Chapter Three
THE LAST PERSON Jasper expected to meet on the back stairs was his children’s governess. In all the time Evangeline Fairfax had been employed at Amberwood, he had never once seen her around the house after the children were tucked in for the night.
In fact, he hadn’t thought he would meet anyone on the stairs. He’d hoped to slip up to his bedchamber quickly and quietly before the ladies reached the second floor. His sudden encounter with Miss Fairfax sent a jolt of alarm through him, magnified by embarrassment over his furtive behavior. He struggled to catch his breath.
Clearly he had given his children’s governess as much of a fright as she’d given him. She jumped back, a strangled squeak erupting from her lips.
“Miss Fairfax!” Jasper clapped a hand to his chest in an effort to settle it. “What in blazes are you doing here at this hour?”
She seemed to shrink from his question, but before she could answer, an alarming possibility occurred to him. “Is something wrong with one of the children? Alfie? Has he hurt himself again?”
His agitation seemed to steady her. “No, sir, nothing like that. The children are all sleeping soundly after their play in the garden. I am here to apologize for arranging this house party without your permission and for pushing you to remarry.”
“You are?” Her admission surprised Jasper almost as much as her presence. Miss Fairfax was a strong-minded woman, not inclined to back down. What had made her change her mind?
She gave a convulsive nod. “I thought about what you said—how I would feel if our situations were reversed and you were trying to make a match for me. Of course I would object to it in the strongest possible terms. I still believe it would benefit you and your children if you remarried, but it was wrong of me to force your hand this way. For that, I beg your pardon.”
“You would not want to be married?” Jasper had never given the matter much thought until now. Never given her much thought, come to that. For all he’d noticed her, Miss Fairfax might have been a handsome, useful article of furniture in his home. He had never considered how she might feel or what she might want.
The lady shook her head vigorously. “Not every woman is desperate to snare a husband. For many, the role of wife is one to which they are well suited, but I have always wanted to do something more with my life. Something important that will improve the lives of others. Perhaps that sounds foolish to you.”
“Not at all.” In fact, her fervent declaration echoed a deep conviction in his soul.
Perhaps Miss Fairfax sensed that and realized she might use it to her advantage. “Establishing a charity school is my calling in life, sir. I am certain of it. And that calling is not compatible with marriage. A man might be able to pursue his life’s work with a wife to support him, but I do not believe the opposite is true.”
Jasper wanted to contradict her but found he could not. What man could abide having his wife devote all her time and energy to a cause, however noble if it meant neglecting their family?
That thought troubled him. Why should a woman be obliged to give up the comfort and love of a family in order to serve a higher calling while a man could have both? That was as unfair, in its way, as one class of people having too many advantages while another had far too few. It also made him question whether he had neglected his family in the service of his cause.
“My children need you just as much.” Jasper was accustomed to giving orders, not pleading. But if he could keep Miss Fairfax at Amberwood, he would not feel he had failed his children. “They may not want for material goods but they are motherless.”
“No.” Evangeline Fairfax pointed an accusing forefinger at him. “I will not let you hold me here with guilt. I am giving you a month’s notice to find your children a new governess. After that, I intend to leave and responsibility for their care will be on your shoulders, not mine.”
One month? If he looked for a year, Jasper doubted he could find anyone capable of truly replacing Miss Fairfax. “But... but... how can I search for a new governess and spend time with my children while entertaining a houseful of guests?”
Something told him she could manage such a feat if she had to. It galled him to admit he was less capable. But if he must for the sake of his children, he would.
“Your guests?” Her hand slowly fell, but not before Jasper glimpsed a slight tremor in it. “I thought you would send them away or return to Manchester until they were gone.”
He shook his head. “I may not be much of a gentleman but I have better manners than that. It wasn’t my idea to invite these folk, but now that they’re under my roof, they are my guests and I will extend them my hospitality.”
“That is good of you, sir.” Was she surprised to hear that he knew how to behave well? She did not sound it.
Jasper shrugged. “It still leaves me the problem of finding an opportunity to search for a new governess. I know it is my own fault for squandering the time you gave me. What would it take for you to stay two months, until the end of the summer? I give you my solemn word I will not ask for more time after that.”
“What would it take?” she repeated. “I do not want more money, if that is what you mean. But if you promise to become acquainted with these ladies and keep an open mind about the possibility of remarriage, then I will extend my notice until the end of the summer. But not a day more.”
Jasper did not answer right away, but mulled over her proposition as carefully as he would any business agreement. What she was asking could have a profound effect on his future and his children’s. An extra month would give him more time to hire a new governess—or time during which he could try to persuade Miss Fairfax to stay. If he failed, then perhaps she was right and he should consider remarrying.
“Will you give me the night to sleep on my decision?” he asked. “It is not something I want to rush into.”
“That sounds fair,” she agreed. “You can tell me your decision tomorrow and we can go from there.”
Jasper appreciated her directness. It was a refreshing change after an evening spent in the company of Miss Anstruther and Mrs. Leveson. Every time they spoke, their words seemed laden with hidden meaning he could not fathom. True, Miss Fairfax had gone behind his back to arrange this house party, but when he’d confronted her, she truly seemed to repent her actions. And he could not deny that his delaying tactics had forced her to take desperate measures.
“Tomorrow.” Jasper could not suppress a yawn. “Now I think we had both better get some sleep. It has been a long day.”
That was an understatement. He had risen at first light and set out from the inn in Kendal, where he’d spent the night after riding all day yesterday. Since reaching home, he had dined and played with his children, entertained a party of guests and spent more time in private conversation with Miss Fairfax than he had in the past several months put together.
“Indeed, sir.” She struggled to stifle a yawn, too, with no more success than he’d had. “Good night, then. Rest well.”
She started up the stairs, only to turn and fix Jasper with a questioning look when he followed her.
“The ladies may be lingering in the hallway bidding one another good-night,” he explained. “I need you to go ahead and check whether the coast is clear.”
She exhaled a sharp breath of exasperated amusement. “Come along, then. I will scout the terrain for you.”
“Thank you, Miss Fairfax.” Jasper gave a weary grin, which he doubted she could see in the shadows of the unlit stairwell. “I know I can always rely on you.”
A pang of regret pierced him as he spoke those words. He only wished he’d realized how very much he and his children had come to rely upon Evangeline Fairfax before they were faced with losing her.
A babble of voices from the nursery woke Evangeline the next morning. Forcing her heavy eyelids open, she glanced toward her clock to discover she had overslept by nearly an hour!
Dragging herself out of bed, she dressed with fumbling fingers, all the while chiding herself for her sluggishness. Usually she was up and about an hour before any of the children, ready to begin their day. If only she had not stayed up so late last night to speak with Mr. Chase. Surely her apology and ultimatum could have waited until morning.
“No, they could not,” she muttered at her reflection as she pinned up her hair for the day. “Between the children and his guests, when else would I have found a private moment to speak with him?”
A splash of cold water on her face banished the worst of her sleepiness. She looked forward to her breakfast coffee with longing.
“What is all this hubbub?” she demanded as she entered the nursery to find Rosie chasing around in her nightgown, while Matthew and Alfie pelted one another with rolled-up stockings.
“I’m sorry, miss.” The nursemaid pushed back a lock of hair that had escaped her cap. “I tried to keep them quiet, but they are so excited to have their father home.”
“Don’t fret, Jane.” Evangeline stopped the boys’ stocking fight with a firm look they had long ago learned to heed. “Go fetch us breakfast. I will restore order here.”
“Thank you, miss,” The girl heaved a sigh of relief. “I’ll be as quick as I can.”
While Jane hurried away, Evangeline turned toward her pupils. “Boys, get washed and dressed at once and no more horseplay or there will be consequences. Is that understood?”
“He started it.” Matthew pointed at his brother.
“I don’t doubt that.” Evangeline caught Rosie’s eye and nodded toward the bedroom she shared with Emma. “But you are older. You should know better than to egg him on. Off with you now.”
Hearing the nursery door open behind her, she wondered at the speed with which Jane had fetched breakfast. But before she could turn to look, Rosie darted across the nursery floor on bare tiptoes, crying, “Papa!”
“Good morning, my love.” Mr. Chase scooped his small daughter into his arms for a warm embrace. Then he stooped to hug Owen and Emma, who had been dressed and quietly reading books during the earlier tumult. “How did you all sleep? I’ve come to eat breakfast with you and help Miss Fairfax out if she needs me.”
He looked up at Evangeline with a smile that made her forget her drowsiness and the upset in the nursery routine.
Her first instinct was to insist everything was under control, but Mr. Chase could see for himself that was not true. Besides, it would be good for him to experience some of what was involved in running an orderly nursery for five children. It might help him choose a new governess...and perhaps a new wife, wisely.
“Thank you, sir.” She beckoned Rosie to her. “If you would see that the older boys get dressed with a minimum of fuss, I shall look after this young lady.”
Once the children were dressed, they gathered around the nursery table. With their heads bowed for grace, the young Chases looked like paragons of good behavior.
“Amen!” Matthew and Alfie chorused with gusto after Owen finished asking the blessing for their morning meal.
As the children tucked into their porridge and cream with hearty appetites and Evangeline savored her coffee, Jasper Chase asked, “What do you all think of this house party your grandmother arranged... with the help of Miss Fairfax?”
Though they had aired the matter thoroughly yesterday, Evangeline still squirmed a little at his mention of her underhanded behavior.
As always, Matthew was the first to get a word in. “It sounds like jolly fun to me, Papa.”
Alfie’s mouth was too full to permit him to speak, but he signified his agreement with a vigorous nod.
“I like parties,” said Rosie. “Will there be cake?”
“Perhaps.” Her father tried to suppress a grin. “Though it isn’t quite that sort of party. What do you say, Owen? Emma?”
Owen shrugged. “It will be all right, I suppose.”
Emma slowly stirred her porridge. “Will you have any time to visit with us or will you have to spend it all with the visitors?”
Mr. Chase flinched and his grin faltered. But he came back with a reply that seemed to please his daughter. “I promise I will not neglect you in favor of our guests. They are welcome to join in our fun and games, but if they choose not to, that will be their own lookout.”
“I hope they do,” said Alfie, who had finally cleaned his bowl. “The more the merrier!”
The boy’s words seemed to restore his father’s good humor. He winked at Alfie. “That’s the spirit, son.”
“Does that mean we can go fishing today?” asked Owen.
Mr. Chase nodded. “That sounds like a fine idea. I shall inform our guests at breakfast and ask who would like to come with us.”
“Are you going to eat two breakfasts every day, Papa?” Matthew’s eyes twinkled with merriment. “You will have to be careful you don’t grow stout.”
All the other children laughed. Mr. Chase joined in, as did Evangeline. She found it hard to imagine her tall, muscular employer ever putting on extra weight. He always seemed to be on the move like Matthew and Alfie.
“If we are to go fishing,” she said when their merriment had settled down, “we will need bait. Why don’t we go dig up some worms while your father and the guests are having their breakfast?”
The boys all agreed eagerly, while Emma and Rosie wrinkled their noses.
“Good thinking as always, Miss Fairfax.” Their father raised his coffee cup toward her as if in a toast. “I shall ask Mrs. Gilman if she can pack us a picnic lunch of tea and cakes.”
The children heartily approved his suggestion. Once they finished their breakfast, Evangeline sent them off to wash up and collect their caps and bonnets.
On his way out of the nursery, Mr. Chase paused near her and spoke in a soft voice. “I have decided to go along with this matchmaking scheme of yours, but only on the condition that my children be involved as much as possible in all my guests’ activities. The last thing I want is for this house party to take away from my time with them.”
“Of course, sir.” Evangeline bristled at the suggestion that she would propose anything that might limit her pupils’ opportunity to spend time with him. “It will give you a chance to observe how each of the ladies gets on with your children. That way, you will be able to select the best possible mother for them.”
A look of sorrow shadowed Jasper Chase’s eyes, but he gave a resigned nod. He might not wish to remarry, but he seemed to realize the necessity, for which Evangeline was grateful.
A while later Jasper glanced around the dining table at his guests, who were eating breakfast. The gentlemen and Miss Brookes tucked into theirs with hearty appetites, while the other ladies picked away more daintily.
Having given Miss Fairfax his word that he would keep an open mind about remarrying, he considered each of the eligible ladies as a possible future wife.
Miss Anstruther was one of the handsomest, without a doubt, which made him question why she was still unwed when she must be every day of thirty. He did not consider her maturity an impediment—quite the contrary. In fact, he preferred it to the giddy, girlish air of Miss Leveson. She had been under his roof less than twenty-four hours yet already her incessant giggling had begun to grate on his nerves.
Abigail Brookes had a much more appealing laugh—robust and infectious. She was the least pretty of the younger ladies, yet still quite attractive in her way. Since she was the sister of a vicar, Jasper hoped she might approve of his work.
Margaret Webster had been quiet so far—preferring to let those around her do the talking. Jasper held that as much in her favor as her golden good looks. There was also the matter of her fortune, since she would one day inherit her father’s prosperous cotton mill and other business interests. Jasper did not give a fig about that on his own account. But for the sake of the families who depended on him, it might make a vast difference. If he could persuade Piers Webster to reform his mill, other owners might give Jasper’s radical ideas a try.
Miss Watson glanced up then and caught Jasper watching her. She blushed and ducked her head.
This was not lost on Miss Anstruther, who had been chatting away while Jasper pretended to listen. “My dear Miss Webster, I do believe you have made a conquest! Our host has been gazing upon your beauty for the longest time. You are blessed with excellent taste, Mr. Chase.”
Though she spoke in a jesting tone, Jasper sensed something more behind it.
He had only ever courted one woman in his life, and it would be truer to say she had pursued him. Not that he’d minded—quite the opposite. But it meant he had little experience in the ways of women, apart from his late wife and her mother. If he did take advantage of Miss Fairfax’s matchmaking scheme to find a bride, would he be capable of securing the lady of his choice?
“Nonsense,” he growled, casting his gaze down at his breakfast. “I would not be so disrespectful.”
“Indeed he would not!” Mrs. Leveson huffed. “Mr. Chase could just as easily have been looking at Gemma. You should not make mischief, Miss Anstruther.”
“Oh, Mama, she was only teasing,” Gemma Leveson giggled and on this occasion Jasper did not mind. “I’m sure Mr. Chase knows that.”
“Of course.” For the sake of peace, Jasper feigned a smile. “Very amusing, Miss Anstruther.”
That did not entirely appease Mrs. Leveson, who seemed to have taken a dislike to Penelope Anstruther.
“Young ladies were not so forward in my day as to rally their hosts,” she muttered.
From the far end of the table, Jasper’s mother-in-law caught his eye. He sensed she wanted him to change the subject before the thinly veiled hostilities escalated.
“Speaking of amusing things—” Jasper raised his voice to include all his guests “—my children are eager for me to take them fishing this afternoon. If any of you would care to join us, you would be most welcome. Otherwise, my house, gardens and stables are at your disposal.”
At his first mention of fishing, Miss Anstruther turned up her nose, the way Emma and Rosie had done at the prospect of digging worms. But when Abigail Brookes and Gemma Leveson said it sounded like a jolly outing, she agreed.
“Count me among your party, too,” said Norton Brookes. “I can scarcely remember the last time I went fishing. Back during our boyhood, I reckon.”
“I shall leave fishing to the young folk.” Piers Webster mopped up the last of his eggs with a piece of bread. “But if Mrs. Thorpe and Mrs. Leveson would care to join me in a drive around this pretty countryside, I should be honored.”
Both ladies readily accepted his invitation.
“What about you, Miss Webster?” asked Jasper’s mother-in-law. “Would you prefer fishing or a carriage drive?”
“She’ll go fishing, of course,” said Piers Webster before his daughter could answer.
“And you, Mrs. Dawson?” Jasper asked when he realized Miss Anstruther’s companion had once again been overlooked.
“Verity will come wherever I go,” Miss Anstruther announced. “After all, what is the good of employing a companion if one does not have her company?”
Miss Leveson giggled, but her mother scowled, as did Norton Brookes.
Abigail turned toward Mrs. Dawson with an encouraging smile. “I’m sure it will be great fun!”
The timid young widow brightened visibly at the friendly overture. “Thank you, Miss Brookes. I believe it will.”
While Jasper appreciated Abigail’s show of kindness, he was not certain he could agree with what she had said. A simple fishing expedition with his children had turned into a sort of audition for a new wife.
An hour after Mr. Chase’s children and guests trooped down to the stream with their fishing rods and creels, Evangeline finally had a moment to catch her breath.
Miss Brookes and Miss Webster were larking about with Matthew and Alfie, channeling the boys’ high spirits while keeping them out of actual mischief. Miss Leveson had taken a great fancy to little Rosie, fussing over the child and addressing her in baby talk. The two sat in the grass by the riverbank chaining wildflower wreaths for their hair.
Mr. Chase and his friend Mr. Brookes were showing Owen how to cast his line into the water, while Miss Anstruther hovered nearby, frequently asking Mr. Chase for assistance as she fumbled with her fishing rod. Emma and Mrs. Dawson perched on the edge of the bank some distance away from the others. They talked quietly together as they held their rods and waited patiently for the fish to bite.
With the children all properly supervised, Evangeline took the opportunity to spread out the picnic rugs and unpack the vast hampers of food the cook had sent down.
She had not been at her task long when Miss Brookes approached and sank onto one of the rugs with a breathless chuckle. “May I trouble you for a drink, Miss Fairfax? Keeping up with those two young gentlemen is thirsty work.”
“Gladly.” Evangeline handed her a cup and pulled the stopper from a cider jug. “You and Miss Webster seem to be enjoying yourselves with the boys.”
Miss Brookes nodded. “I haven’t had such a jolly time since I used to tag along with my brother and his friends when we were young. Now that I am the sister of a vicar, everyone in Norton’s parish thinks I ought to be prim and proper and never have a bit of amusement. They forget what the Scriptures say about making a joyful noise.”
Evangeline smiled as she poured the frothing brown cider into Miss Brooke’s cup. The vicar’s sister reminded her so much of her friend Leah Shaw. She wondered how rebellious, high-spirited Leah would adjust to the scrutiny of being Duchess of Northam. Miss Brookes might be the ideal woman to bring more joy back into Mr. Chase’s life, the way Leah had with Lord Northam and his young son. While that thought brought Evangeline a sense of hope, it also inflicted a subtle sting, which puzzled her.
Abigail Brookes took a deep drink from her cup then gazed around with a wistful smile. “I envy you your position here, Miss Fairfax. I’ve often thought what a fine thing it would be to earn an independent living.”
“I am not certain most governesses would agree with you.” Evangeline recalled the difficulties her friends had endured during their careers as governesses. “But I appreciate how fortunate I am to be employed at Amberwood. The children are all very good natured and Mr. Chase and his mother-in-law never interfere with my management of the nursery.”
“My brother will not hear of my finding work as a governess. Our mother was one before she married and it took a toll on her health. I hate to be a burden on poor Norton. His living is not large enough to support a sister and a wife...” Miss Brookes grimaced. “I beg your pardon for rattling on so. I am not accustomed to having another woman to talk to.”
“There is no need to apologize,” Evangeline assured her. “It is kind of you to confide in me as an equal rather than order me about like a servant.”
Abigail Brookes glanced toward Miss Anstruther and rolled her eyes. “I wonder if she would pursue Mr. Chase with such vigor if she knew what use he makes of his fortune.”
The casual comment made the back of Evangeline’s neck prickle. Could this be her opportunity to discover what Miss Brookes and her brother had been talking about last night? “One never knows. Miss Anstruther might consider it... admirable.”
Miss Brookes gave an unladylike snort of laughter. “I should be amazed if she did. Fancy a man squandering the profits of his business on his workers rather than wringing every last penny from their labor? I suspect she would insist he put a stop to such foolishness.”
Evangeline tried not to let her astonishment show. Yet part of her was not altogether surprised. She recalled her late-night conversation with Jasper Chase and how he had not scoffed at her dream to do something important in the service of others.
Miss Brookes took another drink of cider. “You must be proud to work for such a charitable man. I would like to see the housing he has built for his workers. My brother tells me Mr. Chase sponsors all sorts of recreational activities so his employees will be less apt to spend their wages at the public house. If only more men in his position were so progressive.”
Evangeline tried to look as though none of this information came as a surprise. It must take a great deal of effort to do so much for his workers’ welfare, in addition to running his mill profitably enough to support his family. Her insides tightened with shame to recall how she had chided him about the time he spent away from his children.
“Thank you for the cider.” Miss Brookes handed back her cup. “Now I must see if the boys have frightened all the fish away with their noise.”
She scampered off, leaving Evangeline to digest this revelation about Jasper Chase.
Why had he not told her that he was doing something more than amassing a fortune for his personal use? Did he think she would not understand or care? Or did he think so little of her that it never occurred to him to tell her anything of consequence?
Indignation swelled within her, fueled by a bewildering sense of injury. But her conscience was quick to deflate it. Had she given Jasper Chase any reason to believe she might be interested in his work? All this time she had lived under his roof and raised his children, yet in many ways they hardly knew one another.
Perhaps that was just as well, Evangeline decided as she watched her employer converse with Miss Anstruther. It would be hard enough to leave the children for whom she had come to care so much. She did not need any other ties to prevent her from undertaking the task destiny intended for her.
Yet she could not deny that becoming better acquainted with Mr. Chase might be an advantage in helping decide which of the ladies would make the best wife for him.