CHAPTER 15

As they walked into the apartment, Jack came to a standstill before turning to Maddy. “Are you sure about this?” Jack asked quietly. He wanted to take his wife in his arms and sweep her away to a world of desire and hunger, where for the first time he wanted his love for her to show. But he needed to know she was certain. Her withdrawn actions of the past week’s allowed a speck of doubt to creep into his mind.

Maddy appreciated the question as much as she did the first night. This man could read her moods better than she could herself. Knowing he would understand if she said no, she nodded. She wanted this as much as he did.

At her nod Jack swept her up in his arms and carried her to their bedroom. He softly set her down before pressing a quiet kiss to her lips. How he had missed her. Missed her scent, her touch and – oh god – her taste. He teased the seam of her mouth with his tongue coaxing her into opening for him. When she did, he swept into her mouth with soft languid strokes. Taking his time, focusing on nothing but her mouth.

Maddy felt a moan escape just as quick as it was swallowed by Jack’s mouth. How was she going to live without this man? Her hands roamed to his behind where she gripped him hard, hanging on for dear life. As his hands sneaked into her hair at the nape of her neck she couldn’t help but let her head fall back and revel in the sensation of his strong fingers against her scalp. She felt anticipation and heat coil between her thighs, aching there for his touch.

She bucked her hips against his, already feeling his arousal bulging through his pants. She grabbed his shirt and tugged, pulling his shirt out of his pants. She ran her newly manicured nails up his spine, reveling in the feel of his muscles bunching under her caress.

Jack kept his right hand fisted in her hair and pulled her even closer with his left. He kissed a moist trail down her neck and when he reached her collarbone, he nipped softly.

Maddy moaned as his teeth scraped her skin and relished the feel of her nerve endings coming to attention. Her nipples were hard, pressing against the fabric of the dress. She stepped away from Jack. With her eyes fixed on his, she slowly undid the zipper at the back of her dress. She let the dress slide down her body in a pool at her feet.

Jack’s breath caught at the sight of her full naked breasts, the areola already darkened by arousal. He took a step forward, but Maddy smiled sultrily before taking another step back. She hooked her thumbs into her lace panty and slowly shimmied until it reached her knees before stepping out. Catching a glimpse of herself in the mirror Maddy’s breath caught at the wanton mysterious sight she made. Her body entirely naked, skin glowing from arousal and the salon treatments, her eyes appeared mysterious surrounded by gold and silver beading in an intricate design spiraling out at her temple. To herself she looked like a naked goddess. Feeling empowered and more bold than ever before, Maddy slid her hand down over her breasts trailing her torso and rested it on her moist curls at the apex of her thighs. Already sensitive and aching to be touched, the slightest touch sent a quiver through her body.

Jack nearly lost it. His arousal was throbbing, his balls aching. He wanted to touch her the way she just did. He walked over to her slowly and without touching kissed her deeply. He reached between them and settled his hand over hers, guiding her to what she wanted. Achingly slow, he circled his palm over hers creating the friction she so craved for. Jack could see she was close, her eyes were fluttering, her breathing shallow. He increased the pressure, her hand still beneath his, and watched her orgasm build.

Maddy had never touched herself in the privacy of her own apartment, and here she was doing it in front of her husband. She wasn’t sure how to touch herself, how to make heaven and earth meet, but Jack’s hand guided her. He knew every point, every reaction and she was a willing student. She could feel the wave building, slowly. She wasn’t sure if she wanted to stay at the edge of sanity or dive over. The contrast between pain and pleasure became less as the wave built even more. She wanted him inside her, she wanted him to thrust into her and send her into oblivion. Before Maddy could ask or beg, she wasn’t sure which Jack licked his way down to her breast before his teeth closed around her nipple.

Jack watched her buck and spasm and had never seen a more beautiful sight than his wife falling apart in the palm of his hand. Her cheeks were flushed, his hand became wet with her arousal as her knees weakened. Jack supported her as the quivers continued. He picked her up and watched her eyelids flutter open. Her green eyes were bright as he carried her to the bed. Before he set her down, with her eyes on his he reached between her thighs and pressed hard. As Maddy’s second orgasm ripped through her while she was in Jack’s arms he knew had to show her how he felt.

Maddy laid back on the pillows after Jack set her down, she thought briefly of feeling embarrassed but Jack made her feel powerful, not ashamed. Jack undressed as his eyes remained fixed on hers. His breathing shallow, his heart racing. He wanted nothing more than to climb on top of her and fuck her until he poured himself into her, but tonight wasn’t about fucking. Tonight was for making love. Reigning in the instinct to pleasure himself, Jack settled beside her.

Maddy smiled and reached out, running her fingers along the strong line of his jaw. Her eyes held more than Jack had ever read in them. He could only hope it was love. Her hand burned a scorching trail over his torso before she gripped his sheath hard. As he gasped, Maddy laughed. “My turn.”

She kissed his neck and trailed down before sucking on his hardened nipple. Her hand didn’t move on his arousal, her mouth didn’t stop. When her mouth finally reached his groin, Jack drew in a sharp breath. Leaning over him, her hair falling in soft waves of his naked thighs with her green eyes fixed on his, Maddy took him in her mouth.

He was surrounded by warm wet heat, the firm grip of her hand around his sheath nearly sent him over the edge. She licked and teased his cock, sucking the drops of arousal that had already made their way to the surface.

“Maddy…” Jack’s voice was edgy as he pleaded for her to go on or to stop, he wasn’t sure if he wanted it to be over yet.

Maddy moaned with his cock still firmly in her mouth, the tremors of her voice was enough for his balls to contract preparing for the final. Jack reached down and pulled Maddy up. He set her on her back before getting on top of her and nudging her thighs open with his. He reached up with his one hand gripping both of hers and securing them above her head.

Settling his weight on her Jack couldn’t help but think that with Maddy he’d never get close enough. He wanted to absorb her, protect her and keep her to himself, forever.

Maddy felt Jack’s muscles bunch over her, she knew it took all of his willpower not to let her finish sucking him dry, but she also read something in his eyes. Something that asked for her submission; that asked to give herself to him. Smiling softly into his steel gaze Maddy relaxed, opened her thighs wider and hooked her ankles around his waist.

Jack slid into her slowly, sensation pouring through him. Maddy’s eyes briefly fluttered before meeting his again. Something was different tonight. They had made love every way Maddy could’ve imagined, they had seen every part of each other’s anatomy and yet tonight she felt closer to him than she ever had before. She felt a glimmer of hope that just maybe Jack did love her after all.

Jack had sex with many women, but never before had he experienced the chasm between love and sex being closed. Hovering over Maddy with his cock prodding her entrance he slowly slid into her. A cocky smile spread over his face as he felt Maddy’s muscles stretch to accommodate him. It was the first time he entered her without a condom and tonight he wanted nothing between them. He wanted to feel Maddy, every inch of her as he wasn’t sure he would have the chance again. He slowly moved inside her, watching her. “Do you feel that Madison?”

Maddy nodded biting her lower lip. She felt his heat pulsing inside her, skin to skin.

“That’s your husband moving inside you. I’ve never wanted you more and I won’t be letting you go.”

On his last word Jack started pumping. Their breathing became shallow, nerve endings sensitized from arousal flooded their brains with signals of arousal, pleasure and love. As his pace increased Maddy felt the soft kindling blaze of arousal spark and build. Their eyes never leaving each other, the fire blazed through them until they were a heap of shudders and spasms.

As the smoke cleared Maddy thought of what Jack had said, he wouldn’t be letting her go. She knew that words spoken in the moment, didn’t mean much after the moment was over. But feeling her husband’s weight on her, she wished she could climb inside him and stay with him forever. If this wasn’t love, Maddy didn’t care. It was the best feeling in the world.

No words were said afterwards, and understanding had been met through actions, tonight had meant more than any other time they had made love. Although no declarations were made, both Maddy and Jack felt loved and weren't planning on letting go.