Conner
Cassidy scrambles up and away from me. She’s flushed and sexy as hell. I want her like breath, but this isn’t right.
“What?” she cries. “What did you just say? Did you just use my safe word?”
“Easy, sweetness.” I put my hands on her legs, but she moves them away.
Fuck, her shiny eyes are killing me. “Did I do something wrong? Why don’t you want me?”
“That’s just it. I do want you. You, Cassidy. You’re the sexiest woman I’ve ever been with, but I don’t want you to pretend you’re someone else. Not our first time.”
“I don’t understand. I thought...the role playing...”
I come up to the front of the bed and pull her head onto my chest. She’s stiff and uncomfortable, and I’m aware that I probably ruined the mood for good. “The role playing was good. It was really good.” Fuck. Watching her come. Hearing her come. Finally tasting that pussy that has been haunting my dreams. Good doesn’t do justice to it. “But our first time together...I don’t want it to be a game. I don’t want you to be playing a part. I want you. Just you.”
“I’m not sure I understand.”
“I think you do.”
“Conner...”
“You’re sexy and perfect. Just the way you are. And I don’t want you to need to feel like I’m tricking you out of your virginity for you to feel like it’s okay. I thought I could handle it, but I can’t. I want to fuck you, but I want more.”
“More?”
“I’ll teach you every damn thing you want to know about sex, Cassidy. But you need to call me Conner. Maybe after we’ve had sex a hundred times, we can play some games. But I want to be real with you. With us.”
“I don’t know what to say. I feel like you’re rejecting me.”
“I’m not. I swear.” I roll her over onto her back. “I want to make this good for you, Cass. Will you let me? As me? Not some asshole taking something he shouldn’t?”
“Why are you doing this? If you don’t want me, just say so.”
“I do want you. I want you so much I can hardly stay in my own skin right now. You’re killing me.”
She bites that lip, undoing me. “I know I’m not sexy.”
“That’s a goddamn lie.” I place her hand on my rock-hard cock.
Her hand strokes it softly, and I shiver under her inexperienced touch. “You really think I’m sexy?”
“I can prove it.”
She’s quiet and the stroking stops. “Will you still be dominating and take control?”
“Fuck yeah, I will.”
She nods, but her eyes are laser focused on mine. That’s what we were missing downstairs. This connection.
It’s better. So much better.
“Do you know how many times I’ve already made you come tonight?”
She shakes her head. “I lost the ability to do math when we were in the kitchen, Conner.”
There’s my girl. I chuckle into her chest. That’s what I missed. That sense of humor. That sense she’s really with me.
“I love making you come. It’s my favorite hobby now. I hope you enjoy it because it’s nonstop orgasms for you from now on. Once those girls are asleep, you’re mine. Every night.” She whimpers when I take her tit into my mouth again. “I loved it when you came just from me on your tits. That ever happen to you before?”
I bite down gently, causing her answer of, “No,” to turn into a squeal of pleasure.
“I think I’m going to start keeping a journal of your orgasms, sweetness. All the ways I can make you come. What makes you squeak and what makes you scream.” I rub her with my whole body, the friction of her soft skin against the bottom of my shaft is the sweetest torture. “I’m going to find every place on your body that makes you shiver. I’m going to make you so, so dirty.”
She arches her back reflexively. “That seems like a full-time job, Conner.”
“Oh, it is. It’s also going to take a long time. I hope you weren’t thinking you’d get off on my dick tonight and that’d be it. I’ve got a lot of research I want to do.”
I dip my fingers into her pussy. She’s wet. God, so wet.
“More than tonight then?” she asks.
“Cassidy, you fucking own me now.”
She raises up on her elbows, her eyes wide with surprise. I get two fingers in her tight sheath, stretching her, and find the spot I’m looking for. “Conner!” she cries out.
“Yeah, that’s it.” She doesn’t look away from me, from this connection. “I mean it. I’ll dominate the fuck out of you in this bedroom, but you own me.” I knew it the minute she lit that candle this morning. I should have known it months ago. But it was forged on my soul the second I got a taste of her on my tongue.
Her legs start shaking and she starts coming on my hand. That one is going in the journal for sure. Under the letter G. My girl has an easy-to-find spot, thank God.
My dick is leaking pre-cum all over the bed, and I don’t want to lose my whole load there, so it’s time. I don’t take my hands off Cassidy while I reach across the bed and into the drawer. She’s still shaking and coming down, so I don’t want to break contact. I take a good look at that pussy while I’m rolling on the condom. You’d think that the twins would be excellent incentive for birth control, but as my eyes skim up Cassidy’s body, I’m mentally putting a baby inside her.
Fuck, she’d be gorgeous. Round and fertile. And the idea of filling her with cum makes me leak even more. But she and the girls are my top priority, and right now, a pregnancy wouldn’t be good for any of them.
Someday, though.
I can’t believe I’m even thinking about someday. Just this morning, I had no thoughts other than just getting through the days one at a time. Now I’m planning a future and mentally breeding the poor girl the night she loses her virginity.
I part her pussy lips with my cock and slide up and down her slit, getting juicy and lubed up while I tease her. Damn, she feels good. I can’t wait to get inside. I drag my cock across her clit that’s peeking out of its hood, and she throws her head back. She’s so pretty as she lets go. I tap the head of my cock on that clit a few times and then go back to spreading her juices around, using the tip of my dick around her entrance.
She raises up on her elbows again and gets a good look at what I’m doing and looks a little scared.
“It’s never going to fit.”
I swear my cock pulses at her words. Yeah, it’s gonna be a tight squeeze, all right. I push the tip in and pause, letting her stretch around my head, and then push a little further. “You feel amazing. Your pussy is grabbing my cock like a vise.”
I push it in a little more and I see stars. I’ve already filled up her little pussy, and I’m barely in. I tear my gaze away from where we are joined and notice she’s kinda pale. Not good. I need to get her back on board, fast. She likes dirty talk and when I tell her what to do, so I’ll give us both what she wants.
“Look at it. Look at my cock filling you up. Your little pussy is creaming for it. Watch it take my whole cock, Cassidy. Look at us.”
She moans.
“You like that, sweetness? You’re such a good girl. You’re gonna take all of my cock, aren’t you?” I put my thumb on her clit, giving it a little pressure. “You might be a good girl to the rest of the world, but in this room, you can be a very bad girl.”
She whimpers in disappointment when I pull out a little.
“Oh yeah, that’s my girl. You want your cock back, don’t you? Do you want to be my naughty girl? Do you want to take all this cock?”
She bites her lip and moans.
“Say it,” I order her.
“Yes. Yes, please. I want to be a bad girl.”
Fuck. Me. Hearing those words from her sweet lips makes it hard not to come right now. With her admission ringing in my ears, I push the rest of the way inside her, leaning over her to take her gasp of shock with a kiss. I’m holding absolutely still below my neck and it’s killing me, but she needs to adjust, so I focus on kissing her, distracting her with my tongue. Her nails are digging into my shoulders, and I feel like a real shit for causing her pain. I kiss her and when she starts responding again, I start kissing her the way my dick wants to fuck her. After about minute, she relaxes her body, but her pussy is still so tight it’s almost hurting me.
“I don’t want to hurt you, sweetness. I want to make this so good for you.” I start slow, my thrusts shallow and even. “You okay? Tell me what you’re feeling right now.”
“Full. I feel so full. But the pinch is going away.”
I use two fingers on her clit and roll it in a circular motion. “That’s good, baby.”
The sight of my glistening shaft easing in and out of her beautiful body has the cum churning in my balls. But I can’t go yet. Not until she does.
I’m going to make this girl come around my cock if it’s the last thing I do on this fucking planet. I start fucking her faster, thrusting my hard cock deep inside her warm pussy and filling her up with each stroke. My cock is pushing deep with each urgent thrust.
I can’t believe I’m finally inside her after all these months of yearning for her. “You’re definitely a dirty girl now, Cassidy. I’ve never wanted to come so bad in my life. All because of you. Do you want me to come?
“Oh God, yes. I want you to come inside me.”
“That’s a good girl. I need you to do something for me, sweetness.”
“Anything, Conner.”
My name from her mouth ratchets my lust up another notch.
“Play with your tits while I fuck you.”
She looks confused for a minute, but her hands come up automatically to her breasts and she starts tweaking her nipples.
“Pinch them,” I order her and I fuck her roughly, my strong hands digging into her thick hips to hold her still while I push my rod deeper and deeper. “Harder, Cassidy.”
She’s into her nipple play, and it isn’t long before my strokes and her pinches take her where I want her. Mindless. Shaking. Moaning. She tightens around my cock, milking me while she does this sexy mewing noise. I grab her arms off her tits and pin them on the pillow on either side of her head, diving in to kiss her just as my body tightens. I roar into her mouth and explode in her pussy harder than I’ve ever come before, my girl writhing beneath me.
The spasms take me someplace I’ve never been. Heaven, I guess. And now that I’ve found it, you can be damn sure I’ll never leave it.
My fingers entwine with hers, and I pull back to look at her. At the face I vow I’ll wake up next to for the rest of my life. “You’re mine, Cassidy.”
She nods. “Say it.”
“I’m yours, Conner.”
I need to get off her—I’m probably crushing her. I need to dispose of the condom. I need to get a warm washcloth and tend to this sweet woman, who’s probably sore.
But for a few seconds more, I need this. Her eyes on mine. Me still inside her. I can’t find the words, but everything is different now.