I shouldn’t do this. Fuck, I know I shouldn’t, but I’m face to face with every fucking fantasy I’ve ever had in my life. It would take a stronger man than I’ve ever met to turn Lexi away. When it comes to her I’m weak as fuck, and I’m tired of pushing her away. I know there will be hell to pay and Brooks will probably kill me, but I can’t let her go this time.

I can’t.

I devour her mouth and the sweet, smoldering taste of her makes me ache. Her warm, naked body rubs against me, teasing my dick. I’ve fantasized about her for years, but nothing ever came close to how this feels.

I move my hands down her body, memorizing the feel of her under my touch. It feels as if she’s branding me, but, hell, she branded me a long time ago. It’s always been Lexi… Always.

Lexi is grinding her ass against my hard cock, torturing me, and I doubt she has a clue. If she doesn’t stop, I’m going to come in my pants and that’s not how I want tonight to go. I break away from her, standing us both up. Thank fuck the tent is massive and we have plenty of room for what I have planned. Her eyes glow right now; there’s so much desire and emotion in them, they captivate me.

“Lay down for me, Lexi,” I order, my voice vibrating with the hunger I feel as I squeeze her breasts in my hands.

This is it. The moment I expect Lexi to falter, to run away. I half expect her to. I’ve not given her the soft words that she deserves. I can’t, not yet. I have to hold myself back. Maybe because I expect this all to blow up soon. Why would she pick me to spend forever with? She wouldn’t. She may want me right now, but Lexi is too good for me, too special. She deserves the best. Not a broken down ex-soldier with nothing on the horizon. When Brooks finds out, it will fall apart. She will push me aside under Brooks’ demands. She’s always done what her big brother wanted. Brooks knows and I know that I don’t deserve Lexi, but I can’t stop myself from taking the gift she’s giving me now.

Her big eyes look up at me, so raw and full of love my gut clenches. She’s perfect in every way.

“Like this?” she whispers as she lowers herself on the bed. She lays down on the sleeping bag, her hands covering her breasts.

“Spread your legs for me, Lexi. Show me your pussy,” I order, hypnotized by her.

She bends her legs and holds them apart, her feet flat on the ground. A fine blush runs over her entire body and I can see she’s embarrassed, but she still gives me what I want. I ache at how innocent she looks. I wish I hadn’t pushed her away all those years. I lost my chance to be her first, to be the man who claimed her virginity. Her first… It’s for the best that didn’t happen. If I had claimed her back then, I would have been her first and her last. There’s no way I would have let her get away from me. Still, it hurts me that she was with a man who didn’t deserve her. I’m glad she kicked him to the curb.

I mourn the loss of tasting her innocence, but if she was a virgin I couldn’t have her. That would make her completely off limits. At least this way I can have her…until reality intrudes and she pushes me away.

“Touch yourself for me, Lexi,” I order, pushing her further—testing her limits. I slide my pants down, my dick so hard it hurts. I step out of them and wrap my hand around my cock, stroking it as I look down at her.

“Oh… God,” she gasps, her focus on my dick. She moves her hand down her stomach to her pussy. I watch its path, every perfect fucking inch, and my cock weeps for her. A large drop of cum drips off the head and slides down the shaft. I stroke myself as Lexi clumsily touches her pussy. She’s nervous. I smile, liking that I’m pushing her to her limits. “Maybe we shouldn’t… I’m not sure you’ll...”

“I’ll what?” Just knowing what she was about to say turns me on even more. “Trust me Lexi, I’ll definitely make you feel good,” I tell her, not about to let her back out now. I’m too far gone. If she wasn’t sure she should have never offered me a glimpse of heaven.

I get down on my knees between her legs and move my cock against her entrance, her juices sliding against my dick, the heat of her pussy beckoning me. She’s so fucking wet and I’ve not touched her yet. How good will she feel when I finally get inside? I lean over and suck one of her tight nipples between my teeth, biting gently and using my tongue to tease it. Lexi’s body jerks in response, her nails biting into my neck as she tries to hold on to me. She jerks under me, her hips thrusting and causing the lips of her pussy to wrap around my cock. It feels so fucking good. I suck hard on her nipple while pinching the other one. I’m rewarded with her cry of pleasure as her back bows up off the sleeping bag.

She’s so fucking responsive.

“See, Lexi? There’s no going back. I’m going to make you feel good,” I vow, still teasing her tits with my hands, while she desperately grinds her clit against the shaft of my cock, trying to make herself come.

“I didn’t mean that,” she gasps, pushing against me, trying to her body closer to mine. “It’s just you’re so big,” she adds, as another shiver rolls through her body.

Damn, if I wait much longer she’s going to come like this. I have to get inside of her.

“Play with your tits, Lexi. I want to watch as I fuck you,” I order, taking her hands from my neck and putting them on her breasts. She does what I ask, her chest heaving up and down as she pulls on her nipples. I can tell she’s so fucking close to exploding. Jesus.

I wrap my hand around my dick, using the tip to tease her swollen clit, pressing it against her.

“Oh God, that feels so good, Beau,” she whimpers. Her hands are almost violent on her tits now. She’s lost to passion in a way I never expected.

“You don’t have to worry, baby. My cock will fit inside of you and it’s going to make you feel so good,” I tell her, dragging my dick through her sweet juices and positioning myself at her opening.

“You will?” she breathes.

“Look at me, Lexi,” I order. She brings her pleasure-filled gaze to me. “I will, honey. You keep your eyes on me. I want to see you when I get inside your pussy. I want to see your face as I claim you.”

“O-okay, Beau,” she whispers, her voice thick from her lust.

“You’re so fucking perfect, Lexi. You’re everything. I’m going to give you so much pleasure, you’ll forget you ever had a man before me,” I growl right before I thrust deep inside of her.

“But, there’s never been anyone else,” she cries as I thrust my cock in. “I’ve never wanted anyone but you,” she adds as I seat myself deep inside of her. Her body is rigid, her eyes wide, her mouth parted. Shit. She didn’t need to tell me. I felt it as soon as I thrust in her body. I am Lexi’s first. I’m the first man to claim her.

She’s a virgin.

And I just took her cherry like a wild man. Fuck, I know I hurt her. I do my best to hold perfectly still, mentally beating myself up, but all I can think is I’m Lexi’s first and I’ll be her fucking last.

She’s mine.