Somehow Gray had never imagined that his personal version of hell would include an emergency room waiting area, the frantic parents of his secretary, and her scarily stressed-out sister, who also happened to be an ex-girlfriend. Will Thatcher had shown up as well, although he at least seemed calm.
Resisting the urge to press his fingers against his temples, he turned to Will, the only one of the group not either wringing their hands or scowling at him. “Would you please explain to me how it is that you all ended up here for a very minor finger injury?”
Will shrugged good-naturedly as he dug into his second bag of peanut M&M’s. “Soph’s dad used to run this emergency room. There’s no way you could have snuck beloved Dr. Dalton’s youngest daughter through here without the whole fam finding out. M&M?”
“No. Thanks.”
“Tell us again how this happened?” Sophie’s mom asked, shredding her thumbnail to pieces with her teeth.
“Calm down, Marnie. Dr. Hoyne said it was nothing a few stitches wouldn’t fix,” Sophie’s dad said while rubbing his wife’s back.
Marnie hissed. “Oh, and what does Richard Hoyne know!”
“True, med school teaches those docs nothing these days,” Will said.
“I heard that, William,” Marnie said.
“Dr. Hoyne is a fine ER doctor. I trained him myself,” Chris said soothingly.
“So she’s not going to lose her fingers?”
Oh Jesus. Gray pinched the bridge of his nose. Of all women, the one who had to go and slice her finger was an employee. And of all the employees, he had to end up with the one whose dad was a retired doctor and had apparently handpicked the entire emergency room staff.
“I just don’t understand how this happened,” Marnie asked.
“I didn’t realize I owed you a report,” Gray snapped, losing his temper.
“Don’t get snippy with Mama Dalton,” Will said. “You’re the one cavorting around with your secretary on a Friday night, chopping off her fingers.”
“Yeah, how is it that you ended up spending Friday night with my sister?” Brynn asked, stopping her pacing for the first time since arriving.
“Oh, here we go,” Will said, noisily crunching his M&M’s.
Gray avoided Brynn’s accusing look. He hadn’t expected to see his ex-girlfriend again, and definitely lacked the quick thinking to smooth over the situation.
What the hell am I doing here? Just when Gray was about to make a cowardly exit, the doctor finally came out. Frankly, Gray couldn’t understand why they’d all been banished to the waiting room in the first place. It wasn’t like privacy was needed to sew up a couple of fingers.
“Hi, everyone, thanks for waiting,” the doctor said somberly, as though he’d just finished rebuilding Sophie’s spleen from scratch.
Dr. Hoyne shook Sophie’s dad’s hand. “I have some good news. Sophie’s going to be just fine.”
“Oh good, we were so worried,” Will said, earning a punch from Brynn.
“Will she have any permanent nerve damage?” Marnie asked, her hand pressed against her lips.
Seeing the genuine maternal concern, Gray felt some of his irritation fade. Yes, in the grand scheme of medical emergencies, this was barely a blip on the radar. But to the Daltons, one of their own was wounded.
Hell, Gray felt like one of his own was wounded. Not that Sophie was his, even if it had felt that way for a few strange moments in his condo.
However, surrounded by her family and friends, who really knew her, he suddenly felt out of place. At the end of the day, he was just her boss. And no matter how blatantly the attention-starved little minx had flirted with him, he wouldn’t be the one she wanted to see right now.
“Which one of you is Mr. Wyatt?” the doctor asked Will and Gray.
Will pointed to Gray and grinned as if he were a sixth grader passing the blame for some pulling a girl’s hair.
“Great, come with me,” the doctor said. “Sophie’s asking to see you.”
Silence settled over the group.
And just like that, Gray no longer felt out of place. He felt like grinning. Sophie wanted to see him. Even after he’d flirted with her, made her help him cook, and then barely spoken to her while they waited for her name to be called, she was asking for him.
Of course, she probably hadn’t realized yet that she had an entire get-well committee on hand. Swallowing awkwardly, he followed the doctor down the sterile hallway.
All boyish hopes that Sophie might anxiously be waiting on the hospital bed for Gray to check on her faded when he heard her laugh all the way down the hall. Instead of finding a wounded bird holding a broken wing, he found a preening peacock, sitting hip to hip with an elderly man, giggling over what appeared to be an ancient photo album.
“Oh, Gray!” she said, her face glowing and smiling, instead of somber and in pain. “Meet my new friend, Mr. Bronson. He was just showing me pictures of when he and his wife went to the circus in Paris and the baby elephant escaped.”
Gray couldn’t figure out if he wanted to smile or just walk away in exasperation. He’d spent the past twenty minutes enduring glares from her overbearing family, and she was in here discussing baby circus animals with a man who looked like Santa Claus.
Her gaze fell on the doorway behind him and her smile faltered slightly.
“Mom? Dad? What…Wow, everyone’s here. What’s going on?”
“We came to see if you were all right, of course!” Marnie said, dashing to her daughter’s side and grabbing for her wrist. “Oh gosh, what a huge bandage.”
“Mom, seriously, it’s just a few stitches on each finger. I’ll be completely back to normal before my next dump.”
Everybody except Mr. Bronson winced. The old man patted her knee. “It’s good to be regular, dear.”
Sophie’s welcoming smile was long gone, and she fixed Gray with a glare. “Really? You called my entire family because of a little cut finger?”
“Oh no, that was me, dear,” said the plump redheaded nurse who had just entered the room. “I just sent your parents a text message to say how pretty you’d gotten over the years! I wasn’t thinking that they’d probably freak out that an emergency room nurse was seeing their daughter. Sorry, everyone. I just didn’t think…”
“Obviously,” Gray muttered.
“Don’t worry about it, Anna,” Sophie said with a reassuring smile. “I’m sure my family and friends feel silly for rushing down here.”
“On the contrary, Soph. I, for one, was terrified. I actually stopped at the hospital chapel on the way up here,” Will said as he dug through a basket of lollipops intended for six-year-olds.
“Knock it off, Will. Don’t mock the chapel. And don’t belittle Sophie’s injury,” Brynn snapped.
“Says the big sister who was more focused on ogling her ex than worrying about Sophie,” Will muttered under his breath.
Gray stiffened awkwardly. This was a conversation he didn’t want to have…ever. Sure, he owed Brynn an explanation, but not here.
Sophie apparently agreed, because she scowled fiercely at her family.
“Dad, you can’t go abusing your hospital connections just to spy on your kids. I’m sure Anna or Dr. Hoyne could have told you over the phone that it was just a finger scratch and not head trauma.”
Both parents looked away guiltily.
“And Brynn,” Sophie said pleadingly, “please quit looking at me like I just shot your cat. Nothing happened between Gray and me; we were just together for work reasons.”
Brynn sputtered, obviously not enjoying being called out. “I wasn’t worried about that, I was just surprised…”
“And bitchy,” Will said around a neon green lollipop. Did the man never stop eating?
“And you,” Sophie said, turning on Will. “Thank you for coming down, but come on. You didn’t know better? You couldn’t have run interference?” She glanced meaningfully at Brynn.
Will shrugged, unperturbed as ever. “Brynn called me saying that there’d been an accident and that she was worried about you.”
“Brynn called you?” Marnie asked.
“And you actually came?” asked Dr. Dalton.
For the first time since Gray had met him, Will seemed to falter. “I came for Sophie, obviously. I was worried.”
Awkward silence settled over the group.
Gray wondered what his next move should be. Did he try to explain to the family why their daughter was at his home on a Friday night? Out of habit, he looked to Sophie for guidance. She was forever giving him hints on appropriate social behavior.
But not this time. She was too busy staring at the bandages on her fingers like she could heal them with her eyes.
Gray cleared his throat nervously. “Ms. Dalton, if you’re feeling better, I think I’ll let you spend time with your family. I’ll see you on Monday. Unless, of course, you need a ride home,” he finished politely.
Sophie’s head snapped up, her wide eyes blinking up at him.
“Ms. Dalton?” Will said. “What a stiff.”
Gray wanted to snap that he wasn’t deaf, but confrontation wasn’t really his style. Neither was playing nursemaid, and he silently begged Sophie to excuse him from this awkward mess.
“Sure, I can get a ride home from my parents,” Sophie finally replied, sounding uncharacteristically formal. “Thanks for taking the time out of your schedule to drive me over here. I apologize for the”—she shook her injured hand in a little wave—“inconvenience. Hopefully it won’t adversely affect my typing skills on Monday.”
That made his head snap around and he met her gaze. “For God’s sake, you know it’s not your work I care about—”
Will cleared his throat.
“I should go,” Gray said finally.
Hating himself for his curtness, but feeling completely out of his element, he walked quietly out the door and nodded an awkward farewell before escaping into the blissful anonymity of the hospital hallway.
Traces of conversation followed him as he headed for the parking lot.
“Good Lord, did the man just bow to us?” Will asked.
“Interestingly, William, some men understand the basic concepts of being a gentleman,” Brynn said.
“How, by screwing his secretary?” Will asked.
“Now, I’m sure it wasn’t like that. He doesn’t seem the type to be interested in our Sophie,” Marnie said. “They said they were working.”
“On what, French cooking lessons? Or French something else?”
“Can we please go now? Please?” The faint request came from Sophie, and the pleading quality of her voice almost had him turning around. She sounded nothing like herself.
But he kept walking. He didn’t know the first thing about playing hero.
“Gray, wait up a sec.” His heart sped up for a brief second when he thought it might be Sophie coming after him.
He watched her approach, waiting for some sort of sting of regret that he’d let this beautiful woman walk away from him. At the very least, he expected some sort of physical regret that he hadn’t even tried to get her into bed.
But as he watched Brynn come toward him, he felt nothing. A removed appreciation, maybe. She was still lovely, and he could see them being friends. But any lingering hope that they might get back together faded for good. There was nothing here but friendship potential.
“Can I get a ride home?” she asked. “I know it’s out of the way, but I don’t want my parents to have to drive me and Sophie, and Will…that’s just not happening.”
He was a little surprised by the request, but didn’t really mind. “Sure. My car’s parked just out front.”
She smiled in thanks and tucked her arm companionably in his. Gray waited for the alarm bells to go off in his paranoid mind, but nothing happened.
Brynn seemed more thoughtful than flirtatious, and he relaxed slightly.
While they waited for the elevator, Gray had the uncomfortable sensation of being watched, and he warily glanced back toward Sophie’s room.
Two very wounded eyes were blinking back at him, and he felt a stab of panic that he was seeing her here with Brynn. But before he could explain that this wasn’t what it looked like, her parents swooped around her, leading her in the opposite direction.
She didn’t look back.
* * *
Sophie gave the printer a soft kick. So much for her “minor” finger injuries not interfering with her work. The stitches from her parsley incident had been minimal, but the splint holding the two injured fingers immobile made even the simplest actions awkward.
Everything took her twice as long, from curling her hair, to typing up expense reports, to going to the damn bathroom.
Sophie’s patience had been fraying all week, and today she’d reached the breaking point. Hence the printer-kicking. She’d hoped to get out of work early today to stop by a friend’s birthday dinner, but instead it was seven o’clock and she was still stuck in the office. There was a pile of sales reports that needed to be printed before tomorrow’s board meeting, and, naturally, the printer with the built-in hole punch was out of ink.
Her choices were to try and figure out how to change the toner herself or use a different printer and do the hole-punching by hand.
Neither option would get her out of the office in the next hour with her crippled fingers.
On top of it all, she was spoiling for a fight and she knew exactly who she wanted to pick it with. Except the object of her frustration wasn’t exactly the type to lower himself to a good old-fashioned yelling fest.
He was more the ice-out-the-enemy type of fighter.
Something he’d been doing very well all week.
It had been six days since The Episode, and other than giving her curt work-related requests, Gray hadn’t spoken to her. He’d barely looked at her.
Either he was being a complete chickenshit, or whatever fuzzy feelings Sophie had felt that night at his house had been completely one-sided.
She glared down at the red, blinking error light. Stupid printer. Stupid job. Stupid Gray.
Stupid Sophie. That was the real crux of her anger. She was mad at herself for letting herself think that she might matter. Mad that she’d been ready to go back to his home after the emergency room and have a nice homemade crepe, and instead he’d left her there to go home with her dad while he walked away with his ex-girlfriend.
She felt the now familiar heat of embarrassment that always made her fingers tingle, and she shook her hand. Normally she liked Brayburn’s copy room. It smelled like paper and productivity. And since she was the only one that used the one on the executive floor, it usually felt like her private haven when the rest of the office felt too chaotic.
But tonight her precious copy room felt like a prison holding her back from the bubble bath that awaited her at home.
Resigning herself to the battle ahead, she found a stool and carefully teetered up its wobbly steps toward the toner boxes on the top shelves, giving a little grunt of triumph when she managed to grab the box and crawl back down the stool without falling and shattering her tibia. She so did not need another ER visit.
But getting the box down was only the start of the battle. This wasn’t a simple open-the-door-and-drop-it-in type of deal. Sophie stared down at the indecipherable images masquerading as instructions. Why didn’t they just tell you how to change the cartridge?
What was this first picture supposed to be? It looked like a UFO sitting on top of a tractor.
“Need some help?”
Sophie closed her eyes. Of course he would be here. She didn’t even muster the energy to feel surprised. Even if she hadn’t known the rough voice by now, Gray was the only one who stayed in the office this late. He probably considered it a sacrilege to leave the office before the nightly janitorial crew had left.
“Go away,” she breathed, not turning to look at him.
Not exactly the cool professionalism she was hoping for, but she’d been trying for cool professional all week. It was Thursday, and her feet hurt, her hand was throbbing, and she just wanted to go home.
Instead of granting her request, he came up beside her and pulled the toner box toward him.
“Give that back,” she snapped.
“You need two hands to do this,” he said, apparently immediately understanding the hieroglyphics on the box.
“I have two hands.”
“Yes, but only eight fingers.” He still hadn’t lifted his eyes from the box.
She tried to pull the box back toward her. “CEOs do not change printer toner. Their assistants do.”
“What are you doing here so late?” he asked, finally turning his head toward her.
Her stomach gave a jolt at the eye contact, and in a second she went from irritated to hot and bothered. This whole desire-to-hump-the-boss thing was starting to get really inconvenient. Particularly since it wasn’t mutual.
“Oh, you know, just wanted to spend more time in your dazzling company,” she said with her biggest smile.
“I’m sure whatever work you still have can wait until tomorrow.”
“Not unless you want to hand-draw your sales report for the board tomorrow.”
His mouth clamped shut and she gave him a knowing look. “Exactly.”
“How can I help?” he asked, still not moving.
“By going away. Maybe falling out the window.” Losing the battle with her aching feet, Sophie finally relented and eased out of her shoes, surprised they weren’t filled with blood. She certainly wouldn’t have pulled out the new camel peep toes this morning if she’d known she’d be working a twelve-hour work day.
She let out a sigh of relief and wiggled her toes.
“I liked them on,” Gray said roughly.
For a moment she thought she misheard him, but the hot look he was giving her said otherwise, and was like a match on her already-frayed temper.
“Don’t do that,” she hissed, waving the spike of her heel at him. “Don’t you dare flirt after a week of acting like a robot.”
He batted the shoe out of his face and glared down at her. “What the hell are you talking about?”
“Did we not share a meal on Friday night, Mr. Wyatt?”
His expression grew wary. “We did. And on Monday I had lunch with Beth Jennings, and on Tuesday I had dinner with Jeff Andrews. What of it?”
“Really? Did you cook for them? Did you nearly kiss them? Did you tell them that they were worth something?”
Her voice broke and she brought up her shoe again as protection.
“Sophie,” he said softly.
“Don’t. No pity. Not from you.”
“Put your damn shoe down.”
“No.” She waved it at him. “I have to put this toner in and then I’m going home and eating nothing but carbs and butter.”
Sophie told herself she was glad when he turned away. This was her copy room, and it wasn’t big enough for the both of them.
But instead of leaving, he pulled the toner box away and tore it open before she could respond.
“I’ll do it,” she said, trying to grab for it.
He batted her away as though she were a fly and, turning to the massive machine, opened a couple of hidden doors, slid a couple of panels, and in the span of a couple of minutes had replaced the toner and was putting the old one in the bag to be recycled.
“You didn’t have to do that,” she said, not quite willing to say thank you, but grateful all the same. She was pretty sure she’d be still trying to open the box.
The red light on the printer flicked to green, and the machine began methodically spitting out neat piles of hole-punched paper. They stood side by side in silence as they watched it work. Their hands were less than an inch apart. All she had to do was extend her pinky finger, and…
The machine slowed to a stop, and Sophie made a grab for the papers and her shoes.
“Thanks again for the help,” she said, backing out of the room.
“You’re done now, right? You can go home?”
“Almost. I just need to put them in the report binders and get them into the conference room.”
“I’ll help,” he said, following her to her desk.
“Would you stop? I can do this!”
“I know, but it’s my project you’re working on. I’ve given you too much to do. I’m sorry. It won’t happen again.”
“It’s not too much,” she muttered as she awkwardly tried to open the binder with her maimed hand. “It’s just this damn splint. It slows me down.”
“All the more reason for me to apologize. You wouldn’t have the splint if I hadn’t forced you to help cook,” Gray said quietly. He gently pulled the binder from her hands. “I’ll do this part. You just hand me the paper.”
She wanted to tell him to go to hell, but he was being so damn decent, and telling him off felt needlessly petty. She hated when he was nice. Which, she had to admit, was more often than she gave him credit for.
Once again, the task went twice as fast with his assistance, and by the time she laid the last binder at the head of the conference room table, it was only seven thirty, not midnight, like she’d feared.
She moved toward the door only to find Gray standing there watching her. She quickly turned to the window rather than face him, her pulse humming with…something.
It wasn’t anger. Her temper from earlier had mellowed, and she was no longer itching to start a fight.
She was wanting something much more dangerous than a fight.
“I’ve never seen the view from up here at night,” she said. There. That was a safe topic. Very platonic.
Except Sophie hadn’t bothered to turn on the conference room’s light, preferring to work by the city lights outside. She regretted that decision now. The darkness was decidedly romantic.
He shoved his hands into his suit pocket and came to stand beside her as they stared out at the Seattle skyline. It was a clear night, and the city felt both peaceful and alive. “This is one of my favorite times in the office,” he said. “I do my best thinking up here after everyone’s gone.”
Sophie gave a rueful smile. “And here I’ve gone disturbing your peace. As usual.”
“As usual,” he agreed.
Sophie couldn’t help the wince. At what point would his rejection stop stinging?
She turned to go, leaving him to his dark solitude, but he grabbed her hand. “Don’t.”
He stared down at their joined hands for several moments before very slowly lacing his fingers with hers. It was one of the sweeter and strangely most erotic sensations of her life. Holding hands wasn’t supposed to be sexy.
But holding hands with Gray was.
She didn’t know how long they stood there, two mismatched souls holding hands in the moonlight, but she didn’t want it to end.
“Gray,” she whispered, still not looking at him. “I—”
“Don’t, Sophie,” he said, giving her fingers a squeeze.
It was hardly the first time that Gray had silenced her, but she was getting damn tired of it. For once she hadn’t been about to pry or pester or annoy him. She’d just wanted to talk. Hear his voice. And he denied her even that.
She peeled her fingers away from his and walked out of the conference room, back to her desk. Her eyes were watering as she picked up her purse and began stuffing her belongings into it.
So the man wanted quiet? She’d give him that. He wanted solitude? He could have that too.
In fact, he could pretty much have those things the rest of his life, because no woman in her right mind would—
A firm hand jerked her around so roughly that her purse fell to the ground. Sophie’s eyes went wide as she stared up into his angry face. This was a Gray she hadn’t seen before. There was none of the earlier gentleness, and the soft look in his eyes had been replaced by something hot and fierce.
His mouth was on hers before she could move.
She stiffened for the briefest of seconds before relaxing into him. Sophie heard herself gasp at the unexpected rightness of it. She’d thought about this moment. Dreamt about it. She’d expected it to feel wrong.
But there was nothing wrong about the mouth moving slowly over hers, his lips taking hers in quiet demand. She tentatively kissed him back, and when his hands slid up her arms to cup her face, she slid hers around his waist, pulling him even closer. Their bodies fit together like the last pieces of an impossible puzzle.
Gray groaned, using his lips to coax open her mouth and slide his tongue against hers in silky rhythm. There was nothing slow and gentle about the kiss now, and she clawed at his back and kissed him like he was the last man alive.
Her hands moved to the buttons of her shirt, but she only had half of them undone before she realized that he was one step ahead of her. Her blouse was fully unbuttoned, and he was roughly tugging it down her shoulder. His mouth moved to the crook of her neck as his hand found her breast over her lace bra and they both moaned.
“God, Sophie,” he said against her neck. She wanted to tease him that there was supposed to be no talking, but she didn’t feel like teasing. At least not that kind.
Her uncoordinated hands had finally undone the last of his shirt buttons when they heard the unmistakable sound of keys jingling in the hallway.
Please keep going, she silently begged the owner of the keys.
But the jangling stopped right outside the office doors.
“The janitor,” Gray whispered, pulling back abruptly. Sophie was unprepared at the sudden loss of his support, and stumbled off-balance, catching herself on the side of her desk.
Her desk. Horrible reality flooded over her. She had nearly just had sex with her boss in the office.
Who does that? she screamed at herself.
She heard a key turn in the lock, and she’d barely pushed her arms through the shirt Gray tossed at her when the door opened.
The fluorescent light spilled in from the hallway, and Sophie squinted against its harshness.
A very startled-looking janitor blinked at them as Sophie held her purse in front of her half-buttoned shirt and tried to look natural.
“Mr. Wyatt?” he said, clearly confused.
“Hello, Walter,” Gray said in his usual calm voice. “Come on it. We were just finishing up a couple of sales reports.”
If Walter suspected anything, he was too kind to show it, because he merely nodded and gave her a shy smile before wheeling in his cleaning cart.
“I’ll drive you home,” Gray said quietly in her ear. But she knew that tone. This wasn’t the Gray who had cooked dinner for her, and it certainly wasn’t the Gray who had kissed her senseless.
This was the cold Gray. The one from the elevator.
She should have known that any kind of intimacy would only blow up in their faces. This was the type of man that pushed away anyone who got beneath his defenses. Gray was already fully dressed, looking for all the world like he’d just come from a nice business lunch instead of fondling his secretary on her desk.
“I’ll be fine,” she said, her voice crackling as she finished buttoning her shirt.
“Sophie—”
“This was the worst kind of mistake. Don’t even try to deny it.”
And he didn’t. Just stared at her with cool gray eyes. “Yes, it was a mistake. It won’t happen again.”
Sophie gave a curt nod and grabbed her shoes to keep from having to make eye contact. “I’ll see you tomorrow,” she said brightly, before heading toward the door without looking back.
He said nothing.
By the time she exited the elevator, she was a sobbing mess.
This job at Brayburn was supposed to be her path toward respectability, and she was messing everything up.
Nobody would respect the girl who fell in love with the boss.