If I fail to mention someone I’m eternally sorry. Some of you kept me afloat when I felt like I was sinking. Some were my cheerleaders, some were a little more forceful making me write when I wanted to sleep, but all of you have made my life complete.
Cara, what do I even say to you? Because really … there aren’t enough words to express my gratitude. No amount of thank you’s can suffice. From day one you stood behind me and pushed—hard. You made me laugh and then bawl my eyes out but it was expected and needed. The jokes and laughter regarding my incessant rewrites and “wait don’t read that version” kept me desperate to keep you on your toes. The backroom deals, the quest to find Jackson, letting me talk to myself with you on the phone. #NMCNMM
Mandi, you “got” their story. Your support and honesty was invaluable. Thank you for not letting me try out for American Idol when I couldn’t sing and for loving Jackson. Most of all thank you for keeping me grounded. You gave me your time, love, and wisdom when I needed it. You are my Muffin and no one loves him more than you and Cara! #IlovemyMuffDirty
Betas, I have no words to fully express the appreciation I have for you. Livia, Roxana, Stacia, Jennifer, and Lisa … you pushed me to do better and made me laugh, cry, and shake my head in awe of your genuine love and support. Thank you for dropping things to read and not backing down. For the refusal to let me put out anything less than my best and not allowing me to get away with anything. Beta reading is hard and I appreciate how honest you all were. but I know you all came from a place of love and for that I thank you so much. A huge thank you to my test readers: Alison, Letty, Donna, Jessica, Keisha and Tara. You gave me so much feedback on the finished product and blew me away. It meant the world to me.
Angie, thank you for all of you support, love, and friendship. For taking your time to make sure I had a successful release. You held my hand when I was afraid and gave me words of wisdom when I needed it. I love your face!
Lisa, it’s not everyday you meet someone and just “click”. Our friendship was never forced, it just happened. Your snark, sarcasm, and love of Jackie has brought us closer than ever. I love ya!
Rose, you are my inspiration. You pushed me to see the courage I had when I didn’t think it was there. You forced me to do better day after day. The tears you virtually wiped and then literally wiped I will never forget. Thank you for being my wifey and never letting me down. There are certain people who enter our lives for one reason or another and I’m thankful everyday you are one of them. Our friendship is beyond all of this and I’ll cherish it always.
Emmy, Kristy, and Laurelin, if it weren’t for you three I wouldn’t have had the guts to write in the first place. When I told you this is what I was going to do you all stood behind me and made me go forward. You read my first drafts and said, “keep going”. I love you all as writers and friends.
Faith, you made me a better writer and challenged me to listen to my characters! I can’t tell you how much your friendship means to me. Every single day I’m grateful I met you. While it may have been a complete fluke that we met you’ve become one of my closest friends that I rely on more than you may know.
FYW: I can’t even say enough about you ladies. During times of doubt, struggle, joy, and happiness we’ve come together. It has been so special to me and I love every one of you.
To my editor, Megan Ward, you are so much more than an editor. You took a hold of my story and cared for it. Your attention to every detail, every word, and every emotion was astounding. This process was exciting and remarkable because of you. You achieved your goal of making this fun. I can only hope every writer at some time or another gets to work with you. Thank you for empowering me to push harder and see what was there. I will forever laugh when I see anyone wink.
My cover designer, Najla Qamber, thank you for making it perfect. I love every single thing about it. You are truly an amazing artist.
Christine from Perfectly Publishable, you stepped in and saved the day. I appreciate your professionalism, attention to detail, and making this a painless and wonderful experience.
Bloggers – I have so many to thank because without you none of this would be possible. Some of you may not realize what you give to authors … a chance. You take time away from your loved ones to read and then even more time to tell your fans how you felt. It’s appreciated and truly respected. I know the dedication, sacrifice, and time you spend. From the bottom of my heart thank you for taking the time to read and review!
Heather Maven, thank you for your friendship, love, and always making me laugh. Everyday I am grateful for you in my life.
To my friends and family, some of you didn’t know I was writing Beloved so if you’re reading this … surprise! Thank you to my mother who won’t ever read this but stood beside me every step of the way. You gave me life, then made sure I lived it to my fullest. I never felt unloved or unwanted because of you. My Aunt Donna, you took me to the zoo and made sure I had these memories. You taught me that just because I was hurting didn’t mean I had to be alone. I pray that every person in this world has someone like you, because you are one in a million.
The SPQ, There are few people who mean more to me in this world than you. There are so many things you probably picked up on just for you. You stood beside me when I wasn’t sure. You pushed when I wanted to quit. You joked when I needed to laugh.
To my beautiful children…Thank you for your daily dinner talks asking how much I wrote. You both are the reason I kept going when I wanted to cry some nights. I know it wasn’t easy when mommy was crazy glued to the computer and I love you both so much! To my son who tells everyone his mommy wrote a book even though I pray he’ll never read it. To my daughter who told me she was so proud of me for following my dream and would take the laptop and sit next to me and write her own story. You both are my beloved.
I want to thank my husband for his undying love and support. You love the broken in me and have never given up. Our love has never been easy but it’s ours. We’ve gone through so much and still come out on top. Deployments, moves, kids, more deployments but you’ve always been my constant. Most of all, thank you for being my anchor in the storm. You’re it for me, babe.
To my readers … Wow! The fact that I’m even sitting here writing to you is overwhelming. I had a dream as a little girl to write books, and because of you reading this right now it’s no longer a dream, but a reality. I don’t even know how to thank you because it’s surreal. For some reason you choose to pick this up and read. For that I’m eternally grateful. I know you have kindles filled with books to choose, and a never ending supply of books coming—so thank you.
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