Dear Santa, Please let it fit…

Shae tried to enjoy the holiday romance unfolding on her TV screen. Instead, she couldn’t help watching Aidan out of the corner of her eyes as he put in a serious effort to destroy the whole trifle. He only made it halfway through the bowl though, and that included the occasional spoonfuls he fed to Shae before even she had to tap out. Shae glanced at him as he sat back on the couch, rubbing his belly for a few moments. After a bit, he turned to her.

“I have a question,” he said.

“Please, go ahead.”

“How are they both suddenly in Europe when he said he didn’t have a passport?”

“I didn’t even think you were listening. There was so much moaning coming from that side of the couch.”

“Oh, no. I’m invested, just confused.”

“The spirit of Christmas got it expedited to him overnight. You’re not accounting for the magic of the season or the power of overnight shipping.”

“Oh, okay. Well I’m glad he made it to Prague. He has some serious groveling to do.”

“He really does. It’s gonna be over in a little while. After that, we can watch one of your holiday movie selections. Or we can watch something that has nothing to do with Christmas. I feel like I’m shoving my need to feel jolly and bright down your throat,” Shae said with a nervous laugh.

“No, this is amazing. I usually just head home for Christmas and those few days are as festive as it gets. We can watch all the holiday movies you want.”

But I want to have sex! Shae almost blurted out. Instead she said something less weird. “Um, are you going home for Christmas this year?”

“Nah. My dad surprised my mom with a trip to Spain, so they’re doing that, and my sister and her husband are taking their kids to Disneyland. Matt’s Jewish and he and his sister and a few of their friends invited me to hang out with them on Christmas day.”

“Well, we host a big friend Christmas Eve dinner thing if you want to come. With a gift swap and everything.”

“Count me in.”

“I will. I’ll tell my cousin to add you to the RSVP list.”

“You just made that face again,” Aidan said suddenly.

“What face?” And of course now she was definitely making a face because she wanted to know what the heck he was talking about.

“The same face you were making earlier when you were talking about being nervous. Are you nervous again?”

Shae thought for a moment and tried her best to choose her words wisely. “I’m not nervous. I’m...filled with nervous anticipation. Like ‘sixth grade hanging out with your crush’ anticipation. But also working up the courage to tell you I don’t really care about any holiday movie right now because I’m thinking about how we can segue from making out to doing more interesting naked things. Or just skipping the confession and going right to making the first move.”

Aidan leaned back with a hand pressed to his chest in mock surprise. “Who says I wasn’t going to make a move?”

“No, I didn’t mean it like that. I just know—I know you can’t read my mind, so clearly I’d have to make it obvious that sex was something I wanted like right now, but of course I don’t want you to just pounce on me. Or maybe I do. I don’t know. How about I stop talking and we just see how these two find their happily ever after and we can pretend I never brought this up.”

“Yeah, that’s no good.”

Before Shae could blink, Aidan was on top of her, their lips pressing together in the most perfect way. Shae sighed against his mouth, sinking deeper into the couch cushions as he moved his body over hers. She moved her arms from between their chests and wrapped them around Aidan’s shoulders.

The tips of her fingers found the soft shaved hair at the base of his neck as his hands started moving down her sides, over her hips. She could still taste the sweetness of the dessert she’d made on his lips, the chocolate and the whipped cream, and oh god it was nice.

A soft whimper escaped her lips as his knee gently nudged her thighs apart. A moment later, his hand slid between her legs. Shae couldn't remember the last time she’d been touched like this, over her clothes. She’d forgotten how good it felt, in the strangest way. Her hips started moving on their own, brazenly pushing her clit harder and harder against his fingers through the layers of her clothes. Her underwear had been wet since the moment he kissed her before they stepped on the ice. Now her arousal was seeping from her pussy, easing that particular ache and making it so much worse.

She made a desperate noise and silently promised to make Aidan all the desserts he wanted when his hand slipped past the waistband of her thick leggings and into her underwear.

“Shit, Shae,” he groaned on a whisper as soon as he touched the slick wetness coating Shae’s clit. He was right back to kissing her then, his tongue feeling so, so good against hers. Shae let him feel her, finding his way to her entrance and then back to her clit before pressing two fingers inside of her. Shae broke the kiss and pressed her head back into the throw pillow. The most pathetic noise came out of her mouth and she didn’t care one bit. There was an orgasm just out of her reach, she could feel it. Aidan’s fingers were pure magic, but she wasn’t ready yet.

“Aidan. Aidan, wait.”

“Yeah?” He pulled back a little, propping his elbow up on the back of the cushions. His other hand was still in her pants.

“I love what you’re doing here. I like it a lot, but I want to switch gears before I come all over your hand.”

“Yeah, sure, sure.” Shae realized how worked up Aidan was when he removed his hand and sat back. The light from the TV showed just how red he was turning and he was a little out of breath.

Shae sat up as well, adjusting her shirt. “How about I take off my clothes, you take off your clothes, you tell me you definitely brought condoms with you and then we reunite somewhere in the middle. Of the couch.”

“We can do that.”

“Okay.”

Like complete fools, they both jumped up and rushed to opposite ends of the couch and started pulling off their clothes. Shae didn’t realize they were racing until they both started laughing. She finished first, then grabbed her throw blanket off the back of the couch and spread it down the cushions. She was about to sit and tease Aidan for taking so long when he turned around to face her and reached for his pants, which he’d kicked under the coffee table.

That’s when she caught sight of his erection. She’d felt and seen the bulge in his jeans when they were kissing just moments before. She’d seen it on her phone at the beginning of the week, but there was a big—BIG—difference between seeing a penis that size on her phone and being a few feet away from it in real life.

“Wait. Hold on,” Shae blurted out. She waved her hands in the air, driving her request home. Aidan stood up straight and then froze. He had something in his hand, probably condoms.

“What?”

Shae sunk down on the couch, her mouth hanging open. “Come here. I want to look at your—if you don’t mind. The pictures just—”

“No, I don’t mind.”

Aidan came closer, standing with this leg pressed against Shae’s knee as she reached up to take what she could of him in her hand. His dick was actually very nice, aside from the massive size. Nice even coloring, prominently displayed veins down its length, but not in a scary way. She thought she might stroke him a little bit, if only she could wrap her fingers around his considerable girth.

She just held onto him, running her thumb over the head of his cock. Shae looked up at Aidan as he let out a deep breath through his nose. He still had his glasses on. It was too dark to see just how green his eyes were. That didn’t stop her from melting as he gazed back at her.

“Aidan. Jesus Christ—I’m sorry. I just—” He reached up and smoothed a piece of her hair behind her ear. She nearly shivered at his touch.

“We don’t have to—”

“No! No! I want to!” Shae said, nodding her head like she’s just been gifted the greatest toy ever and then asked if she wanted to give it away. “I definitely want to. I’m just shocked.” Her focus was back on his erection as she gently released him, then ran her fingertip down the length of him to the dark red curls at the base of his hips.

“I know I’m not small.”

Shae looked up at the thick sound clouding his voice. “God, I’m making you uncomfortable. I’m such an ass. Sorry.”

Instead of packing it in for the night and telling Shae to call him when she was done being so socially awkward, Aidan responded with a soft laugh. Shae’s gaze held his as he lightly gripped her chin and leaned down to kiss her on the mouth. Her nerves settled again as soon as their lips touched. She felt like she was floating when he finally pulled away.

“Shae, trust me. You’re not being an ass. Whatever you’re thinking right now, just know that I will tell you if you’re making me feel any kind of uncool. You’re not.”

“Okay. I’ve just never seen a penis this big before in real life. It’s a little alarming, in a good way.” Her voice came out steady that time, even though she was ridiculously embarrassed by the whole truth behind that confession. Yes, she’d seen other penises before, but Harvin had been her first and only. She’d been so concerned with not ending up with another asshole or a murderer that she hadn’t really given any thought to moving on to bigger and possibly better in the penis department.

“Without...sounding like too much of a sleaze,” Aidan said slowly. “It’s probably best if we go at your pace.” He sunk down on the carpet between Shae’s legs. He was so tall, even on his knees they were almost eye to eye. Shae held back another shiver as he ran his thumb across her lower lip.

“You want me to level the playing field a little?”

“Sure, yeah,” Shae said with a nervous laugh of her own. She watched Aidan closely as he gently took her breasts in his palms. He held her gaze as he dipped his head and ran his tongue over each of her nipples.

“Your body is the most impressive I’ve ever seen in real life.” Shae decided to take the compliment for what it was worth and just enjoy the feel of Aidan’s extremely capable hands playing with her breasts. He leaned down again and took her right nipple into his mouth. She was already so turned on, the sensation quickly became too much. She threaded her fingers through his hair and pulled him closer. Aidan continued to kiss his way up her chest to her neck. One of his thumbs was still having its way with her nipple, but the other hand gently curved around the side of her neck. He placed another soft kiss to her lips.

“Tell me what you want,” he said quietly. On the screen behind his head, the movie was ending, the happy couple united on Christmas morning, kissing passionately in the middle of an inexplicably empty New York City street. Shae knew he couldn’t give her that movie kind of love. And she wasn’t even sure she was looking for that level of romance.

“I just want it to be good,” she said.

“I think we can manage that.” He tilted his head up and kissed her again. “I’ve been told that it’s, uh, easy from behind. Not in the ass!” he said, course correcting with the most hilarious look of horror on his face.

She couldn’t control her laughter. “I know what you mean.”

“Or on top. It’ll give you better control.”

“Watch out.” Shae waited until Aidan moved out of the way and then moved the coffee table out of the way. Out of the corner of her eye, she saw Aidan ease the condom down his shaft. Shae turned back to the couch and moved the throw blanket to the floor between her feet. She smoothed it out because no one likes carpet burn, then moved to her knees facing the cushions. She glanced over her shoulder and saw Aidan watching her. He was still standing a few feet away, gazing at her with this dark heat in his eyes.

“Come here,” she said.

Shae closed her eyes as Aidan moved behind her. She waited to feel the head of his cock pressing into her entrance, but it was Aidan’s lips moving over her back as his hand eased over her stomach that had her moaning. His hand continued to explore her lush body, moving back up to her breasts. She’d never begged before. She’d never had to. She begged now. She needed to come and she wanted to come with Aidan’s impressive cock inside of her.

“Aidan, please.”

He didn’t respond. Still, Shae could feel his weight shifting and then she felt the tip of him nudging at her pussy lips. She slid down a little, arching her back and spreading her thighs to give him better access. That seemed to do the trick. He didn’t slip inside with ease, not even close. The angle was good though, the position perfect. Shae took him little by little, the slow back and forth of her hips helping him stretch her just right, getting him just to the edge of that deliciously sensitive spot. Her throat contracted, forcing her to swallow the drool that was pooling in her mouth. It had never felt this good. It had never been this slow.

She stopped moving altogether, taking in the feeling of Aidan’s hands resting on her waist and the weight of his thick cock throbbing inside her. Her pussy clenched on its own, wanting so much more. He started moving again, but at an excruciatingly slow pace. Shae knew there was at least six more of inches of Aidan’s erection to go before she had taken him all the way. She couldn’t help herself though. Her hand slipped between her legs and found her clit. She started teasing herself, lightly stroking over the explosive bundle of nerves. A moment too late, she felt that surge of lightning spreading out all over her body.

“Aidan. I’m gonna come—shit.” The orgasm slammed into her as she dropped her forehead down on her arm. Shae squeezed her clit between her fingers, drawing her orgasm out and at that moment, Aidan started slowly pumping his hips. Another cry of pleasure slipped from Shae’s lips as the sensation doubled down on itself, sending more and more ripples of pleasure all over her body. When she finally felt like she was back on Earth, Aidan had his arms wrapped around her and his lips were pressed against her throat. And every inch of his dick was seated inside of her. Shae let out another deep breath, trying to process how it was possible for him to fit and for it to feel so damn good. She braved the slightest movement and another tremor of delight rolled over her body as her pussy clenched around him again.

“God,” she moaned.

“Okay?” Aidan kissed her cheek.

“Yeah. Oh my god. Yes. That was smart. Very smart move.” This was what she wanted, for him to touch her without her having to think too much about the how or when or if it would be a good experience. She turned her head just enough so their lips could meet and then Aidan took over, slowly pressing his hips tightly against her ass before withdrawing just a little bit.

After a few minutes, he started to move a little faster, in this amazing deep grinding motion, not the senseless pounding that Shae had become accustomed to. She realized then, as the sound of Aidan’s quiet grunts and groans started to fill her ears, that he’d been completely silent as she took the time she needed to adjust to him.

She liked these sounds. She liked hearing him moan. She focused on both their pleasures. His hand cupping her breast and the feeling of his breath on her neck, and she came again. Her body was spent for now, but she wanted Aidan to come too. He’d earned it. She leaned forward on the couch and pressed back on him.

“Shae,” he said on a deep grunt and then she felt his dick pulsing inside of her. They stayed pressed together for a few long moments, his chest and stomach and muscular thighs cupping her whole body in a hot embrace.

“If I don’t move soon, I might stay like this forever,” he said quietly, his voice still strained.

Shae let out a huff of laughter. “Do what you must.” Aidan slowly withdrew and somehow Shae made it onto the couch. Her whole body was liquid, she could barely move. She watched Aidan as he walked into the kitchen and got rid of the condom. When he came back toward the couch, Shae couldn’t believe how big his dick was, even semi-erect. She forced herself to stop looking at it and focused on Aidan’s face. He stopped next to the coffee table and picked up the spoon that was sticking out of the trifle bowl.

“Do you want to stay the night?” Shae asked as he licked a dollop of chocolate pudding and whipped cream.

“I’ll have to leave really early for work, but I’m totally into spending the night. Especially if we watch another Christmas movie.”

“You can pick this one.”

“Fuck yeah.” He took another bite of the trifle, then knelt on the floor beside the couch. Shae was hoping he would kiss her again, but his eyes just wandered over her face as he kept the small distance between their lips. “Was that good?”

“It was very good.”

“I’m gonna eat that whole thing,” Aidan said, glancing over his shoulder at the remains of the sweet dessert. Shae snorted, then reached up and pushed his glasses a fraction of an inch back up his nose.

Aidan’s alarm went off early as fuck, but when he sat up to keep the thing from waking Shae he was shocked to find himself in an empty bed. The rest of their night had been pretty fucking great. He picked out some movie about this woman falling in love with Santa’s son who was due to inherit the Claus empire. It was actually a pretty good movie that dealt with some intense themes like parental expectations and fear of failure. Aidan was impressed. They spent another couple of hours naked together on the couch, then moved their party of two to Shae’s bed. They both passed out after they realized that Shae could take every inch of his cock in two more positions. He woke up a few times in the middle of the night, the result of sleeping in a different bed with another person for the first time in a while, and every time he opened his eyes, there was Shae pressed against him, curled up in his arms. They’d known each other for years, but they had only been seeing each other for a week. Didn’t change the way Aidan knew he was started to feel. He was falling for Shae.

He hopped out of bed and went looking for his clothes. He found them and Shae in her living room. She was sitting on the couch with a fresh cup of tea in her hand. She was dressed again, wearing some cute pajama pants with cupcakes on them and a Raiders sweatshirt. She greeted him with a warm smile and a good morning as soon as he came around the couch.

“It’s pretty early for your day off,” he said, stepping into his boxers.

“My sleep cycle is set in stone. I wake up early, enjoy the quiet for a few hours, then go back to bed until noon. It’s a good way to spend a day off. Do you want some breakfast? I have bacon and eggs and croissants.” Aidan thought back to that massive bowl of brownies and whipped creamed he’d destroyed the night before.

“I usually have breakfast after I work out. I’m gonna head to the gym, then grab breakfast on the way in. I have the shittiest metabolism ever. I skip a day and this all starts going to shit,” he said, patting his flat abs that stopped being so flat the minute he quit playing sports.

“Ah, I see. You did work off a good bit of that trifle last night.”

“It was totally worth it.”

He finished getting dressed, then leaned over the couch to kiss Shae. If he had morning breath, she didn’t say anything about it.

“When can I see you again?” he asked.

“I have a standing engagement with my friends and my cousin tonight and I’m gonna be slammed this Friday and Saturday—”

“And Sunday is your Christmas Eve get together.”

“Yeah and you should definitely come to that. My cousin’s fiance is a fireworks expert. He’ll probably blow up something cool.”

“Sounds like a plan,” Aidan replied, chuckling a little. Christmas wasn’t exactly a fireworks holiday. “Wednesday night sound good? You can come to my place and I’ll make you the one thing I’m sure I won’t burn.”

“That sounds great.”

“Bring a change of clothes just in case.”

“Oh. Sure.” Shae stood and walked Aidan to the door when he turned to her one last time.

“I had a great time last night, even though you’re a terrible ice skater,” he joked.

“Hey! I kinda got the hang of it.”

“I’ll see you.” He leaned and kissed her one last time before walking toward the elevator. Lovesick punk that he was, he couldn’t help but turn around to just take the sight of her in one last time before he had to get on with his day. Aidan didn’t know what he expected when he turned to get a glimpse of her, but he caught something before her million-watt smile spread across her cheeks and she tossed up her hand in a little wave. Shae had that look on her face again. Something was bothering her again. Something was holding her back.