CHAPTER ONE: Cassandra Casey

I couldn’t even tell you his name.

I mean, come on, it happened eighteen-years ago and to say that I was a little drunk would have been an understatement. Plus, I was barely twenty-one when it happened, a horny college girl out for a good time, not a steady boyfriend.

It was something like Kevin or Evan or Derick or Dennis or something like that. Now, so many years later, it was all like a hazy dream or a clouded memory, one where you weren’t sure what was imaginary and what was real. You know how these things work. You only remembered little things and hoped they were real; the warmth of his lips, the firmness of his caress, the hardness of his body, the way his fingers explored your body, that first sensation of electric pleasure when the head of his c*ck touched your cl*t just before sliding inside. Sigh…

I could remember the way he looked at me across the little dive bar, smiling softly through the smoke and neon haze.

I remembered how he caught my eye through the madding crowd of drunken frat boys and dancing sorority girls, like spotting Waldo in a life-size mural filled with a hundred other Waldo-wannabes.

I remembered the way my heart fluttered a little when I saw him working his way through the crowd, keeping his eye on me as he worked his way closer, like a great lion slowly and deliberately stalking its prey.

I remembered his smile as he got close enough to touch me; the luscious lips curled up at the edges, a mouthful of perfect, white teeth, made even whiter by the black lights that lined the wall above the mirror behind the bar. He had one of those scraggly, beatnik kind of beard and surfer boy hair; blond, silky, long, hanging over his forehead to his eyebrows. He twitched his head to sweep the hair back from his eyes.

He slowly licked his top lip as he gazed into my eyes, hypnotizing me, preparing to devour me. I knew I was powerless to do anything but succumb to his every wish. His gaze held me as tightly as a chain around my neck. It would be useless to resist, not that resistance was even on my mind. We both knew the moment he got close enough to touch that I would be his and he would be mine, at least for a little while.

I remembered how I didn’t hesitate when he asked if he could buy me drink, even though I was already well on my way to get plastered.

I remembered how quickly I turned my back on my girlfriends and completely forgot that they were even there when he asked if I was alone.

I remembered how quickly I slipped my hand into his and let him lead me onto the crowded floor when he asked me to dance. I remembered how easily I slipped into his arms and how he held me so close that I could feel his hot breath in my ear.

We danced the slow ones and danced slowly through the fast ones, much to the irritation of the revelers dancing around us. We ignored them, he and I, as our bodies melted together in a slow, sultry rhythm like a single stalk of cane swaying gently in the wind.

I remembered that it was hot in the bar, hotter still on the dance floor. Sweat sluiced from my neck and ran down between my breast, across my stomach, pooling at the waistband of my jeans. There was moisture further below; hot, oily, salty, oozing from deep inside me like a hot spring threatening to break free and gush forth in great waves at any minute.

Sweat drenched the t-shirt he was wearing, forming to his muscular body like a second skin. I pressed my cheek to his chest and inhaled his salty aroma. I could feel the roundness of his chest against my skin, the bulge of the muscles in his back as they tapered into the narrow waist of his jeans.

My hands went found their way under his t-shirt. My fingers massaged the small of his back. The sweat on his back moistened the tips of my fingers, making them slide over the hard muscle. His skin was on fire. I felt myself getting wetter. I could smell the heady scent of my pussy now, or maybe I just imagined the smell because of the moisture I felt pooling between my legs, soaking my cotton panties, threatening to soak through my jeans, but I didn’t care. I wanted him to smell me, to pick up on my scent and give witness to things that were his fault and his responsibility to sooth.

He wasn’t wearing a belt. His jeans were baggy, hanging low on his narrow hips. I pulled him closer and slid my fingertips down the back of his jeans to the top of his ass. I pressed my nose to his chest and inhaled deeply, sucking in his smell until my lungs could take no more. His scent made my mouth water. I wanted to lick the sweat from his body and swallow it like nectar. My lips found their way to his earlobe. I gave it a little nibble with my teeth. He sighed heavily in my ear.

Then there was just him and me and the music.

Every other human on the planet had suddenly disappeared.

There was only me in his strong arms, my cheek pressed so tightly to his chest that I could feel the vibration of his heart beating. He rested his cheek on my head and ground his hard cock into my belly, me pushing out my hips to grind back against him. His cock felt long and thick against me. My juices flowed heavy as I imagined milking it with my hand, sucking it in my mouth, licking it with my tongue, clenching my pussy around it; feeling it hard and pulsating and gushing hot milky goo on my skin and in my mouth and deep inside my cunt.

I remembered the song that was playing just before he kissed me for the first time. Three Times a Lady. He sang along to it drunkenly as we moved in slow circles at the center of the floor, oblivious to the throng of dancers moving around us.

When the song ended, he kissed me. Softly at first, slowly, no tongues, only lips. Then I opened my mouth and felt his tongue slip between my lips and into my eager mouth.

My lips wrapped around his tongue and I sucked on it like a meaty little cock. His hands slid down my back and over my ass. His strong fingers cupped my ass cheeks and pulled me into him. I resisted the urge to throw my legs around his waist and beg him to f*ck me.

There was no need to beg. He was going to f*ck me and I was going to f*ck him. We both knew it now. Nothing would stop us. We had come too far to turn back now.

I moaned as he pressed against me. He was fully hard now, his cock long and thick in his jeans. I shifted my weight and ground my pussy against it. I could feel him hard against my clit. The first hint of an orgasm shuddered through me. I wanted to cum right there on the dancefloor. A minute more and my wish would come true.

Then he leaned down and whispered in my ear.

“If I don’t fuck you soon I’m going to die.”

His voice was soft and deep, like a whisper echoing through a canyon. His breath tickled my ear. I shivered a little and stared up at him for a moment. Another song came on. I couldn’t tell you which one.

Without hesitation, I said, “I have an apartment across the quad. Take me there now and fuck me. Hurry. Before you die.”

Now, don’t you dare judge me. I wasn’t a slut or anything. I was just having fun. You would have done the same in my shoes. Or my panties. I was an unattached, twenty-one-year-old prelaw student at UCLA, one of the biggest party schools on the west coast. I slept with boys all the time, but I did not consider myself to be loose or a slut or a nympho. I was a healthy young woman with a healthy libido doing what all the kids were doing then. If you have a problem with that, well… screw you...

It wasn’t like he was my first one night stand. I’d had more than my share of one night stands. It was kind of a competition among the girls in my sorority. It was literally called Fuck ‘Em and Forget ‘Em. It was a stupid game that could have gotten us killed or diseased or kicked out of school, but we didn’t care. You don’t think about that kind of stuff when you’re young and horny and partying your ass off every night. You think you’re invincible. You think you can do anything and survive. You think you’re gonna live forever. At least I did. Sometimes I still feel that way, especially when I’m kicking another lawyer’s ass in court, but not so much lately in my personal life.

Anyway…

The point of the game was to fuck some strange boy’s brains out and never see him again. Or at least fuck him again. The point was to have a one night stand with a boy you had never fucked before, not a one night stand with every member of the football team or several boys at once or members of the faculty, though some girls did all those things and lobbied to have them added to their scores.

That’s right, we actually kept a leaderboard in the rec room of the sorority house with the names of the sisters participating and the running tally of boys or men they’d fucked. I was far from winning the race. In fact, even with my over-active libido, I was nowhere near the top of the leaderboard. That honor went to Debbie Givens, a third-year med student and our chapter president. If the leaderboard was to be believed, Debbie had fucked nearly three dozen lucky recipients since the semester started just over two months ago. I wondered when she even had time to attend class. Or study. Or sleep.

Oh, and it didn’t have to be a UCLA student to count. I’d fucked bartenders, waiters, a hot cop that stopped me for illegally changing lanes, a barista at Starbuck’s who gave me free lattes, and four actors (in L.A. you can’t swing a stick without hitting an “actor”), including one who swore he had a part in the next Tarantino movie. I called bullshit on that one, but only after we did the dirty deed in the back of his mom’s Prius. I mean, there was no need to ruin the mood by calling him a liar right off the bat now, was there.

But I digress…

Back to the surfer-dude dreamboat I met in the bar…

There was no doubt in my mind from the moment that our eyes met that I was going to fuck him. But this time it felt different somehow. It felt… well… special. Maybe it was the six tequila shooters I’d done before he came over or the fact that I was especially horny because I hadn’t been laid in over a week. Maybe it was the feeling that we’d known each other in a past life, you know that feeling, somehow familiar but mostly not. Strange but not too strange?

Whatever the reason, that night lingers in my memory more than any other. Hell, I barely remembered most of the one night stands I’d had because after a while, they all felt the same. They all run together in my mind. A little flirting, a little kissing, a little groping, then a quick trip into the restroom or into the back of a car or back to my room or his and wham, bam, thank you ma’am, fuck it, suck it, fuck the hell off. I can’t tell you how many guys I fucked in the little restroom of that bar then came back out for more drinks.

But this guy… this time… felt different.

It felt… special.

More than anything from that night, I remembered his hands. He had these huge beautiful hands with long perfect fingers. I remembered how they felt on my body. Strong but gentle. Firm but loving. He touched every part of me that night; literally, figuratively, emotionally. Almost like a blind man, rubbing his hands over my entire body, from top to bottom and side to side as if he was committing it to memory.

The massage. Maybe that’s why it felt so surreal. Before he fucked me silly most of the night he gave me a massage. It was completely out of left field and totally unexpected. Like I said, most of the time when you tell a guy you’ll fuck him he trips all over himself getting his cock out so he can roughly shove it into your mouth or your pussy and “get ‘er done”. But this guy was different. He wasn’t in a hurry. He took his time. Even after I had shucked off my clothes and jumped into bed, lying there with my legs spread wide and my pussy dripping, cupping my own breasts and squeezing my nipples, he just looked down at me and smiled.

“Roll over,” he said.

I glanced down at his long, thick cock, sticking out like a pipe from his blond curls, and cooed at him like the silly girl that I was. “Oh, you want me from behind?”

He smiled. “Something like that. Roll over. I promise you’ll enjoy it.”

“Well, all right,” I said with a drunken laugh. I flipped over in the bed with my ass sticking up. “If you’re going to stick that in my ass lube it up good.”

“I’m not going to do that,” he said softly, putting his hands on my ass to push it down until I was lying flat. “Just relax. Breathe. Leave everything to me.”

Honestly, I was a little freaked out for a moment. What the fuck was this guy gonna do? Here I was, all hot and bothered and ready to go, willing to let him fuck me in the pussy or the ass or ears, and he was telling me to fucking relax? Jesus, what kind of freaky motherfucker... oh… he’s massaging my back… what the fuck… oh… damn… oh my god… that feels… amazing… why am I getting… so wet… fuck…

“Shhh…” He shushed me even though I hadn’t said a word. It was as if he could hear my thoughts, telling me to just be quiet and enjoy.

“Breathe…” he said as he straddled my hips. I could feel his hard cock resting in the crack of my ass. He moved it slowly back and forth as his hands went up my spine then back down again. I closed my eyes and exhaled as every ounce of tension was pushed from my body by his strong hands.

“Feels… fantastic…” I moaned as his fingers dug into the muscles of my back, kneading, squeezing, his thumbs pressing in hard, moving in slow circles. His hands left my back for a moment. I opened my eyes and looked back over my shoulder at him. He had a bottle of oil of some kind. He squirted some in his palm, then rubbed his hands together to warm it. I wondered where the fuck the bottle came from because it wasn’t mine. Jesus, did this guy travel with his own massage oil? When I felt his hands on my back again they were warm and oily. The room filled with the scent of spices I couldn’t identify.

“What is that?” I asked, the words wafting out on a sigh.

“My own special blend,” he said as his hands worked their way around the tops of my shoulders and across my shoulder blades.

“Are you… a masseuse…”

“Something like that.” He worked his fingers down my spine until he came to my ass. He oiled his fingers again and started massaging my ass cheeks, squeezing hard with his fingers, then easing off and rubbing his palms in gentle circles. His thumbs went under my ass cheeks and he touched my pussy for the first time. His thumbs just brushed the labia and it felt like I was literally going to explode. My pussy gushed with juice. I could feel it running down over my clit, into my short curls, and soaking into the sheet beneath me.

He oiled his cock and slid it back between the crack of my ass, moving his hips slowly until his balls touched my ass. I was breathing heavy now, panting. I wanted his big cock inside me. My body was literally screaming for it. The massage was like foreplay. I was so hot that I thought my body might catch fire. I needed his big hose inside me. I needed it now…

“Fuck me…” I moaned. “Please… fuck me…”

He didn’t say a word. He put his hands on my hips to pull my ass up so he could get to my pussy. I closed my eyes and breathed slowly, ready to take him into any hole he liked.

His cock was still sliding up and down the crack of my ass. My pussy was flowing like a river over his balls. He wasn’t going to have to fuck me. I was going to cum just having his hands on my body.

“You’re beautiful,” he said quietly, leaning down to put his lips to my ear. “Did you enjoy the massage?”

“Yes,” I said, wiggling my ass against him. “Now fuck me before I explode.”

He kissed me softly on the cheek, then pulled back to put his hands on my hips. I felt the tip of his cock tease my asshole for a moment. I held my breath and prepared for the initial shock, then felt him slide his cock down to my pussy. I slowly exhaled as he took his sweet time. He took his cock in his hand and swirled the head around my pussy hole. He didn’t have to worry about lube. With the scented oil on his cock and my pussy gushing like a fire hydrant, lube would be the least of our worries.

I got up onto my elbows and arched my back to give him easier access to my cunt. He put his hands on my hips to brace me, then pushed the head of his cock inside me. My pussy opened up to take him inside, then suctioned around the shaft as it slid into me.

“God… you feel… huge…” I said.

“Maybe because you’re so tight.” His hands went to my back again. He started massaging the muscles at my lower back, right where they met my ass. As he pressed his thumbs to the dimples of my ass, he pushed himself in, filling my tight little box with his girth, impaling me until the tip of his cock hit my cervix, forcing the breath from my lungs in a long gasp.

“Fuck… baby…” I whispered. “Fuck… me…”

He didn’t say another word. He massaged my back and my ass as he fucked me slowly from behind. His cock filled my entire being. It was as if I could feel him in every nook and cranny. I could feel him in my stomach, my chest, my throat.

“Cumming…” I moaned as my body literally caught fire. I had never been so relaxed one moment and so tense the next. It was like going from zero to sixty in the blink of an eye. One moment I was completely relaxed and the next moment every muscle in my body flexed and I had the best orgasm of my life… then another… then another…

“Fuck…” I said, barely able to speak. His cock was thrusting hard now, quickly in and out, in and out, the head hitting my cervix, the headboard slamming into the wall. All the while his hands kept massaging me, as if that was part of the sex. It wasn’t just his cock that was driving me mad. It was his fingers. His hands. His arms. Everything.

“Cum for me,” he said quietly, his fingers digging into my ass, his cock pushing deeper into my cunt. “Cum for me now.”

And I did. My pussy exploded in a wave of hot juices that gushed out of me like water through a hose. I had never squirted before in my life, but I could feel the juices spraying out of me in a long stream. I came again and again and again. I had never had such an orgasm and haven’t had one like it since. It was as if it was a once-in-a-lifetime, multiple orgasm kind of thing. You get to enjoy this ride once. Enjoy it while it lasts…

I heard him grunt. His body tensed. He pushed inside me as far as he could go and shot his load. I was suddenly filled with a warmth and sense of peace I had never felt before. As if his hot goo was flowing through my entire body. I clenched my pussy around his cock and hoped it would last forever.

Sadly, it didn’t.

I don’t remember anything after I came.

Maybe the tequila shots finally worked their magic.

Or maybe there was something in the oils he rubbed into my body that relaxed me so much I fell asleep with his cock still inside me.

Or perhaps it was all just a wonderful dream.

Perhaps he was never really there.

If it weren’t for the scent of the oils on my skin the next morning and the big wet spot on the sheet between my legs, I might not have believed it to be true.

Whatever the case, I woke up alone.

And I never saw him again.