Tina
I’ve never considered myself to be brave.
In my life, I’ve gone through many hardships and many battles, but “brave” is not a word I would ever use to describe myself.
Until now.
As much as I hate to admit it, giving myself to Landon in this way requires a certain amount of bravery I didn’t know I had. I didn’t realize just how scared I’d become of something as simple as a bedroom until I stepped through the door with him.
And then I realized how stupid it was.
I’ve been sleeping on the couch because of a bad memory. Staying away from the room hasn’t dimmed my memories of what happened. Staying on the couch hasn’t made me forget what Chester did to me. All it’s done is make the problem bigger and longer-lasting.
Staying away from the room has only made my fear greater, and Landon is right: it’s time to conquer that fear.
I close my eyes for a moment and breathe him in. Landon smells nothing like Chester. They might both be shifters – which, I’ll admit, came as a shock – but they’re nothing alike.
And they smell different.
Landon smells good, strong. He smells like honey and happiness. He smells like contentment. He smells like safety and love and comfort, and I’m ready for all of those things.
I’m ready to stop denying myself and letting Chester win.
I’m ready to take hold of my life again.
And I’m starting with this moment.
I lean up and kiss him. He’s taller than me. I stand on my tip-toes and press my mouth to his, offering everything that I am. I offer myself to Landon with the knowledge that he will take care of me.
He will protect me.
He will care for me.
He will guard me.
No matter what else happens in my life, I know that Landon will be by my side. He’s not going to get scared and run away. He’s not going to ditch me when things get hard. No, he’s going to be here for me. We’ll have problems and issues as all couples do, but Landon and I will communicate. We’ll talk. We’ll work through our problems as a team because that’s what people in love do.
They face the world together as a unified front.
And then he picks me up.
“Woah,” I whisper.
“Yes, I’m very strong,” Landon winks at me.
“No one’s ever carried me like this before,” I tell him. “I feel special, like royalty, like I’m a princess.”
Landon just chuckles and takes me to the bed. He lays me on the covers and just looks at me for a second.
“You’re so beautiful.”
“As are you,” I tell him. “And I know it’s been awhile, so correct if me I’m wrong, but I think you’re wearing way too many clothes.”
He glances down at the jeans and t-shirt he’s wearing. He ruined his clothes when he shifted to fight Chester, but one of Chester’s neighbors offered Landon a set of clean clothes to wear when he shifted back.
“Oh my,” he says in mock surprise. “You’re right. What should we do about this problem, sweetie?”
“Take it off,” I say in my sexiest voice. “Take it all off.”
He teases the bottom of his shirt up and down, revealing his abs and then hiding them again.
“No, don’t tease me,” I say. “I’ve waited long enough.”
“You’ve waited a long time,” he admits. “So what’s a few more minutes? Let’s make this fun, Tina.”
He’s going to kill me.
He’s literally going to kill me.
I’m going to die from horniness and excitement and arousal if he doesn’t take off his damn clothes soon.
Landon seems oblivious to my suffering as he continues to strip slowly. He finally takes his shirt off, revealing his cut abs.
“Wow,” I groan. I want to lick him. I want to reach for him and touch him and just lick his body, and then I realize there’s no reason I shouldn’t. Quickly, I move so I’m on all fours facing him.
“What are you doing, Tina?”
“Whatever I want,” I tell him, and then I lean forward and swipe my tongue over his abs. He groans, and for a second, I think he’s going to push me away, but he doesn’t. Instead, he touches my hair and pulls me closer, and I keep going. I lick his stomach, nibbling and biting my way down to his pants. “These are coming off,” I say firmly.
I unbutton the top of his jeans and pull the zipper down.
“No boxers?” I look up at him.
He shrugs. “I wasn’t about to wear a stranger’s underwear.”
“I like it,” I push his jeans down and he steps out of them, kicking them aside. Then he stands directly in front of me.
“What do you want to do to me, Tina?”
“This,” I don’t grab his cock with my hand. I’m too anxious for that, too excited. I’ve waited too long to just rub his dick. Today, I’m ready for everything. I’m ready for all of him. I’m ready for all of this. I lean forward and take his length in my mouth, and I slide it down my throat.
“Fuck,” he growls. “Holy dragons, woman. You didn’t tell me you were so good at this.”
“By the way,” I smile up at him. “I’m really, really good at this.” I take him in my mouth once more, licking and sucking his dick. I reach for his balls while I suck his cock and play with them in my hands, gently running my fingers over them and squeezing softly while I lick him.
Landon is everything I’ve ever wanted, everything I’ve ever dreamed of, and I can’t believe we’re finally doing this. I slide his cock in and out of my mouth over and over again, enjoying the way he tastes, loving the way he feels against my tongue.
Soon, though, I can tell the sensations are overwhelming him and he stops me.
“Alright princess,” he whispers. “My turn.”