Chapter Six

Blaze

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I gripped the comforter in my hands and tried to brace myself as I felt Galen push into me. The moment his cock breached my outer muscles pain shot through me and I had to bite my tongue and close my eyes so he wouldn’t notice.

He didn’t pause, and with no lube it fucking hurt as he shoved his dick inside me and bottomed out on the first thrust.

I liked a little pain when it came to sex, and loved feeling the burn when my lover pushed into me, but this went beyond a little pain and it felt like I was being split in two. I’d hoped my need would make this a little easier, but with no prep there was no pleasure.

I couldn’t stop the grunts and groans from escaping my lips, even as I tried to force them back. Galen’s pace was relentless, and he was pounding inside me as he cried out in pleasure. I knew I could stop this. I was positive one word would bring him back to reality and he’d stop, but I needed the connection more than I wanted the pleasure. So, instead of saying anything I moved my arm so I could bite down on my wrist, hoping that would stifle my cries and give me something else to focus on.

Galen must have seen the move because he suddenly stopped thrusting inside me.

“Blaze?” his worried voice echoed in my ears as I struggled to pull in a breath. “Jesus, Blaze!”

He pulled out of me and hauled me up against his body, wrapping his arms around me as he held me.

“Why?” he whispered in my ear. “Why did you let me hurt you?”

“Because I need this. I need you.”

“You have me, Blaze. Tell me how to do this right. How do I make this good for you?”

I could feel his now flaccid cock against my thigh and gripped his arm with my hand. I’d gone soft the moment he’d entered me.

“I need lube. Spit doesn’t work. I have some in my wallet.”

He pulled away from me and I put my hands on the bed to anchor myself. He came back up behind me and gently rubbed my back.

“We can stop—”

“No, I want this.” I stood and turned to face him. “Please.”

He nodded, then looked at the lube. He’d also brought my spare condom.

Galen had never been with a guy before, and by his actions I knew he was clueless about gay sex. Instead of putting him on the spot I took the pack from him and ripped it open. I squirted half of it on my fingers and rubbed them so I could warm it up.

He pulled off the used condom and bit his lip as he watched me reach behind my body.

“Can I see what you’re doing?” he asked tentatively.

I nodded and turned around, bending back over the bed as I worked my fingers and the lube into my body.

I heard Galen suck in a breath and a few seconds later his cock nudged my cheek. He was hard again so I knew he liked what he was seeing.

“Put the condom on and use the rest of the lube on it.” I glanced over my shoulder at him. The way he was staring at my fingers, the pure and naked lust in them made my own dick fill until I was painfully hard again.

When Galen was covered and slicked up, I pulled my fingers free and wiped the excess lube on my pant leg.

“Just go slow until you feel me push back. Once you’re in then go to town, it’ll just take a second for me to get used to you.”

“I don’t want to hurt you again.”

“You won’t. I just needed to be prepped. If you’re having trouble, try picturing a chick. The hair should help.”

I expected to feel his cock against my opening, instead his hands gripped my shoulders and he hauled me up and spun me around.

I was shocked to see anger in his eyes, and his grip on my shoulders was painful.

“Listen to me carefully, Blaze. I’m doing this because I want you. I don’t need to picture you as anyone else because I want to fuck you.” He yanked me forward and gave me a searing kiss. “I’ve never gotten this hard, this fast before. Never felt this kind of need. Not with any ‘chick’. So cut that shit out.”

I had no idea what to say, but I could see he was telling me the truth.

“Fuck this.”

I thought he was going to call it off and step away from me. Instead he started unbuttoning his shirt.

“Get naked. I want to see all of you.”

It didn’t take long for us to strip off our clothes, and as soon as I pulled off my last sock Galen was kissing me, grinding his cock against mine until we were both gasping and desperate. When he let go of me I started to turn around, but he shoved me on the bed so I landed on my back.

His body was perfection. He was lean so his muscles didn’t bulge, but he had incredible definition. I desperately wanted to run my tongue over each and every one of his abs, and his cock was long and thick and perfect with a slight curve to it that made my mouth water. I loved sucking dick, and I could only imagine how hard and hot Galen would feel in my mouth.

He was stronger than I thought he’d be and he easily moved both of our bodies up the mattress before settling between my legs. The fire was still in his eyes, and when he looked down at his cock I pulled my legs up and back, opening myself to him.

This time, when he pushed his cock against my hole, he moved slowly. I could feel my body stretching around him, and then there was that awesome burn I loved so much. By the time he was halfway in I was ready for him, and I needed more.

I thrust my hips up, forcing him to bottom out inside me. I half expected him to have his eyes closed, but he was staring at me, his irises dark and his lips parted as he struggled to maintain control.

“Don’t hold back. Fuck me, Galen.” I nodded, groaning in pleasure as waves of heat washed over me. Even staying completely still he was driving me wild with need.

With an animalistic cry Galen leaned forward, pressing me into the mattress as his lips sought mine in a crushing kiss. He was thrusting inside me so hard and fast I was sliding up the bed, and it was fucking awesome.

I loved the feel of his beard against my skin, reveled in the slight scratching that told me my skin was turning red from the friction. I was crying out and grunting like a porn star, but then again, so was he.

His hands moved down my arms, and when he found my fingers he twined them with his as he pinned them next to my head, holding onto me as he fucked me harder than I’d ever gotten it before. I could feel the start of my orgasm as he drove me higher and higher, and white-hot heat burned through my body as he filled me over and over again. But it wasn’t enough.

I shifted my hips, forcing his cock to slide against my prostate, and every nerve in my body lit up like a fucking Christmas tree.

“Fuck!” I shouted against his lips, ripping my hand free so I could wedge it between our bodies. I was so close to coming I could barely concentrate, but I needed more.

Galen stopped kissing me and moved off my body slightly. He watched as I gripped my cock and began stroking it, matching his hurried thrusts, but a second later he batted my hand away and started tugging on me with long, hard drags.

“Fuck. Oh fuck!”

I was right there. My body was so tight it felt like my muscles might snap.

“Fucking perfect. So sexy.”

Between his words, his cock and his hand, I was right on the edge of my orgasm, but I couldn’t quite get there.

“Come for me, baby.”

I nodded, crying out as I inched closer to release. I’d never felt pleasure like this before, had never hovered in that perfect moment between bliss and orgasm, and I thought my head would explode if I didn’t find relief soon.

“Fuck, I’m gonna come,” he grunted, his hand moving frantically over my dick.

“Fuck!” I shouted in relief when he gave the head of my cock a final tug and sent me crashing into my orgasm.

Waves of pleasure rippled through me and I was barely aware of Galen shouting his own release as he shot into the condom. I could feel his heat as he came and briefly wished there wasn’t anything separating us.

He collapsed on me, his hand still on my cock as I covered him and myself with ropes of cum as he humped into me, pushing us through endless aftershocks.

When he was finally still I could hear him sucking in deep breaths as he lay on me, spent and limp.

He didn’t say anything for a long time, didn’t move, and I was glad. I loved the feel of his body over mine and wanted to bask in the moment. The sex had been incredible, beyond amazing, but this moment was pretty damn awesome too.

After a while I knew I had to get up and clean off. I kissed Galen’s temple and rolled us over. He looked dazed and a bit sleepy, and I smiled as I climbed out of bed. My ass stung, but in a way that reminded me of how amazing it had felt to have him inside me. There was a bathroom through a huge and open walk-in closet, which seemed like a strange design to me, and I went to one of the his and her sinks.

Using one of his washcloths I wiped off the evidence of our tryst and then wet another to bring out to Galen.

He was still laying where I left him, but he allowed me to pull off the condom and wipe him down. When he was clean I tossed the condom in the trash and returned the cloth to the bathroom.

As I made my way back I felt a niggle of fear.

Galen wasn’t laying on the bed naked and dazed, he was sitting on the edge hastily pulling on his clothes.

“Galen?”

“I should drive you home. It’s late and I have a lot of work to catch up on tomorrow.”

His words hit me like a bucket of ice water and I had to bite back my disappointment. I hadn’t expected us to crawl into bed and snuggle, but I’d hoped for him to be at least okay with what we’d done.

“Don’t worry about me. I can cab home.”

“I’ll drive you—”

“It’s fine.” I pulled on my pants and boxer briefs and did them up. “I’ll be fine.”

“At least let me call the car service.”

“Car service?”

“For the building. They’ll take you home.”

“Fine.”

I pulled my shirt on while Galen made the call. It only took me a moment to run my fingers through my hair and let my defenses go back up.

This was why I didn’t deal with closeted guys or newly bi dudes. Their emotions ran like hot and cold taps and there was always drama.

“Thank you for your help tonight,” I said formally as I left his room.

Galen followed, wearing nothing but his dress pants and looking far too sexy. He didn’t say a word as we went to the door and he called up the elevator. Since it was already at the floor the doors immediately slid open and he pushed the button for the lobby.

“Take care of yourself, Blaze.”

“Yeah. You too.”

I stood stiffly until the doors slid closed, then I leaned back against the cool metal wall and told myself it was for the best. Even if Galen was bi and liked dick, he was way out of my league.