one of our apartments first.

“We need to stop,” I say.

“Why?”

“Because you can’t fuck me in a doctor’s office,” I whisper, like the room is bugged and someone can hear us.

But Sean grins, and I forget about everything else.

“I think you want me to fuck you right here, right now,” Sean says.

I bite my lip and try to shake my head, but I end up nodding.

The next thing I know, Sean has me bent over the exam room, and his cock is pushing inside my pussy while I try my best to be as quiet as I can. But, of course, I can’t stay quiet. I scream Sean’s name, and three seconds later, there is a knock on the door, followed by one of the nurses poking her head in, probably to make sure I’m okay.

“Oh my God! You can’t do that in here!” she shouts at us.

Sean slips out of me, and I quickly pull my pants back up.

“Get out!” she screams.

Sean grabs my hand, and we run out of the room and don’t stop until we are outside.

I suck in a breath. “I think I’m going to have to change doctors,” I say, laughing.

Sean laughs, too, before pulling me toward him and softly kissing me on the lips.

“I’m sorry we got caught. But you were such a dirty girl that I couldn’t resist.”

I bite my lip. “I’m not.”