Chapter Eleven
Aden
I was too overwhelmed by my hormones to be shocked by his offer. It wouldn’t be a full knotting, but it might help with the gnawing desire inside of me. I’d never felt so aroused before. It took all of my strength not to beg Zane to knot me. I needed it more than anything I’d ever needed before, but I was still too scared to give in. Fear can override just about everything.
From day one in Delta Squad, I’d had a crush on Zane. The hormone suppressors kept us from knowing what we really were to each other, but I’d wanted him for a long time anyway.
Zane took my hand. His palm was rough, but the flesh was warm and inviting. He led me through the living room area into the safe house’s bedroom.
The room looked different when we were in it together. It had seemed worn and drab when I’d been alone, but now the soft, quilted bedspread looked cozy and inviting. I’d thought the walls were grey, but they were actually a soft shade of blue. There were brass lamps on both bedside tables, and Zane turned one of them on before switching off the overhead light.
“Take off your clothes,” Zane instructed. “Slowly.”
I felt my cock swell at his words. I wanted to please him. It was a new feeling for me. I’d built my life around not submitting, and there I was, wanting to be on my knees for the man standing before me.
I did as he said and pulled my t-shirt off over my head by lifting the hem and sliding it up my abs. Once I’d removed it, I unbuttoned my pants, unzipped them, and then slowly moved them down my hips until I was able to drop them on the floor.
“Turn around when you remove your underwear. I want to see the ass that belongs only to me.”
A protest almost escaped my lips, but I couldn’t argue. I needed to please Zane too much. I turned my back to him and slipped my underwear down. While I was bent over, pulling them down my legs, I felt Zane get closer.
“Stop for a second. Let me look at you.”
I felt my cheeks burn with heat as I stood there before him, completely vulnerable and exposed. I’d never let anyone look at me this way before. I’d never shown my most private place to any Alpha, let alone my mate. He could’ve taken me right then and there, and there would have been little that I could do about it.
“Now, turn around and undress me.”
I stood up and turned around before closing the short distance between us. Zane groaned with arousal when my fingers brushed his skin as I lifted his shirt over his head. I undid his pants and pulled them down. A gasp escaped my lips when I yanked his underwear down.
Zane was so hard, and his cock was far larger than I’d expected. We’d all showered in front of each other before, but I’d had no idea how huge his dick would be when he was fully erect. The thought of him impaling my ass with his huge member almost made me come on the floor.
“Now get on the bed and lie back,” Zane said.
I climbed onto the bed and reclined back. The comforter was soft, but my skin was so sensitive that I found it almost itchy. My nerves were on fire with anticipation. I had no idea what he was going to do, but it took all of my resolve not to beg him to do it.
Zane stood at the foot of the bed for a moment, just looking at me. He looked like a hungry wolf would staring down his prey. I swallowed hard as he knelt on the bed, and I couldn’t believe how nervous I was.
In a flash, Zane was on top of me. His hands were on either side of my head, holding himself up. I could feel his thick, hard thighs resting on mine, his hips pushing against me, but somehow, he kept his cock from touching me. Mine was also not getting any friction. It was maddening, and I noticed a wicked smile spread across Zane’s face. I started to say something, but he cut me off.
“Shhh.” Zane said and kissed my forehead.
He kissed the bridge of my nose and then hovered a millimeter above my lips. Zane was so close that I could feel him there, but my lips were left to crave his touch for what felt like an eternity.
I began to squirm beneath him as the anticipation threatened to drive me mad. That same wicked smile spread across Zane’s face just before he leaned the rest of the way in and pressed his mouth against mine.
White hot light exploded behind my eyes as his lips made contact. I moaned deeply because, at the same time, Zane’s cock rubbed against mine.
Zane continued to hold himself up with one hand, but he reached his free hand between our bodies and cupped my cock. His thumb wrapped around the side and served to hold our shafts together.
He rocked his hips back and forth so that we rubbed together from the motion, and at the same time, Zane stroked us. I closed my eyes against the dizzying pleasure. It built in my gut until it literally felt as though I was about to explode.
When I was on the verge of orgasm, Zane let go of his dick and wrapped his hand completely around mine. I slid my hand between our bodies and did my best to encircle his, but it was so big.
Together, we pulled at each other’s cocks. I was so close to coming already that I went off first. Ropes of hot sticky cum shot out of my head and painted my stomach. Every muscle in my body clenched and released as I cried out. The sight of me going over the edge pushed Zane over as well. His massive cock spasmed and shot ejaculate all over my stomach and chest. He ground his teeth and growled my name.
When we were both finished, Zane got up and wordlessly left the room. At first, I panicked a little, thinking I’d disappointed him, but I heard the bathroom faucet turn on. I figured he was cleaning up. I should’ve gotten up and joined him, but I couldn’t move.
My orgasm felt good, but all it had done was drive me to want Zane’s knot even more. It consumed my mind moments after Zane left the bed. I could think of nothing else. I didn’t care about my fears anymore. I needed him.
Zane came back into the room with a wet towel. It was warm and somewhat comforting as he cleaned me up. He looked into my eyes, and I could swear I saw love in them. What he saw in mine must have worried him.
“What’s wrong, baby?” he asked as he pushed my sweaty hair back from my forehead.
“I need you to take me. I need you to knot me. It’s the only thing that will relieve me,” I said. “Please,” I begged. “Please take me.”