CHAPTER NINETEEN
Emma
Every single cell in my body is vibrating. My mind is on fire. All of my senses are piqued. I'm loving every second of this. I hate to admit it, but I am. I've never experienced anything like this and it's driving me wild.
There's something so calming about being controlled. I'm not really sure how to explain it. My mind is always going a thousand miles per hour. I'm always thinking, Should I do this? Should I do that? But, being submissive to Chad, those usual thoughts are silenced. I'm not thinking anything: I'm just feeling. He's in control and all I can do is relax and enjoy the ride. It's unlike anything I've ever experienced and it's thrilling.
Chad's right: It's all about trust. I'm trusting him not to hurt me. Here we are in the middle of nowhere. He could do just about anything to me and there'd be nothing I could do about it. He's big and muscular, strong and resourceful. The very things that attract me to him are the things he could use against me. But I trust that he won't. I trust that all his orders and commands are in my best interest. Giving him that control is really doing something for me. I never would've though that it would, but it does.
I can feel Chad hovering over me. He instructed me to lay down on the towel and, of course, I did what he told me to. I'm laying here, waiting for something to happen. My eyes are closed and I can't moan. That's all I know. The anticipation is killing me. And by killing me, I mean it's turning me way on and way up! He's intentionally taking his time and knows how crazy it's driving me, which only drives me crazier. It's a very good crazy.
“Are you doing alright, Emma?” Chad asks.
“Uh huh,” I answer.
“I know you are. But I just wanted to make sure.”
Though I can't see him, I can sense Chad getting on his knees. He doesn't tell me to open my mouth, but slides a finger in, then out. Chad takes that finger and slowly runs it down my neck, between my breasts, over my belly button, and down my pussy lips. By the time it makes it to my opening, his finger is dry. That's alright, though, since my pussy is practically dripping wet. I've been turned on this whole time. Chad not only knows how to get me there, but keep me there. He's a very skilled man.
Chad starts fingering me. His digits are long and thick. I love the way they feel inside me. He starts out with one finger but soon adds a second. Chad starts out slowly but quickly builds up speed. I was really cold just a few short minutes ago but now my body's on fire. Sweat is forming on my forehead and it's very refreshing. For a moment, I forget what I've been instructed to do - or not do, rather - and I let out a soft but audible moan. Chad's fingers suddenly stop.
“You know, I thought you were starting to learn.”
“I'm sorry. It just slipped out!” I explain.
“Well, we're just gonna have to make sure that nothing slips out again. And the best way to do that is to slip something in.”
I feel Chad get on top of me, upside down. When he does, I feel his magnificent cock brush against my face. It all of a sudden dawns on me what he meant by slip something in.
“Open,” he commands.
Chad slides the tip of his cock into my mouth. He moans loudly.
“Fuuuck,” Chad yells. “Your mouth feels good. That should keep you from doing anymore moaning without my permission. It's definitely gonna bring a few more moans out of me, though, for sure. Fuuuuuuck!”
He starts fucking my mouth as I lay naked on the towel. Now I really can't moan. For some reason, it makes me feel better knowing that I couldn't moan even if I wanted to. After a few thrusts, once Chad finds his rhythm, he resumes fingering me.
“There you go. Good girl. Just lay there and take my cock in your mouth. I'll reward your pussy for your obedience.”
My body is burning up. I'm loving every second of this. I'm completely at Chad's mercy. He continues fucking my mouth, getting faster and faster. His cock is as hard as a rock. I wonder if he's enjoying this as much as I am. It's hard to tell since he's being so dominant and unemotional. But I'm almost positive he is.
Chad fingers me faster and faster, matching the tempo of his thrusts. He's moaning like crazy and I wonder how much longer he's gonna last. It doesn't take long for me to have my question answered.
“Fuck, Emma,” he screams. “I'm gonna cum. I'm gonna cum right down your fucking throat.”
“Mmm hmm,” I hum, unable to speak.
Chad thrusts faster still. He's drilling my mouth like a jackhammer and it drives me wild knowing how good he must feel right now. Finally, he pushes his cock deep down my throat and I feel it explode.
“Fuuuuuuuuuck!” he yells at the top of his lungs.
I can feel burst after burst of Chad's hot cum fire down my throat. It makes me shake, it's so hot. All of a sudden, I realize that I can't breathe. Chad's cock is buried so deep down my throat that it's blocking my airway. He leaves it in until every last drop of cum has left his cock and traveled down my throat. Just when I feel myself starting to panic, Chad quickly withdraws his cock from my mouth.
“Fuck, that was awesome!” Chad says.
I don't reply. I'm too busy gasping for air, trying to catch my breath. As much as I'm out of breath, I'm also still really turned on. I hope Chad isn't done with me yet.
“I'm not done with you yet,” he says, as if reading my mind. “You've been a very good girl. Now let me take care of you. But remember, no moaning. Not until I say you can. Understand?”
“Yes.”
“Good.”
Chad resumes fingering me. That's not all, though. His soft lips press against the top of my pussy and they feel wonderful. With two fingers, he massages my insides, pressing them against my vaginal walls. At the same time, Chad tickles my clit with his tongue. If he keeps this up, it won't be long before he sends me over the edge.
I fight back the urge to moan. It's not easy. I'm not a super vocal, yell at the top of my lungs kinda woman, usually. But not being able to moan makes me want to even more. I resist, though.
Chad's now fingering me really fast and really deep. He's applying more and more pressure to my clit with his tongue, whipping it around the top of my pussy wildly. Every cell in my body is screaming since I'm not able to. Chad's got me right at the brink and I feel like I'm gonna explode.
“Now, my dear,” he says in a deep voice, “you may moan.”
I feel like a river who's damn just burst open. My body erupts into a firestorm of orgasmic ecstasy. Between Chad's deep voice, fingers, tongue, dominance, and everything else, I'm just about as turned on as a woman can be. All of my pent up moans come out at once.
“Yesss!” I scream. “Fuck yes, Chad! Yesssssssss!”
He keeps my body floating in the clouds for what feels like an eternity. Gradually, I return back to Earth. My heart rate slows and I feel completely relaxed: mind, body, and spirit. Chad lays down next to me on the towel and we start cuddling without saying a word. I stare up at the sky, assuming it's okay to open my eyes again. What a strange but wonderful experience. This was a great, if unexpected, first time being submissive sexually. I really liked it. Hopefully, we'll get to do something like this again.
Chad leans over and kisses me on the forehead, then lays back down. Neither of us say a word. Between the sound of the waves crashing, the smell of the ocean breeze, and Chad's arms wrapped around my body, I'm completely at peace with the world. So relaxed, in fact, that I drift off to sleep.
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“Hello?” I hear Chad say.
I open my eyes and immediately realize that it's morning. The sun is coming up over the water and it looks beautiful. I look at Chad and see that he's on the phone.
“No, no, it’s fine,” Chad says to whoever he's talking to. “You didn’t wake me. What's up?.. Really? In two days,really? But I thought... Oh, wow... That's great! Okay. Yup. Yeah, sure. No, I'm stoked... Okay, I'll talk to you soon. Later.”
“Who was that?” I ask.
“That was my manager.”
“What did he want, if you don't mind me asking?”
“I was supposed to go on a two-month domestic tour to promote my supplement line starting in about a month. Making appearances in supplement shops, gyms, health food stores, and stuff like that. He called to tell me that, since my supplements have been selling so well, it's getting bumped up. I'm leaving in two days.”
“Two day? Talk about short notice.”
“I know. There's a ton of stuff I gotta do between now and then.”
“We should get going, then.”
“Yeah, we should – in a few minutes.”
Chad rolls over and we start making out. We're both still totally naked. As wonderful as it is to be making out with a naked fitness model on the beach right as the sun's coming up, my mind's not in the moment. All I can think about is him being away for two months. Just when things were really starting to click between me and Chad, he's leaving. I know that we're just starting to get to know each other, but I'm sad. I really wanted to see where things go with us.
“What's wrong?” he asks, sensing my mood.
“I was just thinking about you leaving in a couple of days.”
“That's funny, because I was just thinking about you cumming in a couple of minutes.”
Chad resumes kissing me and starts rubbing my pussy at the same time. As if pressing the magic brain-shut-off button, Chad's fingers cause me to forget all about him leaving, if only for the moment. All I can think about is how good they feel, massaging my clit. I have all day to think about Chad leaving. Right now, I'm gonna enjoy having him with me while I still do.