Chapter Eight
“You’re always trying to get me to take my clothes off.”
Charlie frowned at him. “Shut up and take this ugly thing off.”
Behind the nurses’ station, Bastian shrugged out of his white coat as she unfurled the measuring tape. Jennifer, the charge nurse, grinned and whistled. He shook his head and sighed. “Hurry up.”
“Then cooperate.” Pulling his arm out, Charlie stuck the measuring tape in his armpit and skimmed it down to his wrist. Noting the number, she scribbled it on her forearm and started with his other arm.
“I assume this is for the costumes?”
“Yep.”
“What are we going as?”
“I don’t know yet. It depends on what’s available. I want to be there when they open this morning.” She leveled his outstretched arms before wrapping the yellow tape around his chest. “Don’t breathe a minute.”
A ponytailed nurse wearing a scrub top with bright yellow bears rounded the station and leaned on the counter, watching in fascination. “Hey, Charlie, fitting him for a harness?”
“Oh, hi, Suzanne. You never know what I’m going to find in the Costume Corral.”
“It better have pants,” Bastian grunted.
“Oh, stop whining or I will put you in a loincloth, Tarzan.”
“And you’ll take pictures and distribute them to the nursing staff.” Jennifer laughed.
“No, she won’t. Don’t you ladies have something to do?” He dropped his arms but Charlie thrust them upward again and wrapped the tape measure around his waist.
“Oh, we can spare a few minutes,” Suzanne teased.
“Wonderful.” His low growl tickled Charlie’s ears, and she smiled before penning another number on her wrist. “Hurry up,” he whispered, looking over her head to the nurses.
“I don’t do fast. Now, spread your legs.”
He did her bidding and she dropped to her knees. He jumped when she tucked the metal tabbed end into his crotch. “Charlie!”
“Stand still or this is going to take all day.”
“I need my camera. Be right back.” Jennifer chuckled and headed toward the staff lounge. Bastian moaned and dropped his head.
“I think you should put him in tights and a cape,” Suzanne offered, a laugh not well-hidden in her words.
“No tights,” he snapped. “I did that already, never again.”
“No, not a superhero, she should look for a Cupid costume,” Jennifer yelled from the break room.
“Oh God. No wings either, Charlie.”
She snickered. “I thought maybe we could be a hooker and a pimp.”
“Fine, at least then I could wear pants.”
“Who said I was going to be the hooker?” she asked, rising from her crouch. She pointed to the ground and he squatted in front of her. When she wrapped the yellow ribbon around his head, he tried to look up, but she put her hand on his crown. Jennifer snapped her camera phone with a loud click.
“All right, enough.” He stood, reaching for his coat.
“You’re disgusting.” Frowning over the numbers on her arm, Charlie glared at him. “Your waist measurements haven’t changed one damn millimeter in an entire year.”
“I don’t get off on ice cream and s’morgasms like other people I could name.” He smirked.
“You’re not normal. Eat a Twinkie or something, will you?”
“How about wedding cake?”
“Sure. Go crash a wedding and pig out. Let me know what flavor it was.” Charlie scowled at her handwriting. “Do you have one leg longer than the other?”
“Not that I’m aware.”
“Then I messed up. Let me redo it.”
Back on her knees, Charlie held the edge of the tape tightly into the vee of his crotch and ran the yellow tape down to his left ankle. The firmer she pressed, the more he wiggled. “Uh, Charlie, I know my pant length and I’d really prefer you get your fingers away from there soon.”
“So you’ve said before. I need to make sure. Hold still.” She smiled up at him. “What? Are you afraid to have me touch you in front of the nursing staff?”
“I just don’t want—” the click of the phone sounded again, “—Jennifer to take a picture of you kneeling in front of me with your hands in my crotch.” He glared at the charge nurse.
“You’re leaving, Dr. T. Consider it preserved for posterity.” She walked behind him and snapped another picture. “And for posterior.”
“Okay, that’s it. Show’s over, get up now.”
From her kneeling position, she grinned up. “I’m holding a tape measure to your crotch. Don’t give me orders or I’ll sell the numbers.” Red-faced, he bit his lip, breathing through his nose. She rose and gave him a brief kiss. “All done. Go back to work, grouchy.”
Bastian shrugged into his coat. “Why don’t you just say yes and we can go as a bride and groom?”
“Why don’t you say yes and we can go as a submissive and dominatrix?”
“I don’t do submissive.”
“Hey, I’ll be the sub if you want to spank me. Just get naked to do it. I’ll even loan you my crop.”
His grumbles echoed down the empty hall before he disappeared into an exam room.
“He’s so easy to tease. You’re a lucky lady, Charlie. You should snag him while he’s available,” Jennifer advised.
“Hell, no,” Suzanne disagreed. “Make him work for it like a pack mule. I love to see a tortured doctor. Proves there’s some justice in the world.”
“And he calls me evil.” Charlie picked up her tapestry bag from the floor. “Keep him in line, ladies. I’m off to find something he’ll thoroughly hate wearing. I wonder if I can get away with making him into a biker? Bastian in leather’d be interesting, wouldn’t it?”
“Leather chaps,” Suzanne supplied with a wink. “And not much else.”
“Dog collars are always a nice touch.” Jennifer viewed the pictures on her cell phone and smiled an enigmatic smile. “Yeah, a collar and leash.”
She knew before she made it to the empty nurses’ station that night that Bastian would not be eating dinner anytime soon. It was too crowded in the waiting area, and the halls were packed. Just the noise level indicated how frantic things were. Voices, beeps and tears battled for airspace, crowding each other into a dull roar.
Through an open doorway she spotted him bent low over a bleeding body. The harsh overhead light turned his hair to gold. Dodging a passing cart full of plastic-wrapped equipment, she stood and watched his precise movements and stern concentration. His lips moved in rapid but silent motion behind a plastic face guard. A splattering of red decorated the front of his disposable gown.
This wasn’t the Dr. Hot she knew. He didn’t dispense sexual advice and flirtation. This was Dr. Talbot. This man saved lives and fought death. Without warning, he looked up from the wire-ridden and blue-draped patient. She knew the instant he saw her. The smile that appeared stole her breath.
She pointed to the paper bag then to the lounge. He nodded. A burly EMT knocked into her shoulder and she quickly stepped aside without dropping Bastian’s gaze. Inside the trauma room, he stripped off red-dripping gloves.
And then the door closed, breaking their connection.
Charlie ducked into the staff lounge, wrote his name on the brown bag and shoved it inside the dented green refrigerator. She’d brought him a fresh coffee, but it wouldn’t last until he could drink it. Spying the admissions clerk, Charlie made a beeline for her.
“Here, Lynne. Bastian’s not going to get to enjoy it, but you can. No sense in letting a six-dollar coffee go to waste.”
“Thanks. His loss is my gain. I need the caffeine right now.” Accepting the tall cardboard cup, she cracked the lid. Billows of white steam shot upward. The older woman sniffed appreciatively. “You’re too good to him, Charlie.”
“I have to be. He puts up with all my teasing.”
An oversculpted auburn brow cocked at her. “So, you going to ditch the contest and marry him?”
“Everybody’s asking but I really have no idea what I’m going to do. I’m thinking about it.”
“We have a pool going so if you do, could you accept on May fifteenth for me, after six? It’s up to two hundred right now and I could use the money.”
Her laugh drew several tired faces to her. “A pool? Who started that?”
“Dr. Bushani. He’s betting Dr. T. gives in first, most of the men are. The women are betting you say yes before that.”
“Oh my God, Bastian must hate that.”
Lynne took a small sip and sighed in bliss. “Yeah, he took down the signup sheet a couple of times but it keeps reappearing. Poor man, they’re really ribbing him over this.”
“That’s how I like him, ribbed for my pleasure,” Charlie quipped, sending the woman into gales of laughter.
She weaved around the crowded waiting room and headed for her car. Weight settled in her stomach as her sandals slapped the concrete. Artificial flickering light poured through the night, too-bright white and red, as an ambulance screamed past her. It would be a long time indeed until Bastian got to take a break.
She recognized the rock in her belly as frustration and disappointment. All day she’d looked forward to a few stolen minutes with him, and not getting them left her cranky. Before, it was not unusual to go a day or two without seeing him, depending on their schedules. Now, she resented the tasks that separated them.
The thought made her head thump. Her mind spun with all the emotions she’d denied before. So many feelings rushed her she had trouble sorting through them. This was one of the more unpleasant ones. She missed him, missed being with him. A brief fear kissed her skin as she imagined her life without him.
The drive home was short and made almost unconsciously. A quick glance at the dashboard clock showed she had an hour to kill before going to work. An hour she’d hoped to lessen by sneaking a visit with him. Light filtered from the kitchen and upstairs of the Cape Cod, beckoning her. She plowed through her mother’s yard.
“Mom?”
“Upstairs!”
She found her mother sitting in the middle of a strewn-out mess of clothes spread along her bedroom floor. Charlie frowned. “What are you doing?”
“Feeling old.” Eddy shrugged, holding up a tiny pink bonnet. “You looked so adorable in this.”
“You’re not old.” Charlie sighed and lowered her frame beside a stack of folded miniature outfits.
“I guess just thinking about you getting married has made me sentimental. Do you remember this?”
The blue sundress was faded but Charlie smiled. “I think so. Easter, right?”
Eddy nodded before folding the garment carefully. “You’re back early. Did Bastian like the chili? I left the green peppers out for him.”
“He was too busy. I just stowed it in the fridge, he’ll nuke it later.” Fingering a tiny pair of shoes, Charlie glanced at her mother. “Mom, should I marry him?”
Eddy smoothed a pastel blanket before staring into the distance. “You really think I could give you advice on picking men? You’ve always known what you wanted, Charlie. You’d know it now if you’d stop running from it.”
“So you think I should?”
“Didn’t say that. If you don’t want to get married, don’t. If you do, then say yes. Bastian’s not a bad guy, better than most. It’s just a matter of you choosing to make it work or not.”
Charlie leaned against the bed. The coverlet was soft behind her hair as she stared at the off-white ceiling. “When Lisa divorced him, he took it hard. I couldn’t put him through that again. I’m just not sure I can handle the ’til-death-do-us-part thing. You couldn’t. Hell, even Bastian couldn’t when it mattered. Why should I think I can then?”
Across the room on the nightstand, an old-fashioned wind-up clock ticked, a mechanical heartbeat counting the time. Countdown. No matter what Bastian said, their friendship was slowly counting down. A no answer would nail the coffin shut. She could say yes now and hope for the best. But forever didn’t come from maybes. Maybe was all she had.
Her mother returned a colorful stack of things to the cedar chest. “Do you know why I named you Charlie and not Charlotte?”
Charlie shrugged. “I figured you wanted a boy.”
“Now why would I’ve wanted a boy? Good Lord, can you imagine how I’d have screwed up a boy?” The derisive snort made Charlie smile. “I named you Charlie after the man I wished had been your father.”
She stared at her mother. Unease zipped through her blood. Eddy wouldn’t look at her, her head buried in the chest. Sitting back on her heels, she pulled a small snapshot from its depths.
“Charlie Martin was my boyfriend in high school.” The slight smile of remembrance that tinged Eddy’s lips made her seem years younger, softer and less hardened. “I’d known him most of my life. He was the sweetest boy you’d ever lay eyes on. He loved me but his daddy was pushing him for a football scholarship, and a steady girlfriend got in the way of practices and drills and homework. We snuck around for almost two years before his father got wind of it. And that was it. We broke up.”
She handed the picture over and Charlie cradled it like glass. The faintest hint of yellow darkened the photograph. Dead center, seated on a hay bale, a good-looking boy with russet hair smiled into the face of a teenaged Eddy. Charlie couldn’t recall her mother ever looking so carefree.
“He broke my heart.” Quiet in the still room, Eddy’s voice brought back snippets of lullabies and fairy tales. Her mother had tried, the best way she knew, to give her daughter happiness. It was a hard thing when you didn’t have it to give.
“You know me—when I get hurt, I get wild. I ran straight to Charlie’s opposite, a mean, lowlife turd who only wanted one thing, one thing I never gave the boy who had my heart. And I got you.”
One slim hand rubbed across her mouth and then slid around her neck. “When I told Charlie about you, the look on his face nearly killed me. He thought I’d wait for him to graduate, move away from his dad. But I didn’t. I was too hurt. So, he went to school and a few years later married some other girl and I moved on from your daddy to someone else. And I just kept moving. Never did find that kind of love again.”
Life lessons shone bright in her tired eyes. “I wouldn’t change having you for the world. It was the one thing I did right. But I can’t help wondering what would’ve happened if I’d waited until my Charlie was out from under his father’s thumb, wondering if maybe I could’ve stayed married to the right man.”
Her hand was cool as it gripped Charlie’s, a wealth of experience shimmering on her face. “Don’t live to regret whatever you chose. If it’s saying no, then that’s okay. It’s better than making a mistake. But if it’s yes, then go into it determined to last. Don’t give up when it gets hard. Take that lesson from me.”
The familiar scent of Tide and Jergens lotion filling her nose, Charlie buried her face in her mother’s neck. Maybe she wasn’t the traditional mother who baked cookies and served on the PTA, but Eddy was hers and that was all that mattered.
At times, she’d been like an older sister, playing dolls and watching TV late into the night. Other times, she’d been a whipping post, taking the wrath of a confused teenager. They’d traveled hand in hand through a multitude of heartbreak surrounding men and poor choices. If anyone would understand her fears, it was the woman holding her now.
“I’m afraid I’ll die if I say yes and then it falls apart. How did you get over losing your Charlie?”
Eddy clamped her lips shut and grabbed handfuls of folded clothing, shoving them into the cedar box. A knowing weight sank in Charlie’s belly as she waited. She had to strain to hear the quiet admission.
“Who says I did?”
Ten minutes, Bastian wanted ten minutes to close his eyes and just not move. He wasn’t exactly tired. No, he was too exhausted for that. The shift had been too busy to give him much time to think about catching a nap so far. Or was it the shift before this one? He didn’t remember anymore, all his brain power streamed into patient care and remaining upright at this point.
The damp night air crawled underneath his scrub shirt while he waited in the ambulance bay mentally reviewing what he might have to do. All the information he’d been given was to be ready for multiple stabbing victims in less than two minutes. One minute and twelve seconds later, he snapped latex gloves into place and listened to a fast listing of vitals as the crew unloaded a very drunk, very large man crying for Marcy.
A second ambulance blared into the bay and vomited more paramedics. Yet another set of sirens grew louder.
“Grab Rav.” He slid the clear plastic fluid guard over his face.
Suzanne bolted back inside at his order and he started working before the gurney stopped in Trauma Three. The drunk’s glassy eyes opened, saw the bright overhead light snap on, and he began fighting as if they were trying to steal his wallet after payday. Medics jumped in to grab at his arms and legs while Bastian concentrated on the thick wad of cotton packed around the man’s neck. Blood shot in rhythmic arcs when he peeled the soaked padding from around the palm-sized shard of glass. Air hitting the wound seemed to invigorate the patient and he fought harder.
“Sir, you’re going to have to calm down. Suz, tell surgery a big one headed up in five.”
The drunk either didn’t realize he was just a few spurts from real trouble or didn’t care, because he swiped out with meaty hands and knocked a skinny medic into a tray of instruments. The metal clattering barely registered as Bastian fought to get a clamp in place. The spurting blood stopped but that was just the most immediate concern. More slices than a pack of cheese soaked the sheet a deep, wet red, and warm fluid pumped from various wounds.
“Man, cool it!” The quick mutter slipped out as Bastian listened to Jennifer running down the other two patients’ situations. All stabbed with more broken glass but comfortable status twos Rav could handle. He turned his full attention back to his patient and a finger-sized sliver of glass centimeters below his eye.
Suzanne bumped his arm when the drunk knocked her with his knee. She caught herself before she went down in the small pool of blood dripping off the table. Bastian’s irritation bled out like the vein under his thumb. “All right, enough! Calm the fuck down before I sedate you!”
“Marcy! Why, baby? Marcy!”
A surprise spray of blood splattered his face guard. Bastian turned to his nurse and she swiped a gauze pad over it. “Is Marcy one of the others?”
“No.” Her eyes caught his and she shook her head, relaying more than words. Marcy wouldn’t be coming to the ER…ever. “Cops are in the hall, too.”
Biting down on a curse, Bastian went back to work. “Well, they’re going to have to wait. This guy has a date in the OR.” He reached for another instrument and got an elbow to the chin. “That’s it. Get me some restraints and Geodon, twenty milligrams IM. I’ve had enough boxing. Once he’s out, we’ll stabilize him more and send his ass upstairs.”
Bastian knotted the restraint as tight as he dared, binding one thick wrist to the bed frame. A medic practically lay diagonally on the patient’s bleeding chest so the nurses could tie down the other flailing fist. Suzanne handed the narcotic-loaded syringe over his back. The patient vaulted, forcing the medic up, knocking the syringe from her grip. It landed on the gurney between the drunk’s wildly moving legs, and Bastian lunged for it.
Piercing fire slammed into his groin, and his feet left the floor from the massive force of the kick. The air ripped from his lungs. Every muscle in his body shrieked. The slick tile crashed into his knees but that minor pain wasn’t noticed as waves of nausea flooded him. Curling into a ball, he fell to his side. His lungs froze. He couldn’t see but his pinched eyes leaked immediate tears. His own blood filled his mouth as he bit back a scream.
Someone yelled for security over the continual calls for Marcy. The scurry of feet and frantic voices permeated his misery but only peripherally. The energy bar he’d eaten earlier surged and he struggled to his knees. He yanked the plastic guard from his face. Excruciating spasms made it impossible for him to reach the waste bin and he retched on the floor. The involuntary muscle clenches spiraled more pain through him.
Spots dotted his vision when he peeled his eyes open. Suzanne knelt beside him, her smooth brow wrinkled in fear. Rav’s tenor vibrated above her.
“Get him into Four. I’ll be there in a minute.”
Masculine pride should have made Bastian shrug off the slender nurse’s help but he physically needed it at that minute. He’d taken his share of hits in the ring, but never felt anything like this. Sweat dripped down his neck, and drawing a breath was torture. Suzanne pushed him toward an empty bed and he collapsed on it, holding his aching testicles. He hadn’t realized she’d even left until she thrust an ice pack at him. He clutched it to his crotch and the metal rings rattled when she jerked the curtain closed around him.
He had no idea how long he lay there while the sounds of the ER pulsed around him. This was not what he’d expected when he wished for ten minutes to lie down. Slowly, slower than he imagined, the immediate pain receded but the lingering throb remained. He resituated the pack lower, angling his thighs farther apart. Numbness eased the tension around his lungs.
How much did I spend on med school for this? The sarcastic thought brought a snort. Well, this was one way to win his bet with Charlie. Sex was so far from his mind right now he couldn’t remember how to spell it. Pain was a great mental blocker.
The curtain opened and he rolled to find Rav’s black eyes filled with professional concern. “You okay?”
“Yeah.” He tossed the ice pack away, pulled himself to a sit, and a wince tightened his face. “Sore, but I’ll live.”
“That your blood or his?”
Bastian glanced at his groin. Smears of crimson lined his paper gown and had soaked through to his left thigh and crotch. He hadn’t realized he still wore his latex gloves and yanked them off. He balled them in the protective gown and tossed them into the bio-box with a whoosh. “His.”
Rav bit his bottom lip and then used a chart to tap him on the arm. “Stand up and drop ’em.”
Bastian shook his head. “You’re not playing with my balls, Rav. I’ll be fine.”
“Size thirteen work boots with steel toes. Direct hit. You went down like a brick shithouse. I’m not proposing here, Romeo. Pants off.”
“Up yours.”
“Not even with lube.” Rav sent him a work-with-me look. “You want to get married, right? It’s a quick check just to make sure the plumbing’s okay so in a few years you can play daddy.”
Bastian forced his eyes not to drop. “Not possible. I was diagnosed as sterile several years ago. I’ve had enough doctors squeezing my nuts.”
Rav’s eyes widened briefly then a conscious blankness washed over him.
Not wanting to hear the careful words couched in sympathy, he held up his hand. “Look, I need to take a leak and change. If there’s blood in my urine, then you can play squirrel, all right?”
Rav nodded but wasn’t letting it go. He followed Bastian’s limping path to the linen room for clean scrubs and into the men’s room. Bastian bypassed the urinals and headed for the stall seeking a modicum of privacy. He kicked off his shoes, yanked the soiled scrub pants off and pitched them over the door in Rav’s general direction. It took a moment of concentration but he was finally able to release his bladder and then stared in fear at the toilet bowl swirling with pink.
Shit.
He did a quick self-check, teeth gritted against the twinges. His breath hissed out. Damn, he was swollen. But he found no lumps, twists or bulges that shouldn’t be there. No sign of testicular torsion or rupture. There was no burning sensation with urination. Good enough. It had been a hard kick but nothing he couldn’t handle. The pain was manageable now.
He smacked the flush handle, snagged his shoes and exited the stall. “All clear.”
The lie slipped out easily but Rav’s eyes never lost their narrowed speculation. Bastian ripped the clean scrubs from his hands and shoved his legs into them before putting on his shoes.
“You’re still green. You n—”
“Jesus, Rav.” Bastian snapped the faucet to hot. “Let me nail you in the crotch and see how fast your color bounces back.”
Rav crossed his arms and used his best medical-god look. “You’re out. I’ll call Naru in. You go lie flat with a lap sling.”
The faint wail of another ambulance leaked through the tiled room. Bastian scrubbed his hands. “I’m fine. Besides, we’re getting slammed.”
The echo of rushing feet in the hall, someone blue-coding and the PA system calling for Dr. Talbot tightened Rav’s mouth. “At least take fifteen and—” The beeping pager in his pocket made Rav roll his eyes. “Fuck it, fine, stay then. But park it in the lounge if you start hurting too much. And you know what to do when the swelling goes down, right?”
“Yeah.” Bastian dried his hands and avoided Rav’s face. Silence hung until he looked in the mirror over his shoulder.
“I’m trusting you here, Talbot. I don’t often get to prescribe jerking off. Get Charlie to help, to make it more fun.” The gibe lifted his lip before it thinned into a severe line. “And if anything’s off, get your ass up to urology, got it?”
“I will.” Eager to shift the focus of conversation from his aching balls, Bastian clapped him on the shoulder. “Now, let’s go play doctor.”
A forced stillness sang through the empty olive-green halls as heavily as the stench of disinfectant. Pulling the strap of her tote higher on her shoulder, Charlie leaned over the high nurses’ counter. Jennifer, now wearing a top with tiny rainbows, glanced up and smiled.
“Hey, back again?”
“Yeah, he was busy last night so I thought I’d try and sneak him breakfast. Where is he?”
The busty nurse frowned and jerked her thumb over her shoulder. “Trying to catch a nap. They got hit bad last shift—a multiple stabbing, couple car crashes and at least three ODs. I’m trying to hold down the fort. Go snuggle up a minute.”
“Thanks.” Charlie sidled around the counter. The hinges creaked softly but Bastian never budged. Flat on his stomach, his shod feet hung over the edge of the cot as if he’d literally fallen facedown and not moved. Across the chair, his white coat glared in the light spilling in.
Shutting the door with a hushed click, Charlie dropped her bag quietly and crept closer. He stirred when she straddled his hips and ran her hands up his back.
“I know those hands.” Sleep-laced, his words were gruff and deep, a cello with a smooth bow draw.
“You should.”
The cot creaked as he rolled beneath her. “Easy.” His hands clutched her hips and gingerly lowered her to his thighs. “I got kicked in the balls by a drunk.”
Her grin was audible in a voice that tickled her throat. “Can I kiss and make them better?”
“No, you cannot. Just don’t bounce, all right? Not if you ever want me to be able to use the equipment again.” His lids stayed closed but his mouth reached for her lips and she gave them to him. “What are you doing here?”
She propped her elbows on either side of his head. “I brought you breakfast since dinner didn’t work.”
“Dinner was stolen out of the refrigerator so I had an energy bar that expired last December then puked it up. What’d you bring me?”
“Fried chicken.” She dropped a light kiss across his mouth.
Golden brows rose over sleep-fused eyes. “Your mom’s?”
“Nope. I cooked. I brought you cornbread, too. It should still be warm.”
“You cooked already? What time is it?”
“About eleven. I couldn’t sleep when I got home. It’s still the middle of the night for me, too. How long have you been asleep?”
A long sigh warmed her chin before he grinned, eyes opening just a bit. “About forty minutes, I guess. You made fried chicken this morning, just for me? Charlie, better be careful, that sounds almost…wifely.”
She smiled. “Yeah, well, I’m having some moments.”
Her words forced his eyes completely open. Along her thighs, his hands slid up, gripping her hips. “Really?”
“Don’t bank on it too much. I’m just toying with it,” she warned. “And I burned the first three pieces.”
Light blazed across his face in a harsh slice. In the doorway, Jennifer grimaced. “Sorry. Two-car collision on Grant, one priority two, two number threes, ETA of four.”
Head tilted, listening even though his face went slack, he nodded. “Where’s Rav?”
“His shift ended. Craig’s in Six with vomiting and diarrhea in triplets. Figured you’d want the trauma over the baby shits so you’re up.”
“Be there in three.” The door slid closed and he squeezed her thigh. “You better go.”
“Yeah, guess I better. Think you’ll get to sleep any more?”
“I don’t know. Depends. Remind me again why I did this?”
Charlie dropped a peck to his lips. “Because you’re going to tell me what my surprise is.”
Curving against hers, his lips never stilled. “Yeah, nice try. Kiss me goodbye.”
“I am.”
“More.”
Lips fell to lips again, slumber flavoring each taste. His tongue teased hers, coaxing her deeper inside. Heat flared when her tongue stroked his. Trying to cram as many kisses into one as she could, she flicked over his lower lip then allowed his to follow. His hands slid from her hips to her back, pulling her closer.
Time slowed. Against her breast, his heart beat steady and low. His jaw tickled her palm with the rasp of growing whiskers.
“Are you coming?” Firmer than before, Jennifer’s voice snapped through the opened doorway.
“Not if you keep interrupting!” Bastian shot back before dropping his head onto the pillow. “Sorry, Jen. Getting up.”
The nurse sniggered. “I can see that. Let go of her ass and move yours, Dr. T.”
The light faded back to gloom. Blond hair whispered on the pillow as he shook his head. “I’m going to miss her. She’s like a drill sergeant with breasts.” Charlie slid to the side, letting him rise without clinging. “Do me a favor. Put my breakfast in the fridge and write Fecal Specimens on it.”
“Ew, why?”
“So no one will take it.” He shrugged into his white coat and dusted her mouth with a kiss before walking to the door. “See you tonight.”
“Bye.” He hadn’t heard her. The door had already shut. Climbing from thin sheets still warm from his body, Charlie hugged her stomach. She’d barely stolen five minutes, and letting him go hurt. How could she ever manage to do it for real?
She fought a yawn and walked through the mostly empty waiting room. Warm spring wind kissed her face as she stepped through the automatic doors, under the overhang. Sunlight knifed into her eyes and she scrambled for her sunglasses. The last thing she needed right now was another migraine. She kept her eyes pinched tight until she lowered the shades into place.
Someone bumped into her shoulder. “’Scuse me. Charlie! Hey, how are you?”
“Good.” She smiled in genuine happiness. Karen Polinski was a general surgeon friend of Bastian’s and they’d hung out a few times. “How’s Doug?”
At the mention of her husband, Karen’s grin faded. “We’re separated.”
“I hadn’t heard,” Charlie murmured. He and Karen had seemed completely consumed with each other. “Sorry to hear that.”
Doug was a fantastic mechanic and had found her a killer deal on a refurbished fuel system for her Firebird. He’d been her and Bastian’s go-to guy when they got lost under the hood during the rebuild. Several Saturdays had been spent grilling burgers, tinkering with the engine and the four of them goofing off. She’d loved listening to his tales of the bikers he hung with. She’d even tried to con Bastian into learning how to drive Doug’s Harley, but he’d just laughed and said “no way.”
“Thanks. We were just too different, you know? You have to have something in common outside the bedroom.” Karen’s face lapsed into sorrow then she plastered a forced smile on. “Speaking of, I hear Bastian finally wised up and popped the question. So, you going to do it?”
Bluster hid her unsettled worries. “I’ll do it whenever and wherever. He’s the one with a ring fetish.”
Karen laughed then squeezed her arm and told her stay in touch. Charlie watched her melt into the swarm of the hospital workforce and worried her lip. Panic ran through her veins with a nauseating speed. She tried to recall any other medical professional with a mismatched marriage. She came up blank.