Lesson learned.
Blue was aware of precisely what he was hinting. With his fingers drifting where they were, how could she not be? Wanting to wriggle against his hold was bad enough, but she’d melted, in the most embarrassing way.
My god, the man had a stare and a half. Those two muscular arms on the wall, to either side of her, while he’d lectured. She was an independently happy and functioning woman at home. He’d turned her over his knee – intolerable.
“Now I know why I gave you red panties,” Sassik murmured, digging that finger deeper into the cloth, where her pussy gave way and became an entrance he could fuck...if he’d just shift aside the cloth.
Not moving, not breathing, or rather not panting, was essential.
Whimpering too, was surely a giveaway as to her arousal.
He smacked her again, three times, harder than before. The impact of his big palm reverberated into her flesh.
She groaned, bit it back. Being turned on by a spanking was terrifying. This wasn’t her. She hated the thought of this, of male dominance, of being spanked.
Then she felt the hardness of his cock against her hip.
Head down, mouth open, wrists trapped, and her head pounding from the rush of blood, Blue struggled with stoical and threw it away, settled for not begging to be fucked.
He rolled the cloth of her panties into the cleft of her ass, squeezed one side of her ass then the other, hard enough to make her wince, stretching her pussy.
Ohmigod.
His sound of admiration made her heart flutter. Get a grip. Anything except get...
“Wet? Hmmm. Why is that, Blue?”
“Don’t know.” But she gasped as he thrust again with that finger. With the cloth under tension, everything pushed on her clit – every shift of his thigh muscles, of his finger, when she moved or breathed.
Her first pant escaped her, followed by another, then a groan as his finger delved deeper, still with the cloth between him and her. Sensations sizzled through her, spiking her nipples, making her want. The leather of the wraparound top rubbed on the tips of her breasts.
“Pretty cunt,” he murmured.
She squirmed, half trying to get away, half not.
“Stop. Please.”
He patted between her legs. “Guess that didn’t hurt enough. It was supposed to be punishment. You can get up.”
That he knew how the spanking had affected her – it was awful. She blushed even hotter when he steadied her, for she’d wobbled as she stood. His hands on her hips were close to a statement of possession.
Liking that was wrong.
“Don’t run again. It won’t do you any good and someone will hurt you a lot more than me, if you succeed. Say you won’t run. Now.”
But she couldn’t. He could force her to say it but she wouldn’t mean it. “Can’t,” she said softly.
His fingers tapped on her hips. “Why?”
“I want freedom.” Her eyes smarted with unshed tears. Her vision blurred. Damn. Then a tear or two escaped.
“How’s this then,” he said, more gently than she expected. “I’ll let you choose your owner.”
“What?” She frowned.
“You can pick the man who buys you. No matter what he offers.”
Was that a good thing? She didn’t want to be owned, at all.
Blue twisted her mouth.
“Deal?”
“Deal,” she said, not really meaning that either.
Anything to get his hands off her hips.
He smoothed the back of the skirt over her bottom and she had to brace herself so she didn’t lean toward his mouth. His hands were a weapon. In those fleeting seconds, she desperately wanted him to do something dirty to her.
But the leathermaker came out and delivered the goods Sassik had bought, as well as profuse apologies.
Her moment of weakness dwindled. Sassik was an asshole, of course.
When he told her to raise her chin, she felt him attach a leash. Though she tried not to meet his eyes, she finally succumbed. He had gorgeous eyes, for a man of despicable morals.
He wrapped his fingers under her jaw to hold her still. “When I find a good physician, I’ll change this collar for my red one. Unless I sell you first.”
She grunted.
“Was that a yes?”
“Yes, Sassik.” Then she followed him from the alley, obedient, if despairing. Her ass ached dully, reminding her of what he’d done.
His words had made her feel lost.