Ten

 

LUCAS

 

My thumb makes another circle on her palm as we drive pull into my driveway. She hasn’t said much after I finally got her to stop banging her head on the table. I wasn’t sure how she was going to react to my declaration, but I can say that I’m glad she was more understanding than I thought she would be. I honestly don’t think I could have given her up if she didn’t want to give me a chance.

Jumping out of the truck and walking to her side, my mouth slams down onto hers as soon as her feet hit the ground and her door was shut. Without stopping, I lift her up by her ass making her wrap her arms around my neck and her legs around my waist.

I need to be inside of her. And now.

To show her why it doesn’t matter how I know the shit I do about her, or that I’m insanely obsessed about her. Just that she’s mine and I don’t care how crazy I sound, I’ll do anything to make sure she’s safe and happy. Even eternity won’t stop me from doing everything in my power to provide her with all that she desires, wants or needs.

Yeah, I’m that fucked up over her.

The moment I get to my—no our room, I pull myself away from her lips and begin to undress both of us. I can’t help the smirk that begins to form on my lips at the satisfaction I feel that my girl gets so in tune with me, that everything fades away. It takes her a few minutes to become aware of things happening around her. Her hands reach down trying to stop me as I rip the panties from her hip.

Slow, Lucas. She’s a virgin.

“I need to . . .” my voice trails off as her scent hits my nose.

There’s no stopping the caveman in me from diving face first into her heat and taking a long lick of her wetness that’s coating her.

If I thought the taste of her kiss was addictive, well I was wrong. I’ve never tasted anything as addicting as Cara’s pussy. Musky with just a touch of sweet. Something that I’ll be tasting for the rest of my life.

That thought alone as me nipping at her clit wanting her to come so I can burry myself deeply.

“Come for me, Cara,” I demand, then suck her clit into my mouth.

Her cum starts to cover my chin and my tongue licks her little nub, soothing the slight pain that I’m sure she felt. Her body tightens with her orgasm and her expression is one that’ll forever be etched in my brain.

“Oh, God,” Cara screams.

“Fucking beautiful, mia. You’re breathtaking when you give into the pleasure I give you,” I murmur into her ear as I adjust my body over hers.

“Taste how good you are, mia,” I whisper before plunging my tongue into her mouth. The moan that comes from her has me fucking her mouth with my tongue. Showing her what I want to do to her with my cock.

My cock slides between her folds and I can’t contain the groan that comes from me the moment I feel her wetness. After a few more thrusts, making sure I hit her clit each time, I reach down and hold myself to her opening.

“Tell me you're mine,” I whisper against her lips. “I need to hear it, Cara.”

“Yes, I’m yours, Lucas.”

My hips thrust forward, breaking through her hymn and planting myself deep inside her.

Heaven.

My brain registers her screams and I'm filled with remorse. I hurt her and there’s nothing that I can do to stop her pain. Even with knowing there’s no other way to take her virginity, it doesn’t stop the anger flowing through me at her being hurt.

“I’m sorry, baby,” I murmur as I wipe the tears from her eyes holding as still as possible. “Do you want me to stop?”

My breath catches in my throat as I wait for her answer. If she says yes, I’ll pull out and end it with me worshipping her with my mouth. I’d do anything if it meant stopping the pain from touching her.

“No . . . just give . . . me a moment,” she gasps before taking a deep breath and blowing it out slowly, causing me to flinch when her muscles relax around my cock with her exhale.

God, please have mercy.

After a few more minutes, her hips move slightly before she wraps her legs around my waist causing my dick to go deeper.

“You can move. Just . . . umm, go slow at first okay?” she shyly requests.

Nodding, I pull out slowly then push back in even slower; gauging her reaction to the movement.

“You sure?” I bend down giving her a soft kiss. “I can—”

“Lucas, yes. Move, before I’m no longer in the mo—” My hips pull out and I slam, as gently as I can, back in, shutting down any argument she’s about ready to say.

“Fuck, mia. You're so damn tight,” I barely get out between my clenched teeth.

The moan she lets out is what finally breaks the control I have on holding myself back and taking it slowly.

It’s like a siren calling to the caveman inside of me and he’s answering her call.

Hard. Fast. Deep.

My arms circle under her and I grab onto her shoulders as my cock starts to pound into her. There’s no stopping as I hear her screaming my name in pleasure.

“You’re mine, Cara. Mia. Do you understand what I’m saying? From this moment on, you’ll never be without me. You’ll never not feel me between these sexy as fuck thighs. You’ll never not know what it’s like before I came into your life. I’ll make it my mission to make sure you always have your needs, wants and desires met. You’re my obsession, mia. And I’ll never let you go,” I promise.

My hand slips between us to pinch her clit. The moment my finger and thumb touch her, she detonates around me. Pulling me in so deep, that it feels as if we become one person. That our souls merged and then split into two bodies.

There’s no stopping the orgasm that hits me as I realize just how much I’m in love with this woman under me. As my hips thrust a few more times, her face slowly relaxes into a blissful look.

Happiness begins to fill my veins at the thought that I caused that. That I’m the reason she’s so relaxed. She closes her eyes and begins to drift off into a deep sleep. A smile forms along my lips and I can’t help but feel joy over the fact that she’s finally mine.

She gave me something that was special to her. That she held onto for twenty years. In a way not only did I claim her and take what is rightfully mine, but she also claimed me as hers by giving me that gift.

I feel like fate finally is working in my favor . . . and I’ll do anything to keep that favor.

 

CARA

 

I’ve got to pee. However, I don’t dare move a muscle. Lucas’s arms are wrapped around me and I don’t want to chance waking him up and facing the morning after.

“I know you’re awake, mia,” his scratchy sleep filled voice literally purrs into my ear. “What are you thinking about?”

“Peeing,” I squeak before jerking out of the bed and running to the bathroom.

Sitting down, I can't believe this isn’t a dream. It’s reality. There’s still so much that we need to talk about, and I start to dread walking back out the door and facing him.

What if this is a one-time thing, Cara?

As I’m washing my hands, I glance in the mirror and see the marks all over my neck and chest. It’s like I’ve been attacked by a vampire.

But my vampire doesn’t sparkle . . . or run fast . . . or hate werewolves.

I clench my eyes shut. I know I’m just trying to delay going back into that room. I know he said I’m his, but I’m still confused by what that even means. Or if he really meant it.

Worst of all, I gave up a piece of myself that meant something to me. Without any hesitation at all. I gave up a part of my soul because deep down, I wanted a life with him. I imagined a life with him. And that is something I’ve never done with anyone.

We’ve only known each other for two weeks. Isn’t that kind of a short amount of time to sleep with someone? To give someone their virginity?

I would call someone and talk to them about it being to soon, however, the only person I know to call is Maddox and I don’t think that conversation would go well. He would demand that his command let him go on leave, so he could come and kill Lucas.

Yeah, I don’t need my only family left in this world in prison for murder.

My mind goes back again to last night and how Lucas demanded I tell him I was his every time he took me last night. My body begins to betray me again and I squeeze my eyes shut tightly knowing that I’m stalling, and I need to get this face to face bullshit over with.

Straitening my shoulders, I open the door and peek out to find the bedroom is empty. The breath I was holding rushes from my lungs in relief knowing I have a few more minutes to myself before I have to face the music, so to speak.

“Next time don’t wait for me to wake up to use the restroom,” his voice from behind the door has me jumping, and I realize he just watched me relax in relief when he was nowhere to be found.

He must think it’s because I had to pee so bad.

“Now, come tell me good morning properly.”

“Umm . . . shouldn’t we talk and have breakfast first before we go back to doing the LLS—Little Lucas Shuffle—in my dance floor?” The moment my mouth opens, I cringe knowing I wasn’t going to be able to stop something stupid coming from it.

I wasn’t lying when I said this man turns me into an idiot.

“Wait, you named my cock, Little Lucas?” his voice is laced with humor. Pushing away from him, I begin to pace and before I can stop myself, the diarrhea of the mouth that I seem to get when he’s around, rears her ugly head.

“Well, yeah. Doesn’t everyone name them? You can’t tell me you never thought of it as Little Lucas? Even though there isn’t anything little about him,” I babble.

It’s true. The soreness between my thighs isn’t only from the loss of my virginity. Nope, his large cock stretches me . . .

“LLS in your dance floor?” he asks, breaking my thoughts. Glancing up, his lips begin to twitch, telling me he’s trying hard to keep the straight face he has on right now.

God, please no. Stop my mouth from talking!

I can only hope He’s listening and grants me a miracle before, yet again, my mouth gets away from me.

Too late.

“Yeah, you know, Little Lucas . . .” I point toward his erection that jerks the moment my eyes land on it. Licking my lips, I take a moment to ponder what he’d taste like coming on my tongue. His chuckle has me looking back up at him and continuing. “Where was I . . . oh yes, Little Lucas thrusting in and out of my . . .” I point toward my vagina. “Dance floor.”

My face starts to feel like it’s on fire as embarrassment fills me.

I can’t keep my mouth shut around him.

The way his face lights up right before a booming laugh escapes has happiness blooming in my heart. It makes me want to continue saying stupid shit just to experience it over and over again.

I love him. Wait . . . love?

My feet stumble a little as that one little word repeats over and over in my head. My brain shuts down and I just stand there in a daze. I can’t love him just yet, again it is too soon. Even though I want the love my parents, along with Macy and Rhys has . . . it still scares me shitless even thinking about it.

Everyone I love leaves me.

“As much as I’d love to do the LLS,” he chuckles as he wraps his arms around me; bringing me out of my stupor. “I think you're right. We need food and we do need to talk more. But that doesn’t stop me from wanting my good morning kisses. I promised myself that from the moment you were in my arms, I’d get a kiss every morning. To start my day with my girls' taste on my lips,” his voice ends on a whisper right before his lips touch mine.

This kiss is different than any of the other kisses he’s gave me in the past twenty-four hours. It's a mix of them all in one. Like he’s branding me and owning me all at once. That his soul is claiming mine. It has a taste all its own.

Love. It tastes like love.

“Let’s take a shower. I know I don’t have anything for breakfast in the house, so let’s go to a local diner. We can talk and get to know each other more. My only plans today are to take you out on a day date,” his voice enters my fogged mind after he ended the kiss.

“Day date,” I repeat in a daze as he pulls me into the bathroom.

“Yes, for the next twenty-four hours we’re on a date.”

“Well, if that’s the case, why don’t I take a shower first and then you can take one as I get ready. It saves more time.”

“We can save more water this way. Which is better for the environment than saving time is,” he states just before the hot water hits me, shutting up any protest I might have made, now that I’m wet. “Time to get clean. But first, I want to take you from behind and watch as the hot water drips down your . . .”

As his voice trails off and his lips land on my shoulder, I realize that he’s using his power to put me in a fog until he gets his way. He’s figured out that I’m not resistant to him.

And if I’m not careful this could get me into some serious trouble. But, as his hands begin to touch me I my defenses crumble . . . it would be worth it if it makes me feel like this each and every time.

 

 

“Why do you work at Dirty Players?” His question throws me off guard, as he holds me to his chest while we look out over the lake at the sunset.

“I’ve always been a loner. An introvert. When Maddox left for the Navy, I realized just how lonely I was. It never bothered me before, but all of a sudden, I realized that I keep things close. It seems like everyone I love leaves me. Even though I talk to Maddox often, it isn’t the same as having someone in person. I was almost finished a four-year degree in just a little over two years. That was a crushing reality check as to how much of an introvert I was. I needed to be more open to possibly form a friendship with someone who just might stay around instead of leaving the area. Getting a job that deals with people was the only thing I could think of doing. One day, I was walking by the store and saw the help wanted sign in the window. So, I went in and filled it out. Three days later I was hired,” I explain.

His body shakes mine gently as he laughs.

Leaning my head back, I take in the beauty that’s happening in front of me, while I re-play every moment of our date so far.

As we made our way along the trails, we went over everything from the moment he saw me to this morning and what he said last night. The more he talked about what he went through to have me and protect me . . . the more I melted which is how I now found myself leaning against him as the sun continued to set off in the distance.

“We've got work tomorrow, so we should be heading back soon.” His body tightens, and I know I’m not going to like what he is about to say.

“Why don’t you stay at home and study?” his voice holds tension and I just wait until he continues. “Look, I just think now that you're at my place for the moment, with the robbery and all—”

“Lucas,” I cut him off. “I’m not quitting my job. I’m working until graduation. And if we're going to do this thing between us, then we have to keep it quiet. There's a no fraternization policy I signed.”

“Like fuck.” My body jumps at just how loud his voice was in my ear. Anger instantly radiates from his body as his arms squeeze tightly around me. “I’ll be damned if I am keeping our relationship quiet. Like you’re some dirty fucking secret that I’m ashamed of.”

“That isn’t what I meant.” The energy slowly draining from me as I try to fight my way out of his strong embrace. “I don’t want people to think I’m sleeping my way to the top. I don’t want to be treated any differently than I’m already treated.”

“What the fuck?” His hands go to my hips and before I can even take a deep breath in from now finally being able to breath, I’m flipped around to face him. “Who is treating you badly?”

Turning my head to the left, I keep silent. Nobody really treats me badly, per say, they just treat me like a newbie, even though I work much harder than anyone else.

“I’ll get it out of you at some point, mia.” Still not looking or talking to him, I continue to stew on the fact that he wanted me to snitch out my fellow employees.

After a few more seconds of me just staring off in the distance, I hear him snicker before his hands release my hips and move to my face. “Cara, baby, ignoring me isn’t going to stop me from finding out the truth. Or did you forget I have access to the security tapes?”

Gasping, I start to tell him that he better not, but before one word passes my lips, his mouth is on mine devouring me. Not being able to hold back, my arms circle his neck and I try to deepen the kiss only to have his hand grab a handful of hair moving me to where he wants me to be. Showing me he is the one in charge not me.

His other hand gradually slides around my back and he grabs a handful of my ass and squeezes hard enough to make me moan and rub against his cock. My body is now engulfed in flames as my orgasm begins to build.

“Disgusting,” a voice from behind me says forcing me to rip my mouth from Lucas.

Turning to glance over my shoulder I spot an old woman standing behind us with a look of disgust on her face.

“Oh, God,” I stutter as I quickly move off of Lucas, falling in the process. “I’m terribly sorry.”

“That is not appropriate for a park,” she continues to scold me and I continue to fall deeper into embarrassment as Lucas pulls me back down onto his lap. This time with me facing her direction. “You should be ashamed of yourselves.”

“And we are, ma’am.” Lucas moves behind me and then wraps his arms back around my waist before continuing. “It’s just that she announced that she would finally be my girlfriend. And I’ve been waiting all my life for her. What started off as just an innocent kiss went too far. Please accept my apologies, and thank you for reminding me that my girl deserves better than being felt up in a park where anyone could see.”

The little old lady in front of me isn’t the only one that slowly melts with each word that Lucas says.

“You remind me of my Harvey,” she states as a tear slowly slides down her face. “You’re forgiven young man. And you, young lady, better hold onto him tight. Men like him are hard to find these days.”

“I plan on it,” my voice is so low that I know she didn’t hear it as she waves and slowly walks away.

Leaning back, I think about what the old woman just said and say a little prayer that maybe Lucas is what her Harvey was to her. The love she felt for him was evident from that single tear that fell down her face. It engulfed that place in my heart that was ignited last night when I realized that I wanted what Lucas was telling me, into flames.

“I still want to do my reviews, though. I actually make pretty good money from it and I donate it to a charity for kids who lost their parents in their teens,” I tell him out of the blue, as the sun takes its last dip behind the horizon.

“As long as I’m in it, I don’t give a fuck if you do them.” He nips my neck then kisses it to soothe away the pain.

“I think that might not be a good thing,” I whimper as my panties become wet with desire. His hands travel up under my shirt toward my breast.

“Just think of all the money you'd make with the new subscribers. You’ll get couples and even men joining since there’ll be two reviews of the product, and not just one.” His voice is low as he begins to tweak my nipples over my bra. “We can experiment with them on our own and together. Just think of the fun we can have, mia.”

His left hand makes its way down my yoga pants and right under my thong. The moment his finger slides into my folds, I let out a low moan.

He’s going to make me come, right here in public. And at this moment, I don’t give a fuck.

“I’m going to make you agree with me, Cara. Say yes I can help you, and then I’ll let you come,” he whispers into my ear as his finger slides into me. His thumb starts to slowly make circles around my clit. “You know you want me to help you with this research. Think of it as helping me learn what’s in my store so I know what to recommend to people. You want your man’s business to prosper, right, baby?”

With each word his finger thrusts in and out of me as his thumb circles around and around my bundle of nerves driving me closer and closer to the edge of ecstasy that I’m now craving.

“Lucas, please,” I beg, not able to hold back.

“Tell me what I want to hear, then I’ll let you fall before I carry you to the truck to take you home. I'll plunge so deep inside you that you’ll swear we’re becoming one soul. You won’t know where I begin, or you end. Our souls reconnecting again in a way that screams belonging to each other. By making love to you for hours. Give me what I need to hear. Tell me I can be in the videos with you, Cara, and I’ll do all that I just said and more.”

“Yes,” I all but shriek, as my body starts to clench around his fingers.

“That’s right, mia. Come for me so I can take you home and ravage you.” Waves of electrical shocks roll over my body over and over as I come hard for him. His words adding the extra bit I needed to go over the edge.

He got what he wanted.

Me agreeing with him.

And all because of his damn sexy voice and those fucking fingers of his.